[Untitled] Options

[WillTeddy]

Time and time again. Thoughts come and go. Where will my consciousness take me this time?

Feeling a bit mellow and insightful at the moment. Remember the person that I love the most. Remembering all the times good and bad that we've been through. What about my own life? Is this what they call the crossroad where one has to choose a path and follow it for the rest of their life? Will there be no change? I think deep down everyone is just a bit scared. We live and see and hear and experience life and we don't ever want it to be taken away from us. Being alive in itself is so beautiful. I'd hate to be living in a world of darkness. Cold and buried in the dimension of nothingness. Though you probably can't feel the cold anyway. Sensations throughout the mind and body, whether it is euphoric waves of warmth, the exciting twitches of sexual arousal or even the bitterness of loneliness. How will we be without them?

People disapprove of problems, challenges, pain and sadness, but is life worth living without them? Will it be worthwhile without the bad? I guess this is what the whole ying yang thing is about. One cannot be fully fulfilled without balance. Everyone has their own struggles and problems and that is what makes them so beautiful. You'll probably wouldn't find a tv character very interesting or likable if they had absolutely no problems in their life. I have no idea what this piece of writing is leading to, or whether anyone would read it, praise it, scrutinise it nor do I care at all what anyone else thinks. I guess the whole point of this piece of writing is to tell people, the next time you feel that life is very bitter and maybe even not worth living, think about what it will be if life is taken away from you. No one knows whats going to happen. For all we know we could be put into a world of nothingness where thought itself ceases to happen. Pretty scary yea? There's always comfort waiting for you when you're down. If you don't reach out, how would you ever know there's nothing out there to save you? I'm suffering from depression at the moment and I don't know whether or not will I be better. I know one thing for certain is that while you're still alive, try and be grateful that you're still here. I'd never want to leave, and I don't think any of you do either. By now you're all probably thinking this is really obvious and one doesn't need to write it down or even let other people know about it. The truth is people forget, and this is just a reminder for when you do. You may be asking now is this even a creative piece of writing or just another random splurge of thoughts. To be honest I don't really know, but I hope that this piece of writing has served it's purpose. Whatever that may be.

[miyashu]

i like the message behind this, how it's telling you to be grateful for what you have even during rocky times.