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*stephinika* |
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you know what to do.
......: today was wonderful. really. i can't thank you enough. and at that one point, just lying like that with you, us saying the things we were saying...it was amazing. and just being able to do that and all...i felt so safe...so at home. i loved it. i wish we could spend more time together like that. .......: feel better darling, things will work out, k? ![]() |
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![]() yan lin♥ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 14,129 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,627 ![]() |
________: i feel that we're drifting apart. but you know, what you said today really did hurt. i mean, i understand your personality, and how both of us are blunt. but you know, as a friend, as one of your best friends, you should know that at times, it's better not to say something hurtful at all. you basically told me to my face that i was stupid. that's not something friends should say to each other, especially if you meant it. maybe that's why___ has drifted away from us. maybe that's why she's basically anorexic now. sometimes, i feel that you're being blunt on purpose, to live up to your "image." of what people think of you. there's times to be blunt, there's times where you shouldn't be. i've changed, i don't share the same views as you, and for that, you need to accept it as it is. you say that other people are straightminded and only believe what they want to believe. actually, you're the same way. you don't accept criticism easily, and no offense, but it really pisses me off when you think that you're better than others. it's true, you can't deny that you think this way. i'm sorry, but i don't feel the same way.
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![]() naïvety ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Human Posts: 1,303 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 488 ![]() |
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You're confusing me. On purpose. _____: You're confusing me too. Even more so on purpose. _____: You too. Why is everyone confusing me? |
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![]() cB Assassin ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 ![]() |
Guess it was too good to be true. There's only one person for me.
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*danielle_x3* |
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see, you got me all alone waitin right here by the phone for you to call me. i keep on wonderin if you were even feelin' me. i keep on wonderin if this was even meant to be. tell me am i wastin time. cos you ain't showin any signs. i keep on wonderin if everythin you said was true. i keep on wonderin if you were really comin thru.
i came to a conclusion, that this is pure illusion, chaos and confusion. |
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![]() hi. call me linda. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 ![]() |
Oh man, I can't believe I missed out on seeing you today! Gahh, you really should have left a message or something. If you did, I would have known and come over! Loser heh. Anyways, I wish I could see you tomorrow =(. But hopefully we'll have Friday! But, your friend better not bother us grr. Heh <3.
Bleh, you really are annoying. Why can't you just let it go? Don't be such an ass, really. It's not endearing. |
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 ![]() |
Checker#19(Javier) - If only you were in the break room when I'm there. Maybe we'd get a chance to talk. Aha, I must have looked soooo weird standing in your line, with my stage makeup and hair and accessories on. I wonder what was going through your head. And you have nice hands. Thats a plus plus plus. Your so cute. But im so damn young. Well 5 is a lot less than 9. Plus hes with Sarah. I just wish that one time, when im there, you'll be there too.
Chris- You suck. But you have a nice butt. (: Ahh. It was so weird being in the breakroom with you and all the rest of them. I might as well work there as well Lol. I wonder if you know your 9 years older than me ![]() |
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 ![]() |
I really want to see him now. AHFLKSABVLKYAHEIBG. This f**kin` sucks.
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![]() crushed. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 9,432 Joined: Jun 2004 Member No: 20,026 ![]() |
To Me:
Stop doing this to yourself. Seriously, just stop. It's seriously not healthy to keep thinking the way you are now. Concentrate on something else. To ___________ : Haha, I can't believe you did that!! And I missed it!! What a stupid girl I am. GR. I can't believe you have one of those. I shoulda known. Damn, now everyone's all over you ;) |
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![]() even though it's going to be tough for me, I'm going to try to keep my head up...grinning...awwing...as I see couples celebrate "their day." I'll think of you and smile, wishing for everyday to pass by as quick as possible so I can be in your arms once again. I love you, and I hope you know that... I miss you with all my heart...and even if we're apart on Valentine's...I give all the strength to be happy...for you. |
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![]() Band Geek. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 366 Joined: Jan 2006 Member No: 341,494 ![]() |
______: I love you so much, and you honestly have no idea how great you make me feel, even if I don't show it.
______: Please stop causing drama, not everything revolves around you or is purposely trying to hurt you. Try to emphasize the GOOD instead of the BAD. ______: Please learn to keep secrets, and stop lying to people. I know you don't mean it and you can' thelp it most of the time. It hurts though. |
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![]() cB Assassin ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 ![]() |
Too bad we can't see each other on our day, it really sucks, but I guess duty is more important than us...
