suicide Options

[La_b0mBe]

Sometimes I get really depressed feeling because of lots of stuff in my life. And because (I don't know why) I think I'm really ugly. Also I always think people are talking about me and my mom thinks I have Obsessive Compulsive disorders and like I dunno. But I'm just wondering If anyone here has ever tried suicide, because I cut my wrists one time, and I know its stupid, I'm just curious.

[ikayto]

i thought about it.......but then decided no ;p

[pOOpii_h e a dxD]

noooo, but i think im ugly too i dont have high self esteem ..but noo i never tried suicide i think its so dumb and yu shudnt either its a complete waste of yur life i think its the dumbest sh*t ive ever heard wen ppl commit suicide so NEVR EVER COMMIT IT! it makes me mad lols just dun do it and no cutting either think of ways to help yurself keep yur brain busy on sumthing else..

[La_b0mBe]

:] The biggest things in my life rite now that make me sad are like My mom getting Cancer and My Gramma Dying and then (this is stupid) but my best friend has been going out with some guy for 5 months and I personally think he doesnt treat her good, like he verbally abuses her. But my friend still spends every single minute with him and I never get to see her anymore and when I do hang out with her, he gets mad at her... So blah.

[inthemudhole]

Uhm. Well. I've never actually attempted it.. I've thought about it, and I do cut every once in a while...

I think I'm ugly, too. I do have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and insomnia.. so I hate myself for those things, too..

Suicide is so sad.. don't ever do it.

[x0 sweetsorrow]

yeah i have.. and i used to slit my wrists..

lifes been so much better for me the past few months tho.. thank god..

and i dont wanna talk about why i tried.. so yeah.. ima go now..

[babixlilac]

sometimes i dink dat dying may be a better idea den living.buh i end up not doing it cus eventualli i smile nd act like nuffing happen.

[emrzz09]

I tried once But im glad im still alive.



Dont think you're ugly. Every person is beautiful in some way or another. Cherish yourself.

[diezelbabygrl_xo...]

yes, i have...but i got caught 1 time n i had 2 b sent 2 a therapist. she didnt help tho n sumtimes i still do it.

[skaterjswife2]

Yeah.. when I am really depressed I think about it a lot. But seriously your life is going to get better, yeah it's in a bad time but it also has it's ups you have to focus on the good times in life not bad.. and you have to look forward to being an adult and being married, having kids.. being a grandma.. you know? Why would you want to take it all away..

[laur3nw]

nope never..and never will

[*Fallen_Fairy*]

No. I've thought about the topic in general but I don't think I have the guts to hurt myself. I have a friend who always used suicide as a from of drawing attention. It was a hard time from him and all of us who loved him. Thankfully he is out of that "Phase"

[mouse_3k]

i tried a few times. Im happy like NE thin though so i like never even think about it now. Its all gooooood . I thank my BaBi Boi John for practically saving my life a few times (from my attempts) so ya...I love him <3

[islandkiss]

nope. I fear pain and death too much to become suicidal. I only scratch my arm with something sharp.. like.. my nail filer.

[inthemudhole]

Dont think you're ugly. Every person is beautiful in some way or another. Cherish yourself.

So true.

Everyone has beauty in some fashion..
Some people it's outer beauty, some people it's inner..

Everyone has something beautiful about them on the inside, and on the outside.

[NawtyLilAznChic]

i neva tried...i think bout it a lot especially now...but i noe i wont eva go thru wit it...

yea yea yea ppl have inner beauty but wen u c sumone...u always c tha outside first...n not everyone takes tha time ta c how beautiful u r...

[inthemudhole]

i neva tried...i think bout it a lot especially now...but i noe i wont eva go thru wit it...

yea yea yea ppl have inner beauty but wen u c sumone...u always c tha outside first...n not everyone takes tha time ta c how beautiful u r...

Yeah. But you're mighty shallow if you only look for the outside..
If you're that shallow, then screw you, you're not worth it.

[NawtyLilAznChic]

Yeah. But you're mighty shallow if you only look for the outside..
If you're that shallow, then screw you, you're not worth it. 

wat? ur sayin IM tha shallow one??? i wasnt talkin bout me i was talkin bout otha ppl

im not insanely ugly or w/e but ppl dont even take 5 sec ta even talk ta me

[x0143637x0]

yea i always think about it when im realli depressed but i dont do it when i think of all that im missing out of life if i juss leave like that

[Joo_Hoodles]

I think we have all wanted to many-a-time (i know i have), but i have never tried to...I used to cut though

[abnormalabby]

i feel bad for you, and im sorry that you have some problems.
the way you feel is the way i sometimes feel.

[unf0rsak3n]

you know what is so bad about suicide? about 2 seconds when you think that you are going to die, all of your memories fade back into view. those makes you realize that no matter how bad or how sucky your life is, its still better knowing how to live and being good at it then dying and going off to this place where there is no one to guide you.
trust me, my life sucks to. i was supposed to fight this girl b4. but after a lot of talking, it wasn't us that was suppose to fight, it was all the people who hated each other. now my best friend hates me because this girl is supposed to be her godsister. then when her friends talked to me on xanga, my friend came and backed me up and started talking to my ex best friend. now my best friend thinks that i told her to do that. every single week we see each other.
i'm not that pretty either.

[inthemudhole]

wat? ur sayin IM tha shallow one??? i wasnt talkin bout me i was talkin bout otha ppl

im not insanely ugly or w/e but ppl dont even take 5 sec ta even talk ta me

No! No!

I'm not talking about you!
Oh, sorry if you thought I was!!!

::edit:: (mwahahaha, 600th post. ^_^)

[miss_tragedy]

I thought about suicide a couple times, and have even attempted to a couple times. It like, all started in 7th grade when my mom also got cancer, (she had colon cancer), and around the end of 7th grade, my 2 year old nephew drowned in a home pond. Like, at first I was just really upset, then I wouldn't eat anything, and then I started to cut myself, and then I just wanted to die. When I didn't eat, I lost a lot of weight. And I got a lot skinnier from it too.

But, my friends helped to cheer me up, and made sure I didn't hurt myself. I know how hard it is to not hurt yourself, or think happy thoughts, but eventually, you'll be able to.

I kinda started to get depressed again during the school year, and I went to our school counselor, (Mr. Magonagal), and he helped me out a lot. And he set me up for some one-on-one counseling with some lady named Caren, but, she didn't help me, because I didn't trust her enough to tell her about my cutting. And then I got signed up for group therapy, which I'm in with a few of my friends that have the same problem as me, and I can choose to be in it for the rest of High School.

Try to do something that won't make you think bad thoughts. I know it can be hard, but, it'll be worth it in the end.

I'm glad that I never was successful in trying to kill myself. I'm now with someone that I love dearly, and who loves me back, and whenever I feel bad, he helps me, and makes sure I don't do anything. And what I do sometimes when I want to cut myself, I put a rubber band or something on my arm, and snap it. It doesn't leave scars, just red marks for a while, and you still get the satisfaction of some pain. But yesterday I made the mistake of doing that when my boyfriend was here, and he got mad, because that stuff upsets him.

So, yeah. Think about some of the things I said.

If you ever need someone to talk to, my e-mail address is invisiblelsoul@aol.com . Feel free to IM me or e-mail me.

- L i Z

[pbear]

No, I've never attempted it.
I've thought about it very generally, but I love life too much.
Sure, there are problems in my life too, but it's too precious to throw away so simply.