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[Looow]

Well, you know what to do.


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You,
You're okay.


You,
I don't know what to do about you. I promised I wouldn't go look for you this time. I can't help it. You IMed me today but I was away. You IMed me like nothing was wrong yet you sometimes act like you're mad although you say you're not. Maybe she was right. Maybe..

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Cant wait til PE tomorrow <3
I just hope if i curl my harr it doesnt go all awry.

[*anubis*]

i can talk to anyone so freely, but i still can't understand why i can't even carry a decent conversation whenever i'm around you.

i'm sorry i haven't stayed in touch with you. i'm just afraid of what to do or say around you. you've hurt me to the point where i wasn't sure if i could still talk to you. but i was wrong.

and i know what you're thinking. you think i don't like you anymore. or you think i've found someone better.

but i haven't.

just, for some reason, i guess i'm afraid of you. i'm afraid of making myself look and sound like an idiot in front of you.

i miss talking to you.

and it doesn't help me much when i barely get to see you around. but i want you to know, when i do, i try to make it as worthwhile as possible.

i'm sorry i couldn't keep in touch.

i'll make it up to you.

you really mean a lot to me. surely we're different people. but that doesn't mean anything to me.

i'm really sorry.




i miss you.

[silver-rain]

Ugh ugh ugh. You're pissing me off. Stop flirting with other women. Behind my back! And, ever since I caught you lying I can't help but think when else have you lied to me? Superficially, everything seems so perfect, but it's not. And I've done all the work. It's your turn to do something.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Well, i see you dont trust me. That hurts. But just a little. I can understand why .. But only if you knew that i wouldnt judge you by it.

[redpeony]

Bum... how do I put up with you? Actually… scratch that thought. How could I ever live without you? You make me oh so happy and add a great deal of joy in my life. I want to thank you for showing me what love is. Thank you for opening my heart and continuously not letting me give up when that was what I thought was the right thing to do. Thank you for telling me what was on my mind but I was too scared to say: that I was "really afraid of getting hurt", and I needed to have faith. Thank you for being persistent and for successfully convincing me to give you another shot. Thank you for staying up with me on the phone while I’m doing my homework even if all you’re doing is reading a book on the other line and listening to me sing along to my David Bowie CD. Thank you for telling your sister about us, thank you for holding my hand in front of your friends... spending some Friday nights looking at stars with me in the dark empty fields. I can't believe how much I take you for granted and don't even appreciate all the things you do. Thanks for calling at exactly the right times everyday, thanks for reading my mind as well as any guy possibly could. I really hope we'll be able to stay up at Tom's cabin for a few nights Winter break... just us 3, and I'll be able to score some quality time with you as well. That would be awesomeeeeee. Maybe you cuold teach me how to snowboard while we're up there? =p And I can't wait til Coldplay! That will be fun. And also! The semi formal that's coming up... excited to see you all spiffed up =p. I love you babe (:

[DaTru KataLYST]

maybe isn't enough, damnit! give me something more!

[Nugget]

_____, I am so not understanding you. You know how much I dislike her and you didn't either! About 5 minutes before she came, we were both complaining about her visiting and now you like her? C'mon! Faggit. Don't be giving me that damn attitude around her towards me. I can't stand that damn face of yours and that f**king voice and UGH. I hate it.

And why are you friends with her?! She called you ugly, my f**king god. Get your goddamn head straight..

____, don't try to act all dumb and funny. It's not working.. for me atleast. I don't want you to call me baby or honey. I know, I am your cousin, but c'mon woman, I don't talk to you that much for you to be calling me that as much as _____ does. We don't.. like you a lot. Lol, okay. I guess my feelings sort of changed during your visit, but still.. I just can't stand you at times..

[misoshiru]

__________: ew, seriously, why are you so gross. please PLEASE wash your hair i beg you. and stop dressing like a 2 dollar hooker. i dont want to sound racist or anything, but if i'd call anyone "white trash" and mean it, it'd be you. go away. leave me and my friends alone.

[inthemudhole]

To no one in particular,

Yayyy, first snow day since 1997!

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Shaina,

Woo! The show was awesome! It was great seeing you on Saturday. We really should hang out more.

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Dezi,

What's wrong? =\
Talk to me, Deeze! You've been sounding really down lately, and I don't like to see you sad. What's bringing you down? And please don't tell me you meant what I'm thinking you meant.... Don't fall back into that cycle. I know you know it's a bad one, but I'm just here to reinforce it. Just....don't fall back into it.

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Alec,

You know, I think I can say that I am FINALLY over you. Memories of our good times kept haunting me at the beginning of this school year, but I think I can safely say I'm completely over you. I think now we can be friends again....that is if you're willing to try as well, since I know I am. Have a nice day off. Maybe we can talk tomorrow.

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Kris,

Wow, ever since we started to talk a little bit more in history class last week, I've been thinking about seventh grade a lot.... Do you even remember seventh grade? Do you even remember all of the good times you had with Liz and me? Maybe you do. Maybe you miss them as much as I do. Maybe you don't. Things are just really awkward with you, but I wanted to say you're a good person. Maybe eventually we can be friends again, because I think we're both still trying to sort things out.... The end of seventh grade was a weird one for our friendship.

