High school friendships, Might be a tad long |
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 Sep 8 2004, 10:25 PM
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 Will write poetry for sex!  Group: Member Posts: 1,110 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 600  |
Sorry if it's a bit too long...I'd appreciate anyone reading it.
--- Deception. Innocence blankets it. Naivete causes us to be unaware and overlook it. Whatever protects it, It is unavoidable. One way or another, we seem to get our share of it...Our delictable little hearts tainted with the sorrowful taste of betrayal. High school can flood us with it, Yet it becomes common, expected. It gets to a certain point where, you find yourself questioning every friendship you have in high school that you can endlessly list. Paranoia plagues the willingness to create new friendships, or even progress with current ones. It's frustrating, really. You'll form bonds with one, two, or even a small group of friends. Slowly it'll break apart, and what's left is jack sh*t - the remnants of what you thought would be a long lasting strong circle of friends. Afterwards, there's that one from the bunch that just...Doesn't bother to walk up and say 'Hi' anymore. And just like that, What you thought of as meaningful friendship, could possibly be as fake as the forced 'Hi' you make them utter when YOU walk up to THEM. Doubt rushes in, And you begin to question the rest of them...then proceeding to question no one else but yourself... It's sad how another's inconsideration or plain deception thrown at you can bring about such self-insecurities. And it doesn't just apply to being decieved by someone, But in general, someone else's crude remarks, judgements, or tasteless act towards you. And sadly, high school reaps that all in - And on top of it, so much more. We're so much exposed to such bs that it deteriorates one's character, leaving that individual lost, and anything but self-aware. Sadly, he/she will stray off until that person scuttles into another clique, only to once again have decpetion kick him or her in the ass, for behind that facade of welcoming smiles and seemingly warm-hearted laughter, is another betrayal of 'friendship' looming above. The drama high school drags in...As if you didn't get enough outside of it... -Joe |
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Sep 9 2004, 02:27 PM
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cb=bullshit. Group: Member Posts: 1,783 Joined: Feb 2004 Member No: 3,793 |
Very true.. I love the way you write.
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Sep 9 2004, 02:35 PM
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 ohBrian Group: Member Posts: 556 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 44,625 |
thumbs up bro!
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Sep 16 2004, 05:17 PM
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SOS Brigade!! Group: Member Posts: 2,573 Joined: Sep 2004 Member No: 47,775 |
Nice nice man i can relate!!
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Sep 16 2004, 07:38 PM
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Will write poetry for sex! Group: Member Posts: 1,110 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 600 |
I'm glad my writing can get through some people...Hope you didn't get it as badly as I did.
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Sep 17 2004, 01:29 PM
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 creepy heather Group: Official Member Posts: 4,208 Joined: Aug 2004 Member No: 41,580 |
WHICH IS WHY I LEFT HIGHSCHOOL
haha this is interesting  ...neat
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Sep 17 2004, 04:57 PM
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Will write poetry for sex! Group: Member Posts: 1,110 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 600 |
Wow, Sorry to hear that. My high school was full of fake conformists.
 Sad, but meh, It's true. I'm sure I'm not the only one. |
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Sep 17 2004, 08:24 PM
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 Don't wake ghostie. Group: Official Member Posts: 3,546 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 2,405 |
wow, I thought I was the only one who went through that crap...
me and my niave self... |
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Sep 17 2004, 09:42 PM
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Will write poetry for sex! Group: Member Posts: 1,110 Joined: Jan 2004 Member No: 600 |
I think when it comes to bulls#!t like that, we all think that we're alone and we're the only ones who've had that happen to them.
It's a pity, since we in turn isolate ourselves with the mentality that no one can understand what we're going through, since they can't relate. Meh. 
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May 14 2005, 10:49 AM
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 Senior Member Group: Member Posts: 1,634 Joined: Jul 2004 Member No: 27,631 |
" Paranoia plagues the willingness to create new friendships, or even progress with current ones"
how freaking true. i'm so sick of meeting people to only be disappointed. i knew this one girl who got close to everyone and tried to plot against everyone to go against each other. freakign SICKO |
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May 17 2005, 01:55 AM
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 boo Group: Member Posts: 5,512 Joined: Dec 2004 Member No: 71,765 |
That's wonderful. I love your style of writing.
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May 17 2005, 07:31 PM
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 beautiful... that's completely and utterly relatable.
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