a message to anyone, v.4! Options

[KELLYYY]

Mmk. Start.

Omfg. Stop stalking and looking at me.

[inthemudhole]

Okay. *starts*

Hey, you.
I'm sorry that I didn't call you back last night...My dad was being an ass. He said I was sleeping, but in reality, I was doing my homework. Then bleh...
I tried to get online too, but I got caught.
Have a lovely time on the band trip. I'll miss you.

Talk to you on Monday.

I love you,

Brie

[lilliannnn]

bmw -

i miss you so much. you don't know how much it hurts to be in class with you, next to you, every single day and you not say one word to me. you used to give me dirty looks but now you don't even look at me. it makes me so upset. i'm crying right now. i'm not apologizing because i have no reason to. you're the one that lied to me, and everyone else, about me. but, i'm so sick of this sh*t. i wanna be best friends again. i'm so upset. i miss you.

- lb

[SpedMonkee]

why do i always feel the need to have to know where u are? why do i tell myself that im trusting, but then prove myself wrong by worrying all the time?

[Nicolatofu]

aww kelly, i was just thinking of starting this topic! lol
anyhoooo,

Hey you-
DOn't take this the wrong way, but I don't see you like that. I tried to be nice about this, but now I just think I should tell you that I'm not looking for anyone. Although your presents are nice, I have to decline. And I do have good reasoning, so maybe you will "take no for an answer". how to tell you this, i have no clue yet.

[crrazzzyyy1991]

to...
i am going to miss you a lot during the summer!!!
we gotta hang out during the summer with Tina too!

[*jooleeah*]

Honestly, I don't know what to think of you anymore.

[ANG33ZY]

Puahaha. You got big ears. the both of you.

[banthisaccountno...]

Wait another minute can't you see what this pain has f**king done to me I'm alive and still kickin' what you see I can't see and maybe you'll think before you speak I'm alive for you I'm awake because of you I'm alive I told you I'm awake swallowing you take another second turn your back on me and make believe that you're always happy it's safe to say you're never alive a big part of you has died and by the way I hope you're satisfied

[end run-on sentence]

[*not_your_average*]

I hate you. You're a f**king douchebag, and you've been so cruel to me. You haven't realized what the pain has done to me. I hope you burn in hell, bastard.

[me1issaaaa]

There are so many things that I'd like to say to you, but I don't know how. Because maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me. And afterall, you're my wonderwall.

Hey lookit. It's our song.

I can't tell you enough of the impact you've had on my life these past few months. You are perfect for me. I'm falling in love with you a little more every day. I miss you. Can't wait until I get to talk to you. I hope you had a most superb day. You deserve so much. I can't stop thinking about you. You're all that I think about. I don't want to think about anything else but you.

This is something I'll never forget. <33

[EDIT] Did I call that or what?! You called me just as I was finishing up this message. Oh, it's great. [/EDIT]

This post has been edited by xoxo_koala_kisses_: Apr 28 2005, 08:19 PM

[aera]

-i know you will always be there for me. i know you have tried to reach out to me and help me even when i acted like i didnt. but somehow you knew. youve stopped trying, but sometimes i wish i could just tell you everything.

-stop flirting with them!!!!!! you always ditch me for the guys. and then you act like you can control them and everything, but if i didnt introduce you to them, you wouldnt be friends with them.

-sometimes when you talk, your voice makes me happy

-stop showing off. everyone just tolerates you. stop acting like everyone will do whatever you say and that everyone follows you around. and youre not the center of attention and youre not better than everyone at everything.

[Kneuklid Romance]

Furui ARUBAMU no saigo ni hasanda tegami wo
Fui ni yomi kaesu ano hi no watashi ni modotte

Shiawase motomesugite mienaku natteta
Futari wa chiisasugite kizutsuke ai naita kedo...

Tooi machi de kurashinagara
Anata no koto omoidasu
Genki desu ka?
Ima hajimete ai ni yasashiku nareru

Konna wagamama na watashi de hontou ni gomen ne
Yatto kokoro kara sunao ni "arigatou" ie sou...

Ima ni mo koware sou na watashi ni todoita
Namae no nai tegami wa anata nari no yasashisa

"Mou aenai kedo wasurenaide
Kimi no subete wo aishiteta..."
Sono kotoba wo miteru dake de
Konna yuuki waite kuru
Tooi machi de
Ima hajimete ai ga kiseki ni kawaru

.....
.......where do people come and where do they go...?

-Kevyn

[banthisaccountno...]

All in all you were all just bricks in the wall

[SimplicityGirl]

I thought I was over you, really I did. But...if I really am over you as I think I am, then why did I feel jealous when I saw you and her flirting? If I have NO feelings for you anymore, then why does everything you do still matters to me?

[*mzkandi*]

Hmmm...you seriously confuse me. I should email you but I dont feel I should be the one to do it. You say you are going to change but you dont back your words up with action and quite frankly I am sick of it. And where the hell is my Dooney purse?? I have been waiting that for how long, two and half months. I probably will email you tonight but after that its on you to keep the lines of communication going.

