anyone have anorexia? Options

[angel-roh]

i was jus wondering if u do...cause i wana know how difficult u guys went through and all... i dont know i think i got anorexia...cause i dont eat a lot... i procrastinate from eating... i always think im too fat... i wish i didnt think that...but my stomach is tellin' me that... so yeah... but i wana eat...but too lazy... so yeah im scared... i think i have anorexia -_-

[inthemudhole]

Nope. I don't.

For those who are anorexic, just try your hardest to think positively about your self-image. I'm not exactly tiny, and I try hard to think positively, and most of the time.. it works.

[angel-roh]

i tried to think positive...but it's so hard nowadays... im weird. i tried to keep my shape good. try to be skinny...but my body looks scary T_T;;;

[inthemudhole]

I'm very sure you're beautiful.

Maybe just.. don't think about it much. Just keep it out of your mind as well as you can.

Be confident! You seem very cool, and I'm sure you're very pretty and your body is in great shape.

[T00000]

i've never been anorexic, however when I was on a swim team (our team was third or fourth in the united states) my crazy coach tried to get us on an "extreme diet" where we werent allowed to eat for a day, the next day just eat a bowl of vegetable soup, the next day a bowl of vegetable soup and a small peice of meat, increasing until sunday, where we don't eat and go through the cycle again.

[inthemudhole]

i've never been anorexic, however when I was on a swim team (our team was third or fourth in the united states) my crazy coach tried to get us on an "extreme diet" where we werent allowed to eat for a day, the next day just eat a bowl of vegetable soup, the next day a bowl of vegetable soup and a small peice of meat, increasing until sunday, where we don't eat and go through the cycle again.

Dude. I should try that sometime..

Thanks for the idea.

[T00000]

Dude. I should try that sometime..

Thanks for the idea.

are you kidding... that's like borderline anorexic. but it works ;) you increase your protein the rest of the week and on saturday you have regular healthy meals. but i dont think the whole "diet" is very good for you..

[*AngelicEyz00*]

I'm not anorexic but I'm really really skinny or at least i don't think I'm anorexic...

[Mini]

i used to be anorexic...anorexic doesnt mean that u just dont eat...there is a mental disorder that you think you are fat even though you only weigh like 60 pounds or even less. its not a thing to be taken lightly about. it is actually a mental disorder that can actually kill a person. i've battled anorexia for 4 years. its really hard to overcome it, and there is still a little voice inside me that says you're 200 pounds lose weight. i've gotten better now..IM CHUBBY AGAIN! yay. i used to be like 87 lbs and i was like 5'4. i skipped eating breakfast and lunch. i didnt even have bad anorexia...i feel sorry for those people who were hardcore anorexic, many have died because of this..or is like barely a stick.

you cant really keep out of your mind, as i said, its a mental disorder. people with anorexia or any eating disorder dont really know it, they are like just a few more pounds, but they always set a goal to lose more weight after that. only family members and friends can truly see it and call for help. heck i think i wouldnt be here if my friends didnt tell my counselor about this in middleschool. i would just starve myself.

[xquizit]

I'm pretty skinny, but I'm the complete opposite of anorexic. I like to pig out and keep the food in my belly, not throw it up.

[silver-rain]

well, i don't think you have anorexia. like mini said, it's an eating disorder where you starve yourself because you think you're fat. if you're just not eating, that's not exactly anorexia. but, i've sorta had anorexia. like in middle school, i wouldn't eat lunch because i thought i was fat. but one day, i looked in a mirror, and you could see my ribs poking out... so i started eating again... but yeah. now i'm fat, but i'm trying not to be anorexic. hmm, my friend once told me about a girl who was anorexic that she starved herself so much, that she had to be hospitalized.

[ur_my_sweety20]

i don't reccommend starving yourself...i did a paper on eating disorders...not cool

[xHalf nHalf]

i have sympathy for ppl with eating disorders. i cant image ever going through that kind of physical and mental state...

[pbear]

No, I don't have anorexia.
I may think I'm fat, ugly, etc. but after seeing what it did to my friend, I try to stay upbeat about my image.
Yeah.

[LatinaLady]

i dont make myself look skinny by throwing up. i wiegh 127 which is fine with me. i would liek to be 120 but ill do it the safe way. idont have a problem with having extra weight. i always think positive.

