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[YourSuperior]

I miss you grandma! =[
You've been dead for almost a month now.
Gosh how much I wish I could hug you.

[*Solipsist*]

she doesnt miss you back </3

gomen

- Solipsist

[ethik dreamer]

And she says the other he is way better </3

[faithin_felix]

awww, i never got to see my grandma from my dad's side.

[absinthe]

dear idiot

i could kill you right now. a-hole. i hate you. BASTARDLY THING TO DO.






that being said.
i love you more.
because at least
when i try to win.
i don't put you
through
excruciating pain
no matter how
brief.

bitch.

-- agiri

[Looow]

You,
Go to hell. Stop hurting me.

[sharerol]

You,
Dude, I thought you were better than that. WHAT THE HELL. You just step away from one crown and try to follow another behind the others' back. But you got scared. f**ker. Ugh. I'm starting to dislike you.

You,
When i first saw you, i thought you were really cool. Now i just think you're some f**king idiot trying too hard to be cool. Really. Go away.

You,
You liar. Ugh. I thought you were really nice when i first met you. I still think you're really nice, but you're just a liar.

You,
No, I am not talking about you in any of the above statements.

---
Ahh fine. I overreacted.

[inthemudhole]

To my mother:

I cannot believe you. I cannot believe what you did to me earlier. I seriously cannot believe that you made fun of me for being made fun of in that store earlier. Welcome to my world, Mother. I get made fun of almost every single day, but I guess it's coming to the surface to you just now. You know, I thought you'd at least offer something helpful, but instead....you did exactly what they all do.... you made fun of me.

That hurt me more than it does when other people do it.

Thanks a lot.

-Brie

[toodlepops.]

Brie,


SS,
I'm sorry you lost your dad. And I'm sorry I never got to know you better.

Nick,
I can't believe you said that. She just lost her father and you're saying she's probably not sad about that. You are heartless.

[dancingkait]

eee you're home! haven't talked to you yet but i will soon. god i miss you. wow. it's been 2 months! oh man i hope you missed me too. muah!

[snoox]

aww! i know how u feel. i never got to meet ma gramma on ma moms side. and and ma gramma from ma dads side...i was soo young when i met her b4 she came here in US..then she died b4 i came here from philippines.

[ANG33ZY]

you look *unattractive* with blue contacts. <|3

[Saeglopur]

i am so obsessed with you.... r ass. :x

[whomps]

Stupid f**ker. I didn't deserve to get my ipod stolen... you're just a stubborn little bitch. GIRLS DON'T LIKE YOU. Asshole. And you deserve to go to hell.

I hate you so fucking much. GO TO HELL.

[*stephinika*]

kait, you're so cute.

brie, eve: console:

you,
ahhh i miss you so much and its only the first day...ugh. this is so pathetic but i can't help it...

[misoshiru]

awww, brie. ilu! you're an awesome person.

you,
so it seems that you're never far from my mind. i still like you so much, but i know that it's hopeless. just call me stupid.


bex,
hey love, i miss you so much. and you just had to leave right before senior year started. when i read your email today, i realized how much i missed you, and i almost started crying in the library. come visit us soon.<33

[ghostwriter4robb...]

To [You] :

I'm tired of always trying to be so nice to [ you ] and all I get is crap. First you tell me that I'm a faker and a liar? When my intentions were to just make you feel better and comfort you. Do you even know the truth or anything about me? No you don't, so stop accusing me of things I didn't even do. I'm tired of always having no idea wth I'm apologizing for. Even when I do apologize I get shit from you, why is that? Seriously, I have no idea what to do anymore. What exactly do you want from me? I give up, i'm done and out. bye.


- hana

[*danielle_x3*]

you're the flame that sets my soul on fire. haha i miss you, love. we barely talk . . and i'm starting to miss you more than usual. at least i'll see you soon. =)

[inthemudhole]

Sarah, Steph, Yanners,

Aww, thanks, you three.



Felicia,

We'll miss youuuuu. I'm sorry I didn't say much when we talked yesterday.

[*mzkandi*]

It really is good to hear from you, I do miss you very much. You have a surprise for me, I can hardly wait. Dont let me down please.

