aww sad love story vs.1, awws |
 Oct 8 2005, 02:06 PM
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 ladybugs are hot <3  Group: Member Posts: 1,169 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 93,802  |
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked. “I can’t” “Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me. “No… I am going to meet a friend…” He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why… Then one day… Me: Um, Jin, I … Jin: What…don’t drag, just say.. Me: I love you. Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home. That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily. Me: Jin… Jin: Here…take this… Again, he handed me a little doll. Me: What’s this? Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye. Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is? Jin: Today? Huh? I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…” Jin: You have something to say? Me: Tell me, tell me you love me… Jin: What?! Me: Tell me I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left. “I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.” That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me… After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll. Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came? I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual… Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why… I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road. Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again! I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking. “I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll… Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then… Honk~ Honk~ With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him. “Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll. “Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying. That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love… “One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls… “Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly… “I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked. “I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. “I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side. “I love you~” “I love you~” “I love you~” Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much… “Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…” The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute… For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life…. |
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Oct 8 2005, 02:09 PM
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Moved to writing
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Oct 8 2005, 02:17 PM
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 who ma bitch? you ma bitch, bitch. Group: Member Posts: 1,920 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 55,278 |
wow this is a sad story...
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Oct 8 2005, 02:19 PM
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 the one lol Group: Member Posts: 92 Joined: Oct 2005 Member No: 253,183 |
omg thats so sad.... is it true? im like in tears that is sad!!!
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Oct 8 2005, 02:39 PM
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ladybugs are hot <3 Group: Member Posts: 1,169 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 93,802 |
i dunno if its true or not i just posted it because it was sad and sweet
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Oct 8 2005, 02:45 PM
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 What a hypocrite. Group: Member Posts: 2,754 Joined: Apr 2005 Member No: 128,150 |
Aw, it's depressing at the end, but it explains why he didn't say 'I love you'. Wonderful conflict and solution, all in all.
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Oct 8 2005, 02:53 PM
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 No Day But Today. Group: Member Posts: 1,405 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 99,184 |
Aw, that's so depressing...but I liked it. :)
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Oct 8 2005, 03:07 PM
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the one lol Group: Member Posts: 92 Joined: Oct 2005 Member No: 253,183 |
lol i read it again and its stilll sad and depressing lol!!!!!!
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Oct 8 2005, 03:16 PM
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 i'm such a sucker sometimes. Group: Member Posts: 441 Joined: Jun 2005 Member No: 151,732 |
Wow. That's such a heartwrenching story.
 That poor girl.
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Oct 8 2005, 06:19 PM
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 Yawn Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,530 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 65,772 |
Sheesh that was pretty sad.
Why does someone always have to DIE in the end?lol I kept on reading cuz those dolls intrigued me... but yah that was sad. where'd you find this story? |
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Oct 8 2005, 10:46 PM
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aw..thats a really sad story...
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Oct 8 2005, 11:06 PM
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woww that is pretty sad. i don't really understand the whole doll thing and how he wouldn't say i love you but he would go and hang out with other girls and treat her like shit.
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Oct 9 2005, 01:06 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 70 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 246,385 |
Makes no sense. Sure the concept is sad but really the "story" has no story. What is the meaning of the dolls? How is he getting the dolls? Why is he giving the doll? The first part describes him as a cold, passive person toward her. Later on, we find out he's "shy". Shy people don't act like that. Definitely not going out with other girls and picking out dolls.
The calling her up at 2am and telling her to come out was a bit odd but I guess it could be done nowadays. But she skipped a month of school? And the school officials didn't do anything? That just blew my mind. And during that month, did he drop by to give her dolls? And 486 dolls, come on... So I ruined the story, kill me. I'd given it a D. |
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Oct 9 2005, 11:57 PM
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 some reason i feel alone...guess cus my true self is never shown Group: Member Posts: 303 Joined: Sep 2005 Member No: 246,804 |
wow so sad wonder if im ganna be that shy i wouldnt know
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Oct 19 2005, 06:59 PM
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 Kermit the frog = <3 Group: Member Posts: 2,315 Joined: May 2004 Member No: 15,215 |
QUOTE(Bridget_rules_4eva @ Oct 8 2005, 2:19 PM) omg thats so sad.... is it true? im like in tears that is sad!!!  that was sad. but that guy was such an a-hole. the way he blew her off. |
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Oct 20 2005, 01:55 AM
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 I'll never be who I was again.. Group: Member Posts: 2,886 Joined: Jan 2005 Member No: 77,981 |
Read this story before..
The first time I read it, I got teary.. Its so sad..
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Dec 27 2005, 12:50 AM
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I gave you everything ... Group: Member Posts: 81 Joined: Dec 2005 Member No: 334,433 |
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| *iNyCxShoRT* |
Dec 27 2005, 05:02 PM
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^ Don't spam, David
 I agree with freecandies, shy people don't act like that. Even if they are shy. To me; he was just being a prick. But over all, poor girl. |
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