[*xcaitlinx*]

Him,

iloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou
loveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyoui
oveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyouiloveyou.

did i mention i love you?

[yourfriendsteph]

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It really hurts to be ignored. I think so far into it i forget how i want to "act' around you and thats terrible. I can tell that things are different because we both catch each others eyes, yet we never talk anymore. Its sad and I cant get you out of my head for some reason. This is making my life suck.

[mzbbc]

why did you have to go? and why did you kiss her goodbye and break my heart like that. sigh.

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i haven't seen you in so effing long. what are you doing???

[*mzkandi*]

_______I'm weird, you say. You dont know half as much as you think you know about me so save me the lecture even though I know you mean well.

______ I'm so thankful you were not harmed in the car accident. I love you, Mom.

[silver-rain]

Heyy, today was really nice. I liked it a lot. It really did feel like I was at home, and hah making me hug all of your family members. Well, maybe they'll be my family later too! Heh. I love you so much, thanks for being there for me <3.

[*stephinika*]

sigh. what a day eh? haha oohhh yeah...i had to make it up to you eventually...even if not completely... =p haha i'll get youu.

[NgocQuyen]

wow, i don't know why i feel such hurt and pain when i hear you talk about spending time with another girl. it's just not fair. i mean i want you to be happy...but why do i have to feel pain in order for you to be happy? you didn't even say one word to me today. what in the world? what happen. last tuesday was amazing. even though we didn't do anything special...i felt so special when i was in your sweater. like the world wouldnt phase me...that was such a great feeling. if only it were permanent...that would be kooooOooOol...hahahaha....omg....oh that would be nice....^____^ i can't wait around forever you know? but for now, i'm waiting for you because i think we still might have a chance...

____,
wow...that is so sad of you...shame...

_____,
you are a freaking weirdo....hahaha....you and ^her both...hahahahahaha LMAO...that's so sad of you guys...hahah...i don't even act that desperate...GET OUT OF HERE!! HAHAHAHA

[shortiiex]

you little slut..nevermind you SLUT WANNABE
what the f**k was wrong with your mind! what the fcuk made you say that?! This is all of your little loser friend's fault! she's a stupid little bitch! being a stripper when you grow up..yeah there's a plan...you're not a whore and stop trying to be one! get over yourself you concited bitch! you are not better than anyone, you just don't get it do you?!why don't you just go back to your damn doghouse!can't believe i was friends with you!you fcukin werid bitch

[BrokenDream]

____: i should have never looked at those pictures. i miss them so bad.

[*Azarel*]

I can't get you out of my system, no matter how hard I try. I simply can't shake the feeling that I've lost something, a part of me that I can't replace. It's been so difficult without you; I don't even know if I'm living anymore, but I guess I am—if this is what you can call life, anyway.

I went down south for Thanksgiving; it was terrible. Everywhere I look, there are traces of you. It started in Santa Monica. I don't know if it was the Italian restaurant with the beautiful language flowing from the lips of the waiter or the guy casually strolling down the street who looked just like you or even the fact that it was just "Santa Monica in the wintertime.."

You're not real; you lied to me. It should be easy for me to let go, but it's not. I can't. I love you more than I ever imagined I would, but I don't discern truth from lie with you. I've spent my whole life looking for you, and I found you—I can't lose you, not again, not like last time, but I guess I already have. It's my fault; it's always my fault, I know.

I'm stupid, it's not news. I push people away, and I simply don't deserve happiness in any form. It's been a while since I've cried myself to sleep over you, but those two nights in San Diego did it. It wasn't La Jolla, but pretty damn close. I was months too late, just like with Stanford. You were everywhere—the beaches, the stores at the mall, the college, the apartments, but most of all, my heart. I didn't think it'd hurt like this, not again, but it does. I've been in love with you so long, I can't let go. I can't live with the pain; it's unbearable.

Can I find you some day? Would you let me get to know the real you? I can't give up someone as amazing as you; I can't give up on this. I've never had to really work for anything, but I want this. I need this—I don't know how to live with the pain of knowing there was a possibility that I passed up. I can't live with, "What if?" I need to know that this can work, because I know this is real. I've never been surer about anything in my life.

So why is that you've disappeared again? After you made me promise that I'd talk to you, after you told me that you'd have "Internet and a phone and all that fun stuff," after you'd said that you'd give me your p. o. box address, you're gone. I'm not angry, I've learned better—but that doesn't mean that I don't wonder; I do, more than anything else in the world.

But it's me; it always is. I'm unapproachable, intimidating, hated. I should know better, dammit. How foolish could I be? Stupid. Blinded. Naïve.

Why even believe?

I miss you.

[yummy_delight]

You:

I have come up with a fantastic plan to seduce you. Have sex with me NOW.

[*stephinika*]

sigh. its funny...such a simple, teensy thing on msn and yet i feel like you blew me off in a way. am i weird or what? its nothing at all and yet it hurts.

