My Life Is At It's Worst..*sigh* =(, My Life Is Devistating |
 May 6 2005, 04:26 AM
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Do It Again!! ^_^  Group: Member Posts: 77 Joined: May 2005 Member No: 135,040  |
Well To Start Off Im A Month And A Few Weeks Pregnant,Im 17,High School Drop Out,Engaged,Live On My Own,Work 2 Jobs,And Depressed.
I Went From Riches To Rags, *sigh* Lived In Beverly Hills,CA With Parents And Wonderful Family Somewhat..Well More Like Disfunctional Family But Yeah Atleast I Wasn't Struggling With Money..*sigh* I Miss Him,I Miss My Lover! His Name Is Vee He Was My Boyfriend For 4Years And A Half And Suddenly After He Found Out He Got Me Pregnant He Left Me...  Im Still Devistated From It I Loved Him Soo Much! And Now He Doesn't Even Want To Take Responsibility For His Own Child It's Really Sad For Me Because My Baby Is Going To Grow Up Without Knowing His REAL Father I Would Be Soo Wow If I Didn't Know My OWn Real Father...*sigh* I Still Miss Him And Love Him Soo Much! But What Can I Do? He's In Love And I Can't Take Him Away From His Lover..My Life Is Just Soo Screwed Up At This Point But Still I Keep Going For My Baby And My Adopted Son Which Is Also My Love And My Baby And For My Hubbie They Are The Only People In This Entire World Who Care/And Will Care Forever! If It Wasnt From Them And Zoloft&Prozac I Would've Been Dead By Now =( When My Ex Left Me Gosh,It Was Like My Whole Life Went Down The Drain,I Got Into Heroin,Shrooms,And All These Stuff To Get Rid Of The Depression And Stuff And I Felt Soo Self-Concious Started To Think I Was Ugly And I Just Hated Myself,Gosh Im Just Glad Things Got Slightly Better! After I Put My Life Into God's Hands! It Got Slightly Better!Thats My Story.. -Jany P. |
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May 6 2005, 06:15 AM
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 College Dude Group: Member Posts: 177 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 106,527 |
im so sorry to hear that.. but i am happy that you are living in God's light because God really lightens our burden..... im giving you this link CLICK ME!.. hope u check that one out 'cause i think it would really be a big help for you....
Good Luck and God Bless! |
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May 6 2005, 06:19 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Official Member Posts: 4,882 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 47,064 |
I'm glad you decided not to throw your life away like other people do. I wish you the best of luck with you and your child. Maybe one day her father will actually want to see her, but give him a little time. If you eed anyone to talk to, I'm here. Tough times should be my middle name.
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May 6 2005, 08:35 AM
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 <3 Group: Member Posts: 3,657 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 64,493 |
i'm sorry to hear that, well good luck with you and your child. as for the father he doesn't know what he's missing
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May 6 2005, 08:40 AM
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 Grrrrrrr Group: Member Posts: 801 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 123,696 |
im sorry to hear that. it sounds like my half sister. same thing happened to her
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May 6 2005, 11:04 AM
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 sweet but sour Group: Member Posts: 170 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 35,953 |
im sry to hear that, i rlly hope things get better. heh, your life is kindof like mine. except i still have my lover and im not pregnant. you'll make it through, keep your head up (stay strong) and think postively. the guy isnt worth your time, i know you love him. but you should hold on forever, he doesn't deserve it. you deserve to be happier, do it for you and your baby.
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May 6 2005, 11:31 AM
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 RAWR. Group: Member Posts: 2,585 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 102,641 |
wow! You are going thru a lot!! But you have the right attitude about things. just do your best to have a positive outlook on life. things can only get better right? I have a friend who had cancer, and always said this to me, "Everything is better in the end. If it isn't better yet, then its not the end." That coming from a 14 year old boy dying from cancer says a lot. Just keep your chin up. I'll be praying for you as well. :D
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May 6 2005, 05:28 PM
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 ...and this is me.. Group: Member Posts: 3,518 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 57,899 |
I'm sorry that you're in a tough situation, but I'm glad you didn't commit suicide. Good luck with your life. Hope it ends well.
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May 6 2005, 05:31 PM
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feel so sori 4 u .....but hey....rmb...relax and....always look on da bright side....
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May 6 2005, 05:32 PM
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 HAAAAAAAA. Group: Member Posts: 4,472 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,068 |
Eh, can you please type with punctuation?
 Anyways, that guy that left you is a total jerk. Some men just want to get a girl pregnant then leave her. They just want to have sex. Guys these days... it's ok, sweetie.  You'll feel better.
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May 6 2005, 06:06 PM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 913 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 101,212 |
Do You Like Typing This Way?
 I dunno, this may seem bad of me and all, this story sounds a little... well fishy. But ehh, w/e. Just so you know, I hope life get more better for you.
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May 6 2005, 06:26 PM
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 brandon demarin Group: Member Posts: 287 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 81,512 |
WoW
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May 6 2005, 06:40 PM
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 You can't keep running from what you're trying to find. Group: Official Member Posts: 5,030 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 54,096 |
why do you have an adopted son?
 but anyways, i'm really srry. i'd find it really hard to still love someone if they left me like that.. maybe you can talk with friends and maybe they can help you get set up in your own apartment, or something like that... but you have to go back to school! it's the best thing for you and the baby. hope it works out  
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May 6 2005, 09:10 PM
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 Hah! Its funny cause its true... Group: Member Posts: 640 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 89,954 |
Oh my gosh I'm so sorry! I feel horrible for you
 . You will find a wonderful new father for your child who will love you always. Hugs for you I hope your life turns out great and you will have a beautiful healthy baby. |
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May 6 2005, 09:26 PM
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"why do you have an adopted son?"
no i thought she was pregnant o_O well anyways back to the topic i hope you and your child will live a great life even without your lover's help. |
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May 6 2005, 11:25 PM
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 ilikeyouSofreakingmuch. Group: Member Posts: 2,014 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 643 |
aww i hope everything will turn out fine
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May 6 2005, 11:45 PM
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 memories live FOREVER<3 Group: Member Posts: 1,150 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 132,793 |
omgosh the guys a jerk! leaving you like that!!! well i wish the best for you and your baby. im just glad you didnt throw your life away though you're really brave for what your doing and keep it up and your life will slowly go ontrack again<3
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May 8 2005, 07:37 PM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 2,881 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 132,134 |
no offense or anything but what kind of man is he. to me well in my point of view its like he was just using you and hten when he finds out he has to take care of a baby he doesnt want you anymore. He just gets over it.
if i was yu i would be so devistated. always turn to your friends and family at this sort of time. And i wish yu and yur baby the best of luck in the future. |
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May 8 2005, 07:45 PM
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s w e e t e s t Group: Member Posts: 808 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 46,149 |
Well I'm sorry to hear you story. I'm glad that you've taken the responsibility for the child and not have abortion for it. Like I've seen on most T.V's and movies, many women do that once guys leave them because they heard that they got pregnat. I hope you the best wishes and lucks with your child. I bet that later on in life you would be able to be back to become rich with your loving family and will be able to attend school and go on to college. Good Luck and stay strong .. -- Megan
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May 8 2005, 07:51 PM
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 ¢¾ Wanting it. ¢¾ Group: Member Posts: 2,060 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 39,234 |
um next time type correctly. & but i'm just glad you looked to god for help. thats the best way. may he bless you and your upcoming baby. good luck.
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