A Message to Anyone, v.28 Options

[Simba]

Write a message to anyone outside of createBlog.

:Hope you made it to basketball practice alright.

:Despite your ***** moments, you're actually not too bad.

[*mona lisa*]

Wow. I'm actually kind of scared now. Slow down there, buddy.

[moninja]

i love being around you.

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

_: Sorry for being an a-hole today. I was just really.. frustrated.

_: Yeah. Ok. Yesterday and tomorrow add up to what, now? I seriously don't get what happened yesterday.. And what I heard today from other people just makes me even more confused.

_: I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in a while. It's just that I'm trying to avoid him and I end up avoiding you too.

[*x1227x*]

hahahahah

thought i wouldn't find out taht you talked shit about me huh? i thought you were "innocent?"

FxCK OFF. JUST BECAUSE NO ONE LIKES YOU DONT MEAN YOU GOT THE RIGHT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT ME.

[moninja]

let's sit together again.

[iDecay]

: Why do you always break your promises?

: Can't you understand it's just a game?

[unconfirmed_exis...]

------> WhatTheFudge?! I can't believe I had to hear this from Elora.
Look, look down on me if you want but age doesn't matter okay?!
Sheeeeeesh, it's not like I said yes because I couldn't find someone my own age!
You are so going off my top 8 list!!

----> Geez, I call you a fine young gentleman
and somehow this offends you?!
You got my sock dirty when you "playfully"
twisted my hand until I summit'd and collapsed to the ground..
Your backpack totally deserved what was coming.

------> Sorry bout today.
I totally wandered off thinking it was the 7 minute bell,
when I ran back you were already gone..
As for afterschool I saw the guys trying to move the ddr pads to p1
so I tagged along. I hope you didn't wait for me.

----->Man you got me there. I really thought you finally
got yourself fancying a chick for once. I was slightly
disappointed to hear from you the truth of the matter.
I can't say I'm too surprised though. I'm sure Lena
scared the heck out of you to the point
highschool relationships = drama was inserted into your brain.

[-sincerely]

editt:deleted.

[lyin_in_wait]

-i miss you...your always gone when i could use you the most. not like you do it on purpose, but like today when i was gettin stuff checked out i could have really used you. im jealous of everyone else and how they can spend time together at the drop of a hat..

-so we seem to be gettin better these days. youve backed off and ive softened a bit more. maybe we can be saved

-yall are my girls. i swear...idk what id do w/o yall even though only one of you knows almost the full extent of everything. i love yall with every piece of my heart

[dancingkait]

: you are such a cutie. i think the fact that you are so off-limits gives you a lil somethin' too

: i can't wait to see you this weekend! just thinking about you makes me smile and get butterflies in my stomach please please please ask me out soon!

: hun we are going to have so much fun saturday! just keep the vodka far away from me

[show_me]

Kevin: Either it was you or andy who forgot my f**king apple pie

Andy: I paid 1 dollar for 2 apple pies, you owe me one

Fatbitch who gave me food from mcdonalds: Bitch i know you all, you owe me apple pie too

[*stephinika*]

: Haha don't worry I will. I'm soooo effing excited.
: I miss youuu. Yay for finally finding Xmas presents!
: Thank YOU for telling me about that xmas present haha and helping me out with it. See you tomorrowwww.

[love-issosweet]

you tease me alot, and then you stop talking to me, and then you start blabbering like you don't know how to shut up. you confuse me...alot. yet i find you irresistable. stop making me like you. i'd say that i would wait for you, but i don't think you'd do the same for me. :[

dude. just stop. stop following me. stop lying to me. stop clinging to me. stop yelling at me. stop backstabbing me. i really really don't like you. one more bad move, and i'll hate your guts.

gah. i miss you like you have no idea. you probably thought that i forgot about you and that we're not friends anymore and i've totally moved on. ever since that day...i just wish we were together for a little bit more, and even if we're through, we could still be friends. you know..i still love you & would stick with you through all the hard times. i want what's best for you. i want to help you. i just hope somehow, God could get us together again.

you're my best homie ever. i love you like whoa. we've been best buddies since forever. we could always relate to each others' problems and always find a way to laugh at everything. we totally understand each other. we have the same interests in everything. man i love you. i hope nothing will tear us apart! & nothing will :]

[malimars]

Awe your the cutest caring guy ever just wish you were NOT SO SHY! but I guess we'll have to get by that

[*x1227x*]

dude, i love you guys. <3 bestest friends that i ever had. <3 x10000
even if i am a total bitch to you guys, i hella love yall! you guys kno im just joking.

or am i?