[redpeony]

Hahahaha good job apologizing to my parents, babe. I think they love you now =p. Anyway I'm gonna go finish my homework RIGHT NOW and try to call you before you call me again! AHHHHH later gator. Love you.

[Gigi]

I don't know what your problem is, but don't go around saying people are fake when they're only trying to be friendly to you. It's not our fault you're a cold, calculating bitch who can't handle a joke that's not even directed at you.

By the way, when people try to be nice to you to break the ice, you don't blow them off. That's just common sense. At least try and be polite.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
La la la same old crap. I still miss you. It gets harder but easier at the same time? What a paradox.
-Me.

Dear You,
I'm so glad we're becoming friends and that we talk during breaks and everything. Even if you have to ditch your cart and let that weird guy that hits on us watch it. Lol. See you Wednesday hopefully! You and your boyfriend's names are too effing cute by the way.
-Me.

Dear You,
Don't you have a girlfriend? Why are you so keen on hanging out with me and meeting up with me? WEIRD YO WEIRD. Hopefully you have to work Friday. HOPEFULLY.
-Me.

Dear You,
Wow. You're really cute. I don't know how old you are or your name or anything but you're cute. And you have red hair. That's so cute for some reason. Lol. See you again maybeeee.
-Me.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

____: I'm sorry for any misconceptions I had of you. I know how you feel. I truly do, and I hope that someday, you find what you need to feel alive again.

[NgocQuyen]

awwwhee!!! you're so cute...lols...you simply amaze me...hehehe...always making me smile...why did you stare at me....lols..gosh! why can't you be honest with me about your feelings!! so mean to me...you want me to find out? gosh...i wish we could be together...trust me..it'd be fun

omigosha! you're sooo cute!!! lols...okay well then fine...you're effing hot...i can't beleive you would ever say you're ugly...blehh...and i can't beleive you think im cute? how interesting...

[mzbbc]

okay. it's official. i'm schizophrenic. well no, not really. but i'm always at extremes, so don't pretend like you know me, ok? i f**king hate that. don't assume shit like you know me, because you don't. so all you ppl who are making assumptions, you'd be surprised if you knew shit about me that you don't.

in conclusion, stfu and stop acting like that.

[yourfriendsteph]

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uhghghghghgh you are so confusing...
i cant help but like you. really i cant. i hate how you make my moods change like the weather...i hate how everytime you know im looking at you you smile and look straight ahead! ahhh why must you tease me like this...i secretly kinda like it but idk...i cant help but want you.

[Looow]

Mr. Wing,

YOU f**king a-hole. What are you f**king thinking when you punched me? UGHHH. I don't really want to fire you because I'd feeel soo guilty but but... maybe another chance? UGH WHY THE HELL AND I SO NICE? DAHH.

[dancingkait]

i can't believe how much you make me smile! i actually don't stop smiling when i'm around you. every little thing you do is so sweet. am i actually falling this time? i wouldn't doubt it :) can't wait for friday im so friggen excited i might explode!

im so happy you're all good now :) just hope you're okay with me liking someone else. i think you will be...we'll see!

i love you girls! and adrian too

[lit0chinagirl]

dear you,
if what we had together meant as much as it did to me to you, then i hope you follow through with my plan. wait for me-- gimme the next year or two to grow and i'll do the same for you but if for some reason, either one of us take a different path and there's no hope left for us, then i want you to know that despite everything, i'll never forget you. i don't know how i exactly plan to execute this but i will find a way. yes, i have moved on but i stilll hold on to small fragment of hope. why? i don't know. there's just something about you that i just can't put my finger on that i like. maybe i'm just being foolish. i hope that the future does not come to be a disappointment.

p.s i'm sorry that i can't say much to you nowadays.

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so i guess all i can do is stand back miles away and watch it all happen...without me in the picture this time.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

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DELETEEEEE. Second term i might drop out.and you get angry all the time. all spitty and bald and red. thats not cool.

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Youll just never know. I dont even know why. But .. i like you. And im not sure how much at the moment because im so confused. OMGKVSBALBV. This would be so easier if I was different. I dont know why i base all of who i am on this one single factor. And .. i dont know.

[redpeony]

Baby, please stop stressing about school, please... It worries me. I'll call you tonight. In case I forget, though, please know that you can call me and rant all you want. Don't worry! Keep going, you're such a smart guy, and 3 more weeks of this until we're free (well that actually means you ditching me and going to Asia.. but.. still!) I love you lots and don't let something like school get to you so much, okay? Take care babe.

[mzbbc]

ok bitch. WHAT THE f**k. who goes to sleep at 8 f**king 30? what the f**k is your problem. you STUPID ho, don't even call me back? yea ok that's fine with me because i don't need your STUPID ASS to begin with. you are always running ppl out the way like they need to move for YOUR SHIT and then getting pissed when ppl do shit on their own? you need to STOP f**king ditching me.

HO.

