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 Feb 18 2005, 03:57 PM
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 creepy heather  Group: Official Member Posts: 4,208 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 41,580  |
my problems...
-my parents are going through the longest divorce ever and are screaming stealing and hurting each other every day -im having eating problems due to depression -lately i've been sore all over for no reason...im thinking its due to stress and/or depression -problems with people at work -sleeping problems (aka i sleep more than 12 hours a day) and now my bf.. -hes the greatest sweetest sexiest thing in the world and i love him alot -hes horrible at comforting and just doesnt understand -he doesnt know my bad side very well and i know ill never show it to him -my parents wont let him near me in their presence my bf takes away the pain, hes sort of a numb sollution that makes me forget about every thing that is going wrong with me right now 1. if i keep seeing him i feel like ill never be able to fix myself 2. i notice that my attitude and self lately are having and effect on him and i fear that ultimately i will end up hurting him more later and in a slow torturous way than i would if i broke it off now 3. basically i fake every thing im feeling when im around him, but i like doing it because it makes me feel good for some sick reason if we stopped seeing each other i would be forced to confront every one of my problems and not use him as an escape and he could get over me and find some one who is happy and to make himself happy and now...i need an outside opinion do i need to break up with him as soon as possible? i dont need advice on what else to do..this is how it is and i dont know what to sacrifice...but maybe i do..i need other people's opinions |
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Feb 19 2005, 04:54 PM
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 You can't keep running from what you're trying to find. Group: Official Member Posts: 5,030 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 54,096 |
maybe you should show your true self to him... if he loves you (which he probably does... to some degree at least) then he'll try to help you, then you can maybe make it together
 basically, open up to him
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Heathasm just tell me Feb 18 2005, 03:57 PM
sweetdreamsx3 I think you need to if you're being fake aroun... Feb 18 2005, 03:59 PM picaso_smile I think you need to get yourself straightened out ... Feb 18 2005, 04:00 PM Heathasm oh man...i dont know how im going to do it...if i ... Feb 18 2005, 04:08 PM urbanychic maybe you should talk to a psychiatrist or someone... Feb 18 2005, 04:09 PM
Heathasm QUOTEmaybe you should talk to a psychiatrist or so... Feb 18 2005, 04:20 PM mistaken_identity I think, and I hope this works. If you find it har... Feb 19 2005, 09:09 AM Heathasm QUOTE I think, and I hope this works. If you... Feb 19 2005, 02:25 PM mistaken_identity My longest post on createblog so far.
I hope it h... Feb 19 2005, 09:32 AM DanielleMaria05 First, you need to show you're b/f your true s... Feb 19 2005, 08:01 PM LEDO_D0RKETTE Just be yourself when your around him because your... Feb 19 2005, 08:16 PM |
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