[KELLYYY]

You,
Okay. I admit it. I was overreacting, but you wouldn't read this anyways. Ever since we stopped talking, I felt lonely. Too lonely. You were the only guy I mostly talked to. Now I can't listen to anymore Pretty Ricky songs because it would remind me of you.

[Nicolatofu]

-Your stupid for leading me on like that. Which gives me a reason to hate you and act like a bitch. Life's just unfair sometimes.
-I thought I wouldn't see you much this year, but it's good to know our friendship is strong. What would I do without you?
-You're alright I guess. But I still wont let you eff me. HA.
-I hope you lose.

[monxcheri]

- would you please just let that go.. it was only middle school.. so what if i won that award?? you did too!!! just because the school announced that i have the highest gpa does not mean that you should hate me.. i mean i don't think middle school grades count anyway! if you wanna win, do it starting this year at the high school.. ugh.. you disgust me

[Ilaem]

Dear you 1,

You my friend are a punk. Hhhm, and no, i am NOT a slut. Nope, nope. None hear. And i know that's why you called. 'Cause word's on the street is i'm easy and lost it to a kid that i never even knew what his name was. I know that's what you think. Yea, i heard about that. You evil kid. Rot in hell. UUhh, heaven maybe. Not for you. EEK. You kill me. Gawd, i hate that.

ARRRGH

Dear you 2,

Hhhhm, bonding sounds fun!! Have a good time with your dad. I wouldn't want to get in the way of reuniting. Good luck with Kayla. Yes, i heard about that. Thanks for tellingg me. SHEESH. I can't belive you didn't tell me. "I can trust you with anything and i love that" BS. Well apparently not. God, TALK TO ME!!


Dear you 3,


Incase you wanted to know, i hate you. With a lpassion. UCK. And NO, i do not want to go to your house this weekend. I hate you, i do not like you. Eck. Your bf looks like a mouse.

[osidepinay33]

ICE CREAM AND CAKE AND CAKE!!.. That song is just for you

[*stephinika*]

i effing miss you. seriously. i'm going crazy. it makes me sad that i don't get to see you for another 6, 7 days...blah.

yay i get to see you guys today! that'll be fun.

bleh. you guys suck. seriously. i need to move out.

yay for not bothering me.

[short_stop08]

Just wait. I'm gonna get you back one day some how or another.

[miss barnes]

i'm sorry i did you so wrong. i hope this doesnt come back to harm me.

i miss you. i want you to call me. i want you..

[lilliannnn]

K-
Haha, way to wake me up at 2 in the morning to ask me out. You're lucky I said yes. Hmm.. but one thing - YOU ARE ALLOWED TO TOUCH ME. Okay? Okay. I love you.

[*salcha*]

Coach:

I can't believe this. Why AM I on the bottom seven? If you put the others on Varsity, am I stuck with the amateurs in JV? Why? I can easily beat some of the people you put in Varsity. Is it because you dislike me? I can tell by your glances, stares, comments.
Queen of the Courts game: I made it to the top court, and even though I lost to you, I had beaten many others on the bottom (some Varsity, all JV).

I don't get it. Do you know how HARD I had tried to make this team? Last year too, I worked my ass off. On weekends (and right before tryouts), I went around jogging the neighborhood just so I can get in shape for tryouts. It's important to me, and sometimes I don't even think I do it for myself. In fact, I do it for my parents. I don't know why I do what I do, but I do it anyway. I can easily make JV badminton(I did last year, but I quit) or even the Varsity swimming team, but it wouldn't be as much of a challenge to me.

Yesterday, we ran all the way up to SummitPointe(vew of Milpitas was nice up there though..). I never thought I could make it, but I did. By far too. I was one of the first halves to finish AND I made it under the time limit. When we jogged from Milpitas High all the way to Country Club Drive, I had never stopped. (Well, until we were on the hill..but that's a different story. For goodness sakes, YOU were walking as well because the hill was too steep to run on).

Anyway, I've done a LOT this season. I went to most of the practices before the tryouts, and I never gave up. Even if I did, I didn't. And isn't that good enough for you? This week, I have attended every single day of tryouts (despite the fact that I was late the first day..). I ran every sprint, jogged every mile, did each ab workout precisely, and hit every tennis ball.

