A message to anyone, verson 2.0 Options

[*Azarel*]

Since Vinh's topic reached 20 pages, here's the new one.
"It'd be neat if people could write about someone that's on their mind right now, in an anonymous message. It can be about love, crush, hate, issues. Just don't turn it into thread where it needs to be closed."

I wonder what I mean to you.

[urbanychic]

D-
EVERYDAY your name pops into my head. I feel like I can't have a single day, let alone a week without you haunting me. WHY? Is there a reason why? It's been almost a year since we said our goodbyes, and I know there is still left to conquer between us. I can feel it. Do I still love you? Of course. Always and forever. Could we ever be together again? Possibly, but you know as well as I do that there must be a lot of growing up between us before any of that happens again. I want to finish college, you want to join the air force (or maybe the marines .. dont know these days). I want to have my own apartment before I move in with anyone, and I most definitly am NOT ready for marriage. I am only 21 ... marriage is light years ahead of me right now. I wish I could just touch your face again and tell you everything that I feel right now. I wish that I could call you and hear your voice. I sometimes wish you were mine again ... if not that, I wish you were still in my life. Would our lives be different if we never became a couple? Would you ever said those accusations about Jason? Would we all still be friends? A lot of would yous and what ifs go through my head, and I really can't sleep until I talk to you. And since I really can't do that for now ... this is the next best thing.
I love you ....


J-
Who would've thought that my ex boyfriends best friend can have such an impact on my heart. I haven't seen you since I last saw him, but your face and that smile .... man, I can picture you as if I saw you moments ago. When I first saw you, I feel for you. Right then and there. But, unfort. I was with your best friend ANND you were with someone. But, I felt something. Didn't you? Wasn't there something there? If not, why would you call me when you knew I was coming into town and he wasn't with me quite yet? Why would you always come and protect me when you knew I needed someone the most, and the one person who was suppose to protect me ... wasn't? I miss you. There, I said it. I wish I could see you again. Whenever I go back into town, I always wish that maybe I'll bump into you .. hopefully when he isn't with you, but either way will work. Would you be surprised? Happy? Sad? No emotion? I'll always wonder until I finally see you.


M-
You changed my life, you really did. You made me realize (whether it was intentional or not) that I didn't need him in my life, I needed me. I needed to find out what I wanted in my life and why I needed it so badly. I owe so much to you, but I guess you'll never know. You are always disappearing from me. Whenever I see you, you send my heart into loops and afterwards, it's always seeking for you again. Why? Yea, you are attractive (it's those glasses) but do you find me attractive? Yea, probably ... but not the attractive I find you. More like ... friendly or maybe even sisterly attractive (not cool). My one selfish dream that I have is to find you ... wherever you'll be and regardless where you are, who you are with and what you are doing, and I will kiss you. And that'll be it. That will express my every feeling and thought for you. And, if after that you don't see that .. than at least I know that I got that out in the open and I can finally move on. Either way, I'll never forget you. Thank you.