[*mzkandi*]

______ Honestly, I grow tired of you.

[steezahh]

oh gosh.
we were at such a good point. a high point in my book. you crushed it tonight on the phone. im sorry for what i said earlier. if i coulod go back in time i would have never called you to talk about it.. sorry if i sounded pissed. really i am. im spruuunng. and i know it.. so does my kuya, hes not gonna let you just forget about me like that. your not chasin` me or replacin` me thats what i hope. forget what people say. i`m your number 1 thats what you told me.
gosh if i could rewind to sunday night i would. you made me feel like someone i`ve never felt like. you make me feel loved& wanted. i adore that about you. i hope i make you feel the same way. :tear: i cant stop but think that your over me? or were you tired. you seemed like it. im sorry for wakin` you up too. you always do whatever you can to be with me i guess i should do the same for you. i should. im going to. i hate you not talking to me.. the whole conversation.. the rumors. forget them. your my one and only sunshine. your the reason why i am writing this here. if i wasnt i would have never cared for you. but i seriously do. i notice that when ever i think about you.. more and more feelings come to me about you. now that oen girls down.. i got you by my self. dont let anyone get between us. dont let anyone tell you stuff about me unless you hear it from me. i know you love me cause of the other thing my kuya told me. i hope its true. i realllly do. but thats not the way to solve it. blockin` out everyone from my life, just so that i could be with you.? man. i have a lot of thinking to do now. 1/3 of our relationship depends on this. it reallllllyy does.
i just want you to hug me right now. i just want to hug you right now. but it just wont happen no matter hwo much i want it too.
your my lover&friend.
--Pooottaeee.

i had to get all this out. its too much.

[Lightner]

stop yeeling at me and everyonea round me get out of my life jsut stop ur destroying my life and i cant take!!!!!! u are ruining me and i dont want any more of it!! im ready to leave, yet i know nothing!

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
PLEASE talk to me. This is so childish. JUST TALK TO ME. WHY AREN'T YOU? It makes no sense. I HOPE I get to see you Friday. But I don't want to get my hopes up because they always come crashing back down. I've dreamed about you so much lately. People have been asking about you, bringing you up. I can't escape you, I can't escape this. Please... just talk to me or please, come Friday. Please.
-Me.

[iDecay]

To MV class of 2005,

What happened? Last year we were so close and something happened during the summer.. Sure, I grew closer to some people during the summer, but most of you guys grew farther apart.. When we got to Garvey, a new school, we were all afraid of the 8th graders, and we would get through the first day together.. But no.. it was excactly the opposite. Some of you have just turned bad and been under the influence.. some of you just pretend to be what you aren't and try to act cool. I miss the old times so much..

[KELLYYY]

My gosh. Don't f**king hate on me just cause I like the same person you do. Besides, I liked him first. ;]

[*lolita kitty*]

_____,
I'm back in your house. horray, horray! It's great to be here *sigh*

_____,
going back tommorow will be hell. did i miss anything?

[Gigi]

I miss you. I miss you so much. I mean, you're still there, but...it's just all different now.

I feel like I'm betraying my best friend, but still, I miss you.

I miss you so goddamned much. Why is it so hard? I don't even care if it's not what I think, I don't give a crap. I just want it to be like it was before...I don't think that's too much to ask, is it?

[yukichan]

dear j,
srry..its all my fault...im really srry..i didnt want to hurt u...im srry...i shouldnt have asked last night...i dont understand y ur hurt though...is it because im hurt?its weird how i feel broken inside, when i caused u the pain...maybe its the things uve said yesteday night?i dont know..i seriously dont...i dont know how to take all the hurt i put on u..idk how to help u..idk anything...ever since i broke up with u, i feel so broken and incomplete...my life is slowly breaking down...im so sorry...u feel more hurt then me, and im complaining?im selfish..u should love someone else...not me...please?even though i like u..please like someone else?

[*stephinika*]

sigh. ilu. i could go on and on but i won't for now..i'm still in awe of saturday. it was wonderful.

you're so cute. ilu too! have fun on friday!

haha laughing with you is so fun. we really need to learn to calm down sometimes.

i have to agree with her...you can be pretty cute.

[misoshiru]

deepak: please please get well soon. i'm sorry for all the things i've done, and now, to think, you're lying on a cold damned hospital bed in an effing coma? the hell, how'd it get this way? it's hard to imagine you, someone as hyper and bouncy as you just...lying there. i don't care, you better get well soon.

to whatever higher being out there:
is this some kind of test to see how far my feelings can go until i break? first you take jennie away from me, now deepak's in a coma? how can anyone do this to two such undeserving people. why. why is all this crap happening?

[*chaneun*]

Ange-a: ho, go sit down and study.

[*tweeak*]

Congratulations, my dear!!!

[mzbbc]

pick up the phone.

[silver-rain]

Hey, you looked really nice all dressed up. I wonder why... But ugh, your hair is really hideous. I can't believe you dyed it and then gelled it. No offense, but it's ugly. I like the way it was before... You're trying too hard; it really looks fake.

[*stephinika*]

iluiluilu.

ahh i am so excited for tomorrow! yay for getting ready together!

oh my god...i have to admit, you looked hot today after school.