[redpeony]

So............ I miss you......
Happy 14 months.

[PandaKnight14]

I hope it lasts forever, though I know it won't...

[aubbob]

D____,
so it's been a while since we talked and out of the blue-- you say hi.
i don't know if you think i'm just easy pssy, because i'm not..
get over yourself, yea i like you alot, but deep inside i know your lying.
lying about a lot. lying about how you have no girlfriend i know i can do better.
something makes me drift back to you. i drempt about you the other night,
i can't get you out of my freaking head! i just wanna know how your day was,
and if you were thinking about me..which you probably weren't. i told you
i wanted to talk more, but you never call or do anything. your expecting me
to do most of the work i'm tired of this. i hate and love you. i can't get enough
of you and your stupidness. gah.


T_____,
you should be the one sorry about last night, not me. you really hurt me,
so i hurt you back. doesn't it suck? sht like that being said the day before
your birthday? i hope you had fun with leanne, cause for damn sure you're
attracted to that white girl. you say things are shtty for you, you only think
about yourself. and the six guys i was talking to so what.. they're all cool
they don't care about stupid sht you worry about. always grumbling and
assuming i can't take this sht from you anymore you make me so fcking mad.
everything just feels strange and everything changes. i do like d.... alot more
than i've ever liked you. i hate you, you hate me whatever!

[aznraver396]

Oh you are too cute. I never want to let you go. If everday was like today, I'd love to live forever.

[*x1227x*]

hmm... ;[

[moninja]

the only reason i never tell you guys who i like is because you guys make me feel weird around him.

STUDY HALL TOMORROW!!!

[dancingkait]

: go away.

: thanks for distracting me, i was pretty freaked out. and now i really want to know what my surprise is!!

[me1issaaaa]

You keep letting me down... I find myself questioning everything. I hate this.

Look in my eyes, you're killing me, killing me
all I wanted was you.

[priyas]

You,

OMFG..so at the winter ball. you ask me as a friend. and u make it clear that we are friends. then you freak with me, kiss my shoulder. WHAT THE f**k IS YOUR DEAL?

first of all your effing gross and hang out in the dork lounge, and i went w/ u to be nice. [even tho it would have spoiled my rep].

also, for the slow dances you grasp me so hard that it hurts.

you are f**king disgusting, and yes i do hate you. :]]]]

[angelrevelation]

I wish I could at least get to know you... I really wish I didn't feel like such a little girl around you, or else I might actually act like myself.

[mzislandpinay]

i`ll love anything you do. No more can take my love away from you.

[*x1227x*]

why do you have to be such a bxtch? ):

funny how you liked me but you asked her out. lmao. dont talk to me or ask me if im mad, because you kno that answer to that.

[redpeony]

i love your laugh and i know you love mine. lol.

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

_: Yeah. Ok. Stop lying, PLEASE. I am so sick and tired of it all.. You don't skate. You don't own 5 hoodies from PacSun. You don't own any Element clothing. I bet that you don't even own anything from PacSun! You don't know all the different sub-genres of rock. You don't listen to indie bands. You DEFINITELY don't play video games. You definitely don't have a real copy of MS Office Suite 2004. You don't have Linux installed on your computer. You don't even know what Linux is! You obviously don't know as much about computers and/or science as I do. Stop trying to act like such a know-it-all in science because everything you've said has been WRONG. If you can actually prove something that you've ever said, I'd be fcking amazed. Stop trying to steal my obsession with orange. Stop trying to be smart in science. STOP TRYING TO BE LIKE ME. What the hell are you trying to prove? You know what? Fck you. You're officially on my 'People I Hate/Strongly Dislike' list, which is a list of only 3 people, so far, including you.

[*mona lisa*]

*sigh* It's so obvious that a number of people have noticed. :(

[*x1227x*]

f;sjafkwaej;awrak. i dont want to be your friend

[*a painefull euphoria*]

im nervous and excited
i want this soo bad
yet god, am i ready?

[*stephinika*]

: Today was so fun. In so many ways. Haha...seriously though...I had such a great time. I can't wait to see you again...
: Yay thanks for the help buddy!

[mznikki]

holly crapp you have changed...just a bitt.. you were better back then, karma's a biiich it makes me laugh..but i really hope you don't get that email or check it... cause i don't wanna be connected with you again.. really i don't wanna go down that path again..i've changed and i wanna keep things the way the are...without you.

