Crimson Petals and Tears Options

[Dark's Angel]

Crimson petals falling around me
whipping around in the wind
I walk down the deserted path
In the calm forest and shudder
My heart is filled with grief
But I dare not show it on my face
I would look weak and that would
Go against everything I was brought up as
I hate you for dying but I
Love you all the same
Why can't I hate you completely?
I've tried to forget you
But it's not been easy
Now pink petals are falling around me
Slowly floating in the breeze
It's like the change in the flower petals
Are saying please try and forget me
I smile wryly as I pick up
The blood red rose
It reminds me so much of you
Hot tears run down my face
And I clutch the rose to my chest
I whisper I love you
And I leave the rose there
Knowing that it would be some time
that I would finally be over him
My red haired lover
My best friend