You don't have to like me, really..because I know you don'y (whatever the reason may be)..Just a simple request to put me on the top seven? I know I'm not as advanced as Diana, Vivian, and others. But COME ON..you put my doubles partner there? All the times I've played Queen of the Courts against her, I've always won. All the times I've rallied against her, I've won. And I'm not putting her down, she's a great person inside out.

I've improved so much this season, why not give me a chance?
See you at practice tomorrow.






WOW that felt good. I needed to vent..

[sharerol]

Sometimes you don't even do anything, and you piss me the hell off. Anyway, I don't think I'll be in a very good mood for the next few days. Things are just getting to me.

[Looow]

You,
I hate it how you always get so freaking pissed off at me then you act like NOTHING is wrong. & like you NEVER said anything. Holy shit. God.

[sheepy]

dear you,
i really don't know why i'm doing this. and why you give me butterflies in my stomach, and make me feel so beautiful. i dont really feel it. i mean from you, yes. i just dont feel it within me.

[absinthe]

dear bitch and bitchier.
you both are pathetic excuses for parents, and frankly, i'm tired of both you bickering. you act more like children than all three of us, and it's f**king stupid. you are adults, act like it. i'm sick and tired of being the mediator between you two, if you can't fight in a decent fashion, go to the park, away from me, and kill each other. i could care less. mother, next time you throw a punch at someone, make sure my face isn't in the middle? k? thx. father, stfu. you're no more important that anyone else. get over it.

that being said, mother, if you don't like the fact that nainama is coming, too f**king bad. getoverit. it's not the end of the world. if its that distasteful. leave. k? no one gives a shit about you, no one is trying to ruin you, and most of all, no one is trying to take what you have away from you since you don't have anything. anything of value anyway. so please, spare me the daily sob story because i really don't care. you find yourself a friendly wall, and converse.

father! man. where do i start w. you. i love you dearly because you are an awesome father. but you need to re-evaluate your worth. you are not a king, nor are you god. so stop acting like it. you want water? pick your ass up, and get it. i'm not running to the kitchen to get it. you want food? go to the kitchen and take it, just like everybody else. yes, i grant you are old, but i'm sure your frail body can handle such taxing work. *dry*


dear uncle & aunt,
you people meddle to much. let me tell you something. your son has a white girlfriend, surprisesurprise. IMO there's nothing wrong w. that. but seeing as you're one of those wonderful backward thinkers, the world as you know it is ENDING. if your daughter has a problem with her grandmother, who, by the way, cook and cleans after herself and stays in her room the whole time, you didn't do a very good job at parenting. she's just going to have to bear a little inconvience in that fat ass of hers. so do me a favor, stop f**king w. my parents relationship. and stop imposting yourself on us. you want to retire? then make sure you have enough money to do so on your own. don't leech of us. you come to live here, and i will make your life hell, and i will be moodier, even more so, than last time. goodbye.

dear me,
your insecurities are downright ridiculous. they have no basis, and are derived from figments of your overactive imagination and your non existant physicic abilities. now if you can just remember that, i'm sure you'll be the happiest girl on earth. just be happy that he loves you k? thx.

dear brother,
fact of life: YOU ARE FAT. why? because you eat too f**king much. so when i put back 6/10 of the cookies you dump in your bowl, refrain from throwing a hissy fit. you realize that you are 4'' shorter and weigh the same as me? and no bitch, i am not underweight, so get over yourself. yes, i grant you have to ability to be the cutest f**king kid in the world, but as of now, you look like the fatter version of a monkey's ass. and no, i will not let you watch naruto unless you behave. i know you think i'm a bitch for doing that, i've heard you mutter it, which is probably under my influence. but i'm just looking out for you. if our fat mother doesn't, who will? you'll thank me later. i hope.


dear idiot,
i love you so much. you're the one constant thing i can count on to put a smile on my face and make my heart soar. i thank you for that, and for putting up w. me and my horrible personality at times. loveyou

PS: i still hate you for that awful message. that hurt like a bitch. :x
PSS: i love you more.


dear permit test,
don't be too hard. i need to pass so i can get my license and see the idiot. ;x i promise i won't be ... TOO reckless k? thx.

W00H. now THAT was a load off my shoulders.

