reach for the needle, poem Options

[Dabme]

Reach for the needle

You come to disintegrate
With an unwanted massacre
Your goal to annihilate
Past scenes that reoccur

But you become only a regicide
To take down a dynasty
With your own a pesticide
Killing everything you see

Acting as a regent
Of your own place
Leaving bodies dependent
Looking upon your face

Life becomes a relapse
A big boondoggle
Let your body collapse
Bring on the struggle

Was this your purport?
Your life has come out short?
What you had to convey?
There is nothing left to slay