[coconutter]

you're so annoying. why can't you just be cooler than that? you think you own the world but your a short fat girl with no mind of your own. get you head out of your butt and stop being a heff.

[redpeony]

"...damn I love you"

no one else comes close to you
no one makes me feel the way you do..

I feel like such a bad girlfriend compared to how amazingly you treat me.. you always know exactly what to say when I need you to say it, you always hold me the right way, you open up to me when I ask you to, even though I am always at a loss for words when I'm with you, I don't show you lots of affection and I don't tell you the things that go on in my mind.

But I hope you know that I love you.. more than I am able to show. I want to be with you for as long as it will possibly work. This will not be something I will easily give up. I will fight for you if I do something stupid. Know that. I love you.

...and if one day, our relationship has to end, I hope I'll one day be able to remember all of these things as positive memories. Thanks for opening my eyes to so many things. I will always remember how it was through you that I finally realized and really absorbed that I'm not in control of anything that happens in my life, so I might as well just stop trying, and just trust in God. That was a blessing, and all in all I know you are a gift from Him to me. I pray that you feel the same way... because I feel that we would be unstoppable. I've learned so much... you are an amazing boyfriend. I only hope I can make it up to you somehow... show you the love you deserve in return. I promise I will never give you any reason to think that I might be cheating, I will take what you said about you thinking you were selfish to heart, and I will try to help you change.

I love you, Trev.

[DrEaMgUy2K1]

well hilary i said alot of things in other threads and such so ima just say i heart u and rest in peace, youll be in my heart.

But the main reason im posting here is about my grandma,
i know you want to see me b4 you die and i know you have fallen very ill. You lived a long life and slowly you are slipping. But please hold on , get stronger, please dont leave b4 i get to tell you good bye and i love you. You were the best grandma anyone could ever have. you raised me to be the man i am today... if you do last that long, i will visit you when i get the opportunity. but if not i want you to know i love you and all that stuffage . and if people are reading this no i do not need a aweee or anything, the reason why im posting this and not telling her myself is because i did talk to her like 3 weeks ago, and right now she doesnt even know where she is, but it only happened today hopefully its temporary... and the langauge barrier between us is pretty thick so yea anyways , just thought ide let you know...

oh and p.s. according to ur borth certificate by now you are 118 years old... god dan grandma! haha keep it up for me ><;

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I think I just get into moods. At one point I'll be deperately missing you, really wanting to get back together. Another time I'll think I'm completely over you and ready to move on. I won't want anything to do with you. Then, another time I'll feel pretty apathetic about it all. I just don't know. I think each is like fighting to win, y'know? That's why I get so 'moody' and in those moods because one is trying to win. And I'm so unsure about it all, so confused, so mixed, that's why I get into moods instead of just feeling one certain way. Of course a few things don't change regardless of mood. I mean, I still think about you, miss you, love you. That won't ever change. But I guess the severity of it all changes? I either think of you more, miss you more, want you more. I'm just confused. I hope this confusion goes away. There are more important things that need more focus than I'm currently giving them because of you.
-Me.

Dear You,
You really think your life is all that bad but forreals you don't have it half as bad as me or other people I know and not even a quarter as bad as others I don't know. I'm not trying to sound better than you or anything like that but I'm saying cut the crap. You're not going through hard shit right now. School is tough. Get over it. School is hard for everyone and honestly it's not that hard for you and you know that. You know that people like me are failing classes. Probably risking getting into a college in the first place, risking graduating. But you complain. You complain about other things in which you have no reason to complain because other people go through more crap than you at home and with their family and with friends and such. Just please, shut up. I know everyone thinks their problems are worse than others but if you're a logical person you'd see that you still have no real reason to complain. People DIE. People starve. People are poor. People don't even get to go to highschool. People have divorced parents, broken families. People have no friends and are lonely. Stop your whining about your stupid petty 'hard life'. School seems to be your only problem. Step outside that bubble and see more is going on otherwise you're not gonna survive.
-Me.

[*jooleeah*]

Dear :
You think you have it so bad, don't you? Just dealing with your parents bitching and school. Yeah, that's all you have to deal with. But me, I have to deal with the fear of my grandpa's death, hilary's death, parents bitching, responsibility of my sibling, AND school. Yeah, so I'd advise you to stfu. I wonder how you would be like if your life were as bad as mine. Our lives aren't even that bad, dear. We each have a house to live in. We have food and clothing. Your parents are both f**king lawyers. They have enough money to support you and your sister for the rest of you life. But mine? I have to rely on myself. I have three other siblings. And obviously, I'm not the one they're going to spend money on. You don't even take care of your sister. You don't have to deal with your family being oh so messed up. Mine is more messed up than yours, I promise. Take responsibility of yourself and others before I go crazy on you. I hope karma bites you in the ass.

[mzbbc]

maybe you have shit going on, but don't f**king ignore me like this.

[KELLYYY]

Yousexything,
I think I like you too.

[lilliannnn]

K-
I love how you'll seriously hang up on me, but I know that you're sitting by the phone wondering if I'm going to call you back first. But, today, FOR ONCE, I didn't. And you called me back and we're like "I'm so sorry." It made me happy.

