i cut myself - please help, ABUSE/bad breakup and i can't handle it anymore (merged) Options

[mystikmiko]

since the day i met him,
i've always wanted him.

and my selfishness blown through.
i believed i put too much of my emotions and thought through this relationship.
and now it only brings me pain.
all i ever wanted was to love him.
make him better than what he already is.
make all the bad times turn into good times.

he'd always said, "i love you,"
and meant it.
and i would always repiled, "i love you too."
and meant it.

yet now there is no time for me to move on.
i still love him very much - no, i still love me and forever will.
but it pains me in ever way till i start to cry.
eventually it leads to physical pain.

cutting myself throughout the night,
only wishing i can still have another chance.

i get mad at myself and it hurts not seeing him here.
my goal in this relationship and my mission in life,
was only to make him happy.
no matter how much pain i would have to go through.

but now...
there is no chance for that,
and i'm deeply sorry.
i've caused soo much pain already.
i just wish i can stop thinking about him.

move on through life.
but no - i have no purpose in life anymore.
and wish i can just give up.
but i still know there is hope.

which he can only grant.
i have made him unhappy.
and now,
i can no longer feel the need to live.

i am..............


a failure and is there anymore i can do?

please help me...

[mystikmiko]

I really know how to say this but it hurts not to.

My parents are divorce, and often get stressed out and hit me till I bleed.
I cut myself because it's my only relief. I just went through a bad breakup, and just runaway from home. And now I have 'run-away' on my records. So many are mad at me...

I can't take this anymore...and it really hurts for me not doing anything about it.

I need help - now

[*Statistik*]

why the emo action??

[mystikmiko]

i dunno tons of stuff goes through my house too.

[*My Cinderella.*]

Maybe you should talk to your school counslor, just to get all of this out of your system. Keeping this locked up so only you know what's going on is only making it worse.

[_sarcastic_]

^i agree with My Cinderella. you should talk to a counselor. it'll help alot

[Skyline Drive]

If your parents are hitting you than they NEED help. You should not be living with them. Contact a child abuse or domestic violence hotline. I am sure they could help you alot more. Can you move in with your grandmother or someone you know that won't hurt you and you can trust ?

[PrincessAda]

Tell someone.If I was you..I wouldl live with someone else..like a aunt or something.

[magicfann]

I really know how to say this but it hurts not to.

My parents are divorce, and often get stressed out and hit me till I bleed.
I cut myself because it's my only relief. I just went through a bad breakup, and just runaway from home. And now I have 'run-away' on my records. So many are mad at me...

I can't take this anymore...and it really hurts for me not doing anything about it.

I need help - now

SHES A CUTTER OMFG ADMIN BAN PLZ

[Looow]

^ Wtf. Forreal, shut up.

--

I think you should talk to a counselor or something tell them what's going with you parents. As much as you might love your parents, you arne't safe with them & I would ty to go live with another trusted family member.

[*This Confession*]

^ Wtf. Forreal, shut up.

jeez what she said as well to magicfann


Anyway you need to talk to someone, go to a counselor. Talk to someone that has some kind of good insights. Your parents are completely in the wrong as well. They should never come about hitting you. My mom use to do that, and then my parents split up and got back together and now their going through it again. 0_o. You need to go find someone else to live with as well. Perhaps someone that is family and if your not safe there then someone that has always said your more than welcome to always come here no matter what type person.

But one girl did say that your parents need help, which is true. No doubt about it, they need to go learn that arguments can be calmly figured out through words and not physical abuse. Your not in the wrong at all, except for the cutting part, because you need to get over all this pain and talk to someone as well. Get your life back happy and stuff. Breakups are breakups as well. Their going to hurt and you have to get over them and move on. You'll always have that special place in your heart for them if you really loved him but you still have to move on because not all relationships last because they were perhaps learning ones.

[*This Confession*]

this should probably be in the other topic as well that you made.

[*Zatanna*]

Hello -

I merged your two topics so that any advice/comments people have might be easier to follow.

PS -

Have you considered writing something and perhaps posting it in the writing forum? We have many wonderful creative writers here and it really is a good outlet.

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

Talk to your friends to help.

Dont cut your self.. thats just gay.

[AngelinaTaylor]

Two words: professional help.

Taylor``

[doork]

The relationship problem- Its only a matter of time untill you get over it. Just be patient.. Don`t do anything you`ll regret later on. Try thinking about the positives..