-- agiri

[Mr. Slowjamz]

to someone

i know we started talking 2 days ago, but since your leaving and all..you seem so COOL ....hopefully we get to talk again once more....

to justin

alright you seem like a cool person , you dont give in to the evil side of society ....but why do u have to be soo damn shallow .....sorry man...you need to experience hi-school again

to nga

im sorry if you kinda feel annoyed if i dont im you at times ... .....lol....sorry bout that .

[*nightmare4taki*]

______,

Okay I admit I was wrong for playing that little joke on you. I forgot that at such a young age people are willing to believe almost anything is true, and I don't mean that as an insult. I apologize, I never ever thought or meant for such a joke like that to spiral out of control the way it did.

*throws Dynasty sign*

[Rachel]

Alvin Ward- You are not a mod...why must you keep making this topic over again? Are you like living in the messages thread?!


Felicia- I LOVE YOU TO PIECES!!! I hope we still talk when you come back from N.Y. =] Also, OMG your wedding date is soon <3333. Also congrats on the other thing as well ;]

[irenex3]

dear "him",
im sorry for everything, i still love you.

[YourSuperior]

I can't belive you two broke up, yall were a cute couple. hehe

[redpeony]

Stay away from me...... I'm fine with being friends, but come on... you are my friend's ex, I am your best friend's ex... have some common sense and respect. EW.

[fameONE]

I miss you. I know you're having a rough time and you want/need your space, but I still miss you. You can't stop me from missing you, you can't stop me from worrying and you can't stop me from caring. Take all the time you need, love.

[krispy_kreme333]

To ****,
I love you so much. We have been friends for 10 years. I am so sorry that things suck right now. I know that that school sucks, why do you think I left? It hurts me so much to know that you have followed my bad example. I am not mad in any way, it just hurts so much. I hated having to find out and me not be able to be there and hug you and keep you from doing it again. I partly blame myself for even saying that I had done it, and giving you the idea. It is so addicting. I hate knowing that you hurt yourself like that. I hate knowing that I was not there afterwards to be there and hug you, and to keep you from doing it again and again. I am glad that you told your mom, it is good that she knows. I just want you to remember that i am always here. I will never judge you. And I wont tell anyone. I love you so much.
Love,
Your Best Friend.

[*jooleeah*]

To Teesa: Thanks for trying to help in the last message topic. It meant a lot to me. Everything's okay now...I think.

V: I wish I could see you more than once or twice a month. Are you going to reunion? Blah....

K: You have the hottest shoulders EVER. haha, and I'm not just saying that to be funny. They are hot.

[YourSuperior]

Emily ~ Don't worry about Lorena. Even though she's hurt your feelings so many times. Just ignore her. If she hits you again, you knock her out. Love Ya!

[*salcha*]

What a waste of four hours of hanging out...



Have a nice life..

[ichiban]

I don't see why I cared so much before. You're not really worth anything, you act so fake and you're such a bad friend. I thought I forgave you, but I don't really think so. You hate like, everyone except a few people at school and your dear summer school friends. Geez, you're even b!tchier than before, why don't you just go back to the way you used to be instead of trying to change all the time? Because I don't exactly see what you're trying to change into -- an even worse person? Gosh. You talk crap about nearly everyone, even your so called friends.
stupid idiot, goodness

[lilliannnn]

T- I've never been this horny in my entire life. I think I have like the female version of blue balls. I hope you're happy. DMANMANdkajs

[redpeony]

Ummmmmmm.......... I changed my mind. Please go away. I only want to be friends. Cause what the hell I think you're reading this. Maybe I'm going crazy but something is telling me that you're talking about me. I don't like you like that. You're a nice guy, but I don't want anything from anyone right now... sorry. I know I'm selfish, I don't know what I'm talking about and I don't know what I want. I'm still trying to figure myself out.

Hope you understand. Friends?

[mzislandpinay]

wen i said 'flat tire' i didn't mean for you to get one.. lol

[*tweeak*]

you...you...you...GAH!
i'm so annoyed. why not me? why do you make me get my hopes up for nothing? so cruel, and i doubt you're even aware

[absinthe]

honey that hurt... alot.

-- agiri

[Nugget]

Mark,
You're forgiven.

[Teesa]

A lot of messages today..

To ___________ :
Eeeee, you make me so giddy. I hugged you like three times today...haha. It was so wonderful. I know you had a really bad week, so I hope I made it just a little bit better. Just a little. I know I enjoyed talking and flirting with you today. ;) But I need to stop before I start to really like you. Because you are leaving extremely soon and I'm already sad thinking about it.

