message to anyone, volume 12 Options

[Teesa]

You guys know the drill.

To ____________ :
It's funny. Really. I had a great time tonight watching the movie. Then, I thought and hoped and to myself that I wouldn't see you. When I pulled up, I saw your car and my heart sank. Yeah, it did. But when I saw you, I got all nervous again..I don't want to feel like this. Ahhh, somehow, I feel like we should be together. I know I could make you happier than she ever could. I know I could. But I will never get the chance. Whatever.

--Teesa

[redpeony]

Part of me is saying...

be careful. You're setting yourself up for so much hurt. You don't even know him. You're falling so blindly.

The other part of me says what the hell? You need to let yourself do this, because even if it doesn't end up working out, you still learn. This guy's amazing. Don't miss out because you're scared.

Maybe it's cause you call me to check up on me when I don't text you back. Maybe it's because you hold my hand all the time, regardless of where we are. Maybe it's because you call me up just to talk about what's going on in our lives, and you are genuinely interested. Maybe it's because I know I'm not going to judge you from your past. Maybe it's because you grabbed my hand and whispered, "don't worry", while we were driving in your car with your friends. Maybe it's because you said, "you look beautiful". Maybe it's because I love how you make me feel so very special when we are in a room with 50 other girls. Maybe...

Maybe I'm mistaking all of this for love. Maybe I'm setting myself up for major hurt. But it's okay. You know I won't be another fling. I want this to be serious. I do not want to settle for anything less than amazing with you.

Never change... I like you just the way you are.

[Nugget]

It's nice that we're talking again. I'm even seeing you in the cam right now. I'm happy.

[misoshiru]

maybe you're just a temporary obsession. because you were the most awesome guy there, the fact that you're amazingly nice and so much more mature than my fellow seniors. i think i'm just confused.

[lilliannnn]

K-
Hehe, I love you. You make me feel so good.

T-
Wowzers, could you and Cait flirt in front of my face anymore?! No. I still heart you though. I want to hang out with youssss.

DL-
My Dommmyy, how I miss you. I hate not being in like all your classes this year. It was amazingly fun to see you at the game.

[whywasisostupid]

dear seth,
i had an great time yesterday. dinner and then dancing. but quit freaking pressuring me to go to the hotel. i know what you want i know what your using me for. i'm not like that. you try way to hard. i dont want to get with you anymore.

[*jooleeah*]

My Dear Computer, PLEASE COME BACK TO MEEEE. My dad's computer sucks. What if you lose your 350+ songs?!?! I'm going to dieeeee

[*XLilAznGrl592X*]

Dear you,

Your lies have become worse and worse. seriously, 3/4? That's BS. You are like so.. UGH!! And I know that you know that I did what and you are just acting nice to me because you want stuff. Seriously, do you ever STFU? All your lies don't even make sense. And you even categorie your friends? Oh, bla bla bla is from this school, they are in my bla bla bal group. and you... COUNT your friends too. WTF. PSSSSH Know 3/4 of the 7th grade my ass. theres like 300+ students, how can you like possibly be friends with them, hang out with themk everyday, thats really BS.

OMG. I sound stupid..

[anniepiee]

i love you. i trust you. but this experience was too much. too much paranoia, too much worrying. i never want to go through that again.
i had a lot of fun yesturday! i love you soo much. cannot ever imagine you not being there for me. wo ai ni!

******,
You're stupid. just go die. wtf is it even for. it's useless. it's a WASTE OF TIME. everyone involved in it should go kill themselves.

******,
stop being a cocky bitch. you're no better than everyone else. stfu your loud voice and leave him alone. stupid bitch. you come into our lives for 3 weeks and you hurt him. $^%@7)^

[5ayuri]

You,
Should I talk to you..?

[*danielle_x3*]

i miss you. and we fight too much.

[KELLYYY]

Stephen,
Lol. This is like my 873985794376th message to you. I must be REALLY obsessed.

[*stephinika*]

i miss you. even though i saw you yesterday and i will again tomorrow...but still.

eff youuuu.

[PinkTrash]

I realized you're not the one I really love. The one I really love? ATTENTION. I loved the attention you gave me. I loved how you cared about every single word I used to say, it wasn't you. I enjoyed talking and being with you because of the attention you gave me, not because of you. I realized this.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

You dont even think about your f**king kids do you. selfish assholes. i hope you drive off the bridge and die.

[Nugget]

Haha, it was so fun WAY early this morning. I just wanna know why you don't state my name in your Xanga.. I'm known as "she" huh? Okaay, whatever.

[technicolour]

omg I do not like a computer nerd.

