suicide Options

[La_b0mBe]

Sometimes I get really depressed feeling because of lots of stuff in my life. And because (I don't know why) I think I'm really ugly. Also I always think people are talking about me and my mom thinks I have Obsessive Compulsive disorders and like I dunno. But I'm just wondering If anyone here has ever tried suicide, because I cut my wrists one time, and I know its stupid, I'm just curious.

[ikayto]

i thought about it.......but then decided no ;p

[pOOpii_h e a dxD]

noooo, but i think im ugly too i dont have high self esteem ..but noo i never tried suicide i think its so dumb and yu shudnt either its a complete waste of yur life i think its the dumbest sh*t ive ever heard wen ppl commit suicide so NEVR EVER COMMIT IT! it makes me mad lols just dun do it and no cutting either think of ways to help yurself keep yur brain busy on sumthing else..

[La_b0mBe]

:] The biggest things in my life rite now that make me sad are like My mom getting Cancer and My Gramma Dying and then (this is stupid) but my best friend has been going out with some guy for 5 months and I personally think he doesnt treat her good, like he verbally abuses her. But my friend still spends every single minute with him and I never get to see her anymore and when I do hang out with her, he gets mad at her... So blah.

[inthemudhole]

Uhm. Well. I've never actually attempted it.. I've thought about it, and I do cut every once in a while...

I think I'm ugly, too. I do have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, and insomnia.. so I hate myself for those things, too..

Suicide is so sad.. don't ever do it.

[x0 sweetsorrow]

yeah i have.. and i used to slit my wrists..

lifes been so much better for me the past few months tho.. thank god..

and i dont wanna talk about why i tried.. so yeah.. ima go now..

[babixlilac]

sometimes i dink dat dying may be a better idea den living.buh i end up not doing it cus eventualli i smile nd act like nuffing happen.

[emrzz09]

I tried once But im glad im still alive.



Dont think you're ugly. Every person is beautiful in some way or another. Cherish yourself.

[diezelbabygrl_xo...]

yes, i have...but i got caught 1 time n i had 2 b sent 2 a therapist. she didnt help tho n sumtimes i still do it.

[skaterjswife2]

Yeah.. when I am really depressed I think about it a lot. But seriously your life is going to get better, yeah it's in a bad time but it also has it's ups you have to focus on the good times in life not bad.. and you have to look forward to being an adult and being married, having kids.. being a grandma.. you know? Why would you want to take it all away..

[laur3nw]

nope never..and never will

[*Fallen_Fairy*]

No. I've thought about the topic in general but I don't think I have the guts to hurt myself. I have a friend who always used suicide as a from of drawing attention. It was a hard time from him and all of us who loved him. Thankfully he is out of that "Phase"

[mouse_3k]

i tried a few times. Im happy like NE thin though so i like never even think about it now. Its all gooooood . I thank my BaBi Boi John for practically saving my life a few times (from my attempts) so ya...I love him <3

[islandkiss]

nope. I fear pain and death too much to become suicidal. I only scratch my arm with something sharp.. like.. my nail filer.

[inthemudhole]

Dont think you're ugly. Every person is beautiful in some way or another. Cherish yourself.

So true.

Everyone has beauty in some fashion..
Some people it's outer beauty, some people it's inner..

Everyone has something beautiful about them on the inside, and on the outside.

[NawtyLilAznChic]

i neva tried...i think bout it a lot especially now...but i noe i wont eva go thru wit it...

yea yea yea ppl have inner beauty but wen u c sumone...u always c tha outside first...n not everyone takes tha time ta c how beautiful u r...

[inthemudhole]

i neva tried...i think bout it a lot especially now...but i noe i wont eva go thru wit it...

yea yea yea ppl have inner beauty but wen u c sumone...u always c tha outside first...n not everyone takes tha time ta c how beautiful u r...

Yeah. But you're mighty shallow if you only look for the outside..
If you're that shallow, then screw you, you're not worth it.

