createblog diary, v.5 Options

[*stephinika*]

originally started by faithin_felix.

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i think this is self-explanitory, no? but don't post in here just quoting and commenting another's post, you must post your own 'entry' as well.


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dear cb diary,

last night was fun. i was so glad i had her to talk to and i know that i can trust her. i actually told her my little 'secret' and it was such a relief. i didn't tell her the whole secret obviously but still...it felt so good to just get that out, y'know? and she didn't treat me like a bad person about it which was great. its true though...one can't control how one feels. feelings just happen. its like that quote... "Any emotion, if it is sincere, is involuntary." - Mark Twain, and i think its so very true.
i miss him though. i can't wait to just talk to him...tomorrow will be fun. beach party! last night was great though....she's such an amazing friend and i'm so glad we can just talk about everything with each other.
life isn't so bad i suppose...confusing, yes, but not that bad. wow...its amazing how much one or two people can affect your life.

[Looow]

YAY new diary! go steph <3. =)


Dear Createblog Diary,
I'm on the phone with my sister. =) I lover her calling. It feels good talking to her often. It's like she lives here again. But anyways today I saw Erin and it was really fun. =) I dont usually hang out with their group but it's nice to get away and talk to different people. No its not like I get tired of my froup of friends because I don't. But its nice to socialize with other types of people. Fun fun fun stuff. I developed pictures from today too. haha. yeahh

<333 Lorena

[dreamerOi]

Dear CBdiary,

lately Travis has been visiting more often but that isn't a bad thing. i've been down a lot lately and it's nice when i get to talk to him. and he realized on his own that i've got a dual personality so that was kind of funny. haha. everytime i see him he gets more clean cut or something or older looking i dont know. anyways i remember first time i met him and now he hasnt changed that much but he did change quite a bit. also he still looks just like my tj oppa its weird. i miss bosco.. a lot. gaou. darn him so far away and i occasionally get to talk to him. at least before he goes out. or yea. mao.. gao.. nyao.. haha i miss him. anyways. thank goodness for travis that talks and listens to me. o yea and im getting a job somewhere close. starting small instead. oof its the lamest job alive. mcdonalds im against them too. haha o well. ill cope. or taco bell thingy or osmehthing. anyways yea..

Love, Linda.

[mocassinsx29]

Dear CB diary,

Yesterday was cool. In the morning I went to the July 4th fair my neighborhood was everyday. I bought a necklace, hairpin, hairclips, other shiny things, a finger monkey puppet, two corn bread patty thingies that taste SUPER good, corn on the cob, a T-shirt, a tissue holder, and a scarf. Then in the afternoon, my family, aunt, uncle, and me drove the 2-hour drive to Woodbury Malls. I had to hold in my bladder for like 6 hours because I refuse to use public bathrooms, haha lucky me. Well, today was rather boring compared to yesterday. My sister brought her friends over and yeah.

<3, Aupola

[xldubaliciousx]

Dear cB diary:

I feel really plain right now. My mind is pretty blank too. I don't know anymore..

I guess after overanalyzing the past // present.. You just stop thinking. I hope that's the case but I'm not sure. I just wish there was a person to tell me where to go from here.. Maybe I'm supposed to not do anything and let stuff happen. But then again how is anything ever going to change if you don't take action..? Ah. It's just a whole lot harder now than it was before...

<33

[*CrackedRearView*]

Dear cB Diary,

I'm loving her more every second I'm with her.

Don't ever take her away from me.

Justin

[*Azarel*]

Dear createBlog diary,

He is absolutely wonderful. I don't ever want to lose him.

-Me.

[*Weird addiction*]

Dear cB diary,

I told him that i was going to stay out of his life for good. I meant it then, but i miss him every single day...i wish he would call. I'm too scared to call him, i'm scared he won't pick up the phone, i'm scared he'll tell me that he's over me...

Sandra...

[Teesa]

Dear Createblog Diary,
Moving is so overwhelming, but the experience was pretty good. I found some things of mine that I wouldn't have found in a million years if we hadn't moved.

Anyways, I realized that I have these moments of being attracted to people that I barely know. It's like when I see someone attractive, I think I like that person. Weird, I know. I hope I learn to like people for their "personality" and not just base them solely on their looks.

-Teesa

[Looow]

Dear cB Diary,
I'm pissed off. Createblog is going down. Roar but anyways today is Fourth of July. I don't really celebrate it but whatever. I've been doing tons of collages. I'm going to put them in my binder for next year. Yeah =)

Man, I really need to go shopping. fsfjshdjf.

[fallen_angel1137]

Dear Cb Diary,

I'm so glad he is mine.