I dont.

But...we have so much in common.

no i dont.

But he's really nice...

...or do I?

I need to talk to youuuu....

[megan_x3]

To ___:
I miss you a lot. Sorry about the call today, my baby cousin was playing around with it. I know that we're not going out and all, but you make me feel like you do. You make me fall for it, and I get trap in there. I can't get myself out. I love you, and i hope you do too.

To _____:
I'm not sure if you like me at all, so please don't play games around with me. If you really like her, dont break up with her and stay with her. Don't play around with me. I cant handle all the things that you do to my heart.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I had a bad dream about you about a night ago. Really bad. I started to cry. All I can honestly do is think about you and I hate it. I hate how you seem to control my emotions. All today I thought about you. I secretly hoped I'd see you somehow, that maybe we'd run into each other at the mall, or foolishly that you would come and see me. I can't help but think of you and imagine seeing you and picturing all the things we would do together, how it would be different. I'm sorry. I love you. I'm sorry that it wasn't enough. I miss you. I want, no, I need to see you. I need to hear your voice, your laugh, see your smile, your eyes. This is so incredibly hard for me. And then I begin to wonder, are you even thinking about me? Does this even bother you, are you even hurting? Do you miss me, do you wonder how I'm doing? Do you still love me or did you ever at all? I can't handle this. I miss you so much. I just want to be with you. I don't want another guy; I don't want to go out and look for someone new or "better". You're the one I want. You're the one I want to do all of those couple-like things with. I can't even picture myself doing them with someone else. I want you back, desperately, I need you back. It's so hard to pass by all the places we went together, it's so hard to listen to the songs we dedicated to each other, it's so hard to see all the couples walk by, it's so hard. It's so hard to pretend to be happy and to put on that fake smile. Granted, it's easier in a way too though, because then I don't have to answer people's inquiring questions but still. It's hard to smile when all I want to do is cry. It's hard to go out and have "fun" when all I want to do is cry. I feel like Jennifer Aniston in Bruce Almighty when I pray. Wanna know why? Because who did she most pray for? Bruce. And then finally what did she ask God? To make her stop loving him because it hurts too much. I feel the same way and I pray the same things. But what happened? They got back together. What happens in almost every single love/romantic movie? They get back together; love conquers all; blah blah blah. I only wish it would be like that. That that was real life. I hope this week is different. I hope you call. I pray you call me or IM me or txt me or something. I pray that I see you, get to hear your voice, something. I love you.
-Me.

[Looow]

Dear Lorena,

YOU ARE AMAZING. Your mac and cheese is freaking damn delicious.

[BrokenDream]

dear ______:
I miss chatting with you, and hanging out in my room. I came up with a new dance when we have a dance to, "Moonlight Shadow". haha. just follow my lead, though. *dances*

I know your so far away, but I wish we can talk more.
your younger than me, but we had good times.
we stayed up late,
and watched movies...

I wish you'd come back! you were my best friend.

[yummy_delight]

I don't like you. But at least SOMEONE is showing an iota of interest in me.

[BarreL]

to ______ -->

i see that i do mean something , eh ? you called me 3 times today to tell me all about your adventures of your vacation . and whats this " surprise " you speak of ? i guess the movies will let me learn that , eh ? only 5 or so days until i can look you in the face , and not just through the phone or in my memory banks . oh yeah , howard IS NOT a dancing pig ! HA HA ! i <3 you so effin much like you dont even believe . stay true and awesome buddy-roo .

to ______ -->
ok....i've seriouslly no clue what to think of you . i assume youre nice . but i just dont know . i mean , you just create such awkwardness . i dont know man .... i react cuz i feel as though i have to . i dont want to seem mean or evil , but i mean , ive my own feelings too , am i right ? plus me n buddy-roo are really tight , so you best go talk to him about it lol . i dont know really . i guess .... i guess actually try to talk to me , but not to " smother " me so to say....

to______ -->
do you really hate everything about me ? cuz it seems that way . im not trying to do things to spite you or anything , you just like all that preppy shit man , and i dont . the misfits stomp tim mcgraw's ass anyday , `nuff said . eh , i still look up to you , dont you dare forget that . and happy almost birthday by the way .

[YourSuperior]

You definately need to call me, I don't think you know how much it brightens my day when you call, and I get to hear your voice.

[PinkTrash]

Are you avoiding me now?
Im sorry.. I miss you. Or the attention you give me. Whichever, I want us to talk again, I know you're a great friend and you were only trying to help. I negleted it and acted like a bitch about everything, and Im sorry. You're not just a friend when its convenient, I think you're an awesome guy. Honestly.