[IIO__oII]

was jus wondering if u do...cause i wana know how difficult u guys went through and all... i dont know i think i got anorexia...cause i dont eat a lot... i procrastinate from eating... i always think im too fat... i wish i didnt think that...but my stomach is tellin' me that... so yeah... but i wana eat...but too lazy... so yeah im scared... i think i have anorexia -_-

migod ure lucky. i rather be anorexia than fat... i knoe.. it sounds crazy, but life sux when ure fat, rite?

[NicolynnCat]

o m g ...anerexia is the worse thing ever...i went through it and it was so hard to stop...like wen i was in 7th grade i had it big time.... id hardly eat lunch if i even decided to eat...dinner id try to make it a small portion but wen ppl would try to give me alot of somthing i could never finish it cus my stomach shrank from not eatting as much. I also started to become really sick...like id catch colds fast and run a high fever.It wasnt till 8th grade when my mom finally realized that i had an eatting disorder....My pants size drop from a 3 to a 1 and i hardly worked out so she was kinda suspesious..i had also skipped many periods too...Then she sent me to counciling and it was sooo hard to work with them...id also have ppl monitor me while eatting to make sure i was eatting enough. aarg....i finally came over it and now that i look back i hope that no one as to go through it cus it was one of the worst times every. I also had to change how i looked at myself in the mirror too..cus it was a mental thing...the counciler had given my some perscription thinger and i had to stay at the hospital thinge rfor quite some time so that they knew htat i was actually eatting....:( i musta stayed there for about a week..i hated it but now that i look back im so glad i went through with it and glad that i came over it...its really hard to come out of somthing like that....i just hope that no one else has to go through this like i have....there have been so many times wen all i wanted to do was just quit but i knew if i wanted to come over it that id have to keep on going with all the mess i was in already....but now im back to my normal self...eatting right and praying that ill never be anerexic again...

[sheddingtears]

I can't do that to myself. It would be very painful. I guess I have a fast metabolism, so it's okay for me to eat whenever I need to.

[angel-roh]

o m g ...anerexia is the worse thing ever...i went through it and it was so hard to stop...like wen i was in 7th grade i had it big time.... id hardly eat lunch if i even decided to eat...dinner id try to make it a small portion but wen ppl would try to give me alot of somthing i could never finish it cus my stomach shrank from not eatting as much. I also started to become really sick...like id catch colds fast and run a high fever.It wasnt till 8th grade when my mom finally realized that i had an eatting disorder....My pants size drop from a 3 to a 1 and i hardly worked out so she was kinda suspesious..i had also skipped many periods too...Then she sent me to counciling and it was sooo hard to work with them...id also have ppl monitor me while eatting to make sure i was eatting enough. aarg....i finally came over it and now that i look back i hope that no one as to go through it cus it was one of the worst times every. I also had to change how i looked at myself in the mirror too..cus it was a mental thing...the counciler had given my some perscription thinger and i had to stay at the hospital thinge rfor quite some time so that they knew htat i was actually eatting....:( i musta stayed there for about a week..i hated it but now that i look back im so glad i went through with it and glad that i came over it...its really hard to come out of somthing like that....i just hope that no one else has to go through this like i have....there have been so many times wen all i wanted to do was just quit but i knew if i wanted to come over it that id have to keep on going with all the mess i was in already....but now im back to my normal self...eatting right and praying that ill never be anerexic again...

ur stomach shrank if u dont eat that much? reallie? O_O...aww but u dont got no more anorexia, huh? u're proud of ur own body now, right? hehe i hardly eat at lunch too...it's bad i know.. but skool is over...and i still eat small portion at home. ack >.<;; i procrostinate from eating...it's bad. omg same here! i got sick, got a fever...caught a high fever before. it was difficult and hard. stressing too. omg ur pants size drop to 1?!?! damn!!! hehe i was 2, now i'm 3...whew...im trying to get over it... my friends bought me a lot of foods and they had to make me eat it all haha... ^^ aww u're praying that u will never get anorexia again? thats good!^^ hehe i think i shud pray about it too <_<;;; i never did uh oh`z haha^^ but gladly to read ur's story, nicole^^ thx for sharing =)

[JlIaTMK]

nope

[hybrid]

I don't.

I'm freaking fat for pete's sake!

