A Message to Anyone, Version.21 Options

[*stephinika*]

You know what to do.



: Thanks for noticing...and being more...caring again. I appreciate it. Ilu.
: You are so annoying. Shut up already.

[misoshiru]

I can't believe it. They've been going out for 3 months...ouch.

[*StanleyThePanda*]

_: Bleh, I wish you would move far away.

_: I wish you werent so shallow

_: hahaha omg, I love you.

[eunie03]

My, you have to get over yourself. You're not that hot, you dog-faced man.

[pbear]

i wish you had been the one to take the cake.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
f**k what I said it dont mean sh*t now
f**k the presents might as well throw em out
f**k all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
f**k you, you hoe, I dont want you back


_______,
Baby I am all yours. I love you.

[*xcaitlinx*]

You,
Things are getting more & more complicated for us. Now, it's MY parents. Gosh. I wish I could be with you more.

ehh..i know how you feel! damn parents are always getting in the way...


to my mom,

i hate you right now. you're an extreme a-hole, and you say that i'm immature when you're the one that called me a bitch. how old are you again?

[SimplicityGirl]

Thanks for being a true friend to me. I love you for that.

[5ayuri]

: Lmao who the f**k are you.
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:

[*stephinika*]

Thank you. Really.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
f**k you right back.

_________,
Sweety, this was fun while it lasted. I am over that cocky bastard. What you said was true.

[redpeony]

Thank youuuuu. Because of you I'm almost completely caught up with school. Thanks for that relatively non annoying, gentle push last night, heheh. PLEAAAASE don't ever be a stranger, even after we break this off for university... I feel so 'myself' around you now, and you are definitely one of the guys I have felt the most comfortable with, ever. This weekend should be fun. Anything will be as long as I'm with you (cheesy much?) I loooove you.

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Thanks for completely saving my arse and letting me copy your history notes today =) You're such a nice guy, I still remember in grade 8 when you asked if I got my pizza from Zellers and I thought you were the biggest ahole ever. Hahahahah I owe ya one. Thanks bud. =p

[Rachel]

:When did you turn into such a complete d**k head? I meant it when I said I never, EVER, wanted to be with you again. Not only did you break my heart again and again, you changed. Changed into an awful person.

[*My Cinderella.*]

Opal: Thanks for everything, I hope it all works out the best for you know.

[*Intoxique*]

Eamon - f**k It.
Chrissy - Lol yup.
Ignore this.

[xTINAA]

^Wrong topic, I think?

Dear You,
I love you.
-Me.

Dear Teesa,
Thanks for coming over today! I'm glad you go to see my dress and we got to talk for a bit. Too bad we couldnt' finish in english but instead we slept haha.
-Me.

[Looow]

You,
Every day it's .. so much better now. Goshhhh.

[*Girthy*]

Lmao, spanked yo ass at that test.

[redpeony]

Pft. You stupid kid. You're being so annoying.... and I say this with as much love as possible. Playing your stupid WoW and half listening to me and telling me to study

I understand you want to play your stupid computer game but why don't you turn it off in the 20 minutes that your girlfriend gets to talk to you in a night.

I'm not calling you back later tonight... you'll probably still be on the computer! Hahahah and even if you 're not I DON'T FEEL LIKE TALKING TO YOU.

Yeah I'm probably just being anal and this is real mature..... but you're being STUPID. so whatever. See you tomorrow.

ps. I'm not actually mad. Goodnight, nerd.

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WHOA. I know I shouldn't be saying this but that smile! Yeooow you're hot.. please come over more often

[*stephinika*]

:

: You know...I'm happy for you and everything, but I can't help but get jealous with all the things going right in your life and just...yeah.

[LadyXTor]

Dear _________,
I don't like you anymore...you're stupid.
<3 me.