Ahh, we haven't bonded as best friends since like June. I miss all that, being able to tell everything that was happening in my life whether I was embarassed, mad, or extremely proud of it I would consult you. You were the greatest friend ever, I couldn't have bonded with anyone more than you. I really don't think Im going to have a best friend much like you, the way we talked on the phone for hours after bed time, and whenever we could, sneak in a cellphone conversation here and there. Life was amazing then, we were such kids. But I guess life changes, and we have our seperate dreams and aspirations in life, and we have to sadly go our seperate ways. I know things will never be the same for me, I won't have such an awesome friend around ever, but Im greatful it happened. We still talk, but not as much, and things have dramatically changed, I haven't even seen you since school ended. I wished things were like how it were back then, but we would never get anywhere in life. Ah, well I just miss those days where we'd laugh about absolutely nothing and be able to tell each other everything and anything that was on our minds.

[*mzkandi*]

You-
I got your email, not quite sure how to reply though

[*stephinika*]

lalala yay for your hottub being ready!

yay for finding out when your parents are leaving!

yay for seeing you tomorrow! but oh man...my bday is so far. this is gonna drive me nuts, y'know that?

[ANG33ZY]

i was bamboozled
thinking it was gonna be.

[BrokenDream]

to sister: hahaha. you have school tomorrow, and the next day and I don't haha.
[/joke]

[Teesa]

To Christina:
We must hang out. Soon. I miss my best friend!

To ____________ :
Haha, I am so over you I think, but I am on a good start. But you need to stop being so flirty. Please? That two second massage felt waay too good. I know you wanted to go on, but hello! One word: customers. And I loved it..you gave me hugs...haha, I get so excited about the littlest things. Oh gosh, I do hope I made you a little jealous..just a little.

To ____________ :
Aww, I hope I didn't embarass you. I hope you forgive me and I hope that hug helped! ;) I just love it when you work. Makes the day SO much better.

To ____________ :
Wowwww, we talked for such a long time today...I think we made people mad that we weren't exactly working. Wowowww, I'm such a little kid, you are wonderful to talk to. I hope we can talk more...and do some other things.

To ____________ :
You are my hero. Lol. I love you!!! Thanks so much for helping me out, you have no idea! You rock my socks.

I have so many more messages, but I am too tired to continue, so I will finish this tomorrow!

--Teesa

[*salcha*]

1. I think about you all the time, but it still makes me sad to think what happened. I'm sorry for the mistakes that had resulted, they shouldn't have...but whatever. We're moving on, you're in college and I'm studying hard for high school. I'm giving you up...slowly..

2. Hey, my sister...what's going to happen to the Fab 5 after you leave? The Fantastic Four? That's not good enough. To all the memories you left behind--we all LYLAS, don't forget to come back to visit.

3. I miss you...a lot. Like no other, I don't think I have ever needed you so badly. I miss the hours and hours of phone calls, the sleepovers.

[redpeony]

Yay for getting to know you better. That was quite an amazing convo with you, even if I would have preferred to have it in person. I love the fact that we're opening up now. You are quite amazing. And I understand what you've gone through. I hope you can take what I said to heart, that one day a girl is going to come along and It'll be different, and that when that happens you'll know for sure It's something special. Maybe it's me, maybe it's not. But whatever the case... you are a great guy and you deserve the best.

"and jen.. ur beautiful.."

The way you make me feel...

It's unbelievable how it all felt so right in the beginning when I first met you, and that this is actually all happening. God's plan... never underestimate the power of prayer.

I wanna know what makes you cry, so I can be the one that always makes you smile...

[Winter]

Baby,
Gosh I can't believe we haven't really talked since our exams started. And we can't go out on Wednesday coz that's the day you have to start your fast. :( I miss you so much. And it's weird coz you sit right beside me during the exams. I'll miss you on Wednesday.


Ivan,
Good luck dude!


You,
Eventhough I'm happy right now, there's still this place in my heart that feels sad. Why do you still make me feel this way? Even when you're not around anymore? Why? Did I once loved you that much? I don't know...

[tequila_sky]

To ____________:

I dont think you'll ever know that I have a one year xanga full of posts dedicated to you. I hate you, I love you. I hate that you dont feel the same need to be with me. I love every single minute you share with me. Even when we fight, I know I love you. After all we've been through... And we still love each other. I wanna grow old with you....

I love you!

[TheReasonWhy]

E - i am quite sure i have a total crush on yah, but i am not sure since i am not gonna see you til next year, i miss you and your tease

MS - i had almost forgot you til i ran into you last sat. get away from me kay?