The parents- You don`t need to put up with that. You need to tell someone ASAP before things get worse. Hope everything is gonna go better for you.

[*This Confession*]

Two words: professional help.

Taylor``

no offense
but that is rather rude.
You should give her more indepth advice into why you think she should get perfessional help. And how to help her other wise.

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

Break up with your boyfriend, vent your pain by talking to someone. Doing anything to help your problem is better than cutting any day

I know how you feel right now, I hate myself for being incapable of doing so many things like being the smartest kid in school or impressing my mom, but ya know friends help, they help a lot. If you have a good friend who can listen and advise you, you're going to turn out great. Don't give in to anything, k?

[AngryBaby]

stop it

[n00b]

break up with him.
get help from another relative
or talk to a counselor.
This is so sad

[*Statistik*]

I thought this was a poem for a minute lmfao

[Looow]

no offense
but that is rather rude.
You should give her more indepth advice into why you think she should get perfessional help. And how to help her other wise.

I don't see how that's exactly rude. She really DOES need professional help. She sounds like she's .. really .. depressed .

& WHYYYYY must you ALWAYS tell people what to write in their posts. Leave them alone.

[AngelinaTaylor]

no offense
but that is rather rude.
You should give her more indepth advice into why you think she should get perfessional help. And how to help her other wise.

Are you f**king kidding me? Did you not read her post? Okay, how do you think YOU will help her? What do you suggest, professor Smartass? Get real.

Taylor``

[asphyxiated_cata...]

I used to cut
and I know how you feel
my friends helped me through it
but not everyone has the kinds of friends that i do
and i don't know how to help you
other than to say that you aren't the only one who feels like that
and i am really really really sorry that you are in so much pain
its horrible, i know
its so overwhelming
and everyone says 'seek professional help'
and thats so annoying
because the last thing i wanted to do was go to a shrink
after all adults are one of the reasons i was like that in the first place
if you have any close friends i would talk to them about it
and try writing
i wrote songs and they helped me move on when my a relationship i was in went really wrong
or painting
even if your not a good artist, i think painting helps relieve stress
most of all stay strong
i wish i could hug you and make all your
pain go away

[AngelinaTaylor]

I used to cut
and I know how you feel
my friends helped me through it
but not everyone has the kinds of friends that i do
and i don't know how to help you
other than to say that you aren't the only one who feels like that
and i am really really really sorry that you are in so much pain
its horrible, i know
its so overwhelming
and everyone says 'seek professional help'
and thats so annoying
because the last thing i wanted to do was go to a shrink
after all adults are one of the reasons i was like that in the first place
if you have any close friends i would talk to them about it
and try writing
i wrote songs and they helped me move on when my boyfriend and i broke up
or painting
even if your not a good artist, i think painting helps relieve stress
most of all stay strong
i wish i could hug you and make all your pain
go away

It's kind of annoying
when you type like this.
Honestly.

But self-expression does help.

Taylor``

[asphyxiated_cata...]

i'm
sorry you
don't
like
the way
i
type

[AngelinaTaylor]

i'm
sorry you
don't
like
the way
i
type

It
's
not
only
me
.

Taylor``

[*This Confession*]

0_O
i don't tell people what to write in all their posts. If I did I would hope I would have more posts then what I do now.
But just telling someone they need help by a shrink could come off really rude to some people.

[Looow]

Yeah well you kind of did.

You should give her more indepth advice into why you think she should get perfessional help. And how to help her other wise.

What if she doesn't want to? God, let her post whatever. You always seem to be doing that. I don't know maybe I'm just tripping cus you bug me.

You remind me of the old lady I fought at the smoothie shop yesterday. That woman had isssssues.

[AngelinaTaylor]

0_O
i don't tell people what to write in all their posts. If I did I would hope I would have more posts then what I do now.
But just telling someone they need help by a shrink could come off really rude to some people.

Woman, don't tell me how to behave or what to post. Because many people have tried, and I can tell you - you won't succeed.

Taylor``

[Skyline Drive]

the topic starter hasn't even come back to say anything.




she could be dead by now.
(that was rude)




i'll be the judge of who is rude now so SHHHHUSH your face miss confession.

[AngelinaTaylor]

^ Not rude, dear, honest. But some people have a hard time with the distinction..

Taylor``

[NinjaxMageLayout...]