[NawtyLilAznChic]

Yeah. But you're mighty shallow if you only look for the outside..
If you're that shallow, then screw you, you're not worth it. 

wat? ur sayin IM tha shallow one??? i wasnt talkin bout me i was talkin bout otha ppl

im not insanely ugly or w/e but ppl dont even take 5 sec ta even talk ta me

[x0143637x0]

yea i always think about it when im realli depressed but i dont do it when i think of all that im missing out of life if i juss leave like that

[Joo_Hoodles]

I think we have all wanted to many-a-time (i know i have), but i have never tried to...I used to cut though

[abnormalabby]

i feel bad for you, and im sorry that you have some problems.
the way you feel is the way i sometimes feel.

[unf0rsak3n]

you know what is so bad about suicide? about 2 seconds when you think that you are going to die, all of your memories fade back into view. those makes you realize that no matter how bad or how sucky your life is, its still better knowing how to live and being good at it then dying and going off to this place where there is no one to guide you.
trust me, my life sucks to. i was supposed to fight this girl b4. but after a lot of talking, it wasn't us that was suppose to fight, it was all the people who hated each other. now my best friend hates me because this girl is supposed to be her godsister. then when her friends talked to me on xanga, my friend came and backed me up and started talking to my ex best friend. now my best friend thinks that i told her to do that. every single week we see each other.
i'm not that pretty either.

[inthemudhole]

wat? ur sayin IM tha shallow one??? i wasnt talkin bout me i was talkin bout otha ppl

im not insanely ugly or w/e but ppl dont even take 5 sec ta even talk ta me

No! No!

I'm not talking about you!
Oh, sorry if you thought I was!!!

::edit:: (mwahahaha, 600th post. ^_^)

[miss_tragedy]

I thought about suicide a couple times, and have even attempted to a couple times. It like, all started in 7th grade when my mom also got cancer, (she had colon cancer), and around the end of 7th grade, my 2 year old nephew drowned in a home pond. Like, at first I was just really upset, then I wouldn't eat anything, and then I started to cut myself, and then I just wanted to die. When I didn't eat, I lost a lot of weight. And I got a lot skinnier from it too.

But, my friends helped to cheer me up, and made sure I didn't hurt myself. I know how hard it is to not hurt yourself, or think happy thoughts, but eventually, you'll be able to.

I kinda started to get depressed again during the school year, and I went to our school counselor, (Mr. Magonagal), and he helped me out a lot. And he set me up for some one-on-one counseling with some lady named Caren, but, she didn't help me, because I didn't trust her enough to tell her about my cutting. And then I got signed up for group therapy, which I'm in with a few of my friends that have the same problem as me, and I can choose to be in it for the rest of High School.

Try to do something that won't make you think bad thoughts. I know it can be hard, but, it'll be worth it in the end.

I'm glad that I never was successful in trying to kill myself. I'm now with someone that I love dearly, and who loves me back, and whenever I feel bad, he helps me, and makes sure I don't do anything. And what I do sometimes when I want to cut myself, I put a rubber band or something on my arm, and snap it. It doesn't leave scars, just red marks for a while, and you still get the satisfaction of some pain. But yesterday I made the mistake of doing that when my boyfriend was here, and he got mad, because that stuff upsets him.

So, yeah. Think about some of the things I said.

If you ever need someone to talk to, my e-mail address is invisiblelsoul@aol.com . Feel free to IM me or e-mail me.

- L i Z

[pbear]

No, I've never attempted it.
I've thought about it very generally, but I love life too much.
Sure, there are problems in my life too, but it's too precious to throw away so simply.

[sheddingtears]

Yes, I tried choking and hanging myself. LOL, but to be honest, I'm scared whenever I do attempt suicide. I would think of the people who would really cry more than a few days when I die or would be at my funeral grieving at my dead body. I don't want to die because I hated my life or anything, I want to die because of old age, which means to me that I have reached my dream and had a family.