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I don't understand this. What is it?
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I never thought you would break my heart. Anybody but you, and you don't seem to even give a shit. How could you possibly expect us to still be friends? I can never look at you as a friend. Like we've said before, you will always be the boy I loved. And how could you play with my mind, saying we might have another chance in the future? Is this a f**king game to you? As much as I want you back with me, you've hurt me. I'm afraid to let my guard down now. I'm afraid you'll hurt me again, and I don't know if I can take that chance. I want to get over you, but I just don't see how it's possible. I'm so damned torn between what I want to do, while knowing I shouldn't because... I've always told myself anyone who could ever hurt me isn't worth it.
Are you or are you not? I hate Valentine's Day. |
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I'm gonna BAKE for you! From scratch! Kakakak I hope they turn out well. This alll seems kinda forced and I don't like how you forgot but I'll live with it. That bit just hanging out in my room on Friday was awesome. I love it when you hold me from behind :) and you were so cute skiing, hahaha. See ya tmrw.
---------- pleaaaaaaaase don't have the team assembled for the trip yet! I wanna go! |
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![]() cB Assassin ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 ![]() |
I think that we're perfect for each other, although our distance isn't doing too well...
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![]() Pocketful of Sunshine ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,690 Joined: Nov 2005 Member No: 289,004 ![]() |
How come everyone is noticing it except for you? You always ditch me and hang out with her and backstab her when she isn't around. You go around from group to group thinking that you're friends with everyone, even though you hate like 99.9% of those people.
![]() ![]() ***** Why do you always ignore me when you don't need anything, and come begging to me when you need something? Can't you go ask her since she suposedly always helps you. ![]() **** Why do you tell him not to cut when YOU cut yourself? You and him really need to stop.. ***** You just don't know what's right in front of your eyes.. ![]() ***** Thanks for trying to cheer me up. ![]() ![]() |
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*stephinika* |
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school,
fxck you. you suck. |
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*islandgirl4eva* |
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Being single on Valentine's Day isn't the end of the world. Stop talking to me like I'm alone of an island full of mating couples. I'm not looking enviosly on you, or anyone else for that matter. I'm fine. Please, stop pitying me.
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*Zatanna* |
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You son of a bitch. Thank you for letting me know how much I've bothered you. Thank you for letting me know that my problems are so annoying and little to you. Thank you for involving the pain associated with my ex in your little public rant. Thank you for making a mockery of my feelings and my friendship with you.
No. Really. Thanks. I really needed more heartache and pain right now. |
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c[: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,302 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 2,876 ![]() |
i know it's wrong of me...but i couldn't help but smile when you told me that...i mean...i don't know what kind of smile it was...i just smiled because i was happy that there might still be the slightest chance for us...but i don't know...it doesn't really look that way....you're not making me smile like you used to...what happen? did things change THAT much in a week or so? seriously...i miss what we had...even if it wasn't exactly a relationship..it was a great friendship+ and i miss it...i want to be the only weirdo in your life again....i want to be your sunshine after the rain and i want to make you happy....
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![]() Bay Area YadadaDiiiig. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,249 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 103,202 ![]() |
CASMBAKLBV Quit makin me like you. Ahh.
