I've posted in here a couple of times about past relationships and situations I have been going through. I haven't had the chance to get online in the past month or so regularly. So here it is..

Keith and James were two ex-boyfriends I kept going back to for what reason.. I couldn't tell you because I have no idea myself. I think it was because I couldn't find someone I liked well enough so I settled for less. And just to let you know- that's not fun, don't do it! NEVER settle for LESS.

We just started a new year- 2005! I'm excited, I graduate this year- I turn 18 this year!! Yay!! Anyways, my new years resolution was to move on. Forget about the two of them, don't talk to them, don't go see them, nothing. It's going pretty well.

I see James every night because we work at the same place (but I just quit.. Jan 29 is my last day!!) and I haven't said a word to him. I know he found out about the resolution because I told Nathan. Nathan is good friends with him so he obviously said something. I have been tempted to talk to him, but I haven't so far!

And with Keith.. I was online one day (off from work and bored). I was going through various livejournals seeing if I knew anyone through friends journals and such. I found this girl Molly's journal and she was talking about Keith. I read a few of her entries and she dated him. They dated shortly after him and I broke up the first time. So this whole time, Molly's been around and I never knew about it. It made me angry at first but then I thought 'he's not my boyfriend' so what can I really do about it.

Anywho- I felt the need to write this because I'm proud of myself. Comment if you'd like. <3*