[xMayleex]

Dear _____,

You will forever be my only trusted one .. and I know every secret we have shared will remain that. I know you feel bad because maybe your 'taking' me away but I honestly wouldn't want to turn out like the others .. the ones who loose their innocence so quickly and regret it afterwards. Me and you will always be different to everyone and I'm so thankful that I found you. I'm glad that you are my best friend and that we have that special bond.

xx


To ____,
Opposites Attract.
Love Me.
<3

[*Intoxique*]

____,
I hate it when you ignore me. Please don't go back to her . I f**king miss you so much. I can't stand this silence anymore. Baby, please. We really need to talk. I still love you so much.

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
Gosh I'm really sorry. This is all so messed up. I know you don't want to go buy ourselves, I know. I don't either.
-Me.

Dear You,
I dislike you so much. I want to punch you in your freaking face and break your glasses, you annoying little rat! You do realize she doesn't want to go with you. WHO WOULD? Ugh, she didn't even say yes yet you idiot. Most likely she will only because the guy she wants to go with doesn't get a clue that she does AND because she feels bad saying no. I can't believe you or this. You suck.
-Me.

[*stephinika*]

: Thanks for letting me use the dress!

: Hehe...I love making you like that. XD

[*Intoxique*]

____,
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain ­ every time I hear your name
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be,
Until I get over you…
When will this river of tears stop fallin’
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps callin’
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go

_____,
I f**ked up again, I am so depressed. I need to get over him & carry on.

[5ayuri]

_____: I know it's kinda late but R.I.P
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_____: Go online foooooo.
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HAHAH. DAMNIIIT.

[*xcaitlinx*]

Baby,

i can't wait until tomorrow.
=]
!!!

i love youuu.

[*chaneun*]

I want to go to the formal with you but you're going with your girlfriend. :/ And also, this is what, the third time you're dating her? I mean, you say that you "loved" her for almost 2 years, with intervals including 6 month breakups. That doesn't mean "love" or "constant dating," but more like an infatuation with her. Last time you broke up with her, after those months I became much closer to you as a friend. Then you ask her to be your girlfriend. Again. She doesn't deserve someone as good as you. You're too good for her. She just tells her friends about what you two guys do and asks them how to handle your so called "relationship." Bullshit.

[silver-rain]

Heyy, sorry for that little blahness. But everything was cool haha. Oh, and sorry for not giving you your surprise, it'll happen one day, I promise! Today was really good: the diner and the food (and the wine! oh my hah) and everything was just so nice and comfortable. See, this is what I like about being with you, how everything feels so comfortable and safe, like I'm at home. And I love every minute of it. I hope to see you Sunday, but if not, I want you to study! Love you <3.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Idono. I really dont. All I want is for you love me. It's pathetic. It's been toooo long for me to still feel this way. I can remember sitting on the roof in Guatemala listening to this song and crying over you. God that was sad. What ... is it with me.

[AzNxBaBi]

_____;; I can't help but get a little jealous. It's like the only time i get to be with you but you had to be with them. You're dancing with her and smiling, i wanted to cry, but i know you have to. It's your part, you had to be the character. But please don't look at me .. though i really want you too. It just makes me having to pretend and smile like i don't care .. So sit back relax i tell myself .. It's not like i'm yours and it's not like i'm improtant.
I love you.

____;; WHY MUST YOU GUYS ARGUE!? DONT YOU THiNK YOU HAVE PUT ENOUGH PRESSURE ON US. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO PICK A FIGHT? .. I don't understand ... why can't you jsut smile and pretend .. don't you want a happy family ...

[*Intoxique*]

____,
Baby, where do I start? I know you 'dislike' me right now & we are on non-speaking terms. I want this sh*t to end. Sweety, I miss you so f**king much. Everyone been telling me to get over it & move on. But sweety, you know it's true, I can't & I know you can't either. I want you so badly. How can I just forget about us? So anyways, I heard that she was gonna ask you out today. I am so f**king pissed. Baby... yes, I am jealous - can you say very jealous. I guess I know how being jealous feels now. Im sorry. Well... I guess that makes it fair & baby if we do get back together, no flirting, period. Well, see what happens next...

_______.
Omgoshhh, I knew it all along. I told you. She did like you... .

[Looow]

You,
I cannotttttttttttttt believe you went. Fcukkkkk. I'm really mad at you. Gosh.

