official confessions, v.2 >:-] Options

[*mzkandi*]

Created by basick

I find that I am more dependent on people to bring happiness into my life that I would like to admit.

[Retrogressive]

I just spent an hour on the cell phone with her going in circles from mapquest, ticketmaster, and hostel... booking her a hotel, checking billions of street numbers, hacking into her email and checking tickets even though I have no clue how to read a New York map... just because I love her







and I know she'll never love me.
//edit

All she did was say thank you, and tell me what a great time she was having. I remember the days when she did love me... they were so wonderful.

[*takingbacksandy*]

i pee in the shower sometimes because i'm too lazy to get out of the shower just to pee

at times i like to piss people off just for fun

i create distance from people. especially ones i feel 'get to close'

i treat loved ones like crap. my parents, brothers, best friend but i know i can't live without them.

when i like someone i get overly obsessed and talk about them 24/7

[shesnothxc]

i try and time myself perfectly so when im leaving school i end up walking with him.
/lame

[Tribal J_Rome]

sometimes i can be an bitch, an a-hole

it's not that i try being one, i just have no way to vent the little things in life that get to me so they build up, and sooner or later it just comes out to the first person that in the slightest bit frustrates me.

being the stubborn one i am when i'm mad, i never realize how bitchy i get until a few days after, and i've lost friends doing this. most of them have been able to forgive me.

i guess this is my "emo" mode, when all i wanna do is get away or go into seclusion from the rest of the world

[Retrogressive]

I still try to see how long I can go without sleep.

hour: 34

[steezahh]

i`d do anything for you...my guilty pleasure... i get nothing in return.

[racoons > you]

im giving up alcohol. the reason why would make a better confession

[malimars]

i cheated on him

Im a bitch all the time to him but deep down i love him

[Fabio.]

I don't think I'll ever let a guy love me.

[racoons > you]

*i love meli*

*runs away*

[fameONE]

Recieving fellatio is pretty boring to me.

[Rachel]

^hahah

Giving and recieving fellatio is damn boring

[*stephinika*]

^^
lol!

when i'm bored, i read an old guy friend's emails cause i still know his password...but i don't talk to him much anymore so yeah.

[*jooleeah*]

i suck up to teachers. yeah. i'm a goody goody in front of them.

[coconutter]

^^
lol!

when i'm bored, i read an old guy friend's emails cause i still know his password...but i don't talk to him much anymore so yeah.

Same for me only its a girl and hes an evil prep that i hate

[sheepy]

i hate seeing the things people do or their personality that reminds me of my own a few years back.

[*RiC3xBoy*]

I litter. It wasnt an accident, I slapped a girls ass on purpose.

[NgocQuyen]

i dislike people being hypricritical, yet in doing so im the biggest hypricrit there is...

[Mulder]

I don't think that I'll ever get a boyfriend. And sometimes i dont care.

[*Azarel*]

You know, you misspelled "official" in the topic title.

[yummy_delight]

I'm in love with a boy who is going out with one of my friends.
I'm in lust with boy a who treats me like crap.

[silver-rain]

i try and time myself perfectly so when im leaving school i end up walking with him.
/lame

Yeah, I used to do that... I sometimes still do that, but with my ex, even though he then turns around to avoid me...

^^
lol!

when i'm bored, i read an old guy friend's emails cause i still know his password...but i don't talk to him much anymore so yeah.

Yeah, I do that sometimes with my boyfriend's emails and stuff...

I have a feeling that I'm flirting a lot with him, and I'm not sure how he feels about me. Whenever we hug or hold hands, etc, I always think of my boyfriend, and wish I were with him, so I guess that's good... But then, a part of me feels comfortable with him too...
Meh, I wonder if my boyfriend would have remembered our 1 year anniversary in 2 weeks if I hadn't casually mentioned it...

[*xcaitlinx*]

sometimes i wish that i was dumber so that i wouldn't have to live up to my parents' expectations and have to spend so much time on school work.

i tend to be very clingy when it comes to boys and im very emotional when in a relationship; even if it's not for long.

i think about him so much that it's becoming unhealthy.

most of the time i'd rather be alone than with a group of people.

[Tribal J_Rome]

sometimes when i really think about how my life is going on, i hate it. i wanna get out of here and start out fresh. i think about what my life could be like and wish for greater things. i wish i was thin, cooler, not so damn shy...

i think i just dream too much

[SillyCourtney]

I like a boy who will probably never like me anyways.

[LeSLiE]

sometimes i wish my boyfriend went away for a week or two. i need some time alone.