[*suddenly she*]

this song always convinces me that you're real. i doubt you're the sort of guy that's going to openly show how much you like a girl in another girl's house that you like that way... and in her party as well. somehow i keep finding myself turning back and doubting, but this just seems too good to be true.

ahha. this is my *1337* post.

[BrokenDream]

to ______:
I. had. a. dream. about. you. with. another. girl.
I was like WTF, because why would I dream about that? well, I hope you don't show off your girlfriend in front of me. because you know I'll be jealous. I love you. I bet she doesn't even like you. sheesh.

to ____: I have feelings about you. but, I can't believe that because that was back in 6th grade. HOW sad. I don't like your attitude, but I just like it when you flirt, hahaha.

[FREEcandies]

You have been haunting my dreams. But I am brushing them aside.

[*tweeak*]

HAHAHAHAHA! You're astoundingly dumb. Marriage? Pah! We didn't even think he actually liked you. Youv'e known each other for entire what? 3 months? Slow down. I thought you were joking.

[*danielle_x3*]

my condolences to you, bby. i'm so sorry for your loss. feel better, ily

[PinkTrash]

AHH. YOU ARE GORGEOUS. FRENCH CLASS JUST GETS BETTER AND BETTER [ ] JE T'AIME <3*

[*tweeak*]

To all of you, why do my 1:30 AM rambles get me more response than entries that either actually say something or are meant to be funny?

[Aoiro]

C - Guess what? Guess what?! I broke up with V! YES! No more multiple calls at 9 P.M.! No more questions! I'm single again! Wewt!

D - Now that I broke up with V, I love you more then ever. I love you still...

[*tweeak*]

Shanah Tovah, Jewish kiddos!

[yummy_delight]

____:

I heard you talking to her about asking me. SO WHY THE f**k HAVEN'T YOU ASKED ME YET?!?! Jeez. Grow a pair for goodness sakes. You know I'd say yes, if you would only talk to me.

___:
Stop touching me before I break your fingers off, perv.

_____:
I'm prettier than her. So why did you rebound with her when you could have had me?

[*tweeak*]

mmmm. I don't want to jump to conclusions, but eh?

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Why do I like you so much? Why do I love you? Why did you break my heart? Why am I so weak? How come I'm still crying? When will I stop? When will I get over you? How will I get over you? Will you come back? Do you even miss me? I have so many questions. I miss you so much. I don't know how many times I can write that or how many times I'll have to think of you for you to realize that it's true. That I miss you, love you.
-Me.

[Looow]

You,
Why are you mad at me? It's not my fault. it's not even HIS fault. It is not like it seems. He has no feelings for me. It's not what it seems, really.

You,
Uhm you're cute and I do want to get to know you. I'm nto sure about going to homecoming with you but yeah you seem nice. Uh there's one problem. You liked my closest friend and it would be weird if I went to homecoming with you and/or I would start talking to you. I would just feel bad, you know?

You,
I'm sorry.

You,
Yeah I talked to you for THIRTY seconds. So why are you telling people about me..?

You,
Don't hold my hand. Bye.

[*danielle_x3*]

why do i think about you a lot? i haven't even met you irl.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Stop being such a motherf**king a-hole. What the f**k is your problem? If you have f**king issues then don't take them out on innocent people you dumbshit. I hate how you act like this. You're such a f**king jerk. How can you treat someone so much like shit and still f**king live with yourself? All you do is put your own f**king self up high on this pedestal and treat everyone else like they're lower than you. You have no right to f**king bitch or complain about some little shit when you do the same exact f**king thing. You're no better so just shut the f**k up. Ugh you f**king piss me off. I wish I could punch you in your f**king ugly face. Stop being such an arrogant piece of shit. And don't say, "You just don't get it" when you're the dumbass that doesn't get it. Stop f**king acting all high and mighty and stop mocking. It's completely unnecessary for you to act like such a complete jerk. Don't put all the blame on someone else. f**ker. UGH. Why the f**k do you have to act like that? Bastard.
-Me.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Why are you always COMPLAiNiN. and bringin DOWN. thats not cool.

[coconutter]

DANI! RANDOM bye I love danielle.

why do i think about you a lot? i haven't even met you irl.
tthehe

[redpeony]

Hi silly. You know, when I'm not with you face to face, I'm not miserable anymore.
I am happy with myself, and though you remain a significant part of my life, I can live freely and happily. You're in my head, but I'm not longing and waiting for you to call or to see you, letting myself let you make me feel stupidly sad like it was in the past.
...and that makes me so happy! Ilu!
See you Wednesday! :)

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Heyy, it's gonna be fun when we all hang out this coming weekend. It's sort of different now, because wow a lot has changed in the past month and a bit. But we all love you and you should know that. He's gonna talk to you and I hope you'll open up to him. I hope you'll be okay with "us" as in me and ------... see you soon!