[dancingkait]

to k...
how dare you accuse 4 of my best friends of something serious like that? something i know for a fact they didn't do...because i was there! with them the whole night and not you. so how could they have done something as serious as that? from the moment i got there to the moment i left i was with them. you were there a while before me but there were plenty of other witnesses to defend them. what are you trying to prove?

to s...
you're gone for only 4 days but it feels like forever already, you've only just left. somedays i know it wouldn't be smart, but others i just want to jump in your arms. you're perfect for me. but do i want to play it safe and stay the way things are or take that risk? it's so confusing! what do i do?

[ilauqh]

why did u stop answering me right now? i hope it was ur computer. i don't think i like you but i've been thinking about you a lot lately because we've been talking a lot more than we usually do. you know we're great friends & i'd do anything for you but now i'm thinking i might actually like you and i have been wondering if you feel the same or it's just an act.

[SuiE]

to mah past- thats just it.. your mah past... you once said you loved meee.. once said i was the onlii one foo you, once said that you would never forget about me, once said you would always wait foo mee... look at you now, arent yu having fun with the one that backstabbed, betrayed and lied about me?.. yea it seems like you two reallii hit it off.. one whom hurt me more than anyone ever can, and another who lied and betrayed mee... you two reallii would make a great couple... i promised to love you unconditionallii.. and i did... i loved you more than any girl probablii will ever love you, you were mah world, you were mah everything, it took me soo long to try to get over you, and a part of me dont ever want to let you go... but its too late.. its too late foo us to try to go back to the "way we were"... we were soo close to being happii together again... but somehow... you gave it up... you didnt even try... you made me cry enough, i shed enough tears foo you... im finalii willing to let you go... to let goo the piece of mah heart that holds you.. to let goo of the memories and moments we had... to let goo of the words and promises we exchanged... to let goo of you... your freee.. we're free... im freee...

[pinayprincess]

to this special person:
i love you and dont forget it

to these two bitches:
stop being being stuck up, that aint pretty... [[thats all i can say in public]]

[loljuliana]

-- it's almost been 3 months. it feels like a week. things go by so fast when i'm with you. i just hope it lasts. yeah we had our ups and downs, but we always forgave each other, and forgot about it, right? i love you, dont ever forget that. thanks for always putting up with me when i'm being all bitchy. thanks for always being able to make me laugh. thanks for always caring. thanks for being, you<3

-- you're such a great friend. yes you. jane. :D i hope you're reading this. i'm so glad i got to be so close to you this year. i think that's when we started to hang out. this year right? yeah, i think so. remember all the establishments that we made? i still remember our first one. "bananer buddies". we used to be able to stay on the swings for 20 minutes and people would be yelling at us. haha, good times, good times. you've always been with me, through everything. and i love you for that. thanks for being such a great friend and always being there for me. thanks for everything<3

-- bitch. i hate you.

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

--juliana, just read your post about me and this ones for you xD yes you all for you im gonna try to make this as long as possible, you`ve been a great friend who always understood me no matter what thanks for being there for me as my bananer budday, createblog budday and my favorite Chopsuey and Chopche` ahaha i love you<3 so much you`re such a great friend. i don`t know why people would hate you you`re not the hateable type, you and tibby are the perfect couple last long babe you deserve the best<3

<3 much love

[T3nz1ng]

AWH JEE AWH JEE ^^ look at them they lik each other lol. I Love you more juliana

[Teesa]

to _______ :
aw sweetie..you made me feel so much better when those two jerks were pissing me off. I didn't know you cared for me or loved me so much. I love you soooo much! I hope we stay friends forever, as cheesy as that sounds=] <33333

to ______ and _______ :
you guys are pathetic. I am on the borderline of completely hating you both. You guys think you're better than everyone just because you drink and have sex every weekend? assholes. Consider whatever friendship we had over. You know what? I might hate you.

-teesa

[Shattered_Hope]

To: B....
I'll miss you.....I hope we'll never lose contact from each other...
These past weeks has been great...because of you....I know for a fact that I will never forget just how you made me feel....I thought it was just a friendship....but I was wrong....my feelings for you....are much deeper than any friendship ever will be...

[lilliannnn]

i know i just wrote to you, but i need to again

bmw -

i miss you so much it's making me physically sick. everday i wake up feeling like i've been run over by a car. i cant breathe, my back aches, my stomach feels so nauseous and i can barely walk i'm so shaky. it was really bad today. especially after someone told me you were about to go out with this other girl. how can you tell me you didn't want a girlfriend then do this? i'm so confused. all these emotions are too much for me to handle. IM SICK. this is crazy.

- lb

[LiLShawty988]

u actually really had me... but u left.

and that just FUCKEN HURTS LIKE A BIT*H!!

and worst part is that i cant even fr**ken get over you!!!

