hey everyone,
ok how shud i start this... im just reli confused
ok so thers this guy that i've known since september.
we talked a bit but we werent fdz or anything
then i noticed that he just stares at me a lot which is totally weird
and one time i was with my friends and they said that he was looking @ me
well then i didnt like him at all
but then after sum time, i started growing feelingz for him
but the thing is, i reli hate this guy and he happens to be good fdz with the guy i kinda like
with that, i never had the guts to talk with him or anything
and also, i hate that guy more and more which makes me feel even worse
at school, i avoid him real bad, and my heart just practically flops out when i see him i dont even kno wut to do and i just FREEZE
i think im starting to like him real bad =[
the thing is i dont reli want to, cuz his friend probably knows i hate him a hell lot and i KNOW that his friend doesnt like me also =[
so i dont even kno wut to do now
this is so messed up
wut do u guyz think i shud do?