A-
D<MASDLKASJLD, I like you a little bit.

[Teesa]

To Mrs. Wetmore:
Thanks for keeping my head straight. I apologize for not getting my act together on those CAS hours..I guess I just needed someone to tell me firmly that I needed to get going. You're right, I am so close to the finish..thanks!

To Ma and Baba:
Thank you for everything. I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect daughter and I know I've made many mistakes, but you guys are always so supportive of everything. You guys always make me laugh and I can tell you almost anything. I love you two so much, I just cannot say it enough.

To ____________ and ____________ :
You guys were being extremely rude today. But I know why. Because _____ and _____ were there. I know how every guy is around them. It's bad how I just forgive everything. Ah, well, boys will be boys.

--Teesa

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Omg your so cute. And your voice is so sexy. abvslkvbqsbroiugf Daaaaamnit.

[gnawxela]

You,

i thought i could read you pretty well... but now, i'm not sure anymore. do you like me? you always act so neutral... but some of the things you say are just so

what am i supposed to do with you?

[yummy_delight]

You - All I have to say is you BETTER not be lying.

You - I know this is tough. Breakups always are. Chin up, babe. You'll be fine. You're hot stuff, remember?

You - I like that I can talk to you. You're like a big brother of sorts. It's probably silly that I look up to you the way that I do... But you are one of the few people in my life that make me a better person. Thank you.

[steezahh]

im scared for life about you. seriously.

[yourfriendsteph]

__,
this is such a love/hate relationship. i cant figure you out, i dont even think i want to. i wish you had a personality that i can handle because since day one i've liked the idea of you. oh well.

[*lolita kitty*]

you,
i'm going to kill myself for saying this, but I thought you looked hot today when it rai ned and your hair got wet

you,
Well, at least we're talking agai. Yeah sure, what she said was rude, but forget her. eh.

you,
no. why are you making me do this. I told you, I don't even like her.

[hi-C]

I hate you.

I love you.

[*suddenly she*]

dear God, please give me my frickin' email conversation back. i want to see that reply he made before it started dying every time i hovered over it.

i love you too much, and the notes you wrote in alabama too.

[mzislandpinay]

Why is it wen i'm sad? I tend to not even try to bust my self open for people. But wen i talk to that one boy. he knoes how to search deep in my heart and make the pain go away. How does he do that? Why does he make me smile. When i feel like i can't. Why do tears come down when he tells me to stop. tells me to not give up. How does he make me open up to him. I duno. I really don't know. What kind of BOY is he! he makes me laugh. he brightens my day. Can i find antoher one like him. so i can give him to you! lol. Why is he like that. He's suppose to the typical. "I'm a tough guy" but he opens me. He lets my heart filled with Faith again. He gives me strength. I hope i don't loose him.

[Winter]

I can't help but feel you've changed eversince your parents' divorce. Or is it your attitude towards me that has changed? You're not the same person I knew anymore. You don't talk to me as much, you aren't as nice and polite anymore. We don't spend the night in bed whispering about stuff anymore. What's happened?

[*stephinika*]

wow. tonight was fun. you were so sexy. but i just loved being with you.

getting ready was so fun and you guys are so cute. it makes me happy when you're happy!

hah..i'm sorry but yeah it was your own fault and yeah you blew it. sigh.

[Retrogressive]

How could you say those things to me?


How could you tear us apart?


How could you tear my heart in two?


When I told you I loved you, immediatly I knew I was mistaken.

But you still.
Shouldn't.
Have.
Said.
Those.
Things.

[topsyturvy]

不知道是誰:
You a-hole with a capital A. Get the f**k away from me. And come back only when you've gotten a life and are ready to take me seriously.

__ __:
I really didn't know what i (or we) had until i lost it. I've been such a dickhead, you have no idea how idiotic i feel right now.
Even though you ignored me more than i could take, at least you took me seriously.
Oh shit, i've really screwed up now.
Please, take my anonymous apology. I've realized my mistake...

[xFaith]

___;
Ugh shut up. i am not wanting you anymore.. in time.. i hope :(
why did i ever fall in love with you? you were the only one i could think about.
i just want to ban you from my mind.. and ill try :) LOSER LOSER LOSER

[lilliannnn]

K-
You make me so happy. True, I do like another boy, but not like I like you, not like I LOVE you, so I'm not worried. Plus, Jeff told me you always hug Amy, and I don't doubt it because I've seen you hug every other girl you're around. It's whatever. You can hug other girls if I can flirt with other boys.

A-
HEYHEY. Yeah, we flirt. I'm pretty sure you like me, even though you have a girlfriend.. I mean I have a boyfriend, so why can't you? Tee heee, I love class with you.

B-
You're hot. We should talk.

[yourfriendsteph]

__,
I want you to be the one who makes me happy. I wanna be the one who makes you smile cutely. I want us to be able to laugh together, have memories together. I wish I could find out how you feel.