[Rachel]

Darling, don't leave me! I don't want you to go on some stupid hike!! I want you here with me! I even bought a new pretty bra...I promise the weekend would be hawt, ahh well.

See you sunday hopefully =(

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

you really confuse me. you change so much at a time just stick to one person you make everyone confused and upset, everytime you shift you end up leaving more people out. you always random prop people you dont even know and then you try to be their friend. isn't that called social climbing? a friend told me once you and her were at this party and her and her friend were hanging out cause they were best friends and you just come along calling her friends name and her friend looks at you as if you're mental. please just stop it, STOP IT stick to one person be friends and be foe with A GROUP of people and stop switching.

[vampireduster]

Im sorry

[loljuliana]

-- i feel like we're drifting apart. do you even still like me? i dont know. .i just feel like you wouldnt care if i left or not. .and i know that you'll have more fun without me in your way. you're wasting your time on me. you're too good for me. its obvious. .you'd be better off without me. i'm not kidding. you dont need me. .and you know that. oh well. .i still love you. you know who you are

-- i love my handball buddies; Jane&Amy<3 you too Jue<3

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

forget it, i figured im not gonna waste my time expressing this. it's all gonna be a waste a waste of time. i have more important things to worry about then if you take all of my friends away on your side without hearing my side of the story. go ahead. my opinion will stay the same. don't try to change yeah you know who you are. you change way to much. hate is a strong word and i won't use it agaisnt you. that day you were at my house you told us to keep a secret whatever stayed in my house stays and i still kept it. i hope you do the same. no matter how much i despise you i would never tell your secrets. you doubt too many peopl, have faith in them. you have to learn to take care of yourself, you can't always depend on your friends to do everything for you. earn it. i really dont know if i should give you another chance or just live my life without you in it.

[jue]

wow; i haev been through so much with yu(=
us getting established as J buddays and then do fancyness and then to "COOL" people lolsss(=

i love yu so muchh; i love yur hugs there so tight and warm(=
im so glad we came really close this and last year<3
we even practiced handball in the morning at 6:30 together(;
wow; and think about it; we even went volunterring at local day care centers ttogether.

WOW; i love yu

[yummy_delight]

so yeah. i had a dream about you last night. it was the best and the worst.

best because i was having hot passionate S E X with you.

worst because now i can't look you in the face.







i want you NOW.

[xhelena]

imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyou!!!!
i m i s s y o u soooo fckN mUCh!!!!
i cant stand it
i wish you were here,
i wish you didnt have to move away.
i wish you were going to the cultural convention!
i wish that there was another tournament..
i wish that i'll be able to c u again.... soon.
sigh and i like you a lot dont forget me when ur gone.
youre not the person thats just there anymore....
matchmaker DY -0-
oh well i'm glad i went to the vball tournament... and i'm glad you noticed me there
i miss you
[[ 2 L0SERS ]]
forever.

[silver-rain]

Heh, welcome home! I missed you. Man, I'm so glad that I got to see you today, before and after working on my health project. Heh, it must be fate for my to be in his group since he lives so close to you. Hah, love you lots. I'm glad we had that talk today... I really do love you, and I know you do too.
You have no idea how much I missed you while you were gone, but I'm so glad you're back. Today was really nice <3. See you Sunday.

[Just_Dream]

I wish you would call. :/ It's been a while; we never got to finish our conversation. You're so inspirational--but you probably already know just how powerful your words really are.

[SimplicityGirl]

To _______,

I promise myself that I won't ever fall for you ever again...but these days...I don't know...everytime I look at you...even if it's just a glimpse...I remember all the good times we had together, and I sometimes wonder what would have happened if we never crossed the line and just remained as friends...nothing can change the fact that you were the first boy that I dared to call my bf...and nothing can change the fact that I just wasn't good enough for you...and it hurts me to just walk by you in the halls and act like we never met...it hurts me to see you flirt with other girls...but I guess the thing that hurts me the most...is the fact that you meant everything to me, and I can never forget you...while I meant absolutely nothing to you, and that you don't even remember who I am now. I wish you can feel what I feel and maybe you'd understand how much my heart broke because of you...maybe you'd understand why I feel that way...and maybe, just maybe, you'd understand me.

To ________,

From what my friends told me about what happened between you and her, and how you're with a new girl now, you lost any respect that I had for you.

[sheddingtears]

hey you,

there's only six weeks of school left, and next year is unpromised. maybe "i had a million chances to tell you everything" but i want this to be real and unhurried. usually if someone has something for someone, they would do more than just look at them. although that's the only way we really show affection to one another, i understand why. we've got no classes and our friends don't talk to each other. sometimes i wish we could be so much closer than this. then again, some things just aren't meant to be.

i get so psyched up at the thought of telling you how i feel, but something is keeping me back.

i can tell that i don't have to wait for you now that we know it's too late.

maybe next year ... maybe.