[Spirited Away]

I've considered it, and thought it was stupid. My parents didn't raise me to be stupid.

[babygurl_xtacy]

i thought about it.......but then decided no ;p

same here

[jaeman]

Nope! Suicide is for losers.

[distortedMIND]

I thought about it. I almost attempted too. But I guess I decided not to throw life away.

[LatinaLady]

i have never attempeted it maybe though of the idea but never to the point of actually doing it. i think its stupid if you kill your self. tehres always people who have it worse then you. always. so you have to think postive no matter what. it may be hard. .. i know, but youhave to or else you are hurting yourself more.

[Foolish Heart]

yes like, a hundred times. But never suceed, my boyfriend said its because i still hav a reason in this world.

[hybrid]

I tried. Once.



Twice.



A couple of times.


Hey, I'm still alive.


Maybe I'm a ghost.


Dude, whatever.

Suicide is for losers.


and I'm a loser.

Correction: was.

[Foolish Heart]

(REPLY TO ALL WHO THINKS SUICIDE IS FOR LOSERS OR ITS STUPID)

You guys think it's for losers, or that it's stupid. But did it ever come to you guys that we have different lives from each other? That you don't know what the other is going through? You guys don't know that. So don't just label suicidal people because you don't know what's going on with they're life. Sure, some just do it for attention. But what about the others? The one that's dying inside?. One more thing, they usually want to die because of people hating on them, not understanding them, labeling them. You guys probably have good lives, so you don't know about depression that much. I'm just saying, not everyone has the same point of view, not the same life, and not the same thinking. Now if you think I'm a loser because I try killing myself almost every day, just leave me alone, cause you don't even know why I'm doing it.

[Spirited Away]

You guys think it's for losers, or that it's stupid. But did it ever come to you guys that we have different lives from each other? That you don't know what the other is going through? You guys don't know that. So don't just label suicidal people because you don't know what's going on with they're life. Sure, some just do it for attention. But what about the others? The one that's dying inside?. One more thing, they usually want to die because of people hating on them, not understanding them, labeling them. You guys probably have good lives, so you don't know about depression that much. I'm just saying, not everyone has the same point of view, not the same life, and not the same thinking. Now if you think I'm a loser because I try killing myself almost every day, just leave me alone, cause you don't even know why I'm doing it.

We all have different lives, but we all suffer. Have you thought of that?

You're not the only person in the world who has nothing left to live for.

We don't know about depression? Just because we chose life, doesn't mean that we're strangers to depression, genius.

Try to understand people who killed themselves? Why do you think other people on this forum consider suicide? Because they don't understand where you've been??? Hello? Are you narcistic? Wow, you're the only person in this world who have problems.

You try to kill yourself each day because you're only trying to die, you don't even want to try to live. I would consider that loser-ish, coward-ish. Why don't you put the energy in trying to kill yourself in trying to live?

Sure, go ahead and end it all, loser. The rest of us will face whatever life has the nerve to throw at us.

I have no sympathy for selfish people who don't even consider anything else in life, but themselves.

[babygrl23]

I have considered it....a lot......I don't have the guts to do that to myself. I'm afraid of death to begin with. I don't really think that too many people would be upset. My family, maybe, and one person thats really close to me. I've tried to cut myself before, but never succeded. Maybe I think that I have a purpose in this world......I don't know....

Plus, if I killed myself, I would just be a statistic....a number. I don't want to be a NUMBER....

[sandra]

No, never thought about suicide... yet. hope i wont cuz thinking of it makes me shiver

[Glamourouz]

I've tried twice but didn't succeed, it more than likely wasn't worth it, I guess I have a purpose, because the second time I was very close....