To ___________ :
Please please please don't leave! Awwww, what you said about me tonight was so cute! I love you so much, I want us to keep in touch when you leave. I loveee you! You are so cute <3. You are one of my favorites.

To ___________ :
Hahahaaa, I think you have a crush on me. I know I just totally sounded conceited right there, but I really think you do. I noticed you coming in and I purposely didn't say anything and ignored you completely. It was so funny when you came up right next to me so I just had to say something. Lol..I wish you were someone else, but I really love talking to you nonetheless.

To ___________ :
SORRY. I truly apologize for underestimating you. I thought that since you are my brother's friend, I couldn't tell you any of my problems. But was I wrong. I spilled so many things to you, I was surprised. I didn't even tell my close friends. And I loved the fact that you told me things as well. Any girl would be lucky to have such a great guy like you. I enjoyed our conversation. A lot.

To ____________ :
You ruined my day..almost. If it wasn't for my lovely co-workers, I would have been pissed off the entire day. And I don't even like you like that. I think I am attracted to you because I know that I cannot have you. I know this. But sheesh. I really thought that maybe....never mind. I love you, though.

To __________ and __________ :
I LOVE YOU GUYS. I hope the best for you two. You guys are freaking adorable. I love it.

To my parents:
Please stop being so overprotective. Please? I really don't know why you're acting like this. I am not sick. There is no reason to take all these pre-cautions. I know you love me and blah blah blah, but argh. *sigh* I love you two.

--Teesa

[redpeony]

I know you'll get this, sooo...

Sorry.
I know I'm selfish.

We've already been through that. I know I don't know what I'm living for and I know I don't have my mind set straight... but I also know that this is happening for a reason.
I hope you understand... I just need to learn a lot more about myself... and ultimately, the one i am learning to depend on and rely on... God.

I need time. Lots of time...

but hey... no rush, right?
This doesn't mean anything. The "go away" thing was a bit overstated. I appreciate who you are. I appreciate the effort... and I still think this is stupid, haha. But whatever. I'll see you soon.

[lovescream]

You make my life worse. I know you love me. Why don't you act like you do? You don't act like a mother at all. More like an older sister who loves to bully her little sister. God damnit, I really want some peace. My decisions should matter to you. You tell me you love me every night, why don't I see it?

[KELLYYY]

Toby,
I know how you feel right now. My parents do that to me, too. No seriously, they do. Whatever you do, just remember, Kelly is always there for Toby. Okay? Now, don't cry.

[*stephinika*]

aww, it was nice to see you again after so long. i must admit and agree with the other 2, you did look good today.

i miss you like you wouldn't believe...at least i was kept busy today but i was so bummed until you texted me later...really. that text made my day just that much better.

aww i hope those plans work out next week! i really, REALLY hope so. really.

you seem so...different now. i don't know...but not good different...

[*disco infiltrator*]

I feel like I'll never be the same or feel that way..ever. You don't know what you've done to me..

[mzislandpinay]

you were in my dreams again.. i miss you..

[lovescream]

I promised myself I will, Kelly. And I will. I will. I did..


YAY. I hope when you come I will be able to meet you!


feel betttter. :[

[Rachel]

I wish you would try sometimes. I feel like I do a lot of the work in the relationship even though that should be changing.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

I can't believe I missed you last night...again. You have no idea how much that kills me. I'm dying to talk to you again. Please, contact me again soon. I'm having withdrawals.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Why the f**k didn't you f**king call me? What the hell is wrong with you? Now you finally call me. You don't even mention the fact that you f**king ignored me for days. Did you know that it was killing me? That is drove me insane? No, probably not. Why? Because apparently, you don't f**king think. Honestly, what the f**k? Why couldn't you pick up the goddamned phone before? I'm so angry with you but more than that, I'm really hurt. Then you try to act a bit angry that I was hanging out with some of your friends. But guess what? I had to hang out with them because YOU f**king cancelled plans with me and because YOU wouldn't call me to even make plans. Don't always try to turn it on me and make things my fault. You f**king screwed up. I want so much to scream at you, to hit you, to HURT you like you've hurt me this past week, but I can't get myself to do it. I'm better than that. I just don't understand why you would do this. I tried to make excuses for you and I tried to make it all better but I can't. You've been acting different lately and this just PROVES how different you've been acting and that something is up. Maybe we should just break up. I mean, no matter how much I love you and I want to be with you, you hurt me a lot...
-Me.