[Naomitron]

The more I'm around you, the more I wonder if we really have the same blood running through our veins.

[Winter]

Haven't talked to you in like forever. I miss you...

[CiNNYMON]

__: Thank you so much for getting me back to square one all over again now I really can't offically move on now can I? Bum...

__: Thank you for listening me complain about the same person over and over again and making me laugh. I really wasn't feeling good but laugh a bit about nothing helped. And no I am not getting all that twisted for my b-day. Sorry.

__: Thank you for making me your #1. It really says and means alot to me. I am just surprised she's not really your #1. How am I above her? Is is because she is basically gone like that?

__: I hope I didn't make you mad... I am sorry I just have a bad habit to do that. You really should go out with her though. I just want everything for you and her to end well. I am self-less so it can't be help. I am sorry things seem to have gone bad yet again... I wish I could help but hell.... who am I really to you. I want to mean atleast alittle bit but I know I never will. I am no where near strong or experienced enough to fill the shoes of the person you need or is looking for in your life. God I wish I was... . Hey maybe I am and you just don't know it...

[*x1227x*]

i dont like you.

get it through your head :)

[*a painefull euphoria*]

got you bitch
ive go you and your balls in the palm of my hands
i know what you did monday night
i saw
lets just say im black mailing you.
beacsue im returning the favor from last year when you ruined my last relationship with lies and more lies

[hiromi]

Today was magnificent. I just love you so much
can't wait to see you tomorrow! :D

[unconfirmed_exis...]

To tell you the truth I sort of want to see it work out.
I mean tomorrow and going to your house.
Inside I really want to see the place my guy grew up in
and steal his game systems.

But if it doesn't it's fine and I have backup plans..
But I really feel we should spend some more time together.
I'm starting to feel insecure lately since
our daily routine stuff is starting to decay..

Another 113 minute conversation on the phone would do the trick,
but spending time with you face to face would make my day awesome.

[dancingkait]

: thanks for telling me! now help me think of something

: you are such a sweetheart. you're perfect. i can't get over it yay me i found a good one!!

[redpeony]

I hope you got there safee. Haven't heard from ya.

-----------

Dude I am super excited to see you now. 2, possibly 1 day from now!!! :D WEEEEE

[moninja]

keke, thank you for the earrings.

he's not my boyfriend!!!111oneoneone

[mznikki]

i don't miss you in particular i just miss the idea of you and some of the things you used to do...=/

i don't like the way you're treating me...

[*Azarel*]

I wonder how I compare to the other girls.

[NgocQuyen]

baby, you're amazing. hehe you always make me smile no matter the case. even when you make me a weeee bit upset you patch it all up again. i miss you so much and i can't wait until winter so we can spend some quality time together <3 and then you know what? i can't wait until summer break because then we'll really spend time together..hehe i don't know, i think you're the first guy i feel really confident about. hehe i mean likee about the success of the relationship in the future. =] i<3u so much and i don't think you know it. even though at times i hesitate to tell you it's only because i'm like extra shy. lols. nothing against you or questioning about it either. even though our status now is a bit complicated i'll still stay by your side you got it? and in return i hope you will stay by mine and i know you will. hehe ilove&missyou

[*x1227x*]

-sigh.......-

UGH! slut. you suck at tug-o-war. why'd you even go? stop flashing off your "bling"] belt you dumb bitch. cover your ugly ass up

[Winter]

These are all the things I wish I could say to your face but don't dare:

Admit it. We flirt with each other. We have so much fun with each other. We laugh with each other and we even try to be with each other. And I believe that we secretly love each other. But how come when I think of you and wonder if you're thinking of me, it feels like you aren't?

I've thought about you so many times. I've tried to get over you but each time I fail. I stay up at night wondering what you are doing. And honestly it's starting to scare me. I'm scared that I'm just wasting my time on someone who will never love me back.

First you think it's great you're talking to him again but then you start talking about things that happened before, bringing back old memories and then you realise how much you really miss him and then you get to thinking you really want him back but then you remember he doesn't need you like you need him... & it hurts.

I'm feeling all these emotions inside of me because of you. And you don't even know. You just see this happy girl who laughs and smiles all the time. I'm dying inside babe, been dying since the day you left without saying goodbye. I felt better after some time but then you came back the way you left, out of the blue. And now I'm dying even more...

[Dabme]

1st off -I counted on you!! I thought you would always be there, but the truth is your a liar, and you lied straight to my face from the day we met!

