It was just yesterday, Options

[lovescream]

=x UMMMMMMM. This is a long one, yes, but I want you all to read this. I personally wrote it based on my experience. Exactly pasted from my online DIARY. Excuse me for typos. I can't spot them out, even though I re-read it a few times.

Well, I wrote this. Kind of poetic yet pathetic, in my opinion. I hope anyone who reads this would learn to appreciate the small things in life, because it's way more bigger than you expect.

'It was just yesterday'

"It felt like it was just yesterday when I last saw you. Laughing, hugging, and crying. Thinking how I won't see you again for a long time, I cry. Long time to me is years.. and years, my friend, are long in anyone's opinion. As I'm typing this, I'm crying, in memory of you. Even though you're still alive and active, I feel as if though I've lost you already. I never knew moving so far could be such a great impact on me. Everytime I think about the last day we saw each other, the last time we ever spoke, I bawl. Just right there. I wish I never would've taken our friendship for granted. I thought that I'd have you forever, and never lose you. Remember how we made those promises about us going to be best friends still in High School? And how we'll be hooker partners in college? Even though that hooker part was an inside joke, I still know that that will never happen. Those promises we promised were most defintely promises that will never happen; or shall I say that they were lies? And I wish I never would have taken where I lived for granted! My God, I hated our town. It was small and infamous. Now I live in a famous and huge town. I guess it's okay.. but I miss where I lived for about twelve years. Where all my memories were. Where all my friends were. Even though I know there are people out there with more stress and lives far more worse than mine, I feel like mine tops all of that. Just at this moment, as I express myself, I feel like that. Now I'm here, sitting alone, with no friends and no life, thinking about how this all started. Just me, crying over the things I once took for granted. And it felt like it was just yesterday, when I last heard your voice in person.. When I last, saw your face."

[verlorenrivets]

That made me miss everyone I miss again. I know that's a redundant statement, but I'm not going to make a list that long. I miss them alot, but not enough to compile a list of all of them. Maybe enough to write a paragraph about what I miss about them exactly? That sounds better.

I'm going to sleep now, because I'm having another flashback, and it makes it really hard to type.

[HelloSunshine]

I liked it.
Made me think about when I last missed someone.