[waccoon]

i dont make myself look skinny by throwing up. i wiegh 127 which is fine with me. i would liek to be 120 but ill do it the safe way. idont have a problem with having extra weight. i always think positive.

that isn't anorexia. that's bulimia you're thinking about.

[babygrl23]

I'm wondering, has anyone in here had to deal with Anorexia? I think I may be anorexic. I don't even know. When I think that I am...I find some way to convince myself I'm not. I've been looking at symptoms of Anorexia, and many of them apply to me. I'm really scared, so I was wondering if any of you had expiriences you could share with me.
Thanks! <3 Lauren

[head_0ver_heels]

When you look in the mirror do you see yourself as just being fat?? Because sometimes people with anorexia are like that.

[silver-rain]

eh, i used to be slightly anorexic. some signs are if you think you're fat, even though you're not, and therefore you eat less or not at all.

[elle]

im dealing with anorexia right now...i usually only have 300 cals a day maybe a little more and when i do eat i work out so i burn it all off

[xoxspanky569]

I've never been anorexic but i did a HUGE project about it in health class. Like head_0ver_heels said, if you see yourself as fat, that may be a sign. There is a few common signs of anorexia, here they are.

1. you have thick hair on your arms (your body grows this to make up for the fat you've lost on your arms)
2. you find yourself hiding your food often, or throwing it away
3. you're period has stopped
4. you get bruises easily ( i guess your skin is weaker than normal, so just doing simple stuff, like leaning against a wall for instance can give you bruises)
5. you are CONSTANTLY worried about your weight, it's the only thing you think of
6. people are telling you you should gain some weight

i think your best bet is to talk to a trusted adult about this, because there is only so much we can do because we've never physically seen you.

Here is a test i found online, please take it.

http://www.freeofbulimia.com/photos/rubulimic.html

[miss_tragedy]

I used to be anorexic.

When my nephew died, I got really depressed and I started cutting and not eating anything. At that time, I weighed about 120, then a few months later I checked my weight again and I weighed just about 100. I gained weight since then, I'm now 110.

I used to always think I was fat. I still think I am occasionally. But, my boyfriend and friends try to convince me otherwise. I'm doing better.

If you need any help with any of this, feel free to IM me or e-mail me.
invisiblelsoul@aol.com or y0urw0rstdream@aol.com

</3 Liz

[nlgrl]

people think im anorexic... im not cuz they always complain about how skinny i am..

[fallen_angel1137]

I have a friend who is...so i have a very good idea of what its like...sadly. If you ever need to talk feel free to IM me...

[Mireh]

I think I'm borderline anorexic. I get afraid of eating sometimes.

[sophie_007]

never heard of it b4..im realli skinny..o_O at least ur healthy-ish

[Black Tie]

I'm wondering, has anyone in here had to deal with Anorexia? I think I may be anorexic. I don't even know. When I think that I am...I find some way to convince myself I'm not. I've been looking at symptoms of Anorexia, and many of them apply to me. I'm really scared, so I was wondering if any of you had expiriences you could share with me.
Thanks! <3 Lauren

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anyhow.. let me comment on your question (which i did not take the 30 seconds out of my sad sad life to read)

Anorexia usually starts when someone tell you your fat, or imperfect or some other ****.

and OH NOES!!!11!!11!!! PLEASE DONT LET IT SHOW TO YOUR HUMBLE READERS SUCH AS MYSELF THAT YOU ARE INDEED IMPERFECT!!!!!!!!!!3113121@~!`!!!!111!12

starving your body of food is just a way of saying that you dont like yourself

and your avator bleekly discribes that you are un-happy

sooooooooooooooooooooo

heres what you should do... right now


find the person who called you fat or whatever.

then kill them ever so slowly

the way you kill them can be your little secret (we dont need to know)

but remember, REVENGE IS A DISH BEST SERVED COOOOOLLD

so, make it HURT




uhhh

you could do that, or just go take a bunch of sleeping pills and kill yourself

either one would me me happy

[kraziegrl]

never. food is too good =]

[*x____duckii*]

never. food is too good =]

^^ True

[bebekins]

starving your body of food is just a way of saying that you dont like yourself

and your avator bleekly discribes that you are un-happy

wtf. not eating doesnt mean that you dont like yourself - it just means that you're willing to make sacrifices to be a better person and i dont think your avatar shows that you're unhappy. fools. a friend of mine was anorexic, she was very skinny to start out with, but shes all better now

