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[alphanumeric]

I've been looking for "love" in all the wrong places for the past two years. Honestly, I don't even believe in it anymore. But one guy is always coming up in my mind and he happens to be my bestfriend. He has a girlfriend right now but they're doing reeallly baad. & The only reason why they haven't broken up yet is because I told his girlfriend to just wait it out, so she wouldn't be letting go too early with any feelings still attached. But now I'm starting to wish I told her to dump him. Because I think I'm falling for him for the fourth time. It's amazing to me how our relationship just gets stronger. Usually, once I get over someone, it's for good. But with him it never dies. None of my friends understand why we never got together & now I don't either. We just click like that, you know? He's so huge in my life & I'm just begining to realize how important he really is to me. We only have a few more months until I (might) move to a new school, I wanna try a relationship so much, but the bond me & his girl have recently established holds me back. Note: Before they went out me & him were close to becoming exclusive. & Another problem is his friend & I have been getting closer too & I like him as well. I hate how I like them both & I might ruin everything.
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Sorry this is long. Just a warning: Please do not judge me publicly or say something you know will offend me.

[topsyturvy]

Tough situation... I guess everything depends on who you choose.

The thing is... since you have a bond with his girl, she shouldn't mind too much if the two of you get together if she's like a best friend to you.

If you "really click" with him, forget about the other guy. IMO you should NEVER ignore it when it feels like you've found your soulmate.

Go for it!