[demolished]

I hate my life.
I have one of the worst disability.
Yeah, i know.
I should move on but that doesnt stop me from hating myself.

[xTINAA]

I give advice to people all the time but I never follow it for myself - I have like a double standard.

I seem quite obsessive and even stalker-ish when it comes to him, but I'm honestly not.

I don't think I'll graduate with an IB diploma.

[*stephinika*]

i hate to sound like this but...i love him so much. i'm so scared to lose him...i can see things lasting for a long time...and i really, really hope they do...

[redpeony]

I pretended to be asleep when he put the blanket around me, but inside I was smiling. I love him, but everyday is like an adventure with him. I wonder if that's why I stick around. I have no good reason for loving him, but I do. I feel gross for letting him kiss me tonight since he started smoking again. I am questioning myself and wondering if I shouldn't have let him, so he will stop. My mouth tastes gross, I want to puke. I don't think he'll stay true to his word when he says that he'll quit for me. I really don't know why I'm still with him. But I love him... therefore I need him. He keeps me, me. He's made such a huge impact on my life... I'm making excuses for him. I don't like how he grabbed my ass today. I really didn't enjoy standing in the deserted golf course making out. I wish we just lay on the ground and stared up into the sky at the stars. Tonight was sort of a disappointment. But I love him all the same. Why? I don't know. I don't think I'll ever be able to leave him. I don't think I could function without him. That makes me feel kinda bad that I've gotten dependant. But part of why I love him is because he's opened my heart and made me less afraid of falling. I ignore the advice my friends give me about him. I feel bad, but I need to follow my heart. I used to be afraid of making anything matter to me. But I know he matters to me. I know I'll be depressed if it doesn't work out because then I will know I had bad judgement. But I'm taking that risk, because I love him so much.

[lilliannnn]

I'm tempted to cheat on my boyfriend.

[jennyjenny]

I made out with a girl when I was drunk and it was the first time I ever made out.

[iheartjohn]

I'm having second thoughts...

[Rachel]

i hate to sound like this but...i love him so much. i'm so scared to lose him...i can see things lasting for a long time...and i really, really hope they do...

Couldn't have said it better myself.

It is scary when I miss him when it has only been 2 days. It scares me that he wants to go somewhere in Penn. for school when I am only looking in MA, NY, and D.C.. I don't want us to break up.

[mouse_3k]

I get mad at my bf when he cancelles plans, even when its something important *family member sick, etc*

I need to be strong again emotionally and not care if he cant make it or not.

[racoons > you]

even though i know i have a loving family, i just dont like them. or really love tem back

[KissMe2408]

-When I get mad I tend to hold it inside, i'm getting better at it...

-I still have feelings for a boy that I dated a long time ago; and i have a feeling I will always care for him. And i'm starting to admit that I still do.

-At rehearsals, i'm either surrounded by annoying kids or stuck up peers. And honestly sometimes it gets to me. Why did I give up that college play? For this?

-I cried at 2 movies I watched yesterday. The Wedding Date & Count of Monte Cristo. Don't ask why.

-Confession: I'm Happy. I'm actually Happy, and I haven't felt this way in a long time. I feel like chains have been lifted off. I won't let myself be depressed again or be held down by people and walked all over.

[WindSorcerous]

I love him so much with all my heart. Sometimes he embarasses me but he makes other people laugh.

He means everything to me, and I can't picture my life without him.

> > > Waiting for the perfect moment to take that final step in our relationsip <3

[Herizon Action]

i have a crush on ericaxo. I also really don't like my dad.

[michelina0kudelk...]

I could sit and listen to you talk forever, it means everything in the world to me.

[rainbowish]

Im gay and I have a girlfriend that I lie to everyday of my damn life. I even have had sex with her. She wants to be with me forever and I play along...

I have to be the worst person here.

I am also have really strong feelings for someone in CB who Ive only chatted with once and dont really know.. but he is really cute.

[silver-rain]

i hate to sound like this but...i love him so much. i'm so scared to lose him...i can see things lasting for a long time...and i really, really hope they do...

I get mad at my bf when he cancelles plans, even when its something important *family member sick, etc*

I need to be strong again emotionally and not care if he cant make it or not.

Same here to both of them...

I'm starting to wonder if I might have feelings for my friend. I don't want to, since I love my boyfriend very much, but I only see him (my bf) once a week, whereas I see my friend a lot everyday... But, I know that no matter what, I would never cheat on him because I love him too much

[fameONE]

I'll never be able to take a shower again without thinking about last night/this morning.

ATX is wonderful.

