i do really stupid things, should i be 'mad'...? Options

[iheartsimba]

Basically: Ex-bff was gonna give me a ride to this kids party. She got pissed off because Lily (new BFF) was at my house going to the party also. We sort of got in a..."fight" and she suggested I should just walk to the party (a couple miles a way...=/) htne she hung up...so we walked. Nearly got ran over, and was assaulted by a few creepy kids. We wlaked there...in the dark. Finally we made it to the party right on time, only to be attacked by my ex-BFF's mother. She was pissed because she was supposed to give me a ride. I tried to explain why I wealked but she just thought i "chose to walk" hmm...
anyway she called my mother who was yelling so loud at me..walking so far..in the dark to a party...so on the ride home, ms.g start talking BS about Lily (new BFF) which pissed me off SO MUCH. ugh. Anyway my firend says I should be amazingly pissed at Meg..but damn it's hard. shes acting like we are best firend or something. w.e.

More details about what happened...read convo.
Names changed for non stalkerism.





sally: hey kristin
sally: you okay?
kristinX3x: hey
kristinX3x: yeah
kristinX3x: sort of
sally: what happened? bleh but you don't have to tell me if you don't wnat to
kristinX3x: i did something retarded
kristinX3x: not like
kristinX3x: smoking pot or anything
kristinX3x: just stupid
sally: like what?
kristinX3x: well
kristinX3x: ms g. was gonna take me to seans party
kristinX3x: but i called meg because she was late to pick me up
kristinX3x: and me and meg..had sort of
kristinX3x: a fight
kristinX3x: and meg said she wasn't gonna take me
kristinX3x: so i was like do u want me to wlak or something
kristinX3x: then shes like yeah
kristinX3x: and hangs up
kristinX3x: so me and lily walked there...
sally: okay
kristinX3x: from like east jones brigdge road
kristinX3x: to peachtree station
kristinX3x: and
kristinX3x: it was..sort of like...dark
kristinX3x: once we got to that like...huge road area...like where your walking into the forum
kristinX3x: with the office building
kristinX3x: this car nearly ran us over
sally:: mhm
kristinX3x: it was like speeding
sally: oh
kristinX3x: it was so scary
kristinX3x: then
sally: damn
kristinX3x: you know that like...turning spot...near the moes side?
sally:yea
kristinX3x: well it was really dark once we got their
kristinX3x: we were turning right to get onto the main road..
kristinX3x: and we like ran into these like punk kids
kristinX3x: itr was scary but they didnt do anyhting
kristinX3x: but we kept walking..
kristinX3x: and you know that intersecitonish place by pcbc?
kristinX3x: the church
sally: mhm
kristinX3x: yeah well
kristinX3x: he car that nearly ran us over
kristinX3x: was on that road..
kristinX3x: at a stoplight
kristinX3x: and they started yelling things out their car at us
kristinX3x: it was really scary
kristinX3x: and we just kept walking and kept looking behind us like contantly
kristinX3x: then we finally get there
kristinX3x: and ms. g was there...ON TIME which pissed me off becaus the reason we walked was cuz she was supposedly gonna be really late to pick us up
kristinX3x: so ms. g was amazingly pissed at me
kristinX3x: cuz i didsnt tell her i was wlaking
kristinX3x: and she new she was supposed to give me a ride
sally: well it's not even your fault cause meg told you to walk
kristinX3x: ms g was sooooooooooo mad at me yelling at me so much
kristinX3x: yeah..but apparently, meg says she was kidding
kristinX3x: but i dont see why she hung up then
sally: tell ms.g that she hung up right after
kristinX3x: she says she kept trying to call me back but we had left by then
kristinX3x: i did
sally: what liar
kristinX3x: yeah
kristinX3x: so ms g gets her phone
kristinX3x: and calls me mom
kristinX3x: my mom flipped out
sally:uhg that's so goddamn stupid
kristinX3x: she was yelling at me so frcuking loud
kristinX3x: i had to hold the phone away
sally: even though you shouldn't have walked
kristinX3x: i know
kristinX3x: it was dumb
sally:but like
sally: it's meg's fault
kristinX3x: yeah
kristinX3x: my mom was going crazy
kristinX3x: i mean thats the dumbezt thing i did inb my life
sally:: could you try to be like.....reasonable with your mom
sally: just be like
kristinX3x: shes not a reasonable person
sally: mom i knew what idid was wrong but blabhalbla
sally: neither is mine
sally:just try to go up to her and be like
sally: mom can we talking calmly
sally:just say that you know it's your fault
sally:that's what they like to hear
kristinX3x: yeah
kristinX3x: shell probably make the consoquences bigger
kristinX3x: excersice her parents rights
kristinX3x: if i actually listen to her
kristinX3x: i feel really bad to ms g though
sally:is meg still mad at you
sally: why?
kristinX3x: shes not mad at me
sally: i would be totally pissed at ms.g
kristinX3x: im pretty pissed at her
kristinX3x: yeah
kristinX3x: im still tlking to her
sally: wait why do you feel bad for ms.g
kristinX3x: because when me and meg were on the hpone yelling at eachother
kristinX3x: i said
kristinX3x: "you are always late for eveeryhting!"
kristinX3x: and meg told her mom that
kristinX3x: so ms. g was like
kristinX3x: "i have 4 kids! it ry my hardest! blhablhablha"
kristinX3x: ifelt awful
kristinX3x: cuz i know she trys really hard to be a good mom
kristinX3x: but i was pissed that meg repeated our conv. to he mother
sally: uhg
sally: kristin
sally: like i said before
sally: i don't get why youre friends with meg if she just cuases you trouble
