I'm going to start this by saying that I am not a "noob" or whatever...I just want to protect my identity...please mods, don't out me...

I just broke up with my boyfriend a few hours ago...it was a really messy break up. He practically went crazy, it scared the hell out of me...I don't want to get too personal...but he committed a crime against me... He keeps hinting suicide. He calls nonstop and told me to go to his place tomorrow to pick up my things...I don't want to go to his house again because I'm afraid that he might commit that crime again. He didn't finish it because during it, I struggled and told him to stop and to let me go. He only let me go because the doorbell rang and he thought it was his little brother and I told him I'd see him tomorrow.

I thank God because I believe that it was a Jehovah's Witness that rang the bell.

He keeps saying things like "I'm not sure if I'm going to be there" (when I (me) pick up my things) and he said that he'll never see me again...and the only reason he wants me to pick up my things tomorrow is so he can get on with it...

I'm getting really off topic and personal so I'll just ask a simple question...if my ex boyfriend commits suicide...will it be my fault? I told him that there is life after me and that he owes it to me to move on with his life...and find someone else.