...


You,
HELLLLLLLA FUN calling people. I love u girlll

[redpeony]

Hey you.
Today was fun. Even with the ending. I'm sorry. We'll work it out this time if we both try hard, I know we can do it. I loved everything... the ride the food the shooting the video game... thanks. See you tomorrow.
Love.

[mastashake15]

wherd you go
i thought i had the problem
of being distracted while talkin to you
but now.. you barley say anythin

[pbear]

i went the entire show last night without seeing you and in the split minute after my heart was aching for another boy, i glimpsed you rumpled in the midst of the crowd.
my heart was too full of happiness to be sad anymore

[Looow]

You,
I'll call you later.

You,
Damn I don't want you to think I'm like that. Gosh, you swear like it's hella bad n stuff.

You,
WHY WOULDN'T YOU JUST LET ME GO TO THE PARTY?? Damn.

You,
You're a real ass. Gosh I get so sick of you now. You have such a horrible attitude towards EVERYTHING. Shut up!

You,
Oh god. I was soooo close to going off on you in class. So close.

You,
Aw, I wish we could have finished the conversation. Damn. This isn't right.

[xMayleex]

Dear ____,

Don't you care that your taking advantage me and that you only care when it's convenient for you. Well I'll keep you hanging this time because now it's not convenient for me actually I'll rephrase this it's never going to be convenient for me anymore. You don't deserve my time and to be honest your a self centered loser.

Ta ta.


Dear ____,

All you ever do is contradict me and tell me I'm wrong when I know for a fact that I am right. Darling I am placed 28 places above you in the year .. so don't EVER for a moment think you are better than me.

[KELLYYY]

___,
STFU. You make everything worse. Look at you. You have like 48759346 shoes. Leave me the fck alone. Just let me be. Gosh.

[me1issaaaa]

_ - I don't want to get back together with you. I ended it. Leave me alone. Don't come crawling back to me now, it's too late. I'm so over you.

_ - ...I am so happy when I'm with you. I'm glad we're together [: your lips are amazing. Teeheehee.

[SimplicityGirl]

Maybe I should stop lying to myself. Who the hell am I trying to fool? The feelings for you are THERE. If I didn't like you, why would I wanna hang around w/ you so much? Why? And the thing is, I know friends is all we'll ever be. Really good close friends. And nothing more. And this sorta sucks, because I know, to an extent you like me too.

[*Intoxique*]

____,
So is this the end of us?

[*jooleeah*]

J____: Haha, I can't believe you're one of the many I found on myspace from my "elementary school life". It was kind of odd how you asked me for relationship advice. Haha, it felt kind of odd when I realized that it's been about 4 years since I've talked to you...and 4 years since you've not liked me anymore. :P I don't know. You sound like you've turned into a very sweet guy and I'm proud. I dont' know if I can still believe what ________ told me about what happened to your family, though. Sometimes I wonder what I would do if that happened to me. You make me sad, J_____.....

Ah-ma,
I'm sorry I can't be there for you right now. I'm sorry that mom can't be there for you right now. I'm sorry that I'm the worst granddaughter ever.

[KELLYYY]

___,
Mind your own business. She asked me if I wanted some jeans. LEAVE ME ALONE.

[Rachel]

____,
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain ­ every time I hear your name
The sun won’t shine since you went away
Seems like the rain’s falling every day
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be,
Until I get over you…
When will this river of tears stop fallin’
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps callin’
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go
.

I know what you are going through hun. It takes time and will hurt for a while. I've been in that place for almost 3 months and it still hurts to see him or even hear his name. Don't put yourself in the position I did and hook up with him and not give your heart time to heal. Seperate yourself completely and don't call or text him. Cut yourself off and try to get over him. Don't go into relationship limbo by talking to eachother about how hard it is without eachother and whatnot. Save yourself the heartache that I know all too well.


Drew- well...I am a bit suprised we went that far. I didn't mean to and guess I just got caught up in the moment. It was good and I'm sorry that I bounced right afterwards. I hope you didn't feel bad. You are a lot of fun, but I don't want to fall for you. I can't just yet. I don't want you to be a rebound.

Tom- Why is it that even though I was having a lot of fun with Drew, I thought of you a few times? It's like my body knew it wasn't you and wasn't sure how to react. I am starting to hate every second that I even think about you. I couldn't believe you on Friday. I can't believe that you would actually call me and treat me like that. For the year and a 1/2 we dated, you think you can call me and talk rationally about something. Mister "I can't believe you want to throw away our friendship" seems quick to attack me. I think I am moving on. I don't want you to want me back, I just want you to realize I am NOT coming back to you ever and that you lost possibly the best girl in your life.

[angelrevelation]

person 1 - you are a conniving best friend back stabber. uggh. if he's willing to give you that courtesy you should give him the same.

persons 2 and 3 - and i hate you two for being so fake

[*stephinika*]

: You make me happy. I'm going to miss you so much next year...hopefully we'll be able to see each other as much as I hope still...

: Accept him into your university already!

: Thanks darling, that made me smile.

[whywasisostupid]

serious, why dont u just kill me.

[SimplicityGirl]

f**k off. What kinda father are you if you can't even keep simple promises? f**k off. I don't see YOU as my father anymore. I'm legally 18. So f**k off. And GET THE f**k OUT OF MY LIFE. And my Mom and brother's life too.

[*Intoxique*]

I know what you are going through hun. It takes time and will hurt for a while. I've been in that place for almost 3 months and it still hurts to see him or even hear his name. Don't put yourself in the position I did and hook up with him and not give your heart time to heal. Seperate yourself completely and don't call or text him. Cut yourself off and try to get over him. Don't go into relationship limbo by talking to eachother about how hard it is without eachother and whatnot. Save yourself the heartache that I know all too well.

Awww, thanks Rachel you are a sweety .

_______,
How could you do that? I am still in shock, you are a total d**k. It wasn't even funny as a joke. I can't believe you. Period.

______,
I can't wait till next week, you are awesome & I had a great time .

[sex]

4-29-06
may you rest in peace.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Iunno what to do anymore. I like you so much. And I feel .. like we should be together. And I feel like you want me to but I know it's just my heart and head playin tricks on me and telling me what I'd like to hear. And I loved looking up at you on the couch and into your eyes in the dim lit room. It felt so good and right. Im jus' so mad that when we started talking Charlee and Brittany decided to come and ruin everything. I wish things could be different. And all I really want is you. I just dont know what's wrong with me.

They say if you love something, you've got to let it go.
And if it comes back, then it means so much more.
But if it never does, at least you will know,
That it was something you had to go through to grow.

In my mind, I'll always be his lady

[*stephinika*]

: That talk with you tonight was quite nice. Ilu so much.

[misoshiru]

^ I just realized I haven't emailed you back yet! Hahah, and all this time I thought I'd already sent out my email.

[xMayleex]

_____,

You said you were going to turn up tonight .. I'm not sure. This the only chance I will give you, you know what sort of person I am I don't want to give in to anyone because I know what will happen I will fall head over heels for them. It's not a good thing you know .. and I know all the so called 'popular' girls are in love with you and that you care about me but personally I'm not going to compete if you change your mind. If you turn up tonight then great, if you don't f*ck you <3

My kind regards.

_____,

Stop f*cking texting me you loser, I told you to get rid of my number on MSN like last week. I don't think you have it lodged in your head yet but I HATE YOU more than I HATE anyone else. All you ever think about is yourself and no one else, you expect that will gain someones affection .. I think NOT. Your a bastard okay .. a sly little bastard. Your leaving school this month so why don't you hurry up and piss off.

[think!IMAGINARIL...]

_______: why do you say you love her when you know it's not love? i wish i could gather up the courage to say something to you, but i just can't! i need to talk to you soon. looking foward to this summer!

_____: thank you for moving far away. i hope i never have to see you again. you're the sluttiest person i've ever met. you told me you didn't like him, so why are you still going out with him?

[magicfann]

_______, godammit i wish you played counter-strike

[SimplicityGirl]

Gah. I don't know how I feel about you anymore. I just feel that, and I can't explain it, we should be together somehow. I feel that what we have is the beginning of something beautiful. It feels right to be with you. I feel safe and secure when I'm with you. I like our hugs. I like what we do. We have the cutest MSN convos. Maybe it's just my head/heart/mind telling me what I wanna hear, but I get the feeling that you like me. But...there's your string attached with her. She said she's gonna break up w/ you after our IB exams. But I dunno...see if I do go out w/ you...a part of me will always feel guilty. Maybe if we never were friends, everything would be much happier. She wouldn't have to break up w/ you. We'd still be friends. I still do feel guilty. I know it's not my fault, its just the way things played out. But I wonder, what would have happened if we never got to know each other better? I like you. In a friend way? Sure. More than that? That too. I tried to tell myself, you're off limits, no I can't like you, no we'll never be more than friends, but it's no use. The feelings that I feel for you are THERE. I can lie to myself. I can even maybe lie to everybody else too. But I can never get rid of those feelings. Maybe I'm selfish. I want you to be mine. One day. You have no idea, no idea how happy you can make me. You have no idea, no idea that it's YOU I long to talk to on MSN every night. If I had my way, and if there were no obstacles, I'd spend all my days with you. And only you. I know you like me, to an extent. I feel it. Maybe we'll get together in the future? Who knows? But right now, good close friends is all we are. Oh yes, and thanks for yesterday. you're the BESTEST. And did I say I love you? Because I do.

[Looow]

You,
I miss you. I do want to come overr & chill with you guys. I won't see you tomorrow because of the "day without hispanics". Ahh.



Remember, I didn't do anything at the quinceanera last night thinking about YOU. I'm not like that.

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You,
You're cool. I'm really glad you get along with me. It would be really hard to be with him if i didn't like you.

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You,
This isn't right. I'm not supposed to be feeling this way towards you..Ahh. You know how we feel.

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You,
You too.

[*ranniel*]

_____________ (a group): I feel like meeting all of you and just having fun.

[redpeony]

i've grown so accustomed to you... and


your smile
your laughter
your frown
your frustrations
your face
your voice
your words
your hand
your hair
your mouth
your nose
your eyes
your smell
your walk
your run
your phone calls
your car
your touch
your kiss
your hugs
your reactions
your ways


i feel so weak. truthfully, i don't like this feeling of being so dependant on another... you know how i am.

and it's the fact that i don't like it, and that you know me so well that you know i don't like it that scares me

and i never planned for this to happen... i never intended to stay with you this long, to talk to you about my deepest thoughts, to laugh with you, to cry in front of you, to fall asleep in your arms, to fall this hard for you...

how am i going to live without you... seriously. I never thought i would be the one to say this... but you keep me sane. I'm so used to you.. and i think that's a bad thing.

when you said one of your goals next year is to not get any one pregnant... that just tore me apart a little bit. it's not even what you said specifically, i know we're breaking up and i know we have to move on... what you do will not be my business, and you will not care about what i am doing at a given time half way across the country. but it's the thought that soon this will all be over... and a chapter will be closed... and though what we had was real, other people will soon take our places in each other's lives.

that makes me want to cry. i know i need to trust Him and rejoice in this uncertainty... knowing that He will take care of us, and that if it's in His will then He will bring us together. i'm trying, i really am. but when i simply think about our hours of phone conversations, our laughs shared, talking to you, arguing with you, kissing you... honestly, my faith feels weak.. and a little far away. but regardless, i will keep trying.

2 more months, babe... let's make the most of this. i love you.

[me1issaaaa]

_ - When you look at me I start to blush. And all that I can see is you and us. Well, baby, I'm so free to be in love with you, with you. I wanna be in love with only you. I wanna watch the sky turn grey and blue. I wanna know the cares that always new. I wanna be in love with only you, just you.

I am so incredibly happy with you.


Dear Darla,
I hate your stinkin' guts. You make me vomit. You are the scum between my toes.

Love,
Alfalfa.

[eccentricity]

-I wish you'd care more and show more interest.



-You're a frikin' teacher's pet. "Do you think she likes me?" "I think I talk the most." "Am I the best speaker?" Just shut up. No one cared. Next time... I'm making sure I don't room with you. My gosh.

[*stephinika*]

I love your ideas but I'm worried it'll be extremely similar to a surprise I may have for you in the coming months...hmm.

[starlette]

I hope you really hate me now. I cuz I love every second of it. At least I don't have to talk about you.

[xTINAA]

Dear God,
Why can't things just go well? For once please. Something always has to go wrong. Something always has to get screwed up. Why? It's all so unnecessary. I shouldn't be sitting here crying over this stupid sh*t. I don't understand anything you do or anything you put me through or why any of this has to happen the way it is. It should not be this difficult. Why aren't I happy? BECAUSE NOTHING GOES RIGHT, still. Damnit.
-Me.

Dear You,
I'm sorry. I'm REALLY SORRY. I hate this and how it is working out and that it's all my fault. And I'm sorry that this is causing so much drama and sh*t, none of which it should have caused. I'm really sorry. Seriously. Damnit, I'm always screwing up even when I think I'm doing something right. Hopefully I can call you tomorrow and it'll be better. I don't know...
-Me.

[redpeony]

and it's pretty bad how I'm scared to have fun with you because I think that every new good memory I make with you will be one more thing that will make it harder to get over you.

Even so, I can't wait until prom, and I also can't wait to cook that meal with you.

LOVE YOU. =D

[*danielle_x3*]

you're the one that i'll keep for all time

[Looow]

You,
HEY YOU. Thanks for calling me hella much even at night just to say goodnight and to make me go to school because you'll miss me. You make me so happy. You don't even know.

[pbear]

set your feet at the back of my chair and shove me away from painful hope because today i can't do it for myself.

[SimplicityGirl]

You're the BESTEST. I love you. I think I'm falling for you.

[cheerbee07]

you::
prom= wonderful
you= the most gorgeous guy there
me= amazed that you would actually say yes to being my date.

i wish that "thing" hadn't happened today... she had no right to do that to you at all. (but try to ignore her...she's a whore, no matter what you kind of past you two had) i'm going to call you in a little bit...because if you want, i'll talk to her tomorrow...i wouldn't care if she hit me too-- you're worth it to me.

although i must say, wtf was with the thing you left in mandi's car after prom?!?!
it's not like we were going to..well...you know.
not that i would mind that much haha.
you could have just suggested it...

thanks for telling me that i looked "really good." it was the best compliment that i've gotten in awhile, just because you usually don't say stuff like that to people. i blushed for like 5 minutes afterwards....(actually, it felt like my entire body was blushing, if that is possible)

you::
effing whore. keep your hands off of him, and stop telling your nasty boyfriend lies about him.
he did nothing to deserve you being so mean to him. eff off.

p.s.- hit him one more time...and i will yell at you. if not hit you.

-edit-
first you- learn how to answer the phone, darnit! lol

[pshaa.shauna]

You are such a dumbass.





DRUNK?

[blurrr]

_____,
i like u alot. i've liked u for a long time. It's great to know you like me too. it's awesome to know u'v liked me for a long time too...but im scared

[SimplicityGirl]

okie you know what? I have decided that I like you. I like you. I like you a whole heck of a lot. Close friends...yes we are that as of now. But one day, we will be more. I know you like me too. I can feel it. So...nothing's holding us back. Let's be more than just friends. I know, I won't rush. But I'm determined to get together w/ you one day. I love you darling.

[*StanleyThePanda*]

_ & _: Get better. I dont like seeing you sad.

[*Kathleen*]

I love you so much I just want to rip your clothes off and rape you. RIGHT NOW. If only you didn't live in New York. LAME ASS.

[Ington]

I'm your bitch, and you can rape me whenever you please. :x
TOO BAD YOU LIVE IN FREAKING PITTSBURGH.

I love you more.

