it's..akward... Options

[kyootE_krn_bebe]

i dunno if you guys all remember me..but my ex..recently found a new g.f..and it feels akward..the things he writes about her..in a way i miss it..then i get mad..then sad..then happy for him..all mixed emotions..i don't want to admit that he's my first love..do you think he felt the same wen i found someone new?...i wonder...
my new bf..we're both in korea rite now..however i didn't see him yet..i will but i'm afraid..that since we've been apart for about a month, that he doesn't wanna be with me anymore. he's 2o and he'll be off to college in illinois and then in a year he'll be going back to korea for the army... iono..everyone knows a girl gotta get planty of attention rite?? hehe...yet i don't get that from him..or i don't feel like i get it from him.

i found out my ex found a new gf just today..why am i..feeling the way i feel??? i hate this feeling...

i need some...attention..like all girls.....