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![]() "my girls rock balenciaga and smoke mad marijuana" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,089 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 70,049 ![]() |
i swear you say the stupid`ist things.. i think thats what makes me love you more and more each day. damn. tommorow. to think your not gonna be all mines.. that sucks bootayy. but its alright just think about 11 more days. its gonna be 6-months babe! 1/2. a year. damn. oh wells. i`ll be out of town. but remember i hearts you.. and we bouta do our thing when i come back..!! ok? anyways.. your a loser for breaking your phoen after i broke mines. haha copycat? loser. oh well. now we can both make excuses on how we dont have a cell. :D
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___, Thanks for ruining my day with just two sentences.
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Geez... you? Blazing? Man... it disappoints me how so many people cannot stay true to their convictions. I wouldn't care if when I was dating you didn't keep telling me was not to do this, not to do that.. because you cared about me. And what are you doing now? Mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...... that's sad. I guess people "grow up" but this is not what I call growing up.. oh well.
-------------- Hahaha I can't wait to see you tomorrow. The cookies turned out soooooo nice. Haha! I am so proud of myself =p See ya later. |
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i hope i manage to do that plan for you perfectly...i hope you like it.
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![]() hello : ) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 4,227 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,139 ![]() |
Dear You,
I'm still quite mixed on my feelings for you. Writing that story about you helped me get everything off my chest. It helps to write things out though it was poorly written. See, I know that I still do care for you. Sometimes I catch myself reminiscing about how we used to be and I start to miss you. It's clear to see that I still love you, no matter how much I wish I didn't. It still all really hurts though now I've learned to just deal with it and to not act depressed. It doesn't make it any less hard though. And just because I don't show how I really feel inside doesn't make it any less real, either. I just wish things were back to how they were months ago and believe me, I know that's something foolish to wish. But is it just as foolish to wish we were friends? I feel like you're being so fake towards me and I don't get why. After two people like us, shared so much, so many secrets and intimate moments, how can we not be friends? We know everything about each other, in fact, you were like my best friend. I get it, you threw away our relationship, but a friendship? I just want to be part of your life. I want to be able to talk to you and hang out with you. I know it would hurt but it'd be better than this. If you're completely over me, why can't you be straight up with me? Instead of fake and shady? But even now as I sit here writing this message, I contemplate if that's what I really want. Honestly, I have no idea what I really want; to be with you, to hate you, to be friends with you, I don't know. I hope God leads me in the right direction with this. It's been too long, don't you think? -Me. |
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Dear You,
Did you say what i think you said? Were you saying it to me or were you just saying it? I seriously cried when you wrote that... I mean, you practically said I never stoped loving you. If that's how you feel then why are you still with her? I'm practically throwing myself at you. Am I being too easy? Do you want a challenge or something. Well I already thought of that and thought of being with someone else but I can't do it. I'd rather be single and see you with someone else then to be with someone and be thinking of you the entire time. I know being with someone else would make you jealous, but I dont care about doing that. I care about you and if I have to see you with her then i'm fine with it, or at least i'll pretend to be. I cant believe it's valentines day. I'm gonna be so depressed knowing that your spending it with her. Hey maybe you got me a bear lol.. i doubt it. - Me |
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![]() yan lin♥ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 14,129 Joined: Apr 2004 Member No: 13,627 ![]() |
get well soon. i was really looking forward to seeing you today, but then, i found out that you were sick :(.
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I'm sorry that it seems like we're falling apart. Honestly, I feel it as well. I just don't know how to stop it. Do you? We've been a part of each other for so long, I don't think I know how to get on with you. I feel as if we've clung to tightly to one another. I'm terrified by the thought of letting you go. But in a way, nature is doing that for us. It's ripping us apart. Maybe it's for the better, but still. I want you to know.
I love you. |
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i feel so empty now....i feel like such a cold person.....why am i acting like this...is this my own fault
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I'm sorry I ditched you so suddenly, but what you did to me really hurt. I know you didn't do it intentionally, but intentions do always result in the desired affect.