[silver-rain]

I'm so sorry for blowing up at you. I really don't know what's wrong with me, I'm getting so moody now again. Sigh, I'll get over it. But thanks for taking me home, I enjoyed our talks hah. I love you <3.

[*jooleeah*]

I was bitchy towards you.

I'm sorry. I know you were close to hilary.

[*stephinika*]

hey love. i'm sad i don't get to see you this weekend...sunday maybe? and i'd love to go to cypress with you sometime.

[*Azarel*]

Jesus.... I'm going out for sushi tonight. I wish you could come along. Both of you. I miss you two.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

Why did I have a dream about you last night? Why did you have that look in your eye? The look that used to make the heat pool between my legs, and my knees go weak. It was the same look that would make my skin crawl with wanting, and my breath draw short.

Why did you make me feel like a wanton sinner? And why did I love it?

[BrokenDream]

dear ____: i believe you like her now. now i can't tell you how i feel. i actually was going to...but that girl ruined it. and, you know what? she doesn't even CARE about you. she's one of those popular girls. i am over here. hello! here!

and i saw you on the corner of the street - all alone. i wanted to go over there and say hi but..i was too nervous. my heart pounds though everytime i see you. i don't know why i like you because sometimes you act so..childish sometimes. it might be your smile, or maybe just YOU. yes, it's you. now..look in my eyes and do that to me. oh and yeah. you stared at me today. yeah, i like you.



dear ___: hah, that popcorn was good. sorry i..took it away, haha. i just had to see what yoiu would've have done. but in a boy as a friend and a girl as a friend way. not the other.

dear ____: you are so annoying. we used to be friends and now you are acting like the world revolves around you. ugh, just stop.

[shereyol]

what happened to us, it's as if everything we had between us just died. you've been acting very different and weird for the past month or so as if you're hiding something from me. i mean all of a sudden i just don't feel loved like i used to, like i'm not wanted in your life anymore. i don't even know why you're picking up random stupid fights with me for no apparent reason, just for the sake of your entertainment i guess. it hurts so bad sometimes i just feel like breaking down, i don't know what to do. it seems like i'm losing you, losing you to someone else or sth.. you used to tell me everything that's going on in your life (well at least mostly) that just stopped. like your covering yourself up, now i don't even know where you're going. like that trip you're gonna be going on...you never told me when you were going until i asked. sometimes, i just want to give so bad but..i don't want to lose you

[DisneyPrincessKa...]

dear you-
i hope you are doing well. yes, i have been avoiding you. the awkward conversations between us were too much for me to bear, so i stopped them. yes, when you are on i make sure that i am away or invisible. that doesnt mean that i dont care about you though. i still pray for you and hope that one day you will see all that i have seen in you. you are an amazing person and i am sorry that something has come between us. i dont know what it is, but it was too much for me to take, which is why i ended it without actually saying anything. i hope that one day our relationship will be reformed and we will be friends again. you deserve all the best and i have always admired you. i am sorry for distancing us. i just feel like i need to. those 10 and 15 minutes conversations are so awkward and they just killed me. yes, i miss the nights we spent, up late, talking to one another. i will always remember them. you will be in my heart forever, you were one of the best friends i could ask for. best of luck in all of your future endeavors.

love me

[iDecay]

you and you

What wrong with you two? YOU don't wanna talk to me at all. Gosh, just talk to me, and if you decide to hate me, than ok, but at least TALK to me. & You, gosh, the only time you talk to me is when you WANT something. It gets so effing annoying. Gosh.

-----

I can't believe you almost KILLED someone..

-----

Farther.. farther.. farther.. </3

[*stephinika*]

i'm sorry...i hope you say something more to me later. sigh. i'm so horrible...

[mzbbc]

i'm feeling the love. <333

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I saw you, hugged you, spoke to you. The moment came and then it left. I wasn't satisfied and to be quite honest I was pissed off and bitter about the whole ordeal. SOMETHING BETTER HAPPEN.
-Me.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Tonight was one of those nights that are good for your soul, literally. Tonight made me feel good, laughing at stupid things, be able to just jump around and sing like crap and laugh, eat pizza and talk. Getting hot sauce in your eye and serving everyone like a slave girl Lol. The CHALLENGES. The movie and the shutups and the somewhat deep talks that turned into dumbass conversations and outbursts. Tonight was GREEEEAAAATTTT !

[redpeony]

Tonight was so much fun... the movie was good, going to iHop at 9pm for breakfast was better, and the talk and other stuff at the end of the night was amazing. Thank you for everything, and please take what I said about calling me when you're pissed into consideration, baby. I love you!

[Nugget]

Yeah, so I like you. Okay. I love it when I come to school or whatever, we'd mess around. Ahha, you make me laugh so much. I just love it. Today, it was fun. Had a funnn time. I just don't know why you got all pissy at the end. I think you're playing, but okay. Was it because they left bowling to play pool? Dude, forget them. Plus, you don't have to be mad at everyone for it. GOD. I love you.

No, it's not Michael. lol.

[ANG33ZY]

IS THERE ANYMORE ROOM FOR ME IN THOSE JEANS OH MY GAH.