[sharerol]

Dear createBlog Diary,

It's July 4th. Yay. Umm umm umm. I'm really bored right now. I want to talk to him. The Giants lost, and it was oh so close. Hm. Um.
Uh. Oh yeah, I saw The Cell last night on dvd. It was...quite an odd movie. Yep. And everyone on AIM is away.

--Cheryl

[xldubaliciousx]

to cB diary:

Hehehheh today is the forth of July. Fireworks are real pretty too.

So maybe even when things aren't going the way you want them.. And ya just look on the bright side, then it'll work out fine in the end. Just maybe..

xoxoxo

[--{Empty}--]

dear cb diary,

wow. i'm on my friends account because stupid crap is happening in cb at the moment...i want my damn account back.

today was interesting. he scared the shit out of me...like, wow. don't ever do that again...i was worried sick.
learned a lot of new things today during my phone conversation with marcela...wow. it was good to know but so...depressing at the same time...people said i was cheating on him with him and so on...and apparently some people saw some of my posts in "a message to anyone" what the crap...i didn't know people other than her and her read my stuff on here. oh god.
all in all...today was kinda crappy. and...his mom hates me. ugh. i hate life at the moment.


- stephinika

[*lolita kitty*]

dear cb diary,

my mom is pissing me off, AGAIN. throwing her tantrums about how she has time for nothing. stop it!!! createblog is being funky and some dude hacked it, and peoples accounts are getting suspended 0___0
tis very odd. we did nothing for 4th of july, because obviously, my mom had "no time" T______T
11 days till i go back home to dad. poo -____- make it shorter
eh, anywhoo, i must go. im thirsty =3

[*Azarel*]

Dear createBlog diary,
There are so many material things I miss: DSL/cable, AIM, the cell phone, but the thing I miss most of all is just listening Justin's voice, talking to him. Sigh.
-Me.

[inthemudhole]

Hey.

Today was okay. Partied with Zena and then watched fireworks.
It was fine. I had a little too much wine, so I feel pretty shitty right now, but I'm all right. I bet it'll be worse tomorrow.

Hm... Ugh. Wednesday = summer school starting back up again.
I LOVED this break. <3

Can't wait until the nineteenth.

Anyway... I haven't done it for ten days. ;x
Let's see how much longer I can hold up without doing so.

See ya.

- Brie

[BrokenDream]

wow, new diary! thanks Steph. hehe, you rock.

dear createblog diary,

happy July fourth everyone! a little late though, unfortunately. my Fourth was good and bad. the good part was when we went to my Aunt's dinner party yesterday night. it was good. the whole family got together and yummy food. steak, salad, baked potato, and more delicious food.. mmmm. I want to tell you something annoying. okay, my Uncle, he's great and all,but he listens to some loud, rock music. I was watching a movie with my other Uncle and Aunt and he has to play his music on the computer. geez! he was drinking beer too. yuck! no wonder. beer does that to people! ermm, anyway, my Mom finally turned it down by herself, haha. THANK GOODNESS! what a relief. another problem with my Uncle.. well, my Aunt's dog, Calvin, is afraid of the sound of fireworks so my Aunt let him inside the house. yes, this dog was huge. okay, then we tried to get him in a room so he won't bother us while we eat. well, he won't budge. ughh! goodness, it was so hard. then, my Uncle (the one that played the loud music..) yelled at the dog and called him stupid. I was thinking, "You shouldn't call a dog stupid. He's not stupid!" I didn't say anything. but I wanted to really bad. but we finally got him in the room. the dinner was good too. after that we missed the fireworks. darn. there was a famous girl there. I think it was Raven off of That's So Raven. dang it.

Melissa

[Looow]

Dear Createblog Diary,
Okay it's 9:13am in the morning during the summer. Why am I awake? I can't sleep.
Anyways, yesterday was the fourth of july and I was going to hang out with Francois but then Cristina asked me if I wanted ot go watch the fireworks and go eat. Goodness I was so excited. Yeah we went to Jack London to watch them and then we went to eat dinner. Last time I saw her was NOVEMBER. Holy freaking shit. That's eight months. I thought it was January but I was wrong. I met her new little cousin who is 7 months. He's so adorable.

Yeah so Friday is going to be too much fun. Cristina is coming over in the morningish and we're going to go over to Ubaldo's house and hang out with him either at his house or just around to go get something to eat. I haven't seen him in a WHILEEE but Cristina hasn't seen him for 2-3 years. Now that's long. Let's just hope he's not playing or practiving soccer or football. If he's sleeping, we'll wake up up. Yeah so after we hang out. We might go back to my house and hangout then Ubaldo's going to leave and Cristina's dad is picking us up and taking us to Cristina's house where we'll have a sleepover! YESSS. =) I'm so excited. Now I have to call Ubaldooooo to make sure he doesn't have last minute planssss.