[xsign_my_heartx]

i pee in the shower sometimes because i'm too lazy to get out of the shower just to pee

at times i like to piss people off just for fun

i create distance from people. especially ones i feel 'get to close'

i treat loved ones like crap. my parents, brothers, best friend but i know i can't live without them.

when i like someone i get overly obsessed and talk about them 24/7

you and i have those things in common.

[Rachel]

i still can't truly forgive him for cheating on me.

[Hiphop d[-_-]b]

Im tired of sensitivity.

[*basick*]

i asked this blind guy to guess how many fingers i was holding up - he said 2 and he was right, but then i put 1 more finger up and said he was wrong.

[*tweeak*]

I love it. I don't know why, I certainly never intended to, but I do.

[vehvih]

I feel apathy on being nice/sweet to people.

[simx]

I'm listening to music right now

[Lightner]

I have guilty thoughts even though others dont know.

[miss barnes]

i am attracted to this boy that i dont even know. at all

[Heewee]

I'm pretending to be emotionally strong in front of my family about the situation I'm in but really, I'm crumbling on the inside. I'm scared shitless

[technicolour]

I'm going to grow up as an old cranky crazy old lady.

I would say 'with a cat...' but i'm allergic.

And what is amazing is that Im not scared about that...

[Heathasm]

that felt soooooooooo good, and i wasn't exagerating the other night

[MetalChick77]

- i am really confused right now with my guy friend
- i really dont give a shit about school anymore since my gpa went down
- i am really lonely sometimes

[*stephinika*]

after school i skipped out on yearbook to have some fun with him in my van.

i'm so scared to make a mistake. ahh!

i hate them. i really, honestly do. i need to get away.

[iheartjohn]

I've actually thought of cheating on him.

[Heathasm]

i didn't tell you the whole story that night, but that was a very large part of it and it feels good (yet still emberrassing) having you know that . . . i want to be completely and totally honest with you as my best friend, but there are secrets that i have that i dont want ANYONE to know. i wish i knew how to get over it

[justdecent]

It doesn't matter what my boyfriend does to me... I will always forgive him because I think we were meant to be together.....

I don't know why I just said that! whoops... momentary guards down!!!

[Retrogressive]

I've always known she'd eventually commit suicide.

[SillyCourtney]

I want to go tomorrow just to see him.

If my friends keep treating me badly I will make their lives hell.

[*jooleeah*]

I'm pretending to be emotionally strong in front of my family about the situation I'm in but really, I'm crumbling on the inside. I'm scared shitless

Exactly.

I'm not as strong as others think I am.

[pbear]

i'm sick of my best friend.

[mzbbc]

i always love the players, cheaters, liars, and a.ssholes.

[Vozedale]

I'm not as weak as people think me to be. I've learned to protect myself and wear my own suit of armor. When I get knocked down, I get back up, because I've laid on that cold and barren floor, and wished that I was as cold and lifeless as the floor that I laid on.

The upside is that you can always make amends, that is the most important part of life. You can better yourself. Once you have made a mistake, you can't correct it, but you can learn how to prevent it in the future. When I see people suffer from various things and all I want to do is help and give them love, yet I have no means. When I see how cruel and rotten people can treat each other, and I feel so angry, so protective. Longing settles in me, I want to reach out and touch them, to show them the warmth I need them to feel, to hold them and for them to know they are not unloved; but, I feel like a leaf of love and a tear of compassion in a world full of hate and sin. I feel like a trapped light in a room of darkness, ready and willing to sacrifice my entire being, all that I mean or ever will mean, everything, to be a light in the night, to guide people safely home, to bear all their pain for them, to be the target of all the hate and cruelty in the world; but, this sacrifice is not yet mine to make.

[fameONE]

I'm turned on when an attractive girl is smoking a cigarette

[stallion21]

I still try to see how long I can go without sleep.

hour: 34

you know you should go to sleep, its bad for you to not sleep for so long if i showed offense im srry

[racoons > you]

I'm turned on when an attractive girl is smoking a cigarette

oh god, me too.

smoke is sexy

[*tweeak*]

You're an idiot

[boobooxpp]

i am VERY paranoid...i hate the dark...i think that somethings to get me >>

[klumzy]

i haven't got a clue..

[let me post]

heres my confessions
- im in the building and im feeling myself
- i dont like the way nga and kelly type .. yeah its dumb but that might be the reason we dont talk alot on aim

[*takingbacksandy*]

heres my confessions
- im in the building and im feeling myself
- i dont like the way nga and kelly type .. yeah its dumb but that might be the reason we dont talk alot on aim

man i hate the way nga and kelly types too. sike

- i am cheap

[silence]

i confess, i wanna marry sandy cuz shes an eskimo

[*tweeak*]

Yes, I deleted our short conversation.