[JustPeachy]

sometimes i'm like afriad to eat cuz once i eat a lil i can't stop unless i'm doing somthin active or i'm with my friends. i'm really bad about food in that way. i know i'm not fat and i'v never been called fat but i'm more afraid of what will happen in the future if i keep eating like i do, also i dance and there are so many exremely skinny people that are sposed to be my roll models and i want to look like them. and i always regret everything i eat. but i don't think i could ever be totaly anorexic cuz i just like food to much and i have NO self control

ugh this is depresing

[Behbi_Simplicity]

I <3 My Body. I`ll eat when i want too. I exercise a lot cause I want my body to stay in fit. Yeah, I have fears of gettin` fat but you know what? Life`s short. Choosing the anorexic way isn`t gonna make you any sexier or prettier then you already are. Whatever it`s your guys life. If you wanna get skinnier, choose the healthier way. Eat, Exercise, & stay patient.

[lyin_in_wait]

if u eat peanut butter and a cracker and thats it for like 2 months convincing ur self that that will make u skinny then u may have a problem

[elmogurly]

i've seen a lot of movies on it..

but never dealed with it..in any case..

[MeanBastard]

Anorexic people should blah. SO low on self esteem.

[cutielilsuga]

nope i never had to deal with that at all

[freeflow]

i never had to deal with it


BUT people called me anorexic at school because i was 13 & weighed 80-90 pounds & a few of my friends sayd i looked anorexic and some people asked me if i was ! it sorta hurts wen people say that about yu but thats the closest thing that i i had to deal with !

[mouse_3k]

look at urself and ask urself "am i fat" when ur really like 112 pounds? do u not eat because u want to lose weight? thts anorexia.

i hadda deal with it sorta. I wasnt fully anorexic, but i had "Disordered Eating". its when something dramatic happen in your life and u have a major change in eating. something happened with me and john and his friends and everything was SO messed up. long story but when tht happen, i only ate a small dinner a day. Im still recovering from it even though it happened in June. but yah, i didnt think i was fat, i was juse to depressed to eat so i guess tht made a difference from a anorexic.

if you stop eating or eat less (way less) then u use to before because u think ur fat, even though ur probably like 100 pounds, then ur anorexic

[xsweetdreams12x]

Do you not eat most of your meals? And look in the mirror and think "I need to lose just 10 more pounds..." That's anorexia.

You may want to consult a doctor and your parents about this.

[mizz_mithy]

i know this girl that used to be an anorexia. the year b4 she went on this diet then stopped eating.she says when she looked in the mirror she said she looked fat. and she was teased so badly that she was afraid of becoming fat again. i suggest u go to a doctor quickly b4 it's too late.

[xolilkatie]

if you think you're anorexic.. then you're not

when you're anorexic you think you're fat no matter what anyone tells you.

[sheddingtears]

I don't like doing that to my body. I eat whenever I need to eat. It's obviously NOT healthy. Try to regain the appetite you once had and exercise. You'll be fine.

[me_myself_andi20...]

well my friend told me i had gigantic thighs.... so i stopped eating.. lost 12 pounds....... better now!

[picaso_smile]

If you stop eating worknig out won't really help much. You'r body stops digesting and doesn't let you burn calories like normal. Chances are you'll just get very tired.

[islandkiss]

the definition of being anorexic is that you have a constant Loss of appetite, and it's especially the result of a disease.

[Counting]

No..But I had to do a report on Anorexia and Bulimia because my teacher thought I was freakishly skinneh. x__x

[drunken x lullab...]

Hm, well I don't know if this is a topic already or not? But anywhore -- Anorexia .. for or against? Me myself - for, I'm an anorexic. I hate feeling/being fat. Hm, what's your opinion?

[cocoalightning27]

I hate girls that are bony as heck......so bad...

People think that I'm anorexcic but I really just am skinny....I'm actually a pig

[blurredvision]

which girl isnt? i watch EVERY



SINGLE
THING
i eat.....

it pays off though..

[MizzAznBaby]

no offense, but im kind of scared of the idea of being anorexic. i dunno lol

but yeah... im not... lol and i dont plan to be... im not fat but im not TOO skinny either... im not anorexic

[xXirockhardXx]

I dont do it cuz im skinny already dont know why, im always eating but never gain weight

[Nicolatofu]

How can you be for anorexia? Well, I guess if you had it some people would be...I'm against it, I hate to see beautiful girls do that to themselves....

