okay.. uhm, a few days ago.. this girl a year older than me suddenly phoned me. it really surprised me.. i haven't talked to her for two to three years. ^^; i found out that she was raped by a guy four years older than her.. that she took drugs before.. that she loves alcohol.. that she is being abused by her parents.. that she smokes.. and that she hangs with the wrong crowd... T^T;

but she's happy... because she has a lot of friends. when she phoned me, i thought she was high. i mean like drunk. i dunno. >.<; she pretended to be happy, but i kept feeling like she was depressed in a way.. so i forced her to promise not to commit suicide..

oh ya.. sorry it's long.. she wants to get a job because her mom doesn't have enough money for her.. they are kinda.. poor.

i'm thirteen.. she's fourteen.. how do.. i help her? she and i .. used to be really close friends.. until i switched schools... yah...