Just, give me some space, and some time. And when I say give me space and give me time, I mean call me, right now. |
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- u guys r crazzzzzy i had so much fun we hafta do it again
- it feels like it was before... - haha |
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![]() j'adore =) ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 723 Joined: Mar 2005 Member No: 107,848 ![]() |
all my bestests
thank you all so much for being so good to me this week :) i never realized how much you all cared for me until this week. all my guy friends, you are all like brothers to me and i love each and everyone of you! paul and lyle thank you so much for being so good to me today, it really meant a lot to me. and to all my guy friends you're all being awesome ![]() |
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![]() Pocketful of Sunshine ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Staff Alumni Posts: 8,690 Joined: Nov 2005 Member No: 289,004 ![]() |
Boo! I wanna touch the ducky! x]
----- You told me he asked you, and now I hear differently?! ![]() ----- LMAO princess. ----- "You a-hole whiteboy. You have a big nose whiteboy. And I don't know how you could have a wife, whiteboy." ![]() ----- I love you (as a friend, even though you would think I'm icky ![]() ![]() ----- Yeah, talk to me when you need help and ignore me when you don't. |
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aw kaitlyn, ilu too.
![]() ![]() hey you. today was fun. i'm glad you liked your surprises. happy valentines day! our first one... ![]() ![]() |
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i love you. i hope we could stay together as long as possible <3
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![]() "my girls rock balenciaga and smoke mad marijuana" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,089 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 70,049 ![]() |
oh man steph my first valentine`s with my husband and i dont even get to see that fella.
anways, they are all for people who start with J`s.. ![]() J___; thanks for making my valentines just a bit better sugarbooger. haha.. oh yeah im your bumbobop cherry. ahah.. what losers. anyways. thanks. :D true friends man. J____; thanks for you knowing i liekd you.. then asking some other chick who i hate cause shes a mother fcuking whore.. :D that made my valentines finding out today. ![]() J_____; urgh. you never give up on me fool. was`sup with that? HUSBANDD; oh man .. at least think about me on the 26th when its our 6-month anniversary fool. :D lovers&friends. always till the end. dont forget that. |
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![]() cB Assassin ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 10,147 Joined: Mar 2004 Member No: 7,672 ![]() |
Too bad you work today =(
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I feel so physically sick, I can't take it.
We need to be together. We belong together. It's just not right without us. We saved love, remember? I need to talk to you so badly. It's literally killing me. |
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^ awww thanks honey! <333
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i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you
Man you're good... hehehe! I actually thought you forgot, bum! The opening my locker and seeing the stuff made me so happy.. I literally couldn't keep the smile off my face. I love the card you made.. I love the other card.. I love the roses.. I love the candy.. I love the big present.. I love the MAGNETS U PUT IN MY LOCKER! Haha! most of all I love you. I love what you wrote in the cards... and you know me so well. I'm so glad I got to spend today with you. You're amazing. MWAH! |
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![]() Being happy...is all that matters ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 765 Joined: Feb 2005 Member No: 102,284 ![]() |
There's more to life than chasing love.
To ______, It's Valentines. Why the heck aren't you msging me? You're my bf aren't you? You know how hurt i am right now? |
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![]() hi. call me linda. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 ![]() |
Sigh, honey please don't be like this. I really did miss you so much, especially with all the couples around school with their flowers, and I would have tried my best to see you, but I thought you were busy with friends and I had no idea where you were. Sigh, I guess this is our second Valentine's Day that went wrong. Hopefully next year will be better right? If there is a next year... I care about you so much, but sometimes I wonder about us. I know you care but you get so mad at me so easily now, I wonder. You used to make me so happy, and you still do, but sometimes it isn't as pure or real as it used to be. I guess this is what happens in long term relationships? I just really hope we can keep it together for the long run because I really do want to stay with you. I do love you honey and I will have something greater for you on Friday (hopefully). Happy Valentine's Day my dear.
Gah, that bothered me, seeing you with that rose. I wonder if someone gave it to you, or if you're gonna give it to someone? Well, if you're interested in someone else, this means you could stop whatever it is you're doing against me? Ahh, I hope so. |
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i really want to know what's wrong and you won't even pick up the phone.. please tell me problem... i really want to know.
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Mom & Dad - I love you both so very much. I'm very blessed to have parents like you in my life.