AnDD 2Nd
-Your such an ass! The love that i had for you is turning in to hate. I cant believe your the only thing i think of lately

[datass]

_. I LOVE YOU. No really, I do.

[iDecay]

: I WANT MY FREEDOM! I CAN'T WAIT 10 YEARS, OWNER! I DID NOT COME HERE TO BE AN INDENTURED SERVANT TO A MEAN LADY LIKE YOU!

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

_: Just hang in there, please? It'll hurt everyone around you if you die..

_: You've been really depressed lately and it's killing me. If you could, I'd definitely let you leave earlier if it'd make you feel better. Seriously, don't worry she's gonna be fine..

_: Oh God, I wonder what you guys are gonna think about my hair.. It's not that my hair is messed up, it's just that I don't want to see how you're gonna react.

[Looow]

You,

Okay, so much for mixed messages. I definetely know how you feel now. What to happen now though? I mean forreal .. I can't say I'm not scared myself. I'm holding back ...? I kissed you && all but .. I was holding back. aaaahaha. Why? Shit I dont know .. I don't want to get hurt again. I'm not even goign to lie right now .. my last relationship hurt forreal .. It took me a while to keep over it. Probably longer than when I said that I was actually over it. We're not even friends any more so I was forced to move out of all that bullshit, ya know? Well .. I am just afraid of the outcome n shit .. I don't want to be like before && I don't want it to be compared. Actually, I want YOU to stop mentioning him for good cus it just doesn't even fuckingg matter tho.
Now, I just want to see you during the break. Ugh.

[unconfirmed_exis...]

Grrr, I'm not too happy at the moment..

I CAN'T FIND THAT DARN ____ & _____ _______ _____ !!

This is the first time I know what exactly
to get for someone other then myself.
I shall not let my limited knowledge about stores
keep me from obtaining this item.
-determined-

And once I find it, you better dangright LOVE the darn thing or else I will hack
you into microscopic bits, puncture your heart with hot needles and eat your soul.

[*stephinika*]

: I harsh miss you right now.

[Winter]

I don't know what to do anymore... I don't know if I can take it anymore... For so long, all I ever wanted was to be with you and call you my own. And now everything's different. I want things the way they used to be. They way things were when you were in love with me...

[Dabme]

i really did cry, i juss held back the tears

[*x1227x*]

-sigh.... i dont even kno anymore.

woo boy you is hella sexy haha! ;] you were staring @ me. o_o well you're hot haha. :) i hope to see you after winter break <3

[splitnightsky]

but, she's totally not your type...
she's easy, country, likes boots, not-girly...
all the things you told me you hate. then why do you want to date her?
is it a rebound to get over me? I am confused...

[redpeony]

ASSSSSSSHO pick up your stinkin phone. You said right after lunch then you said 2:30.. I bet you're not gonna get here til 4. It kinda makes me angry... how the only time you were ever on time to meet me was for your own prom....... everything else: my prom, our first date, every date thereafter..... late. What does that say?

[show_me]

" GOT ME TWISTED! YOU MUST NOT KNOW ABOUT ME YOU MUST NOT KNOW ABOUT ME! "

[potatoespies]

-I'm glad you're in town...but I won't call you when you're high. Sorry.

-I'm sorry she cheated on you, you're way too good for that. Maybe you'll notice the ones who are actually there for you.

-Dude, what are your intentions? If you want to be more then friends please just say so. It's too awkward not knowing.

[*x1227x*]

im shocked we're friends again. -sigh...

you got me sprung ;]

[Simba]

: Stop trying to use me, it's not going to work.

[ANG33ZY]

wheretf are you? =\

[unconfirmed_exis...]

talking to you today < throwing domino pieces at my sister

tsk tsk!! Did I catch you at a bad time or something?
I'm slightly urked about the whole thing but,
I'll give it another go tomorrow when
I get off my slight stomp stomp fit.

Hope you're feeling better by then.

[Back-up Battery.]

: It was terrific seeing you today. And talking to you! Gosh, I've missed you so much! You're the same hilarious you. I wish I could have given you a hug, though. Oh well, it was awesome anyways. thanks for the mint.