[LA_MORENA]

i miss you soo much..i really cared for you..n i still do..you mean the world to me. God, i never realized how much i liked you! but you dont feel the same..i want to tell you that i hate you for breaking my heart for the 2nd time,but i know that i will only be lying to you. Oh how i miss your touch,your kiss,the looks you used to give to me. i cant seem to get you out of my head. im falling apart with out you. i am trying to move on but it is not the easiest thing to do..its hard to look at you when you say hi to me. i feel stupid for ever liking you,for getting attached to you. i regret ever FALLiNG for you.I just wish this never happened..

[cRaZiiXbEauTiFul]

i thought i was over you. i really did. but then i realized..i didnt want to be over you. i love you so much it hurts sometimes, but how could you ever feel the same way?? are things still the same as they were last year? when i think forward into my life ten, fifteen years, i cant imagine my life without you. it scares me to think that maybe...there will be a time when you wont be there...at all.... i wish so bad that i had the courage and confidence to just..tell you, but you get me so confused. you look at me, and then five minutes later, you ignore me. what am i supposed to think?? i love you so much i want to cry sometimes and it hurts so much to see you everyday and know that im not with you. i love you, and i always willl, even if you dont love me back...

-----
sometimes i just cant stand you. why are you trying so hard to act like me?? cant you be your own person?? is that to much to ask for?? why do you always make comments about my friends, what i wear, my hair, my makeup?? what do you expect me to be, perfect?? i cant believe you had the nerve to call me boy crazy, when youre the one stalking who stalks all these guys. please just stop, you make me so angry sometimes, i just cant stand it.

[vampireduster]

i miss you

[LittleLulu]

dear squishy:
please forgive me for being soo selfish as to wanting you all to myself. i've never felt like this about anyone before. and i truely need you with me. everyday i wanna say this, but its never the right time...

i love you.<3 and i always will baby.

[alliegrl_x]

you replaced me. i hate it but i cant say anything about it. its wrong, but i wish you disappeared. i dont even know if im the only person that realizes it anymore. i also dont know if you can see it in me. you can see that im filling up with hate and jealousy. He asks you out, you become attached to her and her and him...her...him.... it's all way too coincidental to miss. i cant tell anyone, no one. Even though i seem like i have moved on, with my "new bf" and all, i dont feel right. i love my bf, that i never doubt. but you just took everything obliviously. and living with that in the corner of where my locker is is just too much to bare. i hate to feel this way. still convincing myself to stay strong is only going to hold me up for so long.

[hiromi]

to a person I know:
I can't believe you can fall for such an EASY TRICK. And this is the second time! You shouldn't assume that he loves you. He's just a horny kid halfway across the country who wants to cyber with you! HE WAS GOING TO JACK OFF TO A's PICTURE! And she's our friend! He wanted her to strip on her webcam! She's smart enough not to, and yet you believe this "OMG I love you so much i'll screw ya" bullcrap from him. If he loves you so much, why is it that all he talks about is screwing you, screwing him, horny this, horny that. I swear, if you don't come to your freaking senses, you'll be dumb enough to cyber with him. tsk. and I thought you knew better.

[lilliannnn]

I wish you would call. :/ It's been a while; we never got to finish our conversation. You're so inspirational--but you probably already know just how powerful your words really are.

hey t -

i feel the same way as Just_Dream does. exactly.
SO WILL YOU CALL ME?!!? haha, i love you so much.

- lil lil (i love that nickname. it gives me shivers everytime you say it.)

[aznhunnie6o1]

This is gunna be really long....

-I'm glad you asked me to be your girlfriend. I'm happy we're together. I'm hurting SO much though... One of your friends said that she didn't think I actually liked you that much.. But that is SUCH a lie!! I really honestly like you and I'm absolutly crazy about you. And after school on Friday when 'he' said "You we're better off with _______." That really hurt... He might have been joking around.. but it still hurt me alot... I really want to talk to you about this.. But I don't want to cause you troubles... I'm also afraid you'll break up with me because I don't talk to you alot... I try to!! I was crying for like an hour and a half over this... I hope we can stay together for a while...

-Your jealous that I took your ex. Don't hide it. I can tell. It's not my fault he likes me now and I like him back. You think that I'm not being myself around him and that I started hanging out over there to "impress" him. Don't assume things. I started hanging out over there to get to know him better, I don't wanna just talk to him online. And I am being myself around him. You can even ask one of my close friends that hangs out with me and him. You don't even hang out with us. So how would you know?! I mean.. you would be a person I consider someone I know, but I wouldn't consider you a friend. I didn't stab your back cause I'm not exactally friends with you. I know it's hard to get over an ex since he was the one that broke up with you, but your gunna have to sooner or later. He didn't think you we're even worth telling his parents. You made all your friends think he's a jerk. Just.. get over him.

-I'm sorry we don't hang out anymore and that you think that my boyfriend is more important to me than he is you.. But I really want to get to know him. You choose not to hang out with me. I never said you couldn't so stop getting all jealous. I love you because your my bestfriend and will always be... Just not when you act like this.