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As your best friend, I find that it's in your best interest for me to let you know that you're being a real stubborn, stuck up bitch at the moment. STOP! I LOVE YOU

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

i cant STAND it.
Your so frikkin` hard to get along with. Your lucky your brother has kept you from getting jumped or you probably would been killed waaaay back in 7 grade.

[Rachel]

stop.
being.
annoying.

[Nugget]

Haha, I really love you. You light up my day, but I wonder about our relationship. Is it going on or not? You confuse me so with that.

[*stephinika*]

gosh ilu. you make me feel better even when i feel like absolute shit. really. thanks for everything you said. "truly, madly, deeply..."

woo, yay for our plans girls! both of those parties are gonna be fuuunnnnn.

[*lolita kitty*]

_____,
shit. i forgot to e-mail you.

______,
tonight was so fun! i love playing tennis with you guys <3

[*disco infiltrator*]

I really like you, but I can't discern your social behaviors. I don't know if you hate me, don't mind me, like me...I don't knowwww!

[BrokenDream]

to Sis:
I wish I can see you more. eh. I'm glad you and your boyfriend are back together though. I was so worried.

[sprezzatura]

To my dearest Chloe,

You are my best friend since elementary. Although you don't go to my school anymore, but I still miss you like heck. We hope we can keep in touch and ttyl. ILU . I like your name too.
ONCE AGAIN...I LOVE YOU.

Love,
Peggy

[ichiban]

i thought you'd be worth something, i thought we could have been friends, but i don't see how that'll ever happen seeing how you just blew me off today..



even though i don't exactly know you, i still think youre the nicest guy in the world and i wish i could get to know you and become goood friends :)



ahah, gee. you're funny and i like how you can always make me laugh with the stupidest things..



and you, stop complaining about every freaking thing, some of it's your fault and you just go blaming it on everyone else.

[redpeony]

Every time I look at you the world just melts away
All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections
You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am
And when I fall you offer me a softer place to land

[CHORUS:]
You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together
You're the one true thing I know I can believe in
You're all the things that I desire, you save me, you complete me
You're the one true thing I know I can believe

I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe
No matter what I say or do 'cause you're to good to fight about it
Even when I have to push just to see how far you'll go
You wont stoop down to battle but you never turn to go

[CHORUS]

Your love is just the antidote when nothing else will cure me
There are times I cant decide when I cant tell up from down
You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown
But you pick me up and brush me off and tell me I'm OK
Sometimes thats just what we need to get us through the day

[CHORUS]

Can this be our song?

[BrokenDream]

To my love:
ha. I'm writing songs about you! that's crazy, but that's how I feel about you.

[Winter]

I'm so glad we're going out tomorrow eventhough you've just started fasting. :) Now we get to spend some real quality time together.

[misoshiru]

i dont know which one of you to choose. you both have your strengths and weaknesses. you two are great guys, all in your own way. why do you two make me so effing confused damnit.

[kill.t3h.r0cK]

90$ cologne and A&F clothing shopping? Are you really psyched about throwing away your current style? I know you probably could care less, but...I fell in love with you for who you were...And, I hope Shannon did as well..If she didn't, she doesn't deserve you and you really don't care what I have to say. You shouldn't be so naive...You're so much more than another pretty face in the crowd...will you give up skateboarding as well? I loved you, but I'm afraid that I may lose the greatest kid to ever enter my life...But, haven't I already lost you?

You keep making up excuses so you won't have to talk to me anymore...Why can't you just come out and say, "I really don't want to talk to you on the phone anymore." It'd hurt so much less...One day, I'll make you understand that when all those girls leave you and you're still just another single kid in the crowd, that I was the girl to really make you realize what you were worth and...that I really did love you more than all those verbally abusive remarks I made to you. I'm not giving you up...not quite yet.