Ahhh it's horrible. He's being so fjshfdsg. He tells me these things I wish he never didddd. It just makes me feel worse and worse. I hate it. I don't like it this way. Do I? Hmm. ahh no.

Yeah so today I'm supposed to go to the movies with Erin at 2:10. Yeah I need to call her actually just to make sure. Fuckk and her yearbook. She's not going to believe me. My mommmm send it already. Maybe THATS why I couldn't find it.

<33 Lorena

[EmmalieV]

Dear CB Diary;

Why does he have a need to lie to me ,were not commited he could do whatever the fck he wants , right?. Why tell me your going somewhere when your actually not?. Haha its funny cause I caught you , too badd you havent found out any of the things I did. Loser.

Sincerly though , Everything was sooo great in the beginning , but the you started to lie , and things got worse. Yesterday you told me you remembered what I told you in the car but seems as if , you didnt understand what I told you.

I thought we had a connection , and we were gonna last more than my others , you told me you were different , you told me you werent like those other guys Ive dated that broke my heart , and I told you I couldnt stand another heartbreak.

But you did it anyways.

[*Azarel*]

Anyway... I haven't done it for ten days. ;x
Let's see how much longer I can hold up without doing so.

I think I know what you're talking about, and despite the fact that you probably think I don't like you, I'm rooting for you. While I'm at it, sorry about any disagreements we may have had.

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Dear createBlog diary,

I swear, Jared fucking poisoned the Mac'nCheese. I ate it more than twelve hours ago and my tummy still hurts. T_T And I'm getting really sick and tired of listening to his bullshit about Rachel. He's just in the relationship for the ass, regardless of how much he reasons otherwise. If he weren't, he wouldn't talk about it so often. Ugh. Physical relations just seem to piss me off. And he complains to me about not seeing her for days at a time. UM. HELLO, KID? I don't see my boyfriend at all. Stop bitching, it could be worse. I fucking hate people who take things for granted.

-Me.

[*wind&fire*]

dear cB diary

im going to camp in a ew hours... im really excited to get closer to God, i hope more people in their time get to know him too...

Cariss

[inthemudhole]

I think I know what you're talking about, and despite the fact that you probably think I don't like you, I'm rooting for you. While I'm at it, sorry about any disagreements we may have had.

Thanks a lot, Anna. That really means a lot to me, and I'm also sorry about any disagreements we might have had in the past.

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Hey createBlog diary,

I guess it's still the fifth, but I wrote at midnight, so I might as well write again right now when I have something to say.

Today was an okay day. I just kind of hung around. Walked my dog, studied a bit... the usual.

Joey was finally around. I was in a semi-shitty mood earlier, but then I got on and saw he was on and everything seemed to turn around. In a positive way, I mean. We talked for about four or five hours or so. It was great, and I can't wait until tomorrow, because I get my phone and my phone privileges back then.

Hm.. I'm glad this class is done the 19th. I really don't like it. I don't like the teacher either... his teaching method really isn't that helpful. I think I did better during the year than now in summer school. Yes, I'm repeating a semester of a class. >_<

Then my birthday's on the 25th. I don't know about that. I am not very big on birthdays. Well, my own birthdays, I mean. I don't like getting older... I already feel old enough.

Well, that's about all I can think of right now.
Maybe I'll edit this later if I come up with something else to say.

Until then..

-Brie

[Joss-eh-lime]

dear createblog diary:


today was really boring. i had to clean my room which took like an hour and then my mom calls and tells me to make dinner >=O but i miss my friends from school alot. science was so fun because everyone was always laughing. i wish i knew some poeple going to IPoly. im the only one going to that highschool. thanks for listening cb!

[yummy_delight]

Dear cB diary:

I'm jealous. REALLY REALLY JEALOUS. We're not even very good friends, but somehow I feel really close the situation.

I'm still in love. And I have been for....oh a year? It's hard to believe that I'm still stuck on him and things that happened this time last year. I keep telling myself "Time heals all." But that's a load of bullshit. There is no Santa Clause, the check is NOT in the mail, and I am definitely not over him. There's nothing worse than one sided love. Absolutely NOTHING.

Oh joy. Bass Lake this weekend. I don't know what I'm less excited about. The Bass or the Lake. However, it should be fun. My cousin and my uncles are going to be there. So thumbs up for that!