[dreamerOi]

don't worry so much. i love you. im not just going to go and find another boyfriend. what kind of person would i be ><. plus im hoping to stay with you for a while. im always here so dont get so down when im not.

[me1issaaaa]

Where to start, where to start.

Dearest,
You mean so much to me. You've never pressured me to do anything I wasn't completely alright with. You're always there for me. You're prefect. The little things you do make me admire you more and more. Never in my life would I have thought I'd meet somebody like you. I'd see people so happy with their 'significant others', and I'd kind of wonder when my turn would come. And I guess it finally has.
You are the epitome of 'Perfect'. No - perfect is an understatement. You will never, ever, ever, ever know what you mean to me or how you've made my life so much better.
I'll never be worthy of your attention. I don't know why you're with me. I honestly don't understand how I could possibly the the luckiest girl on Earth. But I am.
You've made me realize just how special little things are. Everytime the phone rings... gosh, I can't even begin to explain how you make my heart race.
Drew, you are wonderful. I've been blesses.

[NgocQuyen]

hello there my buddy Y n!!!!! lols...you know...im really mad with you....but not really...because you're so freaking cute i just can't stay mad at you? its completely impossible...but what's with you? i know you had a little "chit-chat" with my girl kendra...yea she told me that you said that you get nervous around me and you just dont know what to say....so that's why you dont come up to me and talk to me eh? but goshes....buddy! what do you want me to do? walk up to you? do you have no idea how freaking shy i am?! grr...you've asked me to do the impossible!!! and i want you to learn how to be straight up too....i've already done the impossible many times...so can't you do that for me? grr...oh well...haha...you're still mad cute...and yea...haha....i cant get over you so easily you know? but i dont think i would be needing to...seeing it that we're talking and all.... ok buddy! see you later...

p.s. and before we started talking...just thought i'de let you know....i did enjoy stalking you.....muwhahahaha just kidding

[dancingkait]

to s...
i miss you so much. and it's only been 2 days. i get to see you again monday though...so i'm looking forward to monday. what is this thing im feeling? she makes it seem logical but when i try to wrap my mind around it..i just can't. but she is helping me figure you out. maybe she's right. is it just the words? is is just the pressure of everyone that scares me away? i don't know. i wish i did. the question keeps coming up in my mind. do i or don't i. i think i'm starting to lean towards the "do" and take the risk. but that risk scares me. i couldn't hurt you again. but i know i will. i know it's not going to last forever. i can't last that long. forever scares me. do you think that too? or do you want it to last forever. too much...pressure?...in forever. we're still young. what do you think of a casual, less serious relationship. nothing serious. if you haven't noticed i'm not a very serious person. not at all. i like to live day to day. not planning what i'll be doing in a month, a year. i wish i could tell you all this. but i don't know how.

[KELLYYY]

I hate you. Yes, I used the word 'hate'. Wtf is wrong with you!? You just want the attention, that's why you talk and scream loud. Stop it. Nobody likes you. Just stop trying to get attention. Bitch.

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

that`s it on monday im gonna tell you i don`t care if you don`t talk to me im gonna talk to you lols well i can`t force you to like me but i can give it my all to help you see how i really am. I really like you and i hope you feel the same way too. please don`t be afraid to talk to me we can still be friends i won`t mind if you don`t like me. please just don`t be like the others like my friend tells me. don`t be the kinda guy who stops talking to girls cause their afraid. but whatever i have to tell you whether you talk to me or not.

[miss barnes]

i think i'm fallin for you

[ANG33ZY]

rofl keep trying. i don't want you.

[DesperateXMeasur...]

You have no idea. You really don't.

[onemanshow]

ssj. marry me.

[Teesa]

to ________ :
mm, you are a great guy. This has been probably the third "message" I've written for you. I wish we could be more than friends, seriously. You are just too awesome..Even if we don't talk so much anymore, I'm glad we got to for a little bit today.

teesa

[_sarcastic_]

why do you keep doing this to me

[Juicy <3]

To___

Everytime i see you i wanna kiss you, your dimples always make me smile, nearly everything about you i love. (except your trainers)
I wish you knew how i felt, but i know you don't feel the same way. The "Just friends" policy as always right?

[weirdness]

meh
i wish we could be more than friends :|

[misoshiru]

why. why. why.
i don't get you. i seriously do not. i don't get why you treat me differently, why you're shy around me, especially alone. you're so much more outgoing when you're with other people, or other girls. but you seem to kind of clam-up when you're talking to me. even online. goddamnit. i can't read you. i'm naive, i'm "innocent," i just don't get it. maybe i'm in denial. if you like me, then why can't you just freaking ask me out. cuz you know what? i like you too. god, you're so frustrating.