++++

Ugh, I hate getting into convos like this with you. You make me sound like an a-hole and a hypocrite...And, I know I can be. But, sometimes you do act superior or like an a-hole, but when you ask me about it you start talkin' about how well, I do that as well. And I decide that I'd rather not get into any of the convo because you'll just start taking shots at me, but you push me into telling you and you get sorta upset and start saying shit about how I'm like that or do something to annoy you. Goddamnit, I wasn't the ONE to ask you if I really did what I do...Ugh, sometimes you get me so pissed....You're obnoxious and a real a-hole. Way to go for saying in the car to my mom that I was a horny, f**king child. Do you have no respect?! Oh yeah, you think you'll get away w/ it because you were joking, you're cool, and my mom thinks you're just an oh, so kick ass friend of mine...WRONG. God...I hate being upset with you because....I'm sick of this. I don't need to talk to you every night anymore. I just need space...A lot of it. It's funny, I feel suffocated and all you are is just a friend, why are you trying to get so close to me? Go snuggle with Ashly, this is sick, stop suffocating me.

++++

I miss you so much...I can't wait for my birthday...So you can come and we can chill like before. I think the summer ended quite too quickly...You're such a talented girl, I think you really kick ass. Thanks for being there for me and for being such a great cousin.

++++

Do I really have feelings towards her? I mean sure, we're arm in arm when we walk and stuff...But, I'm pretty sure she's straight and she gets sorta jittery when we do that at school...

++++

Sometimes, I wonder if we're really alright...Somedays you're so nice and then you're snapping at me for being a vegetarian and how you'd rather have me starve then cook for me. I hate when you say that...What is your f**kin' problem with my choice in going vegetarian!? Ugh, dad, you're so, blehhh.

++++

Brandon, Brandon, Brandon. I love, love, love, love, you!! Stop, stop, stop trying to keep fro hurting my feelings...Tell me how you feel about me...I wish you could sometimes, but I know you wouldn't because the fact you're loyal to Shannon totally throws off our honesty....Right?

[silver-rain]

Where are you? I seriously doubt that it is taking this long to get your thing done, but whatever. I shouldn't be caring about this so much, I know... I just don't like the fact, that if you are off doing something else, you didn't call, like you said you would.

[redpeony]

I don't feel like calling and texting you guys back
So hi i'm at home cause I didn't feel like going to school today.
Heheh hope you're all having FUN
Later darlings

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Hey! What's up? I don't want to call you either, but how did your thing go yesterday? and what's the deal with your status at your school? I'll see you tomorrow, hopefully. I hope everything in your life is going well.

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stop complaining about your lack of a boyfriend who is super hot and nice and friends who make you feel pretty and loved. It needs to start from within you. You've got to care about people and not just expect it one way. I love you but I don't know how to say this to you. I feel that as long as you are like the way you are... you will never be happy with yourself.

[Nicolatofu]

I can't believe you wanted me to call him so bad that you had to lie and say he wanted my number. You just made me look like a complete fool!

[Aoiro]

A - Ha, I found another person who hates you. You are just... Ugh. Do you know how bossy you are? I just wish I never knew you, or you even went to this school. You screwed so many lives. Yeah, sure, you got a hell of a lot of people behind your back who can defend you, because heck, you were nice to them. Just stop coming up to me and doing random things. Just like what you did today. Just STFU. Stop hanging with D. You didn't even talk to him EVER before.

D - I think I don't care, but I do. You're ignoring me now. So all I can do is stare from a distance.

V - I can't stand to look at you. You are just so annoying.

A - HELL YEAH! We both hate A, H, and K. Wewt!

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I'm not sure what I'm currently feeling. I think I'm honestly getting over you. Sure, I still cry everynight but not like before, not these huge crocodile tears that come pouring out, just some tears. And Bok told me something about her talking to you and how you're so contradicting about why you broke up with me and that makes it ever more clear in my opinion that you're not coming back. And while that fact hurts, badly, hearing it almost makes it easier to get over you. But maybe. We'll see. I just found out last night. We'll see what tomorrow brings.
-Me.

[xxplicit]

I hate what you're doing to me right now. I really really do..

[BrokenDream]

omg, what in the heck did you just say? your lieing to me! stop lieing to me! tell me the truth! right now!

[*stephinika*]

ilu so much...even if you didn't say bye at lunch. *mwah*

[Teesa]

To ____________ :
I like you, but I don't think enough to actually like you. Yeah, I know you like someone else and blahblahblah. But there are a lot of things I like about you now..I like when you hug me because you actually pull me into you, I like how you wear your jealousy on your sleeve, and this seems weird, but I love when you drive because it makes you so much more mature. Yeah, you're cute. But I always get mixed signals from you. Always. I swear there must have been 3056871 times that I thought you actually liked me. Yeah, that many times. Haha, well maybe not that many, but still. It would be nice if you did, though ;) But I did get a little scared/angry that you were acting so mean today. It was different.

--Teesa

[redpeony]

Just when you least expect it, you start thinking about how he makes you laugh and how you feel when you're around him. You realize that after all this time, you care about him a lot more than you thought.

