Tuesday Feb 1, 2005, One of those self driven essays.. Options

[RiddleMeWonders]

Little star...
There you are
Floating in your black see
High above me

Time has no boundaries, does it? Sure; there are segments of time but the coordinates in specific terms are only in relation to something we remember. When I speak about things like this, it is because I am tired of thinking about why things are the way they are. It is with no footing. I don't wish to make a point- to be credited- I just speak and think and seek out what I mean so I might understand, rephrashe and finally correct. It's called editing. But you can't do that with time, can you? I love Jacob. He's not the best person in the world but I love him. I don't know if I will love him the way I do forever but I hope it lasts a very ong time. I don't know if he'll be "the love of my life" but I hope he will be. All of my thoughts are trying to escape my body at once, and it's not working. What if he isn't the one? What if in the end of this, I would wish to erase those memories that were made? Or completely erase that data from existance? Or even that time I have all of this creative energy and I need to find some way to focus. What is my point? Jacob says he likes knowing things. I like understanding things. Is there a difference between knowing and understanding? I believe there is. And is there a difference between knowing, understanding and believing? I hope so. I know so. But do I understand the difference? SEE WHAT I MEAN?!?!


It's not a very big thing... I don't even know if anyone else but me sees what I mean.. It's more than just about me.. It's about the concept...

Tell me what you think?



Lin