to my dad |
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to my dad |
Nov 21 2005, 02:01 PM
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this is to my dad:
I hate myself for loving you. for hating you for needing you. for hoping that you would learn that you would care that you could care I hate myself for believing for trying for understanding now I’m nothing just a vessel as real as a silk flower I stand by the sun pretending knowing that as the sun strikes my fake petals nothing will happen I can’t go on pretending pretending that you care. |
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Nov 21 2005, 10:46 PM
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c[: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Group: Member Posts: 2,302 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 2,876 |
wow
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