[*suddenly she*]

i hate you so effing much. why?
- you said you thought he was annoying.
- you told j* that you were "saving that for college."
- and now you're going out.
- with some jerk.
- that you said was annoying.
- right after j* got out of his depressive state.
- and it's obvious.
- that you're using j*.
- and my best friend "loves you to death."
- and what you're doing to us makes us all feel like schmidt.
- and you copy every single song colin and i like.
- and you try to be so "original," it's SICK.
- you said you'd support me next year in the election.
- and now you've decided to run against me.
- you're smiling while i'm trying to comfort j*.
- no, you're laughing and talking.. no, FLIRTING. with r*.
- in front of his face.
- and every single thing you do to hurt j*
- relays itself to me.
- because that's what a friend feels.

sorry, i'm not you're best friend. i never was, even if that's what you thought.
in fact, i'm not your friend at all. i'm tired of faking being nice to you. i don't know how to let you know that this "connection" we had stopped existing a long time ago, because it'll hurt you. i know it will.

BUT THEN WHY DO I CARE? why do i care if you hurt if we're not friends? i still don't want to hurt you, even if i don't like you. why is that?

and if anyone reads this and is kind enough to care, i'd so appreciate it if you tried to make me feel better.. by pm-ing, since i don't think i'll be looking back.

[sabbyrina]

i don't know what to do about you anymore.

[dELiRiOUS8o8]

C____

im to scared to let you know because; i might ruin our friendship and im scared of what youre gonna say and how youre gonna act; im just too scared to let you know the truth.

but simply. i fallen for you.

...everytime you cross my mind i cant help it but to smile. :]

[sheepy]

sorry. i really am. why didn't you tell me? why didnt you tell me the truth, or how you felt or what went through your mind? why did you let me just go off assuming you didn't care? that i meant nothing to you, that you were a coward and ran away everytime i needed you. how i was so wrong. i'm so sorry i ever doubted you. i'm sorry for neglecting you, and showing you that i really.. don't need you. but i think deep down, i don't know how to go on without you there. i may not be comfortable around you, but if i could spend a day with anyone, it'll be you. i wish we could get closer, and learn more about each other. i wish you'd smile everytime you saw me.

[KissMe2408]

My dearest Jeremy,


Every 1,000 posts i get on createblog, i post somethan special, like a topic or somethan. And right now i'm on 3,000. And i wanted to post this one for you.

You are at work right now...i miss you. Starting tomorrow, it'll only be a week until i can see you. Only a week!!!! Time has flown by so quickly, but at the same time it's been crawling by this past month. I miss you, I've been so worried about you. I know you've been hurting alot lately. And I know i'm doing a horrible job on trying to make things easier on you, and I'm sorry for that baby =(
I was watching Tv today after you called me, and i was kinda drifting off thinking of you. Thinking about how much has happened these past 5 months, all the memories. lol I remember those nights when we would get on the phone like at 10 or 11 pm, and still be talking at 6 am and not wanna get off but had to go cuz our parents were waking up, lol put a smile on my face. But the thing is, I care for you Now more then I ever did before.
I remember when i got the our notebook in the mail for Valentines Day..omg i was so excited, i was like shaking. lol, It was the most beautiful notebook i've ever seen, lol. i'm serious! I remember how it was like getting your pix for the first time...i was half asleep and i saw you and i was like, "oh..my..god" he's so hott!!! haha, and i remember when you first told me you loved me....oh man i think i was shaking for that one too! lol i remember that time when you called me up i think the day after we got together, and i was in the bathtub. lol, one of the many times that happened, lol.
And the best part is, is that we still are looking forward to our other "firsts" together. Our first kiss, the first time we actually are able to hug, lol the first time we see each other. It's going to be amazing baby =) And you have no idea how happy and excited I am!!

Just to throw this out there, you know you mean everything to me. And you mean 10000000,00000000 more times to me then this site. I hope you know that, and know that if you ever asked me to stop coming to this site, I would. Just to let you know. lol kinda out the blue, but i wanted to tell you that for some time

Sometimes it's easier to write to you like this, I don't get tounge twisted lol.
i know you're nervous about seeing me. lol, i'm nervous tooo!!!!! i'm excited!!! The thing we both have been wishing and wanting for this past 5 months is now coming true =) Aren't you excited??lol i know you are. We're going to have an amazing time together, don't fret my love. Everything will work out, promise ;)

Thank you. Thank you for everything. Thank you for all the memories, I will cherish them forever. Thank you for being the best boyfriend that I could ever dream of. And thank you for ALWAYS being there for me. and Thank you for making me so happy =) You have no idea how happy you make me and how much you lift me up. Thank You for putting a smile on my face again, and for showing me what it means to truly care for someone.

I love you my strider, my best friend, the man of my dreams, my love, my green giant (hehe), the one that truly makes me happy <3

[*stephinika*]

hey you.

its funny. i was only gone a few days and i talked to you a lot every day but still...i missed you. a lot. your little messages certainly brightened up all my days though.
for that i thank you.