[yummy_delight]

Naomi -

Dear Cupid:
It's all your fault. No sane person would be in love with him the way that I have been for over a year. I bet you shot me with one of those stupid love arrows and it's stuck so far in, I can't seem to dig it out. The least you could do would be to shoot him, too.

[*stephinika*]

oh my god. you had better be okay. i'm freaking out right now.

[KELLYYY]

Cheryl,

[sharerol]

Steph,
When I found this out, I freaked out, too. But I know your friend will be alright.

Kelly,
Thank you so much.

[KELLYYY]

You,
JUST STFU FOR ONCE. YOU'RE ALWAYS MAKING MY DAY EVEN WORSE.

STFU
STFU
STFU
STFU
STFU

[xquizit]

Butta Luv,

Thank you for taking me out and showing me a good time the last 2 days. It was all very steamy and romantic and definately going down in the books as some of the craziest moments ever in my life.

The only thing I don't get is how come you don't want to be exclusive yet, after all that. I feel you about the being young and experience all that you can shindig but don't you feel that chemistry between us? I mean, I was all for the open relationship idea at first but now I feelin like I wanna be selfish and have you all to myself. Don't you kinda want the same?

<3 Honeydew

[*Programmer*]

days like this come once in a life time....i finally had my day...i thoguht it'd never come....the oppurtunity is now endless..i feel so good right now...i never thoguht i'd make it this far...i thank all my friends that showed me support....i finally got what i wanted....i'd just like to say thanks for being there threw the tuff times..you people know who you are...

[short_stop08]

You never know what was special to you until you lose it. Trust me.

[*salcha*]

In ten days..

1. English2a- Mellera
2. AP World History- Harrison
3. Honors Chem- Meyer
4. Spanish 3- Feige
5. Honors Precalc- Sousa
6. PE- Frascone

Feige AND Meyer?
Oh, and hopefully, my counselor gets fired.

[miss barnes]

iono if i wanna go but, i probably will...

please please call me today baby...

uhh iono even know what to say about you && i...

i got jealous today of her but i'll NEVER admit it

[mzislandpinay]

Jason, i thoguht you were out of my heart but wen all the boys try to hit up on me.. all i can think about is you.. you are my only hope..

[shortiiex]

can you stop trying to talk to me...i don't want to talk to you...get a clue and leave me alone..i always ignore you and you just try to talk to me more...i can't wait to move away from you

[*jooleeah*]

Cheryl, I hope your dad is alright.

Kristin, I saw what McClain looked like. He's cute. Do you still like him?

Jimmy, come back to meeeeee. Please. Move here or something. Just come back. I miss you.

[sharerol]

Julia,
Actually, it's my uncle. But thank you soo much. I really appreciate it.

[whywasisostupid]

dear sweetheart,
quit complaining.

[KELLYYY]

TO THAT CINDY GIRL,
STFU. I don't want to talk to you.

[*disco infiltrator*]

Why can't I stop crying over you? How could you change so quickly?

Why?

[*jooleeah*]

Cheryl, oops. Heh. But anyway...yeah.

V: Things have changed. It's not the same anymore. I guess I'll have to wait for next summer.

[*Tainted Euphoria*]

Andrew,

After dragging this on for so long, I thought I would be more than ready to end this relationship with you, but I'm not. Here we are, at the finish line, only not the way I pictured. I thought we'd be tearing the tape hand-in-hand, and I'm watching you as you veer off into the distance. Thank you for everything. For helping me along in this race. I really do love you.

I'll always love you,
Naomi

[*jooleeah*]

D, J, A, A, whoever else went...

Thanks for ditching me.

This brings back 7th and 8th grade memories.

It's imposible for you to stop ditching me, no? Finally...we get back into the "group"...and the same things happened.

f**k.

[KELLYYY]

You,
You know what? I'm starting to dislike you. It seems like you're trying to replace me. You're getting on my nerves.

[sharerol]

You goddamn f**kers. whatthehell seriously. hell no i can't believe this.