So.. yeah.. that whole roll with it attitude isn't really working anymore
I need to get in touch with you soon or I will likely go crazy.
Call me, text me, msn me...... anythinggg! And more importantly, come see me tomorrow!


edit (6:17pm): ..you read my mind =p bwhaaha

[Winter]

I'm going on a date with you! I'm going on a date with you! Only a half hour left. Geez I gotta get moving! See you in a few!

[elaboratedream]

I love you. Starbucks today was great. Lmao, julia got a kick out of how I started off on the armrest and ended up on your lap making out with you. lmao... and what happened to the good little catholic boy? you were like... feeling me up today. don't get me wrong, I like the change I love you! can't wait to see you tomorrow... ehehe. Starbucks rocks.

you,
I'm sorry... that's all I can say... but I don't think it's really your problem if I smoke. I'm not smoking around you or anything... and not even very much. I mean other than a hit here and there, I've just had one cig... but whatever. Be pissed at me, who cares...

[*tweeak*]

Arghh. I can't stand this. I'd like a get-out-of-high-school-NOW pass, please

[ANG33ZY]

damn if only you were good you would still have that class with me :(

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

It's funny, and sad, at how you can think you're someone's friend, when really they don't think of you at all anymore.

What happened to us? We were so close for a while. I trusted you with things that I couldn't trust other people with. I ever considered going there by myself, just to be with you and chill for a while. I feel so betrayed, and yet, I know it's my own fault. I can't compare to her. She beautiful, funny, and has touched you in a way that I won't ever be able. I'll try to save myself from indignation and gracefully bow out here. Yes, I'll take my leave and bid thee adieu.

I just want you to know. I did love you. I'll always treasure the friendship we could have had.

[*jooleeah*]

:sometimes i get jealous of you.
: i'm sorry.

[redpeony]

My gosh you are so NICE. "if you ever need a ride just call me okay? seriously". and the way you tell your sister to go out and party and you'll pick her up.. hahah AW that is so cute.

I've never met such caring, unselfish guy. Seriously... how much more amazing can your heart get?

You deserve all the best... I'll do everything in my power to give that to you. You make me want to be a better person... and that makes me love and appreciate you more.



edit:
(oct 5th, 2:40pm)

I don't understand you... o.O
Do you do the whole girlfriend/boyfriend thing? After our conversation on Sunday, with the asking of "how many guy friends have you had?" I'm not sure you do... I mean, I am pretty content with what we have right now... this feeling of being a couple, but I don't know if I want it to be official either. In a sense I want it because I know I care and I know you care, so it will actually mean something for the both of us. I also really like you... but on the other hand, this is fun, relatively low stress, and casual. I'm not sure I can fully handle being a couple right now. But I don't want to lose you! I have no idea what you want, either, but maybe you feel the same. I don't know how to bring it up, because I don't want to change what we have. I'm sure we can avoid this topic for as long as we want, but I feel like we're gonna need to have this talk eventually. Ahhhhh!

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
WOW. You do still think of me. That's such a shocker to me. Honestly. She told me you asked about me. Foolish boy. Grow some balls and talk to me yourself. And y'know, she's right. That's why you got angry. She's right to tell you you're immature because you are. She's right to tell you that you never loved me because if you did we would have worked through anything and everything and distance would never have been a problem. Whatever. I still love you and I do miss you but it's getting easier. I think I'm just growing numb or bitter right now so that's what makes it easier to push all the thoughts and feelings away, or at least to the back of my mind. I dunno what to think anymore so I guess I just decided to not think anything.
-Me.

[Winter]

Ohmigosh I think I died and went to heaven. I think today went very well. Dark Water sucked like hell but at least it gave us an excuse to hug and hold hands. And you were so sweet to accompany me back for class. I think I'm really falling for you.

[Nugget]

WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU? Assigning us two projects. Shiit. Making me stress. I.. ugh. You're facial expressions, your voice, EVERYTHING. You annoy the hell out of me. f**king. stupid, meanie, American Gov't teacher. No one likes you.

[*tweeak*]

That really got to me way more than it should have. I am not having a good week. Why can I not consider myself vaguely decent at something without being contradicted? This isn't fair. Life is just full of lose-lose situations for me these days. Also, there's nothing I hate more than someone mentioning something and then not telling me. I am much to curious to deal with that. It's definitely not like I'm going to tell anyone. Honestly, even if I did make a habit of gossiping, would that really be what I would gossip about? Yeah, no. Between the two of you, I'm fairly pissed offn ow. And that's discluding those who angered me earlier.

