why do i care? Options

[Wishful_Dream]

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okay, i dunno why.. but it just hit me today that maybe I cared too much... x.x like, i'd rather make a lunch than spend my lunch money because i'm afraid my family would go to the poorhouse, while my sister doesn't care. x.x

i'd rather wear my old clothes than buy new ones, because i don't wanna waste money.. and i'm afraid my parents would run out of money. when my parents told me they were gonna buy another house, i thought we were going to go into the poorhouse cuz i found out they were still indebted.. or something..x.x" my parents yelled at me to stop thinking like that...

before, i forgot my friend was supposed to come over.. and even though it was an hour after.. i ran all the way back to school which was a 30 minute walk..x.x and then i phoned all her friends, including her family.. to find out where she was.. and she was at another friend's house.

this guy kinda bullied me before.. in a way.. he's mean, because he insults me.. when he was like kiddingly saying, "i bully myself." i was like, "are you okay?" by accident.. and i went to check if he was OKAY.. x.x""" and he laughed at me.. x.x"

yes, i must be pretty weird huh? or maybe, I'm normal =x yes.. maybe i'm normal. -nod nod- so do YOU sometimes feel like you care TOO much? x.x" and is there any possible way to care less? =x

[xj_liana_tx]

i can't believe that your parents yelled at you, my parents WANT me to do the things you do. but yeah, i don't like to spend lunch money either. but i definately like to shop a lot, but i look at all the clearance stuff first.
well, good things are going to come for you later.