[POonSKi]

Sometimes I get really depressed feeling because of lots of stuff in my life. And because (I don't know why) I think I'm really ugly. Also I always think people are talking about me and my mom thinks I have Obsessive Compulsive disorders and like I dunno. But I'm just wondering If anyone here has ever tried suicide, because I cut my wrists one time, and I know its stupid, I'm just curious.

i had never done it,, but once i really did attempt to try it. cuz i thought i was too young to handle all tat pressure, and its like i cant take it no more. but i ended up not to, cuz i was scared.**

[Foolish Heart]

i said "people" i was talking about other and me, not just myself.

[Foolish Heart]

and i said, for people that think its for losers and its stupid. and i didnt tell you to argue with me

[Spirited Away]

and i said, for people that think its for losers and its stupid. and i didnt tell you to argue with me

Hah! I was on of the people who said that it was stupid. You don't need to tell me to argue with you, I do as I like. And I wanted to justify why I said it was stupid.

[IIO__oII]

nope.
ive THOUGHT
but never attempted. =]

[megumint]

Yeah, I thought about it then I thought it was a big waste because i'm afraid of death. besides, i wouldn't know how. Like slit wrists never work, and they show scars to people... lots or aspirins, well it'd make you feel all weird and plus we're out of aspirin.. hanging can sometimes go wrong and i don't have a big closet.

besides, i think my life is pretty good.

and then i'll never become a pop star or marry orlando bloom!

[xxstrawberry_twi...]

I think poorly of my self...sometimes I think about cutting my self..but wtf..I shouldn't be that depressed...so I've gotten over it...but...Im not really positve of my self

[dani41790]

i thought about it and i waz about to atempt to but i thought realli long and hard about it and decided not to

[Luster Soldier]

Never have. When I get depressed I just listen to "getting better" by the beatles. Music therapy works great for me.

[defjam_gangsta]

Greetings!!

i'll never attempt suicide. but imma still looking for da black hole for me to jump in so tat i can get away from ma worries. it's keeps growing every day.

CHEERS!!

[queen]

lol if i ever attempted i'd have the guts to go through it ;X which means i wouldn't be here right now ;o

[Winter]

I've thought about it, but I don't have the guts to do it. Instead I just scratch myself.

But I haven't harmed myself in the past few days. My ex has been a huge help to me. He's always here for me.

[Caustic]

I've attempted suicide. 3 times. 1st & 2nd put me in the hospital cause i cut the artery in wrist. I hate myself for doing it. But life is good right now and i havent cut for a couple of weeks. If anyone needs to talk to me about anything..IM me.

(and is it just me or is there alot of topics about suicide/cutting latley?)

[fresaqueen]

DON'T EVER COMMIT SUICIDE!! seriously!! don't kill urself b/c of how life treats ya! pwease don't! if you died there would be many many ppl in this world that would be soo sad!! honestly!! if you think nobody else cares in this world..um ur missing some awesome God that definitely loves you!!

anywayzzz later girl!!
ps.
you might think ur ugly, BUT everyone is beautiful in every single way--even though you don't realize it!
pps.
lol..um and don't cut urself either..it hasta hurt..why do you do it? to take ur mind off of the other pain that you have? if thats it then instead of doing that keep urself busy by doing other things(example: play sports, read books, hang out, do something!! )

[redsoxbaby87]

i havent and i hope that i never will but i know some people who have...

[sheepy]

nopes i thought of it b4. cept im scared of pain.

[rOckThISshYt]

i've slit my wrists twice, and slit my forearm once so no one would see cuz my friends threatened to tell my bro so i wouldn't do it again. and i've thought about suicide. but for the most part, things are better now.

[bored2death08]

nooooooooooooooooo. ive had friends who have tried tho. never works out for them tho.

[FrUiTy TuTie]

of course i have, i was home alone and i was crying (forgot why) but i ran in my kitchen and took out the biggest knife.. put it in my stomache and strted pushing it ferther in every tear that fell down.. but i stopped when i started to bleed i think im glad i did, never got that close to suicide again

[__heartache]

anyone in here ever try to kill themselves, or think about it? how did you stop yourself if you did

[freeflow]

well im kinda going through some stuff rite now soo i have been thinking about suicide for the past month .. ... the only thing that stops me from doing anything is one of my friends who keeps trying to help me to get out of my problem ..