I dont think you all arguing isnt helping this girl you know.So just stop.Any way as for the girl i say go get help,restrain your self from cutting.Love comes and goes and i see if you were in deep love.But dont hurt your self over it...

[Skyline Drive]

Yeah true.
I'm thinking it would sound rude when the topic starter reads it though.

[NinjaxMageLayout...]

^Yeah,if they wanna argue do it somewhere else,she did ask for help not for a bunch of idiots to argue over typo.Also if she talks to her counselor about that,they will have to call child services.

[AngelinaTaylor]

^Yeah,if they wanna argue do it somewhere else,she did ask for help not for a bunch of idiots to argue over typo.Also if she talks to her counselor about that,they will have to call child services.

A bunch of idiots arguing about a typo? First of all, think twice before calling us idiots, and second, we're not arguing over a typo :)

Taylor``

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

It's kind of annoying
when you type like this.
Honestly.

But self-expression does help.

Taylor``

You know what I find annoying....
People that type their name at the end of every post they post..

[magicfann]

You know what I find annoying....
People that type their name at the end of every post they post..

i lol because you're right

[demolished]

i feel like ... you took someone's lyric or something o__O

[asphyxiated_cata...]

You know what I find annoying....
People that type their name at the end of every post they post..

haha yesss.

but i really hope the topic starter is okay
and that her parents didn't beat her to death or something
like in the song concrete angels by martina mcbride.. that was a sad song

[whenshesdancing]

there will always be a time when you go through a relationship that you treasured so much, but it ends up being broken. in order to free yourself from thoughts of your exboyfriend, you should preoccupy yourself with things that you haven't done before, or things that you've always admired. per say, take walks at a nice park, maybe it would cool you down. or perhaps you should do things with your little cousins, volunteer to help at an organization. helping others may give you the chance to help yourself.

you could also indulge yourself into a bucket of ice cream [: there are so many other ways to solve your problems rather than cutting yourself. if your parents are causing you pain, talk to somebody. it may seem like nobody is there, but look at all the replies you got to this topic! all most of them telling you to talk to your counselor. counselors don't always have to be from your school, a counselor could be anybody from your favorite teacher, your friends, to your grandma or older cousin.

i agree with everybody else when they say that you should call an abuse hotline to get some help, it'll be hard for now, but if you think you have a little hope, pursue that thought, and make it your aspiration to complete it.

it sounds like you also have a lot of potential, you could write a novel about your life in poem form, and that could also relieve your stress.

i hope you find whatever i say helpful, and i hope that you follow others advice when they tell you to seek help in a positive environment. everyone out here wants you to succeed in life as well, you do have a purpose; you just need help seeing it.

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

i lol because you're right

haha yesss.

but i really hope the topic starter is okay
and that her parents didn't beat her to death or something
like in the song concrete angels by martina mcbride.. that was a sad song

People agree!

[mystikmiko]

i'm here but the internet over here is slow.

from a scale of 1 - 10 of hitting likes like a 8 or a 9.
and yes i'm alright i hope no one thought i died or something about now - a little late i'm sorry.

i've gotten over him on the boyfriend part. and in my spare time i write poetry, i even won some awards for them and this just happen to be one of them.

i have gotten professional help, but in the end my parents find a way through it and avoids it. my family doesn't talk to me because of the professional help part. gossip went through the family, so no one is talking to me.
i did have friends that offer for me to live with them. but the police got on the case, and i can't. unless they go through court. the beating still happens till this day.
and professional help has worked once from like the millionth time i've tried.
the police says if this happens again with the whole cutting thing i'll be placed in a mental hopistal. and really do not like the thought of it.

i'm only 14, and things are hard here at home, and school. i also happen to move around alot because of the abuse. the cops and people find out. and my parents move me to avoid it. i'm soon going to enter high school in three weeks and i need to find a place to stay.

if i try to contact anyone for any professional help i will be placed in juvenile hall - i've tried so many times already that everyones have had enough...theres really nothing for me to do till i'm 18. and thats another 4 years....its to long for me to wait...and i get scared when i know what my parents are able to do.

[Skyline Drive]

Oh my god. Man that is horrible. I think I will open up a shelter to help kids who get beat up from living in broken homes. You should call loveline then. I've heard of situations like yours where they re-direct you afterwards to give you help. You can always take a shot at doing that.

