So we were in the chatroom having the time of our lives unscrambling words when the screename "HeeWee" came in.
I'm keeping all updates of her up here.

Nov 29- 5:10 pm PST
HeeeeWeeee: Hey guys. This isn't Hilary.
HeeeeWeeee: This is Hilary's sister. I'm supposed to deliver a message to you all.
HeeeeWeeee: Okay. Late last night Hilary slipped into a coma and she's not doing so well.
HeeeeWeeee: She wanted me to tell you guys if anything happened.
HeeeeWeeee: I'm her younger sister.
HeeeeWeeee: Well, she's not doing well at all. She's not breathing very well and her heart rate has been dropping.
HeeeeWeeee: Well, she passed out and she was never able to wake up.
HeeeeWeeee: Yes, she's in the hospital.
HeeeeWeeee: I'm sorry to have to give you guys that news.
HeeeeWeeee: I'll update you guys frequently and especially if there are any changes.
HeeeeWeeee: Yeah, it's been a tough day for my family but we all faith that she'll pull through.
HeeeeWeeee: I'm going to go now but I'll leave up an away message on her screename in case anybody has any questions or messages you want me to give her.

Nov 29- 7:39 pm PST
HeeeeWeeee: She's on a ventilator right now and her heart rate has dropped into the 30s.
HeeeeWeeee: They're not sure if she'll make it through the night.


Nov 30- 8:25pm PST
HeeeeWeeee: Well, things were really tough last night. She got through the night alright, though.
HeeeeWeeee: She was looking a little better early this morning but then she went downhill.
HeeeeWeeee: No. Guys, it's really hard for me to say this...
HeeeeWeeee: but
HeeeeWeeee: Hilary passed away around 10 this morning.
HeeeeWeeee: I'm sorry to have to break the news to you guys.
HeeeeWeeee: Thanks both of you. I was pretty close to Hilary and it's kind of hard to think about that she's even gone right now. I keep thinking that she's going to come home and walk in the door any second.
HeeeeWeeee: I appreciate everybody's support. This is something that is really hard for me to do but I know that you are Hilary's friends and so I'm doing it for her.

RIP Hilary. I'm sorry.
You will definitely be missed.

I wish I got to know you better. We all love you, I'm just positively speechless right now because...it's hard. It's hard for us and your family. I've always admired you, from that time you said that you had to give up smkoing for your baby all the way till we got to know each other. Thanks for putting up with us. You were always open to anything, even when we were talking about your sickness. In the words of you..."I just want to live a life as normally as possible."

Look at some of her last words, you guys
http://www.createblog.com/forums/index.php?showuser=91641

QUOTE(Heewee @ Nov 28 2005, 3:33 PM)

I feel like I'm letting everybody down for not being strong enough.

QUOTE(Heewee @ Nov 17 2005, 7:59 PM)

Dear cB diary,

I'm sooo emotionally confused and physically weak. I don't have the energy to think about all the things whirling around in my head so I just break down and cry. I'm sick of this. I wish I could rewind time back to when I was happy and healthy. Before I made bad decisions that changed my life forever.

I don't know how long I have left to live and this fact is constantly in the back of my mind. I feel like I've been taking life for granted and now that I know that it is a very real possibility that I could die, I wish I paid attention to the small things in life. I'm regretting not spending as much time with my family as I should have in the past and I also regret wasting so much time doing nothing.

I'm so scared. I don't want to die. I've worked soooo hard since last March to turn my life around and now all my work might mean nothing. I just got accepted to two colleges and I hate thinking that I wasted my time applying to them if I might not even be around next year to go off to college. And if I am, will I be too sick to go?

I don't understand my doctors. I just got put on a new medication to raise my blood pressure but the medicine also has side affects that will make me even weaker, sicker, give me chills, and lower my heart rate. My resting heart rate is already in the low 50s so if it is lowered, it'll be in the mid 40s. When I go to sleep, my heart rate will drop even lower....which means that every night when I go to sleep, there's no guarantee that I'll wake up the next morning. This medicine is interacting with another one of my medications. I am taking a medicine so that my tumor that I had removed in May won't grow back and the interaction between my tumor medicine and my blood pressure medicine is making me really really sick. I can't stop the tumor medicine because my tumor could grow back (which means cancer) and I can't stop the blood pressure medication because I could collapse almost every day (and when I collapse, my heart stops for 15 seconds.....which means I could die).

This is all so complicated and I just don't want to deal with it. I need to talk to somebody that I can open up to. I don't want to tell my friends because I'm afraid that they'll be all worried about me. On the other hand, they might be mad that I didn't tell them if they somehow found out.

So all I can do is cry myself to sleep every night and hope that I wake up the next morning.

-Hilary

QUOTE(Heewee @ Nov 17 2005, 7:20 PM)

-I'm dying but I don't want to tell my friends. I don't know what to do because I don't want them to worry about me but if they find out, they'll probably be mad that I didn't tell them.

-I cry myself to sleep every night

-My parents are having custody fights and it hurts to hear them arguing about who's turn it is to take care of us. Only my sister and I know.

QUOTE(Heewee @ Nov 8 2005, 6:50 PM)

I'm pretending to be emotionally strong in front of my family about the situation I'm in but really, I'm crumbling on the inside. I'm scared shitless

It breaks me to read those. There's more, just look through her posts.

http://www.myspace.com/behindthesmile06


DrEaMgUy2K1: you can be sad for her if you want but i suggest you be happy for her , shes in a better place now we shouldnt remember her jus cuz she died but who she was
joooooleeah: no more suffering
DrEaMgUy2K1: keep her in your hearts but dont feel responsible for not being able to do
DrEaMgUy2K1: anything

OBVIOUSLY THIS IS ALL A LIE

In the chatroom, we went through her myspace,
last login? December 1.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v20/hunnysickle/sdfsfs.jpg

Next, we started to IM her friends from there.
AND WHAT DID WE GET??


Friend #1
findin sandy: findin sandy: hiii
getinthehole4206: hi
findin sandy: do you know of a girl
findin sandy: name hilary
getinthehole4206: yeah
getinthehole4206: why
findin sandy: Hilary Anne Keegan
findin sandy: her.
getinthehole4206: yes
findin sandy: i'm wondering
findin sandy: did she pass away a few days ago
getinthehole4206: no
getinthehole4206: why?
findin sandy: oh...
getinthehole4206: who is this?
findin sandy: some girl.. i goto createblogforum
getinthehole4206: okay, why are you asking me this?
findin sandy: http://www.createblog.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=112400
findin sandy: because of that.
findin sandy: are you sure hilary didnt pass away
getinthehole4206: yes, i talked to her today
findin sandy: do you see the thread..
findin sandy: is hilary really sick too
getinthehole4206: who is this?
findin sandy: just some girl who goes on that forum.
getinthehole4206: yes she is
getinthehole4206: this is just...really odd to me
getinthehole4206: i talked to her today
findin sandy: well. hilarys the one that punked us
findin sandy: if that is the same girl
getinthehole4206: no, hilary would not do that
findin sandy: http://images5.theimagehosting.com/Picture70.1.jpg
findin sandy: is that the same hilary you know
getinthehole4206: all you need to know is shes alive
getinthehole4206: this is sick

Friend #2
TrthBtyFrdLove: hey
TrthBtyFrdLove: who is this?
TrthBtyFrdLove: I'm a friend of Hilary's
findin sandy: this is sandy

Auto response from TrthBtyFrdLove: where are my freaking heels?!

findin sandy: i go to this forum
findin sandy: and her sister imed everybody in this chat
TrthBtyFrdLove: okay
findin sandy: and said hilary passed away
findin sandy: i was curious to see if it was true
findin sandy: want to see the site?
TrthBtyFrdLove: No, look
TrthBtyFrdLove: ...hold up\
findin sandy: alright
TrthBtyFrdLove: BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii miranda. i love you :-D
TrthBtyFrdLove: That is hilary
findin sandy: OH
TrthBtyFrdLove: I got that around 8pm
findin sandy: does she have another aim sn
TrthBtyFrdLove: Hilary?
findin sandy: yes
TrthBtyFrdLove: Not that I know of.
TrthBtyFrdLove: what's going on?
findin sandy: omg


alright, we figured it out.
After IMing a ton of people and trying to sort this all out, the first friend up there told us that hilary's sn was Behindthesmile06 or something. Which is the same user as her myspace which has pictures that HeeWee on cB used. Then the sn Behindthesmile IMs Sandy:


findin sandy: BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: hey can you explaih something to me?
findin sandy: yeah
BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: um who the hell are yoU?
findin sandy: i'm sandy
BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: sorry i'm just SOOO confused
BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: because my friends just called me and told me that you knew me?
BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: and i don't know you
findin sandy: http://www.createblog.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=112400
findin sandy: somebody is posing as you.
findin sandy: that hilary went to a create blog forum
findin sandy: and i know this because i found your myspace
findin sandy: and her pictures
findin sandy: her webcam pictures
findin sandy: because she posts in members pic
BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: is there any way to delete all of this?
BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: this is soooooo weird
findin sandy: i have no idea
findin sandy: did you use to go on createblog.com
BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: i've never signed up. i might have one time or another for xanga a long time ago or something
findin sandy: do you know of the sn
findin sandy: thesweetescape
BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: no i dont
findin sandy: how about heeeeweeee
BEHiNDTHESMiLE06: no
chef boyarding: heewee stole behindthesmile's



SCAM.

This post has been edited by salcha: Dec 2 2005, 01:08 AM

yeah because youre all like drop it.
i would but i'm too upset right now.

I'm just telling the people who are trying to disprove her death to drop it. BECAUSE it's stressing everyone who was her friend. Either way I honestly think that people trying to stir up drama should drop it. Because it's hurtful.

how right you are. i know everybody's still curious to figure out wat the hell is goin on, but it's better to drop it cuz either way if u think about it it's already over. trying to go any further would be wasting your time only to get even more pissed. it's not worth it.

werd. you arent getting any more answers except hilary isnt really dead. the rest is just speculation and guesswork. good game

you guys the behindthesmile person doesn't look too much like the old hilary (THE SWEET ESCAPE ) i knew....



edit// HAHA SHARIE (CRAZEEGIRL411) FELL FOR THE FAKE TOPIC..when i was wiser and i was like " wtf where the hell is kriss post? he used to watch her on cam all the time he loved her " so i was like hell naw i aint gunna post then...

so just gimme a bag of weed

i second that

Oh wow, is this confusing or what...

^^
agreed.
i still can't believe it was a scam though.

I feel used. Devirginized.


Oh well, one less death is a a-ok w/ me.

Gigi and Jeffrey are confuzzled and a lil' P/Oed! ;O Aren't we?!

Whoah this reminds me of the time my brother went on my screenname and told everybody I died.

Sandy? Stfu. :D
I've been friends with her for a long time now. She's webcammed with me, so she isn't f**king "fake". Get rid of that snotty, nosy ass f**king attitude and just let it f**king be. What the f**k has she ever done to you? Let it f**king go.

^ calm down, relax

Heh, im so used to this kind of such called "jokes" by them, they do`it to see if any1 cares about them heh, but you know this is sicko. Its just like that joke for dummies, (haha my brother died yesterday, but you can come tomorow if you wanna talk with him, now he's busy.)
What can i say? Grow`up.

PS:Next time when you wanna do a joke like this, think about first, because the people or a family who lost someone loved doesnt come online to talk with her friends, or even IF it happens, it happens after long time.
heh its even too lame to be a joke.

PS: On AOL you can have more then 1 ScreenName, or you can just rename`it, when someone say's that he lost 1 screenname, that automaticly means that he lost his account, meaning all the screen names. You can get you account back in less then 5 minutes if you go to costumer care/live chat or call at the free number.

Oh gosh this is so confusing.
I'll coment when things are cleared up.

Wait...who exactly is the one who did it? O_o

that is hilary. when i first saw that myspace i knew that it was her and sharie said the same thing about it. iono wat eddie and vinh are smoking lol :p

I realize we really need to let this go... but who is Hilary and who is the fake? Who is responsible for this?

lol a few people in chat HAS webcammed with hilary before too. why would i let it f**king be, i'm not the one lying. i'm not the one playing a sick joke, death is not be joked around with. this 'real hilary' imed me and told me heewee is not her. even when we all asked her how come somebody webcammed with them with her face. people talked to her on the phone too. she denied everything in chat. she said she doesn't own a webcam, and never webcammed in her life.

i don't like liars but i guess this is the internet. be quiet, you weren't even there. yeah i was being nosy, but i wasn't the only one effy about this. if you seriously don't believe hilary was lying, good for you but too bad we don't share the same views.




fabio, i think what she did was lie. because we caught her, what would you do if you were in her shoes.. deny everything? so i believe the "real" hilary is the same person as heewee but she was acting like she was innocent because her friend was in the room. i imed her friends first, not her.


its over. perhaps somebody should close this?

This post has been edited by takingbacksandy: Dec 2 2005, 11:56 AM

.. sad, sad.

haha i seriously was wondering the same thing,i mean sure its mind boggling to find out someones dead but to pry into their life after like msging their driends and shit, what did she ever do to you guys/////. honestly i dont know wats goin on rite now but wat nick is right, the hilary we knew was real. i dont think julia and others would shed tears for someone who didnt exist.but in the end you found out this hilary is not dead, but you neglect the fact that she still has heart problems and is very ill. 1 less dead person is alright with me, i wouldnt wish death upon anyone that deserves too live

Honestly, I don't understand ANYTHING that's going on.

Would someone mind explaining this to me? I'm a bit hurt.

Yeah, I second that. It'd be great if someone could post just the facts, and not any speculation.

Agreed...I too am super losts
I tried going through the topic but it didnt help.

I am so confused. I never really believed that she died, only becuase it is hard to trust people on the internet.

so, reading through all of that, heewee is who everyone is calling a fake?

it really confused me.

So there was the real Hilary who wasn't the Hilary we knew of as Heewee? The real Hilary is (supposedly) alive? She confirmed saying that she never joined createBlog? Or did she actually have an account but someone else just let's say took over her account? So the real Hilary apparently was never sick and never had a baby girl?