ok so im head over heels for this guy named tyler...we met through xanga n through this metro so it was perfect cuz he lived close..i was happy...but the problem is im 15 n he's 17..i mean i know its 2 years...but we're also two different ppl..im a girl who likes pink, i dress prep style,i like being obnoxious n girly...he is gothish.nuff said...but i mean we get along so great n we're so close..

i can date two years over but this would be my first two years older BF im use to one year older..he's everything i love n i mean i havent felt this way for a guy ever...seriously..he's 17 and heavenly n im 15 n lost...there's no flaw to him..n this weekend he asked me to go on a date which i thiink will end on us going out..n i dunno wat to say..i dont...i like him a whole lot i really do

i wrote him a 6 page letter college rule front n back...OMG...this is drivin me insane!!!i need major help cuz if i dont get any im gonna be i dunno girl when he asks me out..the problems are he's 17(but when i turn 16 he turns 18 two months afterwards) he's a gothish type n im a preppy type...

some of my "friends" said not to go out with him cuz him bein goth with a prep would seem like he only wants some...n it doesnt look right..but i dont care about my rep i like him a lot!!!!!...i mean im bi but right now i only want him...

Elle