[mystikmiko]

loveline? i've never heard about that before is there a number?

but i'm afraid of what happens if i do. i really dont want to junvile or that 'hopsital'

[Skyline Drive]

To call loveline it's : 800-love-191
It's hosted by Dr.Drew, you just call and tell them everything and ask what you should
do basically. I'm sure they could get you help without having any consequences.



They also have alot of numbers you can call on their site :



American Suicide Survival Line (National, 24/7)(888) SUICIDE
(1-888-784-2433)

National Runaway Switchboard (800) 621-4000

National "Youth" Crisis Line (800) 999-9999

Friends for Survival, Inc. (support for survivors of suicide) (916) 392-0664

National Mental Health Association (800) 969-NMHA (6642)

Alcohol Abuse (800) 356-9996

Alcoholics Anonymous World Services (212) 870-3400

National Institute on Alcohol Abuse and Alcoholism (301) 443-3860

Domestic Violence Hotline (800) 799-SAFE (7233)

NY Hotline (800) 621-HOPE (4673)

Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgender Youth support (800) 850-8078

Gay and Lesbian Youth Talkline (800) 773-5540

National AIDS Hotline (800) 342-AIDS (2437)

HIV/AIDS Treatment Information Service (800) 448-0440

National Sexually Transmitted Disease Hotline (800) 227-8922

American Social Health Association (800) 227-8922

National Herpes Hotline (919) 361-8488

Herpes Resource Center (800) 230 6039

American Social Health Association (chlamydial infection) (800) 230-6039

National Women's Health Information Center (800) 994-WOMAN (9662)

National Planned Parenthood (800) 230-PLAN

Child Help USA (800) 422-4453

STD Hotline (sexually transmitted diseases)(800) 230-PLAN

R.A.I.N.N. (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network)(800) 656-4673

Morning After Pill Info(888) 668 2528

Family Planning (800) 942-1054

Child Abuse Hotline (800) 540-4000

[mystikmiko]

thank you for the numbers i'll try to call later when my 'parent' aren't home.

the police - i've talked to them like a million times already, i even got taken out of school because of it. its like everyone knows.

i really don't know what to do. i just wish it would stop.
and no the only family members that are talking to me are my aunt.
she doesnt't like how my 'parents' are treating me...and is against it is what she told me. i'm on staying with her for the summer because of this.


i also have a younger brother. but he doesn't get this abuse though what is the odd thing in my opioion. he doesnt get hit or anything of what i'm getting. and that tic my off by a long shoot.

[mystikmiko]

^Yeah,if they wanna argue do it somewhere else,she did ask for help not for a bunch of idiots to argue over typo.Also if she talks to her counselor about that,they will have to call child services.

he's right and they did - i can still remember that day. i was called out during like my first period class and then i was in there till like after school. they contacted my aunt and then my parents and etc. my brother has a cell phone because my parents gave it to him. he didnt understand why we were called in. and when the lady from child service asked for contacts of the family he gave her like all the numbers. it got me soo tic off. later that night my parents came home and were like beating me up and everything.

my parents are never home you see, they work like three hours away. they leave me and my younger brother at home by ourselves till like 5pm when my aunt comes and picks us up to go to her house. then like two hours before school starts she drops us off every morning to go to school at our house.

after school my ex, and his cousin which is like my best friend were waiting and i told them what happen. my best friend was the one who told the con. what happen and stuff. i told them about it and that i might be placed in a foster home and move. which was going to happen like a week ago, but didn't.

then around two weeks ago at my eight grade graduation he broke up with me. he said that i was going to move, and he couldn't handle that. he told me he loved me and stuff but it wouldnt work.

he knew about everything that happen at home because he heard my parents beating me on the phone. he told me that he'll always be there for me. but then no - he left me for it...

but i gotten over him - he was my first for like boyfriend, kiss, hug, and i love you. no ones ever done that. thats why i'm so depress - it all happened when i needed him the most. but i have to move on...and it gets me sick.

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

Its good to hear that you are fine and your trying to get help!

<3 I will keep you in my prayers.

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

^--- That shes not dead, as in thats how fine she is. O_o

[mystikmiko]

umm i'm not dead - so is that good?

[priyas]

hope you feel better soon.

counseling is good as everyone else said.

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

umm i'm not dead - so is that good?

That is very good!

[magicfann]

That is very good!

LOL IM TEH GOOD

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

LOL IM TEH GOOD

Wtf ?