[CUTEBUNNY160]

no not really.

[Pulchritude]

well when i depressed ive think of killing myself but i never try physically to do that.. im glad i havnt tried.. the reason y people commit suicide is cuz they have problems with there personal life or from people teasing that person..

[StarlitxFrosT]

yeah stopped cuz then I grew up and understood more. We "are" here for a reason. and somewhere some one has it worse than you no matter what. And there is always tomorrow.. Life's challenging and we must accept that.

[lovescream]

I thought about it.. because my family was only making things worse. And some friends were making it even WORSE.

i didnt do it because i was afraid to kill myself.. but yet I wanted to.

[kokosofly]

Hm.. I don't think I have, but I may have thought about it once but I'd NEVER ever do it

[HongKongDong]

I think about it every damn day. Sometimes I think of doing it for some idiotic reasons. What stops me? Myself, I think of the reason, that reason that makes me want to commit suicide.. I just forget about it. There are many reaons out there to keep on living.. like my dream of being the ruler of the Internet

[*krnxswat*]

like my dream of being the ruler of the Internet

That's not possible; just end yourself; now.

[yukichan]

ya i feel like it sometimes but then my friend would talk to me and tell me it isnt worth it...

[WhiteLotus*]

I've..tried a couple of times.

I tried to hang myself. I chickened out.
I've tried jumping off a stair case. I did..but my friends...they softened my fall.

Eh. I have issues.

[StarlitxFrosT]

I've..tried a couple of times.

I tried to hang myself.  I chickened out.
I've tried jumping off a stair case.  I did..but my friends...they softened my fall.

Eh. I have issues.

aw
that is really sad. dont forgit some ppl do have it worse than you.

[Spirited Away]

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[HongKongDong]

That's not possible; just end yourself; now.

Yes it is!!

[lovescream]

I've..tried a couple of times.

I tried to hang myself.  I chickened out.
I've tried jumping off a stair case.  I did..but my friends...they softened my fall.

Eh. I have issues.

Oh, I tried to hang myself once. Even tried to jump out of a window. I'm afraid of heights. =x

Ah, caring friends is what you need. But I don't have friends there whenever I'm sad.. maybe because I'm always home.

[RandomHero]

I tried to hang myself in spanish....
....obviously it didn't work out.

[sandy_lumpy_shor...]

i tried running away from home but then i realized all the great things i ahev and decided to stay =]

[crazybabii412]

I've tried jumping off a stair case.  I did..but my friends...they softened my fall.

Wow, that is really symbolic.

[dani41790]

ive wanted to do it but never did it since its wrong

[xXirockhardXx]

No ive never thought of killing my self and im hoping never to think about it. Im praying for everybody here who is is thinking about. I hope everything works out for you guys.

[toodlepops.]

I'm sure you're not ugly, everyone is beautiful. ;)
I've never really thought about commiting suicide, too scared.

[antix10_kos]

have i ever tried to kill myself??

yes, 3 times.
-once in 7th grade (i took about 50-100 tylenol pms. i didn't die, i just slept a really sound sleep for about 20 hours. then i woke up and my mom drove me to school and told me not to call her, she wasn't gonna come get me, no matter how sick i was. i threw up for about 3,4 days after that. and i had horrible dreams.)

-once in 9th grade ( i took a half a bottle of tylenol and half a bottle of vicodan. once again, i got really sick. the only difference was i stayed home from school for 3 days that time cuz i had trouble staying awake.)

