For My Mr. Wright, I'll never stop loving you. Options

[xxmisxtakexx]

I still love you Brandon Lee Wright. ♥

It has been 171 days since I lost him.

Am I better? I don't know.
Is this pathetic how much I'm still in love with him? Yes.
Did I take it too hard? Yes.



Will I ever give up? No.



I'm sorry I still love him. I always will. You can't just let go of something that wonderful. He was perfect for me. I'm sorry you didn't realize how much he made me happy. And I'm sorry that you don't realize that I will never be with you. Love just doesn't work that way. At least for me, when I fall in love. I won't let go untill I die. When I told him that I would love him for the rest of my life I MEANT IT. Never agian will I see a face and not think of him. If any boy with dark drown hair and the most beautiful blue eyes could make me fall in love, then I'd fall in love everyday. But that wasn't it. I loved the way he smelled. The way his eyes would wrinkle when he would laugh. The mole on his stomach. His hairy butt. And his hobbit feet. The way he would share milk with his dog. The way he looked when he was sliding across that tree limb. How much he loved popcorn//milk. How his hair was never clean. The way my lips felt when I blew rasberries on his cheek. The way he looked when he was wet. How smart he was. The way I could spend hours talking to him. His little sisters. How the first time I was at his house one of his sisters dogs peed on me. How he was proud of me. How blunt he was. I loved so many things about him. I can still taste the way he kissed. That sweet but bitter taste that fills your mouth. I loved when he told my brother he could have a free shot at him in the stomach and my little brother hurt his hand.





But most of all. I loved the way he loved me. Even if it was a lie. I was happy. If you could show me just one person that loved more than I did, I'd show you a liar.

And you won't change the way I love him. No one will.



Lovely is: [[still waiting for you]]

[you said you'd never stop loving me]

F*** all of you for hurting me. I'm tired of it. I'm crying. I know that is all you ever wanted. Damn my head filled with memories. Someone help me. Fix me. It's broken.





This is what I had for you. This is what I wanted. This is what I'm tired of doing. I'm never going to love again.





Do you remember when
Love was like a fairy tale
I could hold your hand
And it would be another day in your
Arms


But baby I am only 15 years old.
Maybe we'll have a baby
But Maybe
I'll just be another one of your girls

Many, Many have said
young love is rarely true
But you can search all the land
And not find someone that loves as much as I do

But baby I am only 15 years old
Maybe we'll have a baby
But maybe
I'll just be another one of your girls

I've heard all the things
That you've been ashamed of
I kow what's done is done
but my heart won't hold
a grudge


I hope you know this love is like a fairy tale



I hope you liked it. Cause that is what I've felt.





I have had my moments of happiness, love, doubt, reassurance, extrodanary happiness and then unexplainable pain.

[gr00vyswordsman]

aww. ...Touching

[MyEverLastingHop...]

You should never feel sorry for loving someone.
You can't control who you are attracted to or any of your other emotions.

I think young love is the most pure.

It isn't pathetic how much you love him.

It really is his loss, for giving up someone as loyal and honest as you. You love him for who he is.

[xlitoxb]

Young love is most pure. I was sort of afraid to admit that what I was feeling was love, but it was too strong for me to keep denying it.

The guy who won't accept this great love from you, will get bitten in the behind one day and he'll realize how dumb he was.

[xxmisxtakexx]

Thanks everyone. Now if he only could read this? I just feel like I messed things up for him you know? He left me for a married woman and he was sleeping with her. I am firmily against cheating so I told her huband and he didn't believe me, but I did put a fire under his belt. He wouldn't let his wife out of the house and they ended up moving. Mind you Brandon is 16 Jessi [[the other girl]] is 16 and has a child and Justin [[ The father]] is 19. Brandon said he can't help but hate me now because he LOVED HER. But I love him. I can't help but wonder if I'll ever find him again. I'm so scared this will hurt forever. It's made me a drunk, it's made me addicted to blow, I can't sleep, I can't do this anymore. I can't////

It hurts loving someone that hates you.

[MyEverLastingHop...]

Hmm;

Well, I can see why he would be mad at you, for "ruining his relationship". But, I can see you thought her husband had a right to know what was happening, even though he didn't believe you, you made him open his eyes.

Everyone involved in this seems a bit young.
Brandon loved a married woman with a child. If their relationship had grown into something larger, it would endanger her relationship with her husband. & Her child could be mentally stressed, by having it's parent's divorce at such a young age. Ect, ect.

How long has he loved her, anyway?

You can't throw your emotions at someone. Time will tell if he will come around or not.

[ReggieM]

ur addicted to "blowjobs" or "blowpops"? or is that somekinda drug that they havnt told us to do in schol when i wasnt paying attention?

[*suddenly she*]

I heard that dogs couldn't drink milk.

You said you're never going to give up on this guy, so what's the purpose of this thread? Should we all brainstorm ways to help you get him back?

[MyEverLastingHop...]

I'm pretty sure dogs can drink milk, but I think too much is bad for them.


Well, maybe she just needs to vent and is looking for support.
Sometimes, if you don't vent, you can get emotionally stressed, & this is not a good thing.
She was probably also asking for advice.