Well guys today i went on a date with a girl i have been liking since school started, or last year. (its cause i thought she was cute but i knew i had no chance) it was a triple date. me my friend nick and this dude named kevin and our dates dalena, tara and shawna.

we watched stranger then fiction(which was a pretty good movie,but better if i got to hold her hand)

Shawna and kevin left after that

We went shopping and barley talked

Tara and Nick hit it off pretty good

Me and Dalena.....

although dalena knows i have liked her for a long period of time, i felt as though it was a pity date. cuhs really i think we only went for tara and nick cuhs we both knew they liked each other, and we both knew nick wouldnt go if i didnt cuhs we're best friends and so are dalena and nick

i thought that it was clear that i wanted this to be a date, cuhs i had told her when i asked her
but in the end she gave me 3 hugs 1 kiss on the cheek and a "thanks for the frate (friend date)

i want it to be so much more then friends, cuhs i like her so much. so much that i could say i LOVE her and that if i was in heaven and she was in hell, id trade places with her

what to do now guys what to do....ive been waiting for so long..



EXTRA
when i told her i liked her she told me she finds me attractive but she dosent really like like anybody.

i also hear her say all the time i want a boyfriend and its true shes not being sarcastic, her best friends tell me these things

but her best friends also tell me shes had a bad first relationship and i know the guy, and im positive it was a bad one

im tired of waiting



sorry the story is so messy, im not thinking straight. i just got home from the date