Boy,

I should have called you. I just don't want to get attached ( even though I know I already am).


Friend,

Why are you doing this to yourself ? We need to have a long talk.. ugh. I won't give up on you.

To you,

I miss you, but I'm learning to deal with the pain. I'm confused... hurt... I feel forgotten... and not at the same time. Part of me wants everything back the way it used to be, and the other part is afraid. Afraid there isn't even a chance... afraid I'd get hurt again. I still love you, and I know you love me. Why does it have to be this way?

Bitch, I feel like going over there and punching you so hard, you wouldn't know the differene between black and blue.

: I told you I believed you, and when you tell me those things you do. But when it comes to times like this, when you're at her f**king HOUSE, I begin to wonder. Does this make me a bad liar? Was I even lying? I don't think so, because I really did believe you when I said so. But now..I'm not sure. I'm just scared is all. It f**king sucks..is all.

: ..he would.

; I want to let you, beat mines Lol. Jk. You ARE hella cute tho, but you gotta approach me correct, like Lil' Ma whats your name and number Lol Jk. I really do hope Assface has enough sense to tell you to say something to me though.

aye,

You was soundin sad last night and we couldnt even talk cause we both had to go. I'll come to school early today so we can talk.

: OH MY GOD. I am getting so sick and tired of people saying that Copeland is emo. Especially that music thingy at Barnes and Noble. I will go and get my bat and smash it to death. Want to join? :)

: I can't believe that I have to listen to sad music when I miss you.

I don't even know you anymore. It would've been our one year anniversary. Thanks for the pain.

: I can tell now that we're going to have some problems if you keep this up. Back off bitch.

: Can't wait for school either! We've definitely gotta' make this year count.

Hello my jerk of a boyfriend (=

I love you. Forever and ever. Thank you for the fabulousssssso 4 days so far. 2 more days to spend with you until you leave. But the memories we've made on our pit stop back have been more than amazing. Last night was hilarious... re-playing the first time we met and switching roles while driving, being absolutely convinced that our shoes had been stolen, stealing firewood.. hahaha. The half drunken talk we had last night was so good, man. We'll keep working at this together, so that we can grow. I love the way you love me. (=

xo Your innocent girlfriend who you do not want to go to university =p

"all of your love
was all that i needed. "


its okay. i understand you dont wanna talk to me anymore. i'll learn to deal with it.

: Thanks for not being there for me. I realy really appreicate that!

: I love you. Thanks for telling me that. That made me so much happier!

Bestie ,

I'm glad I got to talk to you. Please make good decisions.



Babyboy,

-I'm so happy I got to see you.
-I feel so comfortable around you.
-I am glad things arn't sad anymore.
-You can hang out with whoever you want.
-Just don't make stupid choices..
-You are a good guy..
-I'm sorry I had to deny you.

______,
I miss you... and often I think about you. Hope your doing the same.



_______,
I love you guys. I know ur gonna make this yr fun.

What does this year have in store for us ? Something, I hope. A good something. Nothing ? Most likely.

Id still like to meet you.

You're an even BIGGER wannabe. That's how you've changed.


; Don't let yourself down this year. Don't let niggas like ryan and basil get to you, they worthless in your eyes, right ? Practice what you preach.

: STOP ADDING ME RANDOMLY.

: Oh my God. I thought I saw you sign on AIM for a while! Like half an hour and then you signed off. I wanted to talk to you but I was too busy, sorry.

I like it when you leave your clothes here and how they are slowly piling up in my room. They smell like you and I wear them around my room to feel closer to you when you're not with me. =p I can't wait to see you tomorrow and bring you to that place.

i love you ive always loved you even when i told you i hated you and you were ugly and now your with her and im dieing inside because i have to look at you to all over each other and im like wtf? because you guys were always being mean to each other but whatever you won't last long!

_; I hate the way you treat everyone in this family. You treat us like shit & you only think about yourself. I hate the way you start fights purposely. If you don't like it then don't f**king eat it you stupid f**k. I hate how you think you can buy our forgiveness. Before I use to think it was fun how I got everything I wanted. Now I realized your just a f**king heartless dick.

---,
I guess I don't like you, haha. I think I was just interested and now that I don't see you it's not really there. It was no big deal. So yeah. But I'd still like to talk to you and see you.

-------,
I'm really glad I met you. You're so cute, I think one of the cutest guys I've seen here. I like how we can be so comfortable together despite having only met each other a few days but then again I'm not sure if it's really being comfortable, haha. That probably doesn't make sense. I don't think you like me though...not that it really matters that much because for now I'm just being okay with having interest in you. It was really cute that you called me right after you got my number though :]

___,

Thanks for making my summer amazing.
Thank you for not treating me awkardly even though I am like 12 years younger than you.
Thanks for being kind to me even though I haven't seen you for 2 years.
Thanks for being a great cousin and friend.

Me.

____,

God I miss you so much. Your like my brother, my best friend, someone I can trust. When I see you again we will both be either 15 or 16, we won't be able to mess around like we used to but you're still awesome no matter what.

Me.

*sigh* I can't stop thinking about you and it kills me cause I know you stopped thinking about me a long time ago...Am I over you?

Hey ____.

I just hope everything's okay with us..I'm worried right now. I hope you call me.

why do you do the things that you do? Especially when you say that you love me and want to be with me for the rest of your life? Let me say this... if you want to f*** around with other people... then let me know. don't try to do sh!t behind my back and think that i'm not going to find out. gggggggrrrrrrrr......... STRESS!!!!

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder