I had my first kiss about a week or so ago, but it felt airy and awkard kinda (if you know what i mean?)...but yet, I thought he was a pretty good kisser!?! I was just thinking in my head "is this what its supposed to be like?" and I was kind of embarrassed because I didnt want to be bad or him to think i was. He had been wanting to kiss me for a long time, and i didnt want to dissapoint him, or have him go off and tell his friends i was a bad kisser. I dont know why it felt like that, but I just keep thinking it was my fault because it was my first kiss, and he had kissed other girls before. If it was airy for me was it for him? Just because it was airy feeling does it mean it was automatically bad...because I didnt think he was bad. He kissed me several times after that too so i have SOME thought in my mind that it wasnt bad for him...but I dont know!

He hasnt talked to me much since then though. No clue why! Help!