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dear prince charming,
did you die on your way to me or something? haha. maybe i'll have to wait a lifetime before i meet you. dear me, you suck. |
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Excuse me, miss. What's your name? - Jose |
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To the love of my life,
Life without you is going to be a vast, and barren wasteland. - Justin - |
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How could you do that? Get right in my face and flirt with me, then ask me to take your girlfriend home with me. Ugh you're so strange. But you have really pretty hair, heh. Glad we're friends, if nothing else.
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augh you tell me to tell you what i want...but i can't! cause then i'm just asking for things which is bad because you do enough, but i want to tell you at the same time...grr!
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You,
Thank you for the balloon,candy, and the teddy bear. So sweet, so sweet. You're such a cutie. Ahh ![]() You, TELL HIM. |
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![]() hi. call me linda. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Official Member Posts: 8,187 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,475 ![]() |
Sigh honey. I can't believe how much of a big deal you are turning this into. I really do love you and care about you a lot. But I do realize that your patience is wearing thin. I really will prove it to you, but I need to see you on Friday to do this. Honey, please don't break up with me. Without you, I'm so weak and lost.
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I cried so hard today. It hurts a lot. Did you say you loved me or not? Am i imagining it?? Why does this have to happen to me? I remember when i tried to help my ex friend and your current gf get with you. You seemed to care about her so much even though you had a gf at the time, and you treated your gf like crap while you flirted with my friend. And then you left your gf for her. Why is it different for her? What the hell do you see in her? Why couldn't you do that for me? Why dont you want to be with me?
You know, it didn't hurt for a while. I was actually starting to be ok with just being friends with you. And then you had to go and say that and makes things more complicated for me. The day before valentines too. And then I got all depressed from those romantic movies i watched when i got home. I was thinking about you the entire time. About how i dont wanna be just friends. And how much I want to hold you and be with you. |
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^ aw. feel better<3
stfu no one wants to be your valentine :) please no. frankayyy. |
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At least you're still my day late friend.
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_______ Thanks for the wonderful night. <3
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Thanks for ruining my whole day yesterday . . I know you did it unintentionally . . and I'm sorry i kept telling you how bad my day was. I was looking forward to valentine's day because of how you talked about it .. and how you said you were going to try to change my mind about it . i was excited to see you . . but yesterday we spent 2 hours together tops? all my friends told me that i shouldn't be involved with you because of your past. i wanted to give you a chance because no one took the time to give you one. i'm just upset.. when you called me this morning to apologize, i appreciated it.. although it was 3 . and i'm sorry i fell asleep on the phone with you . . but when i called you, i think you were dreaming. but it's okay .. i hope to talk to you later. and don't treat me like 'everyone else' in your life before me.
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真的好想好想你......好希望好希望在你懷中的不是她而是我......恨不得我傷心的時候有你的安慰.......我要知道你那句__到底是真心的......還是玩笑....... QUOTE 我找不到很好的原因 去阻擋這一切的情意
這感覺太奇異 我抱歉不能說明 我相信這愛情的定義 奇蹟會發生也不一定 風溫柔得清晰 也許飄來好消息 我才發現 你很耀眼 請讓我再瞧瞧你的雙眼 沒有人了解 沒有人像我和陌生人的愛戀 我想我會開始想念你 可是我剛剛才遇見了你 我懷疑這奇遇只是個惡作劇 我想我已慢慢喜歡你 因為我擁有愛情的勇氣 我任性 投入你給的惡作劇 你給的惡作劇.......... |
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Did we honestly have to fight last night? Did I have to get so upset? It was Valentine's Day for f**k's sake. UHGGGGGGJ. Seriously, that part of our relationship which really seems to come from NOWHERE needs to stop. right. NOW. I can't take any more of these stupid late night fights. We do it so often. I'm sick of it. Anyways.... I never realized you were so sad. You hide it very well, even from me, which kind of bugs me. I feel stupid being so happy if your sad. You know I'm alwaysalwaysalways here for you and you can tell me anything. The only thing I ever want is to see you happy, you know that and I know you do. You say I can't do anything to help. If it's about your family, yeah I probably can't. School, HELLO BABY I HAE A 96 GPA YOU KNOW I'M WILLING TO HELP YOU. Me? Well, you say it's not me that makes you sad but sometimes I beg to differ. Sorry for that, annoying you I mean, but sometimes I do have to keep asking you stuff. I love you, okay? |
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I love you, as much as you don't realize it.
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i really really like you. can't you tell?
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Father,
You are a d**k. All I wanted was to get my nails done for a dance at my COUSIN'S place, but you had to yell at me and call me crazy? What the f**k? How on EARTH is that crazy? Do tell me, please. If you are thinking that because I wanted it free, think again. I am willing to pay and WAS going to, but now since I can't do that, f**k it. Now, I have to go to CVS to buy those fake f**king plastic nails. f**king faggot. Seriously, you ruin EVERYTHING I ever wanted to do. I am choosing to move once Hoai gets an apartment. Goodbye, Hell. |
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To __________ :
Please don't be mad at me. Hello! I'm one of your closest friends! Are you aware that they don't know you like him? I feel bad that they were talking about it like that. I really don't want you to be sad/mad. To __________ : Goodness...I'm freaking sad. Why? Because I don't know the next time I'll see you. To __________ and __________ : Thanks for always being there and supporting me. I don't know how I'm going to off to college and stay by myself. --Teesa |
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Okay, so im not over you. But it's just so much easier to tell everyone else I am. And I gotta quit lying to myself, cos everybody knows im a damn good liar. And if i lie to myself enough about this, I'll do exactly what i did after it all ended so awkwardly. I'll convince myself im over him and realize a long ways down the road im not and I just lied to myself soo much, that even I begun to think it was the truth. But I cant do that this time. I gotta face it. I gotta swallow my pride and practice what i preach so well. But I cant help the way that now that im trying to assess the situation im going crazy. Thinking about Glenn and Chris and Javier and Larry. Ahhh. In 2 years time, I hope to be exactly the way I plan.
------------ Freshman ensemble is full of a bunch of whiny immature 14/15 year old girls who dont know how to go about just getting together to f**king sing. Lana gotsta run her mouth, and everybody always gotta say something about Justine and Jackie haas to bring up something totally irrelevant and then everybody else haaas to get mad at everybody else for what everybody else is doing. Cant we all just shut up and sing. ------------ You probably have a class with Monee. That nixes everything. ------------ I love you guys (: |
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i couldn't believe what names you called me. i honestly thought we were friends and i thought you wouldn't get angry at such little problems. but you did. i heard your side of the story, but my judgement still stands. i didn't do anything to you. yet you still do that to me. you are being selfish, you know that?
i love you alot. if we ever break up, i'll love you still because we've been best friends even before we got together. nothing can change my feelings. people who says i said that or i did that, don't believe them; they're jealous. i'm blessed that you were in my life, because you always make me happy, even a single "hey" would make my day. i really do love you.<3 |
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Hahah, "I'd be better off without you". YOU ARE f**king CRAZY. And that's why I called you at 7 am. I had to tell you that you're crazy. I love you, though. I really hope this fighting ceases for awhile. Are you coming over tomorrow? J- SUP ADMITTING YOU FLIRT WITH ME? God, we're such good friends. And do you feel the sexual tension or is it just me? |
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UGH FCUK YOU _____, ______& _____; I HATE YOU GUYS, AND _____ IM SO FCUKING MAD YOU! JUST STAY OUT OF MY LIFE! AND LIKE, STOP ANNOYING ME, IM SICK OF YOUR SHIT ![]() ___; leave me alone ![]() _____; i like you? ![]() ive known you ever since we were in kindergarten...and uhm yeah... |
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i wrote about the frog dissection today, and if you ever read it, i hope you'll know what i was really trying to say.
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by leaving me all alone.. don't you know my tears will cause an inferno? romance up in flames, why should I take the blame? you were the one who left me neglected. add me to the broken hearts you've collected. i gave you all of me. how was i to know you would weaken so easily? i don't know what to do. i gave you my love in vain. my heart never knew such pain. and you left me so confused now i'm all cried out over you. you probably deleted all the texts that i sent you.. well obviously if you got a new phone. you probably forgot everything.. bt it's okay. i'll remember for the both of us. |
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damn how are you my geometry teacher's youngest son
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Haha oh you guys. Today was so much fun, even though we probably didn't get in much studying. Oh man, I haven't laughed that hard in such a long time haha. Thanks to all of you for making my day pretty good and fun. Heh, we should definitely do it again sometime. We have such a good balance between all of us heh. You all are so cool.
Ahh, I'm glad we were able to talk on the phone for that long! I'm also glad we got through that bump in the beginning where everything was awkward hah. Well, it sounds like you're better, but I can't really be sure. Sometimes, when I thought you were happy and all, you turn around with another comment that sounds like you really aren't. Bah. But I'm still glad we were able to have that phone conversation. I really do care about you so much, and I do intend to prove it to you. <3 Hope to see you Friday my dear <3. |
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I've learned that being by myself sometimes isn't that hard. I feel like I've grown a bit. I just wanted you to know that.
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I left bcoz you're always chasing other guys. Just look at your previous post, you're dying to be with him. what do you expect me to do? pretend that i dont know anything? i've done it so many times just for you, but i cant keep up anymore.
There are words that I can't say to you. But before I end everything, ask yourself "why" and "how" this happened. Dont blame me. Dont tell me that I broke your heart and left you alone. When you were with him, what the f**k happened to me? That's right, I was the one with broken heart. I was the one who was left confused and all alone. You were that confident of leaving me behind cuz you were with someone else. Sayang talaga. Even though there was little hope, I was giving everything for that. Remember, I used to stay up all night or wake up really early just to call you and hear your voice. and if not, I texted you everytime i had a chance. Thats how dedicated I was. Those were the memories that I will cherish for the rest of my life. Freestyle - Before I Let You Go |
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Wow, just wow.. You're the only person who doesen't see.
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why am I dealing with you again??
I bet I know what the hell yer thinking.. "oh no.. here's comes my obsessed ex, I better run and hide!! Oh wait! What if she asks me why I'm avoiding her?! Maybe if I give her the excuse 'I thought you felt uncomfortable around me, I'm doing this FOR your sake' so she won't tell her friends I'm a bad guy and my rep can be saved!!" Stick to lying online to little girls dude.. You are as readable as a open book. And by btw, don't be so full of yourself. you're weren't that great.. |
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Ahhhhh... we came this close. I'm scared of all this temptation... yes of course I want to do it.. but I know I can't... I know we haven't done anything in like... forever (only 2.5 weeks but it's felt like that) and that's probably why it was so.. fun I guess you could say. But.. I can't do it. Sorry.
But aww.. "is it okay if I give some to my friends".. you're so cute. Love you. |
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HAHAHA, that was awesome. I hope you're all good and pissed off now so that you won't IM me anymore. Really. Thanks for the laughs. You've provided amusement for me, Jenn, AND Jenny. Congrats on proving your stupidity.
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幹.....cut人很好玩是吧......我一路都沒有抱著很大的希望沒錯......但是_____才真正打的好.......不是_____.......屌........這是什麼世界啊....... _____: 你是故意跟他一起捉弄我是吧......好啦....隨你便.....下個禮拜你最好給我注意點....... |
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___: ah, you're better than i thought you were. from what i knew of you in freshman year, and how i disliked you till now. you've changed, for the better.
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_______: stop stalking me
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to bad teachers in mah sku,
u guys suck.just few of teachers are good<33 why do you ban me with NO reason??absolutely rediculous!! u guys think that the students in B class are LAZY and STUPID.in fact,just half of our classmates are!BUT NO ALL.why do u guys do this to me ,angel n julia? suck u bitches.piss off plz .u are unworthy of being a teacher. |
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sorri.....i have clicked it wrongly...
