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[*Zatanna*]

Originally started by faithin_felix.

Dear cB diary -

I wish I could somehow make the days last for more than 24 hours at a time. It seems like I just can't get everything done lately. :(

And I'm nervous about the new job, but excited at the same time.

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

New one again! Haha, anyways...
Life is hectic but I'm pretty happy right now which is kind of nice. I'm in the middle of midterms/projects and junk so I'm a bit stressed but meh...did well on my first HUM102 essay, A- woohoo! Then I got a B+ on my TECH100 essay so that was cool too...buuut then I only got a B- on my IAT100 project =( And I was hoping to do sooo much better. Bleh. My standards are way too high for myself.
Christina & Lindsay have left for Texas and their cruise...I miss 'em. I really hope me and Kait can go visit them on it during spring break or something...that'd be sooo awesome. We're going to do that audition too...just for fun 'cause I doubt I'll make it but if I did...and I know I won't be able to if I do...that'd suck. Sigh. I don't know.
Dance is going well I guess. Some people in my classes bug me but thats normal I suppose. I love my hiphop dance so far though.
Getting a new job soon hopefully too. Went to the job fair at the mall and I applied to 13 places. Had 1 interview already and 2 more this week. Hopefully I'll get more calls too.
I miss my friends. I have only seen a few lately cause we're all at different schools and all busy and junk...sigh. Halloween party should be awesome though.

Life is surprisingly not bad. This is awesome. My parents are still annoying as hell, but meh. I'm getting by.

[no-name]

Dear Cb diary,

I noticed I have a low tolerance for stupidity.

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

Dear cB Diary,
RAWRG. Yes, I have officially decided that I like RAWRG better than GRAWR. It sounds awesomerr.
I really think I'm failing school. Especially English. Everything is just like 3481934759 times harder than MS. We have several tests and quizzes on the same day plus 4-7 hours of homework/projects per night. Maybe I should really go to Francis Lewis instead. I just can't take this workload! I used to be the best procrastinator ever and now I just don't do the projects anymore! I seriously feel like there's something wrong with me.
I'm probably failing English and.. Spanish. Maybe B's in Global and Bio. Probably A's in Bio Lab and Math and orchestra. Last year, I used to get straight A's every marking period. All my friends who go to specialized this year who were extremely smart are going through this. Especially the ones that go to Stuy. They're pretty much failing everything..
My friend _________ is EXTREMELY ANNOYING. She criticizes everything when she doesn't even do it right herself! She lies SO MUCH. And she's a freeloader and isn't polite at all. She's really clumsy and is really, really awkward. She's not a really good friend. She was like my best friend in the beginning, but now I find her really annoying. _____ is more annoying. She's running for vice and she's already got 30 sigs. Everyone I asked said that they signed it because she would just keep bothering them until they signed it. She's definitely not gonna win. She might get a few votes from the guys, but that's cause she's a slut.
I really can't wait for next Saturday. I'll go at 6 and get there at like 7. That way, I can wander around Central Park and take pictures! :) And then wander around the museum and take picture too. But only if I can find my museum ID. It's a really good place to take pictures when there are no people around.
I feel alone in this world. I'm not depressed or anything. I just feel like.. noone's there for me. I feel like if I killed myself right now, not many people would care. Maybe like a couple of my friends, but that's just it. I know I don't have any fake friends, but I feel like they wouldn't cry. I don't feel like they care that much. I don't hang out with the Hayden kids that much anymore, I don't talk to my MS or PS friends anymore, and I've only known my HS friends for less than a month! Seriously, why would they give a shit?
I don't think anyone cares at all..

[angelrevelation]

dear cb diary,

he's such a NERD rofl... he's still cute though. *shrug* this is different.

[faithin_felix]

dear cb diary,
i''m obssesed with her. ugh!
FELIX

[angelrevelation]

dear cb diary,

great he's gay AND he's a druggie... i have the BEST taste in guys dont i?? *dies*

[fagget]

Dear cB Diary,

It IS possible to hate yourself. Especially when your boyfriend comes up to your school to pick you up, and you ignore him. And when you don't believe him when he says there isn't another girl, even though he swears he's tellin gthe truth. I can't believe how much I miss him, even though we're still together. I don't feel close. :[

[johsee]

dear cb,

woww. today has been totally awesome! everything just seems to be going my way! i guess it`s kind of making up for everything else that`s happened lately . . . anyways. today phillip was such a sweetie. i love him to death. and then i was texting katie earlier & i might get to go with her to capastrono beach & disney land over thanksgiving break. & then my miss carly`s gunna come see me soon!! i miss that girl soooo much!

ahh! we`re like jumping up & down now. soo happyy.