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

omg you are my new hero you sing so good you've got the greatest talent right there im listening to you right now ^^ ahaha "you're my everything" i love this kinda music it's not heavy metal like the thing that everyone else listens to, it's so sweet i needa meet you sometime ahaha loving your music keep up the good work you're probably a rich 13 year old by now with a huge house and a pool psh lols

[KELLYYY]

And I thought you are my best friend..

[vampireduster]

hahaha i love the people at school. getting humpedf

i love youuuu!

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

lols today she told you that i liked you and she came back to me with good news and bad, yeah i really don't care if you have a girlfriend or not cause i don't want to break up your relationship my little crush is nothing compared to you guys, don't break up with her just cause of me. i really don't care i just wanted to get my feelings out of my system and i didn't want to lock it all inside anymore. but im glad i asked you cause i would have never known you had a gf if i didn't well i didn't really ask nancy asked for me ahaha and i was so nervous to tell you too cause i was afraid, that you would be like everyone else, just avoid me and be super shy. I really wanna know why they cant just act normal yeah yeah okay so someone likes you when you talk to them big deal it's not any different i know i wouldn't want someone avioding me when their talking to me. well it's okay i like you and i told you how i felt (nancy did) and that's all that matters.

[shortiiex]

i sad taht i will never see you again after graduation.....but i hope one day i will bump into you...it's hard to let go to someone liek you

[*jooleeah*]

You're supposed to be my brother. You're supposed to be there for me. You're supposed to be there for my family. Sometimes I think I hate you...but honestly, I don't. You're a selfish adult that hasn't grown up yet. Sometimes I think I'm more sensible than you. That's sad, no?

[*stephinika*]

hey.

wow. today was so much fun. i missed you a lot. it was so nice to see you. really. lunch and afterschool was so fun but yeah, rather interesting...
godammit...stop being so sexy. its so bad because you honest to god turn me on and thats not supposed to happen...i don't mean to, but i do. we just have so much fun together and yeah we're getting closer and closer to that line but we haven't crossed it yet, mind you we're getting pretty damn close and i'm scared what will happen when we get there. sigh. it was so fun and just...exhilerating in a way. its nice to know too that you think i'm attractive...
i hate timing. don't you?

[Looow]

You know I don't know WHY they don't pin this topic.

Anyways...

I hate you. I didn't even want to say hello but she made me. What have I ever done to you. The problem is between you and her not between me and you. I can't believe you dissed me like that. I tried to be mad, but it made me feel so bad too. Gosh..

[*stephinika*]

hey.
you are my inspiration. what a day. god i don't know what i'm going to do about this, but i'm really enjoying what's going on now, while at the same time i detest it since its so...wrong in a way.
temptation is becoming stronger and stronger every day.

[Kneuklid Romance]

To "happy honeh"

Hey there Mia...I introduced you to this site not too long ago...(a few days ago) for a nice time killer because I know you get bored easily...anyway just wanted to say hi...and it's very nice to have your friendship...and I'll go put a dumb comment in your Myspace now ^_^

...and in August when you come down we're going to go eat sushi at Sakura for sure ^_^ I'd love that very much, also hit the clubs for sure...dance with all of the hott honehs~ haha!

Also Mia if you're reading this you should check out the other aspects of this site..pretty interesting place. A bit juvenile but a great community never the less.

-Kevyn

[Juicy <3]

Hey ___a

I'm off you. It's taken nearly a year and a half, but i think that i can finally move on and leave you behind. I don't think that you were ever right for me, and there was never gonna be an "us" anyway, so why bother? We like other people and we're moving apart, might as well just forget the whole thing.

[me1issaaaa]

You're such a flirt. I hate it. Make up your mind. I'm willing to wait for you, but I don't want to get hurt again. Just... DO SOMETHING ALREADY.

[xBEBE]

c- you've been there through all the ups and the downs. u dealt with my bitchyness. damns i love you girl. no wonder i call you my bestfriend<3. well, we've had a rough past but now, let's just look forward to our .. later lols. i love the fact that we going to the same high school next year and that we gonna really be bestfriendsforLIFE. noone could replace you or sarah. *mwahss i love you biTcHhh<333

s- wow. i haven't known you that long but its long enough to know that you're my bestfriend. you were always there to make me laugh -- smile. i just love you so muchh. isn't it so ironic that me, you and c is going to the same highschool? and bffls<3 thanks for always being there ;] luvyaa

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

okay okay, today didn't go so well probably cause of you. . .you're not being forced to do ANYTHING so don't even think about breaking up with her. But really decide whether you like me or not, it'll save the heartbreak. sigh i wish i would've never told you. maybe you would actually talk to me if i didn't. but i know it was a good thing i did i found out about her and all that stuff, see! If something could've happened i wouldn't have been sad and if i wasn't sad we might've had a chance to win the handball game but no, me and juliana weren't into it and we weren't feeling the best. i don't know what her reason was but mine was cause of you. it's not your fault i just wanna spill all this to you just to let you know why im sad and all. like the song goes "and i know right now you don't care, but look inside and then you'll see. . .a different side of me." sigh that's exactly how i feel. i wish i can tell all of this to you but i can't I'm too shy and i don't know why. . .
</3

