today's lesson, lets spin 2nekkeds wheel of morality Options

[*[2]Nekked*]

so lets just skip the introductions here. by now i hope that we've all been acquainted, or rather, you've been acqauinted with me. so i'm just going to go straight into it.

this quote seems to be a recurring theme in my life lately:

in life we take many risks. loving you was the biggest risk of them all.

todays lesson kids:

never trust anyone. ever. never leave yourself vulnerable. and dont cry in front of others. it isnt becoming.

so my name there. 2nekked. lets break it down once again shall we?

2nekked = too nekked = too naked.

in this case i am using the second definition of naked:

exposed; vulnerable to harm. susceptible to pain.

at this moment... my screen name fits me perfectly.

i had a bad past.. the only thing i've ever remembered about my past is pain.. lots of pain; bloody, and hard, and full of tears and screaming. so naturally i learned to make myself hard from outside in. i promised myself that i would never put myself in a position to be hurt by another human being again.

but hey. guess i'm a dumbass, because i did.

i opened my heart to someone and i got crushed. its like opening my wings and flying for the first time. feeling free.. soaring through the air and then being shot down, falling endlessly into a dark pit of despair, writhing and shrivelling with fear and pain.

and i guess i just wont ever learn. because it seems like i'm some kind of masochist when it comes to love, and caring for another human being.

i just keep coming back for more.

he hurt me. but do i still love him?



absolutely.

[f00LisH_h3aRt63]

trish ur not a dumbass. u cant help how you feel for someone...its totally out of our hands. having ur heartbroken is one ofthe worst pains to feel. and yet no matter how much pain we go thru we still take that risk.

haha guys suck...we should become lesbians like we said before. haha.

jackie

[kyootE_krn_bebe]

deng...i know exaclty wat you're talking about..that's why you don't see me walking about with a buttlopad of b!@#ches..yea..and i don't trust anyone either..and i too learned the hard way..>.< hope you feel betters...

[kyootE_krn_bebe]

btw...great lesson..keep yo chin up..

[rivendell]

aw, Trish!

Love is one of the most painful emotions we can have. It can be the greatest feeling in the world, or it can totally break your heart.

[xquizit]

Aww Trish, I'm sorry. I think a lot of us have been there before, I know I have so I can relate. The thing is, you can't give up. Believe it or not, there is someone out there who will love you the way you want to be loved and who will not break your trust. Of course, it important to protect yourself, but always be open to the possibility of love. Never think that it's not going to happen to you, because it will.

[nas]

Agreed with the whole trust bit. I don't mind the crying in front of others though , but only when and if it's for appropriate, unselfish reasons. As in, if you're really hurt, why be so scared to show it? But not when you cry out of self-pity, or in attempt to gain pity from others.

Then again, I'm quite apathetic to many things, so the need to cry for me doesn't come quite often at all.



I've been scarred as well, and I think most everyone has, but I don't find shuttering people out is the solution. Perhaps I'm just a hopeless romantic, finding a little good in everyone and looking forward to more people instead of shunning them. Or just a really big optimist at heart. At times I've been hurt, it has made me realize who is really there for me and how much I should be thankful for those people.

Getting hurt is inevitable, so I think the best we can do is learn from our mistakes. And from the lessons we learn, apply it to life and look forward to brighter days. As the old adage goes, knowledge is power and with each learning experience you gain knowledge, so in turn, stay powerful.

aw, Trish!

Love is one of the most painful emotions we can have.  It can be the greatest feeling in the world, or it can totally break your heart.

To quote pyoon, "Love is more of an amplifier of emotions."


Trish, I wish you the best with the people around you. You may deal with the situation differently from me, but the way we handle these problems builds character. And you definitely have that .

And oh, I still love the people that have hurt me as well. It's only natural, but there's a fine line between logic and emotion. Loving isn't masochism, it depends on what you do for it that is.

[expoised]

aww trish, that's something that happens to most people. think about it... so you opened yourself up to one person, and he hurt you. it hurts now... i understand that, but what will it feel like the next time you open up... and it's the right person?

life's a rollercoaster... there's the ups and the downs. without the downs... the ups never happen. so don't be afraid to open yourself up. you had a bad past... now make your future great.

and to the guy that hurt you? learn from him.

you're not a dumbass. keep your head up high, aighhht?

[mai_z]

i totally kno how u feel...ur definately not a dumbasss.. life is crazy...ups and downs, and everyone gets hurt about 10x more than they expected to..... yet they keep going back for more....the ones that don't get hurt are the ones who don't live life

[Yemmerz]

Aww, keep your head up! We all go through it, it's just the way of life. You just gotta get up and keep in mind, it's the past and you can't change that. You can only change the future.

[JessJR1022]

yeah heartbreak is always bad..... but what about when it was good, try to remember that and not the end. If you completely harden yourself, you might miss the opportunity for something AMAZING...... eh.... sometimes I feel the opposite.... I let people run all over me because I am not hard enough and then let them do it again.... it sucks...... guess we both need to find out happy mediums,,

[talisaynon]

haha i cant wait till you guys get into college. Think your f**ked up now? Wait till second semester rolls around and see the shit really hit the fan then.