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

KEEP CUTTING YOU CUTTERS! MAKE SURE YOU HIT A VEIN BECAUSE THE LAST THING WE NEED IS SOMEONE WHO RUSTS OUR KNIVES WITH YOUR USELESS BLOOD

[AngelinaTaylor]

You know what I find annoying....
People that type their name at the end of every post they post..

You know what I also find annoying?
You :)

umm i'm not dead - so is that good?

Wait, you're not sure whether it's good or bad?

Do I still need to explain why she needs professional help?

...

Taylor``

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

^Shelby's one of the funnest people to talk to. You're just a pain in the ass.

[AngelinaTaylor]

^Shelby's one of the funnest people to talk to. You're just a pain in the ass.

Why, because I say what's on my mind? I'm not going to apologize for that, honey.

Taylor``

[BlueDevilMax007]

i dont know what to say... sounds like life sux for ya... life has been kinda shitty for me too... the only thing i can say is (although its hard to c right now in your situation) that life is precisous and things will get better...

[asphyxiated_cata...]

You know what I also find annoying?
You :)

gah i think its you who is the annoying one.

[Looow]

You know what I also find annoying?
You :)

That was horrible.

[AngelinaTaylor]

gah i think its you who is the annoying one.

Hey, you're entitled to your opinion. Many people do hate me before they get to know me :) It don't bother me though.

Cheers.

Taylor``

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

Why, because I say what's on my mind? I'm not going to apologize for that, honey.

Taylor``

Who said I wanted your apology? Learn to read honey. All I said was your a big great pain in the ass. Oh why can't you just get AIDS and die?

[AngelinaTaylor]

Who said I wanted your apology? Learn to read honey. All I said was your a big great pain in the ass. Oh why can't you just get AIDS and die?

Because I'm here to annoy the f**k out of little teens like yourself..

Taylor``

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

^O RLY?! Well guess what, no one finds you amusing. And you don't just annoy little teens if you ask me.

[rainbow piss]

Hi I'm Angelina Taylor. I think I'm an amusing bitch who makes "clever" comebacks. LOOK AT HOW SMART I AM. Ain't I such an ignorant bitch? -HYUK HYUK-

//edit:
That wasn't me, that was Yen on my username.

[AngelinaTaylor]

Hi I'm Angelina Taylor. I think I'm an amusing bitch who makes "clever" comebacks. LOOK AT HOW SMART I AM. Ain't I such an ignorant bitch? -HYUK HYUK-

HAHAH.. I like this. But come on, you can do so much better, man.

You think I actually care what little twinkies (14-15-year-olds) think about me... over the internet? I don't think so. I only come here to kill time, and I find this place rather entertaining.

Any other feeble insults?

Taylor``

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

^yeah your insult was feeble. If you really didn't care what we think, why are you posting back and incessantly repeating yourself?



*waits for another "I dont' care about what little 14year olds care" comeback*

[AngelinaTaylor]

^yeah your insult was feeble. If you really didn't care what we think, why are you posting back and incessantly repeating yourself?

Because people like you entertain me.

And I didn't insult anyone - I was just being honest :)

Taylor``

[asphyxiated_cata...]

*waits for another "I dont' care about what little 14year olds care" comeback*

hahahaha

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

Because people like you entertain me.

And I didn't insult anyone - I was just being honest :)

Taylor``

SURE YOU WEREN'T. Seriously the more you try to defend yourself the more you make yourself look like an idiot. A "little 14-year old" just told you off. Now shush before you give me anymore headaches. Seriously I'm getting tired of the whole "you entertain me" bullshit. Use your brain this time, alright?

[AngelinaTaylor]

*waits for another "I dont' care about what little 14year olds care" comeback*

Heh, you know - I like you, I think you're pretty clever based on posts I've read, and trust me - many people do make that judgement about me simply because I say "harsh" things. But if people get insulted by that.. Man. It's just words across a screen, by people you don't even know.

Taylor``

[asphyxiated_cata...]

Heh, you know - I like you, I think you're pretty clever based on posts I've read, and trust me - many people do make that judgement about me simply because I say "harsh" things. But if people get insulted by that.. Man. It's just words across a screen, by people you don't even know.