[KELLYYY]

You,
You're starting to annoy me. No, you are not funny. I dislike it when you poke me. It's f**king disrespectful. Thank you.
- Kelly

[whywasisostupid]

seth,
i really wish we'd stop playing games like this. i look back of what i wrote to you and i wonder. did i mean it? i do miss you, but all i know is that you'll treat me the same way you did before. like crap.

vinnie,
sweet boy. you treat me right, better than the person above. maybe i should move on and get with you and start over. that'd be nice. if only it was so easy.

jaime,
you weird mother fcuker. i remember 8th grade you wouldnt speak to me, now its 10th and suddenly you think im really hot. o how ive changed you said. well, that what happens.

[Looow]

You,
Hmm you seem like such a sweet guy. Aha. That made me feel all funny. I really want to get to know you. I just don't like how you're shyy!

You,
What a cutie. Heh. I liked talking to you afterschool.

Dear Lorena,
You HAVE changed ..

[yummy_delight]

_______:

Thanks for making me laugh! And making me feel better. And raising my self esteem. You take 1st place in the Cool Olympics.

________:

You think you're just SO special... that's because you are.

[*jooleeah*]

: You ruin school for me.

[*mzkandi*]

To Him,

I really dont know what say. Why are you lying to your wife? Why are you denying a child that you know is yours. How sad.....

[*lolita kitty*]

patricia,
who is the "a" that is annoying everyone. tell me, im dying to know >w<. mabye pm me?
waaaaaait, is it abby? is amorie the one that hates her too? hah, just gueessing.
and the h and k. hilary and kyle? hm.
oh, and have you and v broken up yet?

dad,
ah, i got my costume! thanks for buying it, ilu ^^

brandi and cathy,
that fight was lame. i am so glad were talking again. yay!

cami,
we gotta hang sometime. you are so awesome.

[technicolour]

I told myself that I wouldn't like you. Yet I spent all day thinking about....you! I keep hearing your fav song on the radio, and it drives me crazy.

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME DAMMIT?!

[redpeony]

I want to grow with you, both as individuals and together as a couple. I want to make sure you get something good out of this. I want you to look back on this when you are older and feel that this was something that significantly impacted your life in a good way. Maybe I'm just being selfish when I want you to see me as something that helped you turn your life around. But I really want you to feel like you have a purpose in your life, and be driven towards that purpose, because you are so talented, so dedicated, so hardworking and so caring. You deserve so much more than what you've had... you deserve to be genuinely loved, to be cared for and valued.

I know you've already impacted my life. You make me want to be a better person. Be more genuine and selfless, more considerate of others' feelings and needs. And as if that's not already enough, you constantly make me smile and laugh, and you not only tell me I'm beautiful, but you show me you care as well.

The memories that we have already made- walks on the beach, the cupcakes, photographing gastown together, the rides in your car, that late night talk under the stars, getting lost in downtown together, sitting on my bed talking with fingers intertwined- are all amazing and I am sure they will remain close to my heart for the rest of my life. Gosh.. we make me sick... hahaha.

One more heart to heart... and then we're gonna get together, okay? Lawl. I'm getting impatient, I'm gonna go for it if you don't. No more dragging this on.

[PinkTrash]

-Its kind of getting annoying now. Just stop.. The reason why everybody knows is because of you. Don't blame it on anyone else.. You're getting pretty obsessed here. Im annoyed.. All I hear is blah blah blahh about the same thing twenty four seven. STOP.

-Step by step. I hope so.

[yuna*]

I'm sorry. I didn't want to be connected to you because I know there are the other two. You know how they tagged you at the dance? Well I don't want to be involve in a threesome. Going to you mean I would sarcrify both of my friends. Actually, I think there are more than those two tagging you. Remember her too? You 'past love'? I keep telling my heart to juust not thinking about you. But it seems like everytime I look out, you are staring out in search of something. I know that we don't talk much. And you know what? Because I didn't want to get attach to you. I don't want to do relationship now. I had given it up long ago, since I figure guys are no good anyways. But it seems like we always have awkward moments between us. Hey when you were at the dance yesterday, I pushed you to her? Well I figured she should deserve you anyways. I left you alone with her. But I decided not to be a mean person and pulled you to join us on the dance floor. But how awkward was that?! The fast songs are ok. But the slow ones, I just can't bare to look at you wrapping your arms with some girl's waist. See, at that time I gave up. I gave up on thinking to have a chance with you because I know I can't.

[Winter]

Ohmegosh I just can't stop smilling. It looks like I've slept with a hanger in my mouth the whole night. I'm so happy about yesterday. I can't wait to go out with you again.