Yes, I edited your posts, but only because they made no sense without ours there.

It was a bad move, I'll admit.

Deleting the other post was impulsive.

But there was no need to set me up just because of a stupid grudge.

I'm sorry, I am.


Have fun, assholes.

[let me post]

Have fun, assholes.

no need to member bash. and i dont believe you , you need more people!

[Fabio.]

*i love meli*

*runs away*

Awwwwww...

Confession: love you too, James

[sm0kinm0nky]

I wish I was a power ranger

[SillyCourtney]

My hamster died. Normally death doesn't bother me... but I couldn't stand to look at her or even touch her cage. My mom had to help me get rid of everything.

[silver-rain]

I'm afraid that as my friend and I are getting closer, my boyfriend and I are getting distant... Our little "spat' just then kinda proved that too...

[Fabio.]

I'm obsessed with the song Dragostea Din Tei. Yeah that's right. The Numa Numa song.

[*reflection*]

i used to hate jay sean but know i love him

[toria66622]

Just the sound of my grandmothers voice makes me so irritated, I dunno why..she constantly asks me questions and can NEVER hear what I am saying so I get mad at her and start yelling and telling her to leave me alone cause she really iz annoying

[xscore]

* i have attention deficit disorder and whenever someone mentions it, it totally smacks my ego.

* even though i'd much rather stay at home, i party every week b/c i'm afraid my friends and i will become too distant if i don't party w/ them. pathetic, i know.

* last night, i ate five boxes of pocky.

* i bought a pair of boots for $430 today.

* some guy was annoying me, so i spilled my soda on his hoodie at lunch. i pretended it was an accident. he had no idea. =D :

[yummy_delight]

I used my illness to get sympathy the other day. It was the first time I'd ever done it and I don't plan to do it again. I feel ashamed and dishonest.

I like reading this one person's LJ. He doesn't know me and I don't know who he is. But, I just find the things he has to say really interesting.

I do NOT hate Bush. In fact, I like him better than I liked Kerry.

[miss-_-guitar]

i think my friends crush is super ugly but dont tell her
i feel guilty eating junk food but do it anyways
i lie to everyone

[*jooleeah*]

I like reading this one person's LJ. He doesn't know me and I don't know who he is. But, I just find the things he has to say really interesting.

I do NOT hate Bush. In fact, I like him better than I liked Kerry.

I have those same exact confessions. Except...it's not LJ, it's xanga.

confession: i hate her...but i'm nice to her anyway.

[Fabio.]

I HATE a girl at my congregation (church). But I smile and nod anyhow. And so she thinks that I'm her best friend.

[sense.n.style]

^me too... except at school n i ask her if we hav hw (all same classes, lockers next to eachother)

[*not_your_average*]

I'm in love with my ex-crush who used to be my worst enemy. (Well, not IN LOVE, but you get what I mean. Riiiiiiiight?)

[*stephinika*]

i dislike some of my socalled "friends" quite a bit.

i miss him already.

[Stephire]

I get in fights, with every one, just so I can say that I proved them wrong.

I tell everyone I want to become a famous talk show host, but I really want to be a lawyer.

I hate more people than I can count in three hands.

I'm probably more like 43904869086 faced, instead of 2 faced.

[Retrogressive]

-Sometimes I couldn't care less about everything, even when I know I'm throwing my life away.

-When I get close to someone I subconsciensly ruin the relationship.

-I don't know if I'm gay or straight. And sometimes I feel like it doesn't matter and sometimes it bugs the hell out of me.

[*stephinika*]

i am so...nitpicky when it comes to my weight sometimes. no i don't throw up or anything but i get all anxious when i gain a pound or two.



i miss him way too much.

[mzbbc]

i blow people off a lot. if someone calls me and for whatever reason i don't feel like talking, i'll just ignore the phone and never call them back.

[rAwritsgWeg]

no matter how hard i try to impressmy parents i always am just pushed back which makes me really angry

i want to f**kin kill my mom and dad

i like to see my family in pain

i had a seizure becuase of how angry i was and what sucks is that it was on the way to 7-eleven which means i couldnt even get a slurpee

and

i love her but i didnt get a chance to tell her because they just sent me out to another school

[redpeony]

I hate obvious sweet talk.

[Retrogressive]

Ever since I can remember, when I see a couple walking and they look happy... I get really pissed off and I just want both of them to get hit by a truck.