[ThePrincessofTKD]

would you agree this girl is anorexic?
^^click link.

i like the way i am. i don`t need to starve myself to get into the right shape. i`m involved with tae kwon do and that`s my source of exercise along with eating right. well...sometimes.

it`s okay to be anorexic, but not to the point where you`re in need of medical attention.

[Skyline Drive]

I'm against it.

[unrequited]

in a way i wish that i was anorexic so that i would actually eat HEALTHY...even though i do but i also eat lots of junk...all those evil fat calories!!! lol...but yeah ^^ anorexic people scare me cuz their so skinny though...you could see their bones its like EWW haha EAT SOMETHING XDDD so strange =3

[Angel_Cece]

just because a girl is skinny it doesnt mean they're anorexic.. im skinny but not anorexic and i dont like ppl that do that to themselves so no to anorexia

[dani41790]

im so against anorexia. ive seen people who have died from it.

[goofipinay]

my friend's anorexic...she says shes juss a vegeterian but she doesnt eat nething! she thinks shes fat (shes not though) but im tryin to tell her that she has to eat n if she does think shes fat then she should exercize instead of starving herself....
so no to anorexia

[lilJdawg]

Against, because if they keep starving themselves they will eventually die & i'm already skinny but NOT that skinny. i don't people to label me as a toothpick, or bones.

[drunken x lullab...]

would you agree this girl is anorexic?
^^click link.

She seems very skinny, but you never know, just becasue someone's skinny does'nt mean she's anorexic..

[freeflow]

iono im not really against it but im not exactly for it ... i guess im in between

[runforfun529]

I'm definitally against anorexia. People with it need treatment.

[xkiller_muffiinx]

Im pretty skinny but its not the end of the world if you're not model-like skinny.

[xj_liana_tx]

i don't care, i eat everything i want, but not like.. eating excessive amounts of them, since i still have self control.

[angelrevelation]

against. it's bad for you, and it makes you look scary anyway (no offense). and its not really something to take lightly... like being "for" or "against"

[aznxdreamer]

would you agree this girl is anorexic?
^^click link.

i like the way i am. i don`t need to starve myself to get into the right shape. i`m involved with tae kwon do and that`s my source of exercise along with eating right. well...sometimes.

it`s okay to be anorexic, but not to the point where you`re in need of medical attention.

she doesnt look too anorexic. there are some girls out there who are literally skin and bones.

[imm]

Against. Being anorexic is more unhealthy than being fat. Ok, maybe not, but it's just gross. I mean, think about world hunger, you have the opportunity to eat but you don't while others in third world countries are starving to death without having a choice. *shrugs* I guess it's your choice.

[thriftstoresecre...]

I don't think it's a matter of being "for" or "against" anorexia. I think it's more about if you're accepting or not. Most of you don't seem to accept the fact that anorexia is a disease. Women, girls, and yes, even boys, with anorexia should probably seek therapy, or at least a good friend to confide in, because low-self esteem leads to eating disorders and depression.

I think that a lot of you should do some actual research on eating disorders --which includes over-eating, too, by the way-- before you judge.

[flyonthewall4590]

i believe that our media has forced ppl to have eating disorders...some girls see themsleves as being fat even if they're thing, and they need to be perfect to the point where there is nothing left of them...and others cure their emotions by over-eating and becoming obese...all eating disorders are harmful, and no one should be "for" any of them...

[staircase wit]

what the hell? it's not like anorexia is something that's debated on. it is a disease, you can't be 'for' or 'against it.'

[HelloSunshine]

would you agree this girl is anorexic?
^^click link.

i like the way i am. i don`t need to starve myself to get into the right shape. i`m involved with tae kwon do and that`s my source of exercise along with eating right. well...sometimes.

it`s okay to be anorexic, but not to the point where you`re in need of medical attention.

she looks like it..anyhoo..Well I'm against you should be happy the way you are, and if you think you're fat, then choose a healthy diest instead

[tresa1992]

I am not against or for anorexia.

But I do not like it when girls are anorexic.

They should love the skin they're in.

Girls that are anorexic are just using the stupid way to get skinner (which could lead to death), instead of using the safer and more logical ways of exercising.

(No offence, but it's just my opinion).