[*not_your_average*]

Dad:
I'm sick of it. I'm tired of you always pushing mom and me away from you. Everytime I try to make things better, all you do is push me away. "You don't have the right to get angry. You're thirteen. You don't know what you're saying." You make me sound subhuman. You think I'm too young for anything. It's as if I have no legitimate thoughts or feelings according to you. What am I, retarded? Is everything I say simply inane, asinine babbling to you? Please, answer that question for me. I'm dying to hear the answer.
-Your younger daughter, the one you "can't control."

[Nugget]

Wow, some f**king father you are. How are you gonna make me stay home, not go to my cousin's house to actually have fun on my birthday for once and tell me to take care of the kids, on my birthday? I f**king hate you. I hope you know I'm in tears right now, but of course, you don't care. You're no father. I f**king hate this. I hate living here. Didn't do shit for me for the last 14 years. Not even on my damn birthday. You're f**king gay.

[KELLYYY]

Nga,
At least you have friends online to talk to you. Omg. That sounds so.. computer-geeky.

[Ilaem]

Dearest you; Thank you so much for calling last night even if you were extremely tired. It was cute how you just wanted to hear me breathe ♥ I love that about you. I want to meet you in person. I am so sorry i stood you up last night. PLEASE, forgive me. Tell me, how can i make it up to you? I just talked to my mom, i am not grounded. So whenever you wanna meet, im here. You know my number. i'll be waiting. It's wierd how we know so much about each other and are so much alike. This feeling is mysterious, yet, i welcome it willingly. I have a feeling something good will come from this. I wrote you a letter today and burned it. I appreciate that you listen to me. I need that. See you soon.

_________; Please, just forgive her. She made a mistake, so what? it's over now. You need each other. MAKE UP, MAKE UP!!!

_________; You're coming home soon. be sure to call, okay. You look so different in the pictures you sent me. Your bf seems cool. I LOVE YOU LILAY!

_________; ALABAMA!? WTF

[Nugget]

Okay, wow. I can't believe both of you don't give a shit about how happy I am or not. I f**king hate this. You just think a birthday cake is all to make me happy. It's been 14 years. A birthday cake only made me happy when I was 1-10. FYI, I'm 14 now. I'm not that young anymore. I want to have fun on my birthday then to stay home all day and do shit like you have been doing for 14 years. So f**king gay, I swear. You were never there for me. You don't care if I'm in tears or not. I'm still crying of the thought that. f**k this.

Hoai, thank you so much for everything. You're the reason that I am crying so hard because you are trying to make the best of this. I am crying as I write this and I truly mean it. You've been there for me and done all you can to make me happy. Although you're my older sister, I don't know why you're doing this when it should be them to do it. I love you. You're the best and I'm so glad I have a sister like you. I will from now on follow on what you said and I will not have a boyfriend behind your back anymore. I will try my best to get straight A's, not for me, but to make you happy. I don't want to grow up like you did and I know you would say the same thing. Having to be forced to stay with him and going through all the things you've been through, you don't want me to live a bad life like you had. You don't want me to be smoking and of course I can understand that. You make me happy. I miss you so much when you're gone for even a day. I love you.

[*Azarel*]

I don't know how I feel when it comes to you. Am I supposed to? I want to know the truth, I want to hear it from you--but I doubt I ever will.

--

It's pathetic how predictable you are. If you think I'll ever take you back, you're wrong. Once a cheater, always a cheater. Come on now; you cheated on your current girlfriend with me--and you'd wanted to on more than one occasion. I wasn't in the least bit suprised. And to be honest, I was expecting it; one weekend in San Diego, away from her, just the two of us? Hah. Like we could ever be friends.

--

Our little group just isn't complete without you. And it is all my fault; you tell me not to blame myself, but who else is there? There's always something missing now, when it's the four of us without you. This simply isn't enough anymore. I think I'm giving up on you; I can't take the hurt. I'm sorry.

--

Don't I deserve it..?

[DisneyPrincessKa...]

I forgive you.
You hurt me so many times when we were growing up. Now that we are older you have stopped intentionally hurting me. You don't understand the gap between us, which still hurts. It always upset me that you didnt understand why I didnt want to be your friend anymore. You really did hurt me, and I wish you knew.

We will never be the same anymore, I know that, but I want you to know that I bear no grudge and if you ever make an honest effort for my friendship I will be waiting with an open heart and willing to accept your friendship.

I wish you the greatest of luck in everything you do.
I used to try to hurt your feelings when you hurt mine. I always looked down on you because you had been so mean to me. I didn't mean a single thing I said. You are beautiful, you are a good person. Best of luck.

I will cherish the times before the hurt and will accept your friendship if you ever wish to be real friends again.

[Teesa]

To ___________ :
Whew, I saw you again today. And guess what? You totally left. I was utterly disappointed..why did that happen again? Why do you always leave when I'm there? I don't get it. Well, I made an excuse to go back in, just so I could stupidly wander around looking for you. And of course I didn't, so I left in a bitter mood.

To ___________ :
Aww, you looked cute. But I don't think I like you like that now. Odd.

--Teesa