nightmares, i'll never sleep again Options

[*instantmusic*]

you can only hold something terrible inside for so long, till it goes from you controling it to it controling you. and now i long for her to sleep next to me, or else i get nightmares.

these aren't your average nightmares, with your friendly monsters.

theyre reanactments of what happened, through my imagination. what my friend told me that day, it haunts me till now. it was 4 and i woke up on the couch sweating with fear. she asked if i getting any good sleep and i said no. she finally let me beside her. she caught me sniffling as if i were crying. i wasnt, though i tried.

she asked what was wrong, and i told her " i have nightmares ".
she wants to know and help. she doesnt know that shes a part of it.
that why i have to be beside her, or i wont sleep.
im protective, at the same time, i need to be protected.

[dahding]

i'm just gonna say: i agree with rico

iono, seems like what he's saying is right.