[*stephinika*]

Well I'm against you should be happy the way you are, and if you think you're fat, then choose a healthy diest instead

agreed. or excercise. and quit eating mcd's. lol

[Looow]

^
agreed

[iheartsimba]

not for or against. its an addiction. although its not the way i concept things, i wouldn't do that, but i understand why people do it..

[drunken x lullab...]

Anorexics do evercise & eat healthy &everything. It's just they still think they're fat, I'm not a severe anorexic .. I'm not in the double digits, even though I'd like to be .. eh, but I guess I should maybe slow it down ? If you can die from it, that's pretty scary.

[christiee_nax]

what the hell? it's not like anorexia is something that's debated on. it is a disease, you can't be 'for' or 'against it.'

i agree. who would actually be for anorexia??

[unfortunatekiwi]

i'm half and half. leaning towards against though i guess because i've seen people lose their lives to the disease. i've seen extremely talented girls lose even their chance to be in the olympics to this disease. it's pretty horrible when you think about it.

[Just_Dream]

I hate my body and I want to be really really thin.. I feel insecure and I can't accept myself with my size right now. There are times where I want to stop eating, BUT my mom forces me to eat and yea. I'm sort of for anorexia.. even though I'm not anorexic or anything... Even though it's deadly.

I know what I'm saying is somewhat selfish.. :/

[winsome]

i dont understand anorexics; i think they need help. not eating puts your body in survival mode & just slows down your metabolism. when you start to eat again, you pack on the pounds. if a girl really cared about her body/body image, you think she'd take care of herself! yay for eating healthy and exercising!

[whomps]

Not even. I eat way too much..

[WhiteLotus*]

I used too......Then my boyfriend found out and said he's starve himself too if I didn't stop.

[the_crox]

hmm... no. I dunno, because when i'm very disstressed I'll not eat a whole meal for a week. Maybe 3 spoons of rice.... only. Morning and dinner. I'm 110 lbs.... so I have to start eating more for my size...

[shortiiex]

my friends think i am but i am not, i just hate school food...but i do eat a lot at home

[EmmalieV]

I used to be kinda anorexic but anymore.

[heyyfrankie]

no. i am not anorexia! i could never be anorexia! i eat way too much to be able to not eat at all!

i food!

[teeners4]

i was on the borderline of anorexia in grade 1. my doctor told my mom and my mom started freaking out and feed me chicken wings every after school xP and now im overweight

[pink_tootsie]

nope i dont have anorexia, most ppl might say that im really skinny but i eat like a PIG...

[iheartjohn]

I was bulimic.

[demolished]

well, if your not going to eat anything .. at least eat something " healthy " like fruits and vegetables ... or subways ..

[zbrittanyz]

My friend wrote the saddest paper about anorexia. Her best friend became anerexic because her gymnastics coach kept telling her she was too fat when she looked like she was 9 years old when she was a freshman. I was on the verge of tears by the end of the story because I knew it was all true. She changed her name and personal information, but everyone who read it knew. The girl's okay now and comming back for junior year.

[JustaMomentPleas...]

this girl in my skool has anoreoxia, everyone in skool sez she does, but she disagrees

[sandy_lumpy_shor...]

i dont think you are aneroxic when your aneroxic, you dotn wanna eat, you say you procrastnate well i rember not eating for liek a week, only small tsuff like a half of a power bar. it was really hard for me, i think my mom noticed.. i think she realized not only her but my whole family made me do this. they would always call me fat and pinch flub. sometimes i would just cry on my bed feeling like that took some of my thot of eating... i always felt weak and like i should eat but i wouldn't it was getting hard for me to walk becaue i had no energy... my mom owujld give me more lumch money and start saying stuff to make me eat... liek "your not fat get a full lunch" so i started eating a agian but i owuld throw up rite after a small bowl of rice for dinner. i became belemic my mom noticed this hwen soem stuff was still in my toilet. she took me to a clinic to slove my problems. it work but sometimes i just want to stick my finger and tickle my throat. i hope your really not anerxic.. its sooo deistating, and soemtimes you'll look bakc and be liek i wasted all my good year woryign aobut my weight. i hoep you feel better i know i do now tht i dont do any of that stuff =]

[--x who0ps]

im not .
but i do think im fat & ugly even if my friends & family tell me over and over that im not. i jst look in the mirror and go - "wooww i need to lose weight... hmm.. oh well .."