sally: if you know what i mean
kristinX3x: exactly what lily said..
kristinX3x: =/
kristinX3x: its hard to be mad at her
kristinX3x: i dunno
sally: is it because you feel sorry for her?
sally: cause of the whole (WORD TAKEN OUT BC OF PERSONALISM) thing
sally: or is it because you have too much of a past
kristinX3x: not because of cancer
kristinX3x: yeah
kristinX3x: that one
sally: ah i see
sally:i understand that
kristinX3x: i jus cant be mad at ehr
sally: but still don't try to like hnag out with her and such
kristinX3x: i know
sally: then just don't talk to her
kristinX3x: she just i.m.ed
kristinX3x: me
kristinX3x: a few minuits ago
sally: whatd she say
kristinX3x: like we were ffine
kristinX3x: "hey kris are you going to wild bills tonight?"
kristinX3x: me- im gorunded
sally: BECAUSE OF YOU dumbf**k
kristinX3x: then she put an away message
sally: god that makes me so mad
kristinX3x: hahaa i know!!
kristinX3x: ugh
sally: i'd be so pissed
kristinX3x: yeah
sally: kristin i would go crazy if i were you
kristinX3x: lol
kristinX3x: i did write her a letter
kristinX3x: when ms.g was giving me a ride home from seans party
kristinX3x: which btw sucked it was alllll punks
sally: ><
kristinX3x: well ms g started saying all this shit about lily
kristinX3x: i was so pissed
sally: ouch
sally:: what'd she say
kristinX3x: well she said things like
kristinX3x: "whenever lilys around she causes problems"
kristinX3x: i doubt if she were there any of this would have happened
kristinX3x: she said how badly lily hurt meg in the past
kristinX3x: (which she didnt...)
kristinX3x: she jsut became my new friend...
kristinX3x: and me and meg stopped
sally: what the hell
kristinX3x: meg was a really...bad friend
sally: WHAT THE f**k
kristinX3x: then i found lily who was soo nice and everyhting
kristinX3x: so i moved on
kristinX3x: and ms g like hates lily for that
kristinX3x: she thinks lilys a slut
kristinX3x: which shes not
kristinX3x: meg was just telling me the other day (as if braggin)
sally:i'd be so goddamn pissed
kristinX3x: meg said she has made out with like
kristinX3x: 9237428947238472934782
kristinX3x: guys
kristinX3x: she doesnt even know most of them
kristinX3x: and she has a bf whos this guy at our church
kristinX3x: and shes like cheating on him and sht
kristinX3x: but w.e.
kristinX3x: i was so mad that ms.g wa saying things about my really good firend right in fornt of me
kristinX3x: so i was like
sally: was lily there
kristinX3x: no
kristinX3x: "i know her better then anyone
kristinX3x: "i dont see why u judge her
kristinX3x: because all you know about her is that she is my bff and meg isnt
kristinX3x: and its not her fault
kristinX3x: 'that i moved on
kristinX3x: and if she treats me better
kristinX3x: and im happier being friends with her
kristinX3x: why do you try to punish her for that
kristinX3x: she did nothign other then be a good firend
kristinX3x: we have been friends for 3 YEARS and we have ONE fight that whole time
kristinX3x: ( caused by meg)
kristinX3x: if she was that bad i odubt id still be firends with her
kristinX3x: and thats it:-)
kristinX3x: i tollddddd them haha
sally: what did ms.g say after that ( and was meg with her?)
kristinX3x: yeah meg was therer
kristinX3x: she was just quiet
sally: YEEESSS
kristinX3x: but ms g was like
kristinX3x: ahha
kristinX3x: "i havbe my own perspectives of her
kristinX3x: i may see her differently then you see her
sally: what the hell
sally: god
kristinX3x: i see the real lily and i think she has different motives
kristinX3x: blahlblahblha
kristinX3x: then she was like
sally: motives?
sally:WHAAAT
kristinX3x: "i have seen the things shes posted on xanga
sally: =X
kristinX3x: then megs like WTF U READ XANGASS
sally: ahahah
kristinX3x: then ms.g admited that like all of the paretns like read that stuff
kristinX3x: omg
sally:eek
sally: i feel sorry for you guys ><
kristinX3x: firrst...lily doesnt say anything mean on xanga
sally: if they read mine though i don't give a shit lol
kristinX3x: ugh
kristinX3x: haha
kristinX3x: i dont say anyhting bad
kristinX3x: mines ljust about my day now
kristinX3x: stuff like that
kristinX3x: not so personal anymore
sally: i know lily doesn't say anything bad cause julie might tell her mom
kristinX3x: yeah i know
sally: well
sally:wow that really sucks
sally: i would get really mad at meg and her stupid mother
sally: no offense or anything
kristinX3x: yeah =/
kristinX3x: i wanna like post some of htis on cb
sally: but she needs to start looking at other perspectives
kristinX3x: and see what they sayy i guess
kristinX3x: i know
sally: damnit
sally: if i knew ms.gallegher or whatever i would so talk to her
sally: she needs to grow up
kristinX3x: yeah
sally: so is your mom mad at ms g?
kristinX3x: no
kristinX3x: my moms mad at me
kristinX3x: she loves ms.g
sally:that's stupid
kristinX3x: yeah
sally: did ms.g talk to your mom about lily
sally: ?
kristinX3x: yeah my mom hates lily too
sally: well
kristinX3x: my mom doesnt like lily as my firend
kristinX3x: shes told me that
kristinX3x: do you mind if i like post this on CB..but like change ur sn?
sally: she must like her better right?
sally: yeah sure
kristinX3x: just so i can get other perspectives
sally: what are you going to post?
kristinX3x: ok thanks
kristinX3x: this convo? =X
kristinX3x: some of it
sally: lol sure
kristinX3x: hahah ok

[Shattered_Hope]

that was a very stupid thing to do....walk in the dark....and why would punk kids scare you again?