-- josie

[HakunaMatata]

Dear cB Diary,

So like, the mixed CD was perfect. Just perfection. I just found the new song of my life.

Love,

Kayce

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

Why do I get the feeling I'm being discussed?

Oh well. It'll all work out in the end, I'll get it to.

[angelrevelation]

dear cb diary,

why does she MAKE me talk to her? she always expects everyone to be depressed when she is, and ecstatic when she is. like her mood is the mood that feeds the world. and when she suspects i'm mad or whatever she's like 'aww don't be sad! ' and leaves it at that, rambling about stupid things...

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

Dear cB Diary,

So today when I got off the bus to go home, I looked at the sky and saw that there were only two patches of blue. I was like, "What the fck! What happened to the rest of the sky?" I just really hate these days. It's really depressing to look outside your window and see this dreary shade of gray.
The seasons are changing. It's depressing.. I really, really miss the summer and all those baseball games. And hanging out at the museum like 24/7. But now, it's really freezing and there's nothing to do. Can't go to the park 'cause it's too cold. Can't go into the city that often 'cause I'd need to pay for the trip there. Can't go skating. Can't go to the beach. I really wish that I lived somewhere warmer.

Right, and I got my report card today. Not good, but not bad. 2 E's and the rest, S's. It was pretty good, considering half the freshman got an N in at least one class.
I need to work harder if I'm gonna get into Caltech. I really have to start studying.
Yeah, and picture day tomorrow. I know exactly what I'm gonna wear, but my hair is probably gonna be a little frizzy. Ahh, I'll just do whatever to it. It doesn't really matter.

[Naomitron]

Dear cB diary,

So something big must be happening right now and it scares the hell out of me. My insides are so twisted up in anxiety that I can't sit still. When the call came it took all I had no to throw up all I'd eaten. It didn't work for long. Now I'm completely empty and scared shitless. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm freaking out. I'm tempted to crash my car on the way back. I don't know if I can't handle another blow like before. I'm already going out of my mind.

[Looow]

Sorry, I deleted it.

[Stefanny]

Dear CB diary,

I like a guy everybody else thinks is crazy

[angelrevelation]

dear cb diary,

i always seem to like guys out of my league. i know that sounds really cliche and labelish and stuff... but it's true. he's a varsity football player. but he's really nice and funny and smart!

but he used to be a player, and he probably still is now.

i feel like i'm just shooting too high all the time, that i should lower my standards or whatever. but... it's not like i like guys cuz of status. i HAVE liked guys that werent exactly the hottest or most popular. there just has to be some chemistry somehow.

[*stephinika*]

Dear cB diary,

My mom pisses me off...semi-ruined a pretty good day.

But whatever. It's my life.

[malimars]

Dear CB

I never really realized how much he ment to me until now that he is gone THINGS ALWAYS WORK THAT WAY IT SUCKS!!

[KissMe2408]

Dear Cb Diary,


Another person quit the show.
But you know what?
I LOVE this cast. I'm having a blast.
=)

[*Pl-dot-lS*]

This isn't f**king fair.

[iDecay]

Dear cB Diary,

Halloween is now officially my second least favorite holiday.

[*Azarel*]

I'm looking in all the wrong places, aren't I? But that doesn't stop me, anyway. Nights like these tear me apart.

I still need so much not to be alone.

[minioligo]

Sometimes I wish I could just go out and not be my "conservative self".
Whatever that means.

[smoke]

Trivial teenage problem? Far from it. I wouldn't complain about anything that doesn't matter. I'm tired of everything at my home. I'm tired of my mother. I'm tired of my father. I'm tired of my sister. I'm tired of living in a shit town in the middle of nowhere. I'm tired of absolutely everything. I've lived with so much shit my entire life and now that I'm 18 nothing has changed. It's safe to say things have gotten worse. I think for the first time in my life I'm finally about to break...

I really need a car so I can move in with Jared...