:Where are we now? Sometimes you ignore me, so I ignore you back. Then when you talk to me....I talk back? I don't know what else to do. I don't know what to do. We need to like, talk or something. You can't kick my butt anymore. You can't bite me anymore. We're not together anymore. Even when we were, you slapped other girl's arses. You're one horny mother fcuker. Sometimes I hate you so much, other times I could care less about you. Sometimes I feel bad for you,too. sometimes i miss the idea of you and i. I hate that the most. I don't get why, but I do. and it's stupid..because..I don't like you anymore.
Yeah, you hurt me the first time..badly...I felt like an idiot. But I'm over it. I'm over you. I'm over us. I just want us to be friends...y'know? So don't start anything with me.Don't think you can have me back. =|

:I'm sorry.

:I'm here for you,man. I'd call you if I could..but y'know..I can't. I can't believe it's come to this. I really hope they don't kill or kidnap your brother. You guys are only a year apart, and he's younger than you! It must be horrible. =[ Please please don't do anything stupid. I know you're an extremely daring type of guy, but people can protect you and your brother. your entire family. Have a great vacation. Talk to you when we get back,k?

[gelionie]

It makes me cry everytime I hear those words... even though it was me who indirectly broke up with you...

[Colour_me_stupid]

i love you. im trying not to, but i cant help it.

[DivineFox]

To you,
Even though I didn't want to end what we had, I feel that maybe I should just let you go. Let us both move on and not to feel such sadness ever again...

[xlitoxb]

Why must I care so much for you? Why do I have to always think about you, and wonder if you're okay or not. It's not like you do the same for me. It's not like you even care about me the way I do for you. You tell me that you want anything from me right now, yet you can't make up your mind wether or not you even believe yourself. Make up your mind and tell me that you want me or that you don't. I can't keep putting myself out there for you only to be used by you. I can't take it anymore.

[moninja]

I MISS YOU.

teehee, i liked your necklace.

[misoshiru]

*giggle*? i miss you.

[*x1227x*]

I DONT EVEN KNOW ANYMORE. god. i f**king hate this.

[moninja]

bestfriend.
wow i'm so sorry. he's such an a-hole.

[minioligo]

no matter how bad things are
i know you would never be there for me.

[*stephinika*]

: I'm so sorry about that...honestly. I promise I won't get bored of you and thanks so much for taking care of me last night...I swear I'm going to make it up to you, okay? I love you...

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

_: Ahh, 20 emails 5 hours. Honestly, that's probably the most emails that I've ever sent to someone in a row. You're awesomee. But.. How did you know that I was invisible on AIM? I haven't told anyone except for AB..

_: FRIDAY! Haven't seen you guys in a month. This'll be fun :D

_: Wow, I need to stop digging up things. I've found out a lot of things that I didn't want to know about you :(

[*a painefull euphoria*]

te amo un mas michael

[*x1227x*]

lol.. im shocked we're friends again. glad there's no more drama.

[Gigi]

Why do I end up always saying the opposite of what I actually mean?

"It's okay."
It's not okay. It's not okay.

"Don't worry about it. Just forget about it."
You'd better worry about, and you'd better not forget about it.

"It's my fault."
It's your fault. It's your fault.

I feel like I can't say anything to you guys anymore. Maybe it was like this from the beginning. But I feel so sad that it had to come down to this. I feel so alone right now. Everything that I thought had meaning was just...empty. Completely empty.

[*Azarel*]

... if you only knew.

[tokyo-rose]

All of you who can't type your work at home and kick me off every time I try to post annoy the sht out of me.

[splitnightsky]

why can't we leave the past behind?
I left it the day you told me to stop worrying about it.
but now your new "girl" brings it up to me,
and tells me to stop bringing it up?
I never wanted this role.
I just wanted to be friends.

[datass]

_. I only wish you were actually not a lesbian...

[Winter]

It hurts so bad. Now I finally know that what meant so much to me meant nothing to you. Things that I will never forget, you don't even remember anymore. I can't believe I wasted 3 years of my life on a guy I meant nothing to. I feel so... used. You've just been playing me all this time. If you say I meant something, then you wouldn't have treated me the way you did. Our break up would not have been a 2 minutes talk. You wouldn't have let me go. But you did. And i guess that speaks a lot.

[CiNNYMON]

_: So I finally realized my mistake; I had no one else to like or love so I put all my hopes and dreams into you. You became a vessel for my selfish illusions and now... I am finally over you. Offically... no more going back and forth burning out more brain cells. It's done. I promise. Im quicker to be emotionally then a thinker so all I need was time to get my head together to realize how right your are for me in some ways and COMPLETELY wrong in others that you really need to get fixed ASAP!

