Ack, boys suck. I wish I was a lesbian sometimes.

i am so happy that you're mad and upset because he broke up with you. take that bitch.

~i try to be talkative on cB... but somehow i dont think people like me
~i use lol and ... even when they arent needed
~i am terribly self concious
~i wear thongs and my mom doesnt know
~i pretend to like my "friend" when im around him.. but when im not i bitch about him all the time
~i swear even though i'm not sposed to
~i get bad grades.. and i dont know why people think i'm so smart
~i have a short attention span and people think its funny... i dont

well that was intersting.. lol

Pssh I think you're awesome. I think EVERYONE is paranoid when it comes to people liking them online (and in real life). Us weirdos.


--confessions--

- I act different around HIM.
- I act different around everyone.
- I put a multi-layer shield around my true thoughts in reality.



I do the same thing, I've been hurt too many times to let anyone in. I'm sure the right guy will come for you Meli, you're SO awesome. And I BET he'll be jewish. *wink wink*

I miss being addectied to cB.

im dumping him tomorrow..im scared...im really tense right now..scared really badly..tomorrow is going to be like taking a trip to hell and staying there...

I'm moving to Las Vegas... without my family... and no, I won't be in college.

-I procrastinate to avoid doing the smallest of things.

-I usually get among the highest grades in our year but know i probably do the least amount of hardwork to get them. I don't deserve them and feel guilty for those who put so much effort and hardwork but get average grades.

-I eat a ridiculous amoung of food, especially chocolate, yet have stayed the same weight for over a year. I always feel really bad when people are so conscious about the quantity and type of foods they're allowed to eat, when i can go nuts without any consequences.

-I was almost in love with this guy but didnt say a word when my best friend went out with him for 2 weeks then dumped him because she'd got bored of him. And now if she knew i like him it could probably ruin our friendship. I still think about him everyday, replaying how good last summer could have been, if she'd really thought about how she felt about him before going out with him, and i'd just had a little more time for him to get to know me better. But now there's no chance we could ever get together.

.I genuinely don't think I'm going to be able to pass my IB oral.
.I'm way too quick to call other people stupid, when I'm not that smart myself
.I think I'm probably really annoying, but when I try not to be, I wind up saying nothing, so I wind up going back to talking about nothing again anyway

i am an attention whore at heart.

i'm a devoted advocate of animal rights, but last week i went shopping and bought a rabbit fur shrug, a pair of moosehide boots, and a leather purse.

i feel incredibly guilty about it.


i also read every single one of the posts in this thread, and some of them are really funny. it gives me a whole different perspective on the person --even the people i dislike.

-I'm dying but I don't want to tell my friends. I don't know what to do because I don't want them to worry about me but if they find out, they'll probably be mad that I didn't tell them.

-I cry myself to sleep every night

-My parents are having custody fights and it hurts to hear them arguing about who's turn it is to take care of us. Only my sister and I know.

I feel skinny when I don't eat.

I haven't been eating much lately.

WOW, BABY.

Really?

----
-Today, I didn't go to math and went to Subway with Christee and had such a good sandwhich. Yummm
- I'm going to keep my mouth shut about him becuase it'll ruin everything.
- There was a time when I really did used to starve myself and it was the STUPIDEST shitI have ever done.

Everybody - Yes, I am. Shocking? Ha. And thank you all. I love you. <3 (That's not a confession, though, it's just the truth.)


I miss when I was able to get on anytime I wanted to, when I HAD a computer. And I wish I had more friends at the new school. I admit, I'm probably doing better than most would in a brand new place, but everyone knows each other because they've all been in school together since kindergarten, and I really miss having all of my close friends with me.

The end.

^awww

oh my gosh. that is so effing cute and romantic.

heather- iluuuu. it's okay dear.
melissa- gosh. fooor real? i wanna come to the wedding. it sounds so romantic.

-i really wish i were as perfect as some of my friends. they're so sure of what they want to do in life. and they're so talented..smart..everything that i'm not. i'm really jealous.
-i still think about friends from third grade that i moved away from. pathetic? probably. but i do it anyway. yesterday, i found the myspaces of them- and i got so scared. it's been 6/7 years since i've seen what they look like- and that scared the crap out of me when i found them. it's amazing how much people can change. i've missed them so much. but the thing is, when i found their myspaces...i didn't comment on any of them. i just..left it alone.
-i'm jealous of the people that grew up here. sure, i moved to where i live now when i was in fourth grade- and that's a pretty long time, yeah...but...everyone's known each other ever since they were in kindergarten..and i just wish i had grown up with them- so i could feel included for once in this city.
-i hate how i have to sort my friends into separate groups. like, i label them from dance friends, school friends, chineseschool/camp friends, orch friends, etc etc...but i do it anyway.
-i don't listen to the advice i give others. i wish i did.

Im Single!

I try to pull off a tough girl attitude, but I'm still soft and weepy inside.

^ i am in love with laurenface.

i trust people way too easily. i make myself so vulnerable.

I know I'll never be loved, and I' m coming to terms with that.

I fart in piblic and I pick my noise too. Why because is not a crime

ive tried to suck my own wang.....yes its sad.