Taylor``

i think that you are actually smart and nicer than you seem





haha not

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

Oh now you're trying to end it by flattering me. PUH-LEASE. What's with the whole people judge you because you say harsh things? Honey you're not close to being harsh compared to what I've seen around my time here in CB. I just find you pathetic and idiotic. You use age to defend yourself and act as if you're a real adult. You making fun of Shelby (with such a lame comeback) wasn't such a mature problem in the first place.

sip the poisonx (11:30:36 PM): you know, this is like an adult picking on a little kid for the little kid not giving the adult their lollipop

[AngelinaTaylor]

^Oh now you're trying to end it by flattering me. PUH-LEASE. What's with the whole people judge you because you say harsh things? Honey you're not close to being harsh compared to what I've seen around my time here in CB. I just find you pathetic and idiotic. You use age to defend yourself and act as if you're a real adult. You making fun of Shelby (with such a lame comeback) wasn't such a mature problem in the first place.

sip the poisonx (11:30:36 PM): you know, this is like an adult picking on a little kid for the little kid not giving the adult their lollipop

Yeah, okay, apparently honesty doesn't work for you, so I can't help you there. You're actually angered by me? That's truly pathetic. If I annoy you so much, then why do you bother talking to me?

It's okay that you think that about me - I'm not bothered, because you don't know very much about me.

Take a chill pill and just breathe :)

"I write sins" - shh.. make up your mind first.

Taylor``

[Looow]

Wheeeee.


She got smashed on, bittttch.

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

I'm angry that you think you're so superior and clever. PLEASE and now this whole "honesty" thing is supposed to end it. I could tell you just want to stop getting embarrassed by a 14-year old.

[AngelinaTaylor]

I'm angry that you think you're so superior and clever. PLEASE and now this whole "honesty" thing is supposed to end it. I could tell you just want to stop getting embarrassed by a 14-year old.

HAHAHA.. this is getting even funnier, but I think I'll stop soon because I don't want to cause you any more headaches/nervous break-downs/whatever. Really, I don't.

And no, I don't think I'm clever/superior. I don't even know where you got that from, but think what you like. Keep it coming, too, because it's good not to let things get bottled up inside.

Taylor``

[asphyxiated_cata...]

"I write sins" - shh.. make up your mind first.

i have made it up :]
bitch

[AngelinaTaylor]

^ Good for ya.

Taylor``

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

Oh please, you trying to be "blunt" and "honest" is stupid. You're wasting everyone's time including yours. And if you want to ignore me so much just stop posting. It's that simple. You keep saying you don't care and you want to stop and yet you keep posting like an idiotic child. Sometimes I wonder if you're really as old as you say.

[AngelinaTaylor]

Oh please, you trying to be "blunt" and "honest" is stupid. You're wasting everyone's time including yours. And if you want to ignore me so much just stop posting. It's that simple. You keep saying you don't care and you want to stop and yet you keep posting like an idiotic child. Sometimes I wonder if you're really as old as you say.

I find it odd that I'm still not bothered by this. Should I be?

And why is honesty stupid? Come on, I thought you knew better. Guess not though.

Fine, fine, I'll leave "bothering" you, since your anger has obviously prevailed :) Take care.

Taylor``

P.S. By the way, yes I'm almost 18. Believe it if you wish. I'm not a liar.

[rainbow piss]

And why is honesty stupid? Come on, I thought you knew better. Guess not though.

She never said honesty was stupid, she just said that your trying to be honest was.

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

^AMEN TO THAT
yeah my anger has prevailed your stupidity. And your "honesty" is stupid because it's not even honesty. You're just buying an excuse to get out of this situation where the adult looks like an idiot holding a baseball bat while the kid holds the gun. If you don't get that metaphor then I lose hope on you.

[AngelinaTaylor]

^AMEN TO THAT
yeah my anger has prevailed your stupidity. And your "honesty" is stupid because it's not even honesty. You're just buying an excuse to get out of this situation where the adult looks like an idiot holding a baseball bat while the kid holds the gun. If you don't get that metaphor then I lose hope on you.

Sorry, but I've spoken nothing but my mind. If you don't believe me, that's your problem. If you don't like me, that's also your problem. I don't see why I should be involved in that little situation.

And I think it's kind of shallow to judge someone as "stupid" based on something as basic as this. Get to know people first for the future. But you've got a lot of time to learn ;)

(I should stop, but this is fun)

Taylor``

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

^You poured all of your stupidity in your posts so far. Don't tell me there's more! Gosh I'm afraid to get to know you. I might be driven mad by the endless abyss in your head.

