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 Jan 2 2005, 07:45 PM
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Today my boyfriend of 2 years and 11 months (tomorrow) left for treatment in California. He said it could be anywhere from 4 to 8 months until he gets back. He said he'll call and email me as soon and as much as he possibly can...and I know it's what he needs to do to get better, but I'm kind of selfish. I really miss him, and I really wish that he didn't have to go. I know it'll be hard for a while, possibly for the entire time he's gone...but for now, I've been upset. I honestly, have not stopped crying. I was hysterical at one point, but now it's just...the tears keep falling down. I look at the sky and I thought "well, at least we're under the same sky" and I started crying again, I made pizza and I was crying, I don't know. We're still together, but I feel like a huge part of me has been broken into pieces =/ Maybe I'm just over-reacting?
I hope he doesn't find someone else - he says he won't, and I know he loves me...very much so, but even the thought that anything could happen is killing me. At the moment, I don't think it will, but you get how I feel. Lets just pray he gets better. maybe if he gets better sooner he can come back sooner. Any uplifting words or something? I don't know the point of this, but I really needed to vent in a short paragraph and maybe get some feedback? Thanks a lot... 
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Jan 2 2005, 07:51 PM
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Awww, feel better. do you want him to get better though? you gotta' live through this till he gets back, write him letters, email him, call him. that's the only way you can keep in touch with him. don't need to cry. i know you miss him a lot but you got to keep your head high till he gets back.
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Jan 2 2005, 07:52 PM
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Why what happened?
He got testicular cancer? |
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Jan 2 2005, 07:57 PM
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QUOTE(krnxswat @ Jan 2 2005, 7:52 PM) Why what happened? He got testicular cancer?  Hmmm...Children. You're kind of almost half right! No. It's not testicular cancer. I really don't care at the moment to mention what it is. However, it is serious.... |
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Jan 2 2005, 08:55 PM
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 dakishimetainoni... Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 4,322 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 75,318 |
be optomistic...you have to be strong for him, stop crying and write him letters, send him cards, or better yet if u can, get some money together (or get a job) and go see him
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Jan 2 2005, 09:16 PM
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Brie Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 10,172 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,548 |
Can you call him?
I'm sorry about the whole situation, by the way.. =) |
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Jan 2 2005, 10:01 PM
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 <3 Group: Member Posts: 3,657 Joined: Nov 2004 Member No: 64,493 |
aww i'm sorry, smile, write him letters, email him?,
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Jan 2 2005, 10:12 PM
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 ...and this is me.. Group: Member Posts: 3,518 Joined: Oct 2004 Member No: 57,899 |
I'm sorry, well, you know, you could well pray for him and hope that the result will be that he'll be alrite..If he's going away for treatment I don't think he's gonna be looking for someone else..trust him..and well hope ya feel better.
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