I hope we can still be friends but its hard to get closer to you one and two your moving to westbubblefuck so now I can only see you through the eyes of the devil that is myspace so basically it'll be worse then it is now. Its not that I mean to sound like I don't care but nothing good can come out of you being that far away... no matter how hard I may try... you're gone it's as simple as that and I have no right to ask you to say even if I did that would be impossible for you and it's totally wrong. But I really hope you like it down there. In my opinion it was boring when I went but yeah.... w/e.

[redpeony]

How we'll get through all of this I don't know, I wish we could go back to the days when our relationship was saved by how crazy we are about each other... not finding practical solutions to problems concerning other people.... anyway I guess I'll see you when we're both in HK... I love you babe.

[moninja]

lmao, i love you.

[*x1227x*]

wtf is wrong with you? stop being such a f**king bitch. we used to be good friends you changed all of a sudden? man.. HOW CAN I f**king TRUST ANYONE? all this is bullshit. there aint no real people out there who's gonna ride & die for you. its just all shit. f**k this, if you dont like me. THEN DONT. i can't stand none of this fake bullshit from fake ass bitches like you.

[*stephinika*]

: Gah. I know you said you're over it but I still feel incredibly guilty and I'm so sorry...I was a complete idiot that night okay? And I swear to god...I don't know how to convince you but I do hope you really believe me like I say, you mean so godamn much to me and I really, really do love you and I am scared of losing you...you're everything to me and I love you for YOU...if I liked those other guys, why would I be with you? I mean c'mon... I don't want to lose you...I hope I can make your Christmas amazing...


: Today was fun. Yay baking!

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

So, thats what you think Id do ? REALLY now ? After all the years you've known me and after all that bullshit you've fed me about you're MORE than a best friend you're FAM and wompwomp you fakeass bitch. You're hella full of yourself, and i really dont know why im friends with you. You're insensitive, cocky and conceited, you are really bad at advice and seriousness, and you're just an all around bad person and are only good for a few minutes of laughter since that's everything you are. one big joke. UGH. Go f**k that uglyass nigga then makeout with his best friend and brother again, dumbass hoe.

[unconfirmed_exis...]

--->I look like a WHAT when I bob my head up and down?
If you even think about getting even an inch closer to me
with knives, utencils, butter or a turkey baster of any sort
I will scream bloody murder woman!!

I don't care if I came out of your virgina
more then 16 years ago,
I do NOT want to be refered to as an
Obesed bird with a wrinkly featherless head
that gobbles and gets eaten by families on thanksgiving.

....
I'm kidding!!
I love you and it's little remarks
like that that just makes me love you more.


---> I'm having trouble deciding whether I was thinking of you as
I picked up "1984" or if it was "the sexual male problems and solutions"
I picked up while thinking of you. I like to say both but I have a feeling
you might be offended by one of them. I'll probably tell
you this on the phone later on today. Let's have a good laugh, si senor?

---> Woman!! RESCHEDULE IT NOW.
I want to go to LA with you but I can't
miss the caroling on friday, I don't want all
the practicing done to be for nothing!
HAVE MERCY ON MY SOUL.

[dancingkait]

: waking up next to you yesterday morning was the best thing ever. that and you are all i think about i can't wait for our home movie night and for our go out to a movie night! and i really hope you like your gift

: baking with you was so much fun! let's do this every christmas

[*x1227x*]

: ..... where are you when i need you?!?! :[ you're like the REALEST friend ever. :] ily bestfriendd for life.

: lol, it seems like we've been distant lately. well at least we'll be bestfriends forever, like what you said.

: stop being fake, slut

[redpeony]

I was way more drunk than I wanted to be last night... I'm sorry I got so freakin tired and wouldn't move. Thanks for calling my dad even though you were convinced afterward that he hated your guts. It already broke my heart to see your sad eyes.. but I never thought I would see you cry. My heart twisted in knots. F*ck. I miss you insane amounts right now. When do I get to see you again? Just want to make everything alright...

[*stephinika*]

: K, after talking to you today, things seem much better and I'm so effing excited for tomorrow. I can't wait! I really hope they fit and that you like it all and that the cake turned out good and everything!

[Gypsy Eyes]

I miss you so much. You have no idea how much it tears me apart everytime I see you with her. I want to die when I think of you looking at her the same way you used to at me. You promised forever you PROMISED.

I realize I may have been quick to "get rid of you." Did you ever consider that's how I respond? I run away as fast as I can so I don't have to deal with it, but this time it just caught up with me. I look at the pictures from my sweet sixteen and break down. Why can't you just understand that I'm still in love with you.