[PinkTrash]

i miss you so much, not only physically because you're away, but just our old times. i miss you like mad, i love you to death but its impossible to be together againn :( maybe, in 10 years? :)

[*stephinika*]

i miss you so terribly, terribly much. you have no idea and i want to talk to you and just hear your voice again ... i need you back here. sigh. its quite pathetic actually...augh.

aww i'm so glad you're happy and you had a good time today. i'm sure things will work out soon enough.

driving with you guys is a pain in the ass.

thanks for the concern darling, i truly appreciate it.

[lovescream]

School is starting and I don't even know what to do. What do I get? Am I supposed to purchase my gym uniform now? What happens if I don't fit in? What do I f**king do on the first day?!!!!
WHAT TIME DOES SCHOOL f**king START?

Haha.. I'm just freaking out.

You're making it worse, though.

Thank you. For making it worse. For not doing anything.

And.. uh.. I'm still holding that f**king grudge against you. I won't forget it. It's a highlight of my life; a bad highlight too.

[KELLYYY]

FCUK YOU.

[*stephinika*]

toby,
feel better! besides, i hopefully get to meet you soon!

[KELLYYY]

Fine. Go ahead. Replace me.

[lovescream]

toby,
feel better! besides, i hopefully get to meet you soon!

I am keeping my head high on this one, Steph! Hehe. Back to school shopping at the mall, in vegas, is like, a dreaaaam.

[*disco infiltrator*]

I just copy pasted it.

who knows when you'll get to read this..

it's just..how could you suddenly feel nothing? you were happy..and not long ago..at the green day show when i kissed you on the cheek you smiled..in scott's car when i sat up and pretended to be mad at you, you pulled me back and you were happy..when you read the card i made for you, you were happy..when we went to see willy wonka and you got the rings out of the machine, you were happy..how could you suddenly not be? i mean, if it's just cause it got boring or whatever, all relationships do..that's what happens. it's not new and exciting anymore..but you were still happy. i mean, maybe you're just sad about everything so it makes you feel sad about that but..then it's not wrong. the only bad thing i can think of is when i get mad about you smoking, but if it means you'll stay then i won't say anything. you could do it right in front of me for all i care, i'll just hold back. just..reconsider and see if all the bad really outweighs the good..or if it's just your mood from everything else carrying over or something..

Posted 8/20/2005 at 11:37 AM by reflectment

[iheartsimba]

Cheryl, I hope your dad is alright.

Kristin, I saw what McClain looked like. He's cute. Do you still like him?

Jimmy, come back to meeeeee. Please. Move here or something. Just come back. I miss you.

what?!?! when did you see him? lol he lives so far away.

[KELLYYY]

Cheryl,
Last night was fun.

Toby,
We don't talk as much anymore. >:o

Stupid bitch,
REPLACE ME, BITCH. I DARE YOU.

[dancingkait]

hi you :) wow i missed you. and you're finally home! and i got to spend the last two days with you! oh man when i saw your car pull up to the park my stomach jumped. you looked damn good after not seeing you for two months! and you missed me too :) when you said that i know you meant it, you said it before i did. and all the talking we did yesterday! hopefully this blooms into more in the future. but for right now im happy even just to talk to you for 5 minutes.

[whywasisostupid]

dear sweetheart,
why am i not happy? i wish i knew. i really should let go and move on, but i can't. I don't want to leave you, but you seem not to care. you have me by a string.

dear shelton,
you called me out of nowhere. I havent seen you in 2 years, but you realize all of a sudden you should call me and see if i want to hang out? strange. i duno. talking on the phone was really nice. do i still have feelings for you?

dear vinnie,
your a cutie pie. thanks for helping me with the test, i would have failed without you <3

[inthemudhole]

Jenni,

I'm sorry your plans didn't work out, dear. I know how excited you were... I'm really sorry that all of this happened. I really am.

--

You,

Wow, it just hit me last night how much I really, really miss you.

--

Ashley,

Yesterday was so much fun. We need to hang out like that a lot more often.

--

Zena,

Get over him.

--

Sam,

I can't wait to see you when school starts.

[sheepy]

you make me feel beautiful.

[*stephinika*]

toby, ooh i can't wait. really.

kait, aww you're so freaking cute.

you, did you know i miss you so unbelievably much right now? ahh =p