[*Kathleen*]

YEAH, WELL. Gah I give up. You're still a boob and a half, though.

[Ington]

Well, the other half is in your mouth.

[*Kathleen*]

HEY. YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THAT DIRECT IN THESE THINGS. And...ew THERE'S HALF OF A BOOB IN MY MOUTH.

[xosteffanator]

______,
i miss you

[priyas]

i f**king hate you. your so mean to me, and everbody else. go get a life.

[KissMe2408]

Dear You,

Looked at the pictures again and couldn't stop smiling. I wish I could re-live that night. I wouldn't of done anything differently though, it was perfect. It really was...amazing. Who knew? haha, who knew that this would happen. I feel happy, yes very happy. Actually writing in my journal everday about you because I want to. That hasn't happened in years. Not since 9th or 10th grade. You still suprise me, that inner strength really came out the other day. The perfect combination of shyness and confidence. I think both of our feelings doubled after that night. lol it was pretty amazing, especially the limo ride back and at the very end. Just the two of us. lol, I NEVER thought this would happen, haha. If someone told me last year, "oh yah, by the way...after camp you, Paul, and Kaitlyn will hang out every other month and see a movie, then in Jan you'll see him again and know you have a crush, then in March you'll start to date, then in April he'll take you to prom and make that night amazing, and you'll fall for him badly, and he'll be smitten with you, and you'll feel butterflies in your stomach, and your heart will soar when you stand outside, looking at the stars...and then..."Hopefully this will make your prom better". ah.....did he feel the same way I felt about it? Did you? Did you get all warm and fuzzy, and butterflies, and nothing else mattered at that moment. Did your heart soar? I wish i could really ask you these things, lol. And I miss you now. I'll see you in less then 2 weeks, but I miss you....Everything really was perfect. How you looked, how you treated me, your friends, the Philly fiasco, restaurant, limo, stuck in the door (haha), watch + apple cider. Your arm does fit perfectly around my shoulder.
All this being wonderful, except i'm scared a little. Smiling at the mention of your name, daydreaming... i'm scared. This is all very wonderful, and slow, innocent, romantic, probably the most mature guy i've ever dated, and i finally realized this is how dating should be. But i'm scared of feeling this way for you, scared of actually caring about you...I shouldn't be, but I am, because I don't like being hurt. "2 weeks, katie....i'll see you in 2 weeks. That seems so long though! I didn't realize it until today." "yah me too." "See, that's what frightens me about Scotland."
yah...it frightens me too. But hey we're optomistic =) Okay...so I just wanted to say I miss you at the moment, thinking about you...

[timeflies51]

____:

For the first time in my life, I don't want school to end. Because I know that I'll never see you again.

I still can't believe you said yes. I don't care if it's just hanging out, I'm still amazed. I can't wait until you're finished with your stupid job. Or maybe it'll rain hard enough. Oh, ignore that, I'm rambling on...

I still don't know what you feel. There's so many mixed signals. I want to know, I want to know.

You still make me smile, still make me laugh. Even though I know that you're not the one, can I still stay? Is that okay?

Don't go, baby, please don't go. <3


His soft, deep brown eyes
Like two cups of hot cocoa
Filling me with warmth

[Looow]

You,
I missed you today. I'm glad I'll see u tomorrow. Too bad we can't talk on the phone.

I miss you .

You,
It really hurts to see that you .. are getting closer to HER calling her all these sweets names when I'm the one who has always been here for you.

[AzNxBaBi]

Dear ___,

Why must you be so fking cruel to me ... Why must you do things like this I HATE YOU I FREAKiNG HATE YOU SO MUCH ... YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHiNG YOU'RE SO SELFISH ..I hate you ... i hate you .. I knew everything you did was wrong but i still stood there and never took side to his words. I was there to listen to you .. YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MY PRiVACY. You have no right anymore. My respect for you has lost and i want you to smack me. I want you to get a stick, a broom anything to beat the cr*p out of me. Because I want you to regret for the rest of your life. I WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. I`ll never forget today ..