[x0xcrzybabyx0x]

omgosh i feel for you!! ive gotten hurt so many times in the past that i cant open up fully in a relationship, and the one i actually did i got so hurt in.. and im still hurting and its been 2 months.. he is such a jerk to me now but i love him so much still!! i know what your going through and its really hard, just try and look on the bright side of things and try and forget him.. i know im not a very good advice giver.. but im trying here.. im really sorry and i hope things get better!!
<33 emma

[eboarder2020]

Hey Bud

I know what you mean about the quote about love and pain... It happens to all of us. I know what its like to feel free and to feel as though nothing can stop you only to be hit harder then you ever felt before. But you are right. Love is a risk that we all take. If your heart isnt broken, then your heart is asking to be broken. I know that Love is a confusing thing sometimes but I guess the one thing that we all have in common is that we all want the Number 1. We all look for that special him/her to fill our hearts with the love and passion that we thurst for, but like the saying goes, our lover will only be one in a million. You just gotta keep hammering out the bad ones so that when the good one comes along you'll know exactly that he is the one to be with you forever.

Im truely sorry that your heart got crushed and that the pain and heartache are all that is left. I dont have anything to completely make you feel better like a pill, but if its one thing you should know is that If you want big rewards you gotta take big risks... Love is a big reward if your willing to take the risk. So dont blame yourself, dont feel ashamed that you fell for something hard because all you wanted to do was go for the big reward.

Hold your head up high kiddo and god Speed

[XaZnX07]

awww i am sorry hey we still love you rite

Love is a beautiful thing two people share but when love turns its back on you it kills you


well i hope you feel betta okies!!!!! group hug for you !!!!!






:tony:

[T00000]

well darling i'm afraid that's the expense of loving someone... i definetly know how you feel too

but seriously, if you love someone you can't deny your feelings... you have to learn to make sense of it, and just follow your heart.

-Michelle-

[Mini]

im sorry trish. but if you are hiding yourself because you are afraid of the bad emotions, it is hindering the chances of you feeling the good ones. the world is balanced, there's not too much of good or the bad. that's why we have to take risks.

[LiNHy POO]

im sorry!! yehh i felt the same way with an ex b4 too!! but hey wut could we do? .:sigh:. and great lesson!!

[ComradeRed]

It's the people who take risks that get on in this world ... or are consumed in a vicious ball of fire, but uh that's a risk you have to take.

[islandkiss]

that's what happened to me. he just kept on leading me on and then.. he just dumped me.

[BraveLittleHoser]

Nekked,Jun 23 2004, 7:30 AM] so lets just skip the introductions here. by now i hope that we've all been acquainted, or rather, you've been acqauinted with me. so i'm just going to go straight into it.

this quote seems to be a recurring theme in my life lately:



todays lesson kids:

never trust anyone. ever. never leave yourself vulnerable. and dont cry in front of others. it isnt becoming.

so my name there. 2nekked. lets break it down once again shall we?

2nekked = too nekked = too naked.

in this case i am using the second definition of naked:


at this moment... my screen name fits me perfectly.

i had a bad past.. the only thing i've ever remembered about my past is pain.. lots of pain; bloody, and hard, and full of tears and screaming. so naturally i learned to make myself hard from outside in. i promised myself that i would never put myself in a position to be hurt by another human being again.

but hey. guess i'm a dumbass, because i did.

i opened my heart to someone and i got crushed. its like opening my wings and flying for the first time. feeling free.. soaring through the air and then being shot down, falling endlessly into a dark pit of despair, writhing and shrivelling with fear and pain.

and i guess i just wont ever learn. because it seems like i'm some kind of masochist when it comes to love, and caring for another human being.

i just keep coming back for more.

he hurt me. but do i still love him?



absolutely.

I've done the same thing.. Except I did like somone but I kept my hard outside so it didn't work out too well. I think I agree with that completely.. I do say things but I never open up to anyone.. I figure that if I am hard on the outside I can't get crushed in

[2]nekked.. You've just described everything I think and stand for..


Thanks is the only thing I can think of to say..

[rOckThISshYt]

i understand where you're coming from. you might say "no you don't. no one could ever understand." but you're wrong. i've never been really hurt by a guy. but i've been hurt many other times. but sometimes you have to take chances. if you don't take chances, you're life is totally pointless. but i can understand why it'd take a while to heal. so take your time to heal. then, you should allow yourself to love. but just be more carful and protected.

[Winter]

Everyone's a dumbass when it comes to love. Meh what I feel anyway.

And that trust thing you talked about, it so damn true.

I never trusted anyone in my whole life before I met him. I made sure I kept everything inside coz I didn't want to seem weak to anyone. But when he came, he found the key to the lock of my heart.

I poured my heart and soul to him. I showed him who I really was. Now I look back and think of how stupid I was. I showed someone just how vulnerable I am. Shows what a dumbass I was.

But after verything, I still freaking love him. And I hate him and myself for that.

[sadolakced acid]

they wouldn't call it a crush if it wasn't suppost to hurt.

the first time's the worst.
till the second time comes around. then the second times the worst
and on and on.

vicious cycle.

so i have learned to enjoy the pain.

listen to all american rejects.

specifically, one more sad song.