[oXMuhNirvanaXo]

Thank you Yen, for stucking up for me and I so do agree with you that this should stop. I dont think im that annoying?
I just said what I thought.
Last time I checked there was still freedom of speach.
I was just trying to stick up for some one that was trying to help some one else. I dont think that I was in the wrong..
And other people agree with me about the part with you typing your name after every post.. We know who are by now ..
Now stop being gay.
Thanks much.
me.

[asphyxiated_cata...]

I might be driven mad by the endless abyss in your head.

this is great! wooo
ha

[AngelinaTaylor]

^You poured all of your stupidity in your posts so far. Don't tell me there's more! Gosh I'm afraid to get to know you. I might be driven mad by the endless abyss in your head.

I'm not here to change your mind. However, I think it's silly that we've taken over the thread. Unless you want to continue - your choice. If you have any more shallow/petty insults to throw at me, throw them over a PM I refuse to sit here and waste my time laughing at you anymore.. although it has been fun.

Thank you Yen, for stucking up for me and I so do agree with you that this should stop. I dont think im that annoying?
I just said what I thought.
Last time I checked there was still freedom of speach.
I was just trying to stick up for some one that was trying to help some one else. I dont think that I was in the wrong..
And other people agree with me about the part with you typing your name after every post.. We know who are by now ..
Now stop being gay.
Thanks much.
me.

No, you weren't "in the wrong", and neither was I. It's called expressing an opinion. But people feel otherwise :)

Ciao.

Taylor``

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

1.) MY insults are petty? Hey if you read the last page notice how people called your comebacks lame. And so far, my "petty" insults proved how stupid you are

2.) Why the sudden urge for PM? Did you actually realize how publicly humiliated you are?

3.) YOU'RE laughing at me? Guess how many people are laughing AT YOU.

4.) Seriously the whole me amusing you is getting old. I'm waiting for a clever comeback.

6.) Your opinions are retarded. Who let you out of the mental institute?

[asphyxiated_cata...]

4.) Seriously the whole me amusing you is getting old. I'm waiting for a clever comeback.

ha you're not gonna get one

btw you skipped #5

[AngelinaTaylor]

1.) MY insults are petty? Hey if you read the last page notice how people called your comebacks lame. And so far, my "petty" insults proved how stupid you are

2.) Why the sudden urge for PM? Did you actually realize how publicly humiliated you are?

3.) YOU'RE laughing at me? Guess how many people are laughing AT YOU.

4.) Seriously the whole me amusing you is getting old. I'm waiting for a clever comeback.

6.) Your opinions are retarded. Who let you out of the mental institute?

1. Yup, your insults are petty because they're shallow. But do what you like.

2. I've been in forums where little "fights" like this haven't been really tolerated well. It's stupid, if you ask me. But if you want to continue, go on. Although the point of the thread wasn't really this at all.

3. Yup, I'm laughing at you. Along with a few friends :D

4. I can't lie.. you ARE amusing. And I'll keep repeating it if I have to.. because it's true.. haha.

6 - Haha, where's 5? And that, my dear, is the perfect example of a petty insult. HAHAHA.. I'm done here. This is getting retarded.

Taylor``

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

1.) Yeah "shallow" insults are always petty. But I get the feeling any insult that you can't come back on is petty

2.) YOU make it stupid

3.) Well unfortunately one person can't beat about 5 friends all by herself

4.) I'm SURE your brain can think up more opinions. Do you even have one?

[Looow]

This shit is still going on? Come on Yen, be the bigger person & leave her talkin.

[asphyxiated_cata...]

horrified by brainless members

ummmmm right

[AngelinaTaylor]

^ Another "petty" (I love that word) example. Come on, you're not that foolish.. don't stoop that low.

Taylor``

P.S. I promise - this is the final one.. hahahahaha..

[*Blow_Don't_SUCK*]

^don't make promises you can't keep. And please I bet your brain can't think up of any other adjective besides petty. No matter, you still seem an idiot. Even other membres who've read this think so.

[mystikmiko]

some how my forum became a need of desprate help to an act of random comedy.

its funny how that happens

but yeah seriously..

[Stuckie]

I have the perfect answer to solve your problems.... STOP CUTTING YOURSELF AND SHIT!!!!! Are seriously that nostalgic that you think cutting yourself will bring things back.

That was the "get a grip" advice. Here is a more helpful one. If emotional pain leads to physical pain, then try squeezing your hands, biting you lip, hitting a pillow, or writing your emotions down before you feel the need to hurt yourself. Cutting yourself won't help you much if your dead.