[Ilaem]

Dear Mom,
I know you can't get any lower when you constantly lie to your parent. I love you, all i want to do is make you proud of me, but my priorities have been changing so fast. I want you to trust me, but i don't know how i can expect that.

Dear Casey,
All i want is for the past to stay there. I really don't know how things are going to work out between us. It's insane. Can't we just be friends, best friends maybe? I don't want to give you up completely, just as a boyfriend. We had times i wished could've lasted forever, but i have to put those feelings aside. Thank you for understanding, thank you for being there.

Dear Evan,
It's so strange because when ever we talk, we don't. I try not to let it get to me, but we should have so much to say to each other, you know? Things are different now and i don't hear from you as much as before. I miss you like hell.

I dont say this enough, but i love you


Dear JR,
You make me feel like i've never felt before, like i am someone different completely, like i can be anything, fly even. My feelings torward you are so intense and genuine, my innards can barely take it. I was so embarassed last night when you noticed i was crying because i would have to wait a whole day to be with you again. You mean the world to me, yet i am so guilty.

Dear T, J, B, C
Grow up, get a life and fu ck a duck.

[SimplicityGirl]

I want to be yours. I want to be the girl you're with. I want to be the girl to whom you laugh and cry with. I want to be your girl. Too bad I can't.

[julianaaa]

i hate you. i hate you both. why the f**k do you always have to bring me down? you always have to f**k up my life. i want parents who would help me feel better about a bad grade. you both know nothing about me; so dont go saying i'm a horrible daughter. dont go saying i'm worthless. i'm juliana. what do you want from me? i do the best i can. you dont know how much of a hassle school is for me. the only reason i stay out; is to get a break. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND sh*t ABOUT ME. why you always gotta f**k up my life. i want to be able to have fun with the remaining time i have with my friends. they're the only thing keeping me alive. you dont understand. you dont even TRY. my life is already f**ked up the way it is. its not like i WANT these things to happen to me; they just do.

AS;KDGJKLSJG;LKSDHLSKJDG'FKKNJL;DFH'

[xTINAA]

Dear You,
I want to call you and talk to you but most likely I'll end up crying or something. This is so stupid. I can't believe I got you into this. Something good better come out of this, like something to do with "us".
-Me.

[Rachel]

*sigh*Why did you have to apologize? It makes it so hard to hate you when do you the right thing for once. I don't want to ever fall for you again.

[julianaaa]

to .. i dont know.
i need a break. i really do. i needa break from life. from brian. from my family. from my friends. i cant take it anymore.

to .. you.
i saw those messages. sorry for snooping but; i couldnt help it. yes i admit; i dont fully trust you. and now; after reading that, i dont know if i trust you at all. it hurts to think that i'm not the only one youre thinking about. it hurts to think that you'd much rather be dating this other girl than me. it hurts to miss you; and feel as if you're not missing me.

[Looow]

You,
Your dad is stupid. Ahhh. I neeeedd to see you so badly. So badly. Gosh.

[redpeony]

HEYY
I actually dozed off today. Heheh. It was so nice... thanks for bringing the huge posterboard to cover up my window, and for wrapping me in your arms. And for coming back to drive me to schoool. And for nagging at me to do my homework. I love you. Good luck on your exams this week bum. Can't wait til prom! Thank you for telling me you will take care of me that night and drive me to church the next morning. =) Oh.. and did I mention I love you?

[*islandgirl4eva*]

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You piss me off beyond belief. You're supposed to be my best friend, yet you distance yourself like I wouldn't believe! DAMN YOU.

And you know what? I hate it even more when you call later like nothing was wrong, because then I go back to acting like nothing is wrong. BUT SOMETHING IS. Why can't you see that?

[*Kathleen*]

To whom it concerns:

Please find me. Soon. I'm a wreck without you. I know you're there.

[priyas]

I'm so fcuking angry at you. bitch

[SimplicityGirl]

today when we hugged, I didn't want to let go of you. so i held on. And you held on back. I love you when you do things like that. I just hope, that one day, we'll be better than close friends