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Heyy, I'm glad that we saw each other, even if it was only for 10 minutes. Hah, but the commute was really worth it. Eh, I enjoyed seeing you but I'm not too sure how you felt. It kinda felt like you didn't want me there and that you weren't too happy to see me. You didn't even reach for my hand or kiss me or anything. Meh. Hope to see you tomorrow, when you're in better spirits.
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Drew, I completely understand where you're coming from. Now that I think about it, this break is probably for the best for both of us. It gives us time to ourselves, school, our friends and family. I feel so much more at ease knowing that even though things are a little different, we will have a future together. I truly believe this will make us stronger. I will always care for you.
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- now that you go to my school. hollar atcho girl.
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I quit. I'm not your mother anymore. I'm not anybody's mother anymore. You're an adult. So are they. She's a kid, but she's trying. I hope you don't ruin her like you tried to ruin me. I hereby resign from being the mother of the household. I will not be the maid, teacher, therapist, and backup plan anymore. I didn't have kids and I don't get paid to clean the house. I'm nice enough to help when I can, but you will no longer guilt me into doing everything. This family is YOUR responsibility, not mine. I won't have it anymore.
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Please, stop talking to me like that. It makes me not want to be around you, and that's not right. We're family. Blood. It's not supposed to be like this. It never was. |
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Thanks a lot for making me feel even more depressed.
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You,
Myyyy god :throb:You're such a sweet person. Such a sweet person. You saved me twice today. You gave me the two longest hugs ever. I haven't felt like this for a while. I don't want to fall into you too much becuase it's hard for me to get over people easily. It's weird though..I have a feeling that if things don't turn out the way we think they might, I won't be hurt. Seriously. ![]() ![]() You, let's kickkkk it. You, You really have changed though. It's kind of messed up..but what can you do? |
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i love you :) Nothing you did or didn't do.. I just wanted to tell you that. We've come so far... and I remember at the beginning how I thought at this rate it would be forever before we would have been going out for a while. But It's been pretty much half a year of this... and there have been some annoying, rough times but I know I love you and I'm amazed at how much we've overcome. Mwaaaaaa.
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LMAO. No way! I mean like.. it would feel so awkward for me to sit right in between you two..
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why don't you just go f*ck off and die?
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You,
I think you're being really stupid. You've done this before, and you got burned. Or don't you remember that? Come to your senses and move on. Find someone better. Even though I don't really like you, it's painful to watch this cycle again. You, You're an ass. An articulate one, but still an ass. I've lost so much respect for you. What happened to where we were? We used to be friends. You're a womanizer and a bastard. And no, you smartass, not in the literal sense. |
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Dear You,
So I guess maybe you do like me? I'm not sure. To be quite frank, I am not particularly good with relationships. You know, if this had happened a year ago, I would have been elated. But now, not so much. I'm not sure what's wrong with me? You're very goodlooking, incredibly nice, funny, and smart, (I'm mostly assuming because we haven't spent time together) however, I can't get myself to like you. Yeah, that probably sounds silly but it's true. I've came up with several reasons why I think this is happening. I don't want to get hurt again. I'm not saying we're going to date, be together, and you're going to break my heart but I don't even think I'd like to risk that. Also, I have this stupid, ridiculous thought in the back of my mind that some way, some how, some day, Phillip and I will get back together and we can't if by chance I'm with you. Finally, if I do date you, if we do become a couple (I doubt it'll go that far because I'm betting you'll lose interest), it will make me and Phillip over. Done. That's it. I don't know if I'm ready to let go despite how hard I've been trying. I don't know what's wrong with me...I'm sorry. Part of me thinks that I'm going to purposely ruin this so nothing gets further but I don't know. -Me. Dear You, ![]() -Me. |
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You are my sunshine
my only sunshine You make me happy When times are grey You'll never know dear How much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away Fuck that. ![]() |
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