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QUOTE If you have a heart you will repost this.*
my mom only had one eye.. i hated the fact that i had to be stuck with a retard for a mother. i hated her... she was such an embarressment.. my mom ran a small shop at a flea market. she collected little weeds and such to sell... anything for the money we needed she was such an embarressment. there was this one day during elementary school.. it was field day, and my mom came. i was so embarressed. how could she do this to me? i threw her a hateful look and ran out. the next day at school... "your mom's a retard with one eye?!?!" ..and they taunted me. i wished that my mom would just dissappear from this world so i said to my mom, "mom.. why dont you have the other eye?! if you're only gonna make me a laughingstock, why dont you just die?!!!" my mom did not respond.. i guess i felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that i had said what i'd wanted to say all this time.. maybe it was because my mom hadnt punished me, but i didnt think that i had hurt her feelings very badly. that night... i woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. my mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me. i took a look at her, then turned away. because of the thing i had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. even so, i hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. so i told myself that i would grow up and become successful. cause i hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty.. then i studied real hard. i left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence i had. then, i got married. i bought a house of my own. then i had kids, too.. now i'm living happily as a successful man. i like it here because it's a place that doesnt remind me of my mom. this happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when.. what?! who's this?! ...it was my mother... ..still with her one eye. it felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. my little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye. and i asked her, "who are you?!" "i dont know you!!!" as if trying to make that real. i screamed at her," how dare you come to my house and scare my daughter!" "GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!" and to this, my mother quietly answered, "oh, i'm so sorry. i may have gotten the wrong address," and she dissappeared out of sight. thank good ness... she doesnt recognize me.. i was quite relieved. i told myself that i wasnt going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life. then a wave of relief came upon me... one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. so, lying to my wife that i was going on a business trip, i went. after the reunion, i went down to the old shack, that i used to call a house...just out of curiosity there, i found my mother fallen on the cold ground. but i did not shed a single tear. she had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me. my son... i think my life has been long enough now.. and... i wont visit Seoul anymore... but would it be too much to ask if i wanted you to come visit me once in a while? i miss you so much.. and i was so glad when i heard you were coming for the reunion. but i decided not to go to the school. ...for you... and i'm sorry that i only have one eye, and i was an embarressment for you. you see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. as a mom, i couldnt stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... so i gave you mine... i was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new wolrd for me, in my place, with that eye. i was never upset at you for anything you did.. the couple times that you were angry with me,.. i thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me..' my son... oh, my son... i dont want you to cry for me, because of my death. please dont cry.... my son, i love you so much. something gripped the corner of my heart. and tears were flowing from the eye that my mother had given me.. my mom... my loving mom... such simple words as 'i love you', that i never told her... such simple things as buying my mom a dinner. such simple things as buying her pretty clothes... that i never did... and still, my mom loved me til her very end.... im sorry.. it wasnt my mom that was the retard with one eye... it was me, that.... all these things i realized too late... mother, please forgive me... mother, im sorry... im so sorry..... and the words i never got around to telling you,.... i love you. ...i love you mom... |
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| *Libertie* |
Jul 18 2006, 03:34 PM
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Loveslut.. I'm confused.
Is this funny or is it actually sad? I'm afraid it's too bizarre for me to.. get. |
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Jul 18 2006, 03:56 PM
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 oooh yeah. Group: Member Posts: 1,333 Joined: Feb 2006 Member No: 376,533 |
I've heard this story before. I think slut is actually being serious...
Or is he? |
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Jul 18 2006, 04:03 PM
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 that's what she said Group: Member Posts: 848 Joined: Jul 2006 Member No: 436,512 |
Your mom gave you your right boob.
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| *My Cinderella.* |
Jul 18 2006, 04:39 PM
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I read this story in the writing forum. It made me tear up the first few times I read it.
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Jul 18 2006, 04:49 PM
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You dont know what you have till its gone..
The selfish ass. -_- He should be smaked. |
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Jul 18 2006, 05:30 PM
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 what do you think it says....if so obvious. Group: Member Posts: 1,838 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 52,420 |
but isn`t this how all living standards are today treating your parents as though they were strangers and never helped you out ? is it the you yourself who made you sucessful? or your loved ones who helped you ? now that is what i have been troubled talking about read my last post about family cultura ldifferences .
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Jul 18 2006, 06:33 PM
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QUOTE(oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo @ Jul 18 2006, 5:49 PM)  You dont know what you have till its gone.. The selfish ass. -_- He should be smaked. and he should have to give up one of his eyes  this is sad though  I wub my mammaaa 
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Jul 18 2006, 07:04 PM
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I have a
now,  My eyes got watery. |
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Jul 18 2006, 07:09 PM
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QUOTE(oX_Muh_Nirvana_Xo @ Jul 18 2006, 2:49 PM) You dont know what you have till its gone.. The selfish ass. -_- He should be smaked.  eh my mom is so annoying 
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Jul 18 2006, 07:12 PM
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POWAPOSTA Group: Member Posts: 3,169 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 30,725 |
i wonder who makes those stories up
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Jul 18 2006, 08:25 PM
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it doesnt matter who makes those stories up.
this story can relate to many people's cases with mom. nowdays, it's all .. " i hate you ... mom " |
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Jul 18 2006, 08:32 PM
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QUOTE(Spiritual Winged Aura @ Jul 18 2006, 5:25 PM) it doesnt matter who makes those stories up. this story can relate to many people's cases with mom. nowdays, it's all .. " i hate you ... mom " that`s SO true. i always here that. even with my friends. what a good story. 
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| *Freaky Krazer* |
Jul 18 2006, 08:39 PM
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mom...
 I wanna make her a card now...
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Jul 18 2006, 08:46 PM
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^lol. me too.
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Jul 18 2006, 08:47 PM
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 Krista. Group: Official Member Posts: 4,380 Joined: Apr 2006 Member No: 391,319 |
i'm almost crying....gosh, that's so sad. mommyyy!!!
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Jul 18 2006, 08:49 PM
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I read this before, it makes me cry.
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Jul 18 2006, 09:01 PM
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that's what she said Group: Member Posts: 848 Joined: Jul 2006 Member No: 436,512 |
QUOTE(airam @ Jul 18 2006, 8:12 PM) i wonder who makes those stories up God does. 
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Jul 18 2006, 09:08 PM
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tears coming out..
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Jul 18 2006, 09:30 PM
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 Don't wake ghostie. Group: Official Member Posts: 3,546 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 2,405 |
Slut has a heart?!!?!?
Awwwwwwww. |
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