[Gypsy Eyes]

I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me. I was actually planning to today, but when you started talking about "how hot ashlynn is" to me I just lost all hopes of ever being with you again. You don't know how perfect you are. You cannot have any idea what you moving is going to do to me. You have no idea what i would give to have you in my arms again. I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me, but it looks like I am never going to have the chance

[Guhk]

you really think youre so cool...but youre not. youre just another fat chick with pitiful friends who feel bad for you. i dont know if you know this but everyone talks about you behind your back. about how youre always snacking on something, your hypocrisy, or your obesity. hahahaha and you have the nerve to even try and make fun of me. after it failed you only embarassed yourself. that picture on your xanga is just pathetic, the fact that you use camera angle and special lighting to make yourself look thinner. who are you trying to impress...? online strangers? because everyone whos seen you in person knows you look nothing like your xanga picture. someone as fat as you really has no right to say anything to anyone about everything.

[me1issaaaa]

Today was so horrible. But then I talked to you, and everything is okay. Nobody else in the world can do that. I'm thanking you and telling you, from the bottom of my heart, that I truly appreciate every single thing you've done for me. You're like my other half. I absolutely adore every little thing about you - the way you talk, the way you call me baby and darling, the way your hair flips around all over the place, the way you make me go 'moo' whenever I sign on AIM (hahahaha ). You mean the world to me, my "only one". You have my heart.

And it was there and then I knew, my heart was yours.

[*stephinika*]

to a___

thank you so much. you are such a sweet person, i really appreciate you telling me. seriously. it means a lot for someone to do that.

to all of you:

fcuk you all. i thought this was over, but apparently not. firstly, it is none of your godamn business. secondly, why do you even care!? it has NOTHING to do with ANY of you!! and fine, think what you want but must you constantly talk about me and call me naive and a slut!? cause you just don't know any better, i am far from a godamn slut. i'm pretty damn sure you guys have a lot more shit that you've done in your life. its none of your business, so leave me alone. i'm sick of your stupid and immature gossip.
fcuk. you. all.

[DesperateXMeasur...]

I love you.

[SimplicityGirl]

I just want you to know that you're still one of the coolest guy that I've met so far..even though you broke my heart...

[gladz612]

i hope i could be your everything, your joy & laughter.

[DORKalicious]

Don't ignore me. I'm sorry for being stupid.You deserve better than me, and I really hope your happy with her.Just please never stop being my friend,all I needed was a friend, not a boyfriend.Don't walk away. I need you to much

EDIT// I'm afraid of what the summer will bring for us

[Rachel]

Hey bitch, he doesn't like you! In fact, he LOVES ME. Stay away you ugly sophmore slut =]

kthanxdie

[*tweeak*]

please, please, please just give me some sort of inclination one way the other so either something can happy or i can finally stop liking you. this is getting old but im still too damn shy to say anything

[pbear]

you're so f**king pathetic. you already hated me because K&S like me more, and this has just given you an excuse to reveal that. i didn't even do it! i was invited to, and plus, M's the one who should be taking the blame! she could have stopped it. but no, because i'm "perfect", so i should have stopped it, right?
BITCH.

[aznhunnie6o1]

Ughh... What is your f**king problem?! Why can't you get the fact that he's over you and he's moved on?! Quit being so f**king jealous. I have him, you don't. Deal with it. You don't have to be such a f**king jealous b*tch. Go f*ck yourself cause he doesn't want you. He never really thought you we're WORTH it. Not even worth telling his parents, he tells me I am worth it, and he's gunna tell his parents about ME. HA biotch. Go die.

[Kneuklid Romance]

To: teeners__15

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

-Kevyn

[*iNyCxShoRT*]

ugh i knew this was gonna happen me and you would stop talking and ruin a great friendship i should have never told you god i so regret it but now i can't take it back can i? it's okay though i get to still see you now im still kinda confuse. eh, we'll see what happens friday.

[*Azarel*]

Excerpt from 28 April: ..I wonder if God knows how grateful I am for him. God? Do you hear me? This is me thanking you for bringing Justin into my life - please don't take him away so soon. I don't want to lose him already. He's only eighteen, God. Eighteen years old. I want to spend my life with him, I want to grow old with him, I want to learn everything about him. Don't take him from me, God. I just found him- he can't die. He cannot. He is the epitome of everything I've ever wanted in a guy and anything that I could ever ask for.

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I don't want to lose you but it feels like I just might.. I'm afraid.

[Saeglopur]

Cause I love you ... just the way you look tonight. <3

[PinkTrash]

you&her; anniversary of ups and downs, love and fights. im jelous. not even going to lie, it kills me. always thought it was us two that shared all those memories, but i guess not. oh well. forgetting you; its that simple.

[shewasradiant]

you're the right kind of wrong.