-once in 11th grade (this time, i don't even remember what i took or how much of it i took. i just opened the med cabinet and started taking stuff. i passed out downstairs, where my friend who staying with us, found me and slapped me til i woke up. when i woke up, we played Warcraft and then we went to McDonald's. the next two weeks were a blur. the only thing i was vaguely aware of was the fact that her bf cheated us out of Tool tickets. the bastard.)

i have severe social anxiety disorder and i'm manic-depressive. i didn't find out any of this until i was a senior in high school and my mom was hospitalized with mental problems. she was tested and it was found out that she was manic-depressive. then the doctors tested my sister, her kids, and myself. i am the only one who inherited it, it seems....

don't try suicide, it doesn't solve problems, it creates them. work through your problems and try hard everyday to find something worth living for. i found that music really helps me through the bad times. maybe music will help u, maybe it's drawing or playing games or a friend that u love or a pet....i don't know. all's i can say is don't kill yourself. you'll hurt more people than u ever know if u died. u may think that no one loves u but there is someone out there, even if it's only one person, who would probably be very devestated if u were to try suicide and actually succeed. experts say that right before a suicide person dies, they wish desperately to be alive. i know that is true. all three times, when i felt it all closing in, i said "i don't really want to die. i just want this pain to end."


ps---don't tell me that what i did was wrong, that i am going to hell or anything like that. i have sat through many years of therapy for my problems and i don't believe in God. so please, if u have anything like that to say, then please keep it to yourself. i know that some will find i wrote about absolutely abhorrent. that's ok. i don't judge u, so please do me a favor and don't judge me.

[tarachangsays]

yeah a lot of people try it. i use to cut all the time. like..everytime i was upset, i'd cut, but then mishyerr helped me realize i don't need it. here's my saying......

"life's a bitch, we all know that, but be a bigger bitch and fight through it and live life to the fullest. it's much harder to live then die. anyone could die, but not everyone gets the chance to live.." xox_tc

[EmmalieV]

sometimes when im REALLY down but thinking about sucide sometimes i guess you can say its normal because eveyrone goes through it.

[krispy_kreme333]

ive thouht about it so many times but i never acctually attempted it. i used to cut alot last year but then i stopped. i still think about suicide alot but i dont really want to anymore, i guess that becasue i have some things to look forward to.

[greedybunny92]

i thought about it before. once, i had a knife or something on my hand and i wanted to died. but then, i thought about my family and stuff so i put back the knife and never do that anymore.

[BEBEx_iNFAM0USS]

the way i see it, life's a gift;; enjoy every moment of it.

[iheartsimba]

Never tried...never planning on it. I think no matter how bad things might be going later on you'd probably regret even thinking about it...life is just so sacred and who knows if we can ever get this chance again..

[JlIaTMK]

how is cutting your wrists suicide?

[to-devastate]

aww. don't feel that way about yourself. everyone is beautiful in their own way.
sometimes i think about suicide.. but i also find myself not doing it. I think about it constantly; even just cutting my wrist. But i fear of pain.

[sm0kinm0nky]

i hate blood, like i fainted in school cuase we talked about blood, so when i think of slit wrists, and cutting, and cut throat. i get liek chills down my spine


and truthfully ti hink if you comit sucude your just a damn coward that cant deal with life. Life is hard, it wont always go you're way, welcome to the real world.
and you ever think what would happen if you tried to kill yourself and you didnt suceed and you're still alive?

[doglover_76]

i think we thought about suicide at some point
but whether we try or not is something else.

[heyyfrankie]

no. i have never tried to kill myself. i don't think death is the answer.

[*salcha*]

no, because there are so many things to live for.
whenever im down, i think about all the good memories...i flip through my photo albums, the supportive comments my friends left me on xanga, or take a visit to my jr. high school.

[jr0h]

have you thought about how many kids out there are committing or just trying to committ suicide? have it ever come to mind that suicide is the most stupidest thing in the world? but i seriously cant blame you cause when youre just depressed your mind will mess with you but i hope someday you'll realize and regret that you even went near that thought and never tell yourself that again. i always tell people this when theyre in this situation but really...think about the other people out there..what theyre going through. how much they want to die. be thankful that yours couldnt of got worse then theirs.