as blood runs dripping

my eyes stay dry

it doesn't hurt

but it doesn't feel good

it feels sad

but it does not feel bad

nor good

it does not feel

i do not feel

i am numb

i wait for wat feels like eternity

untill the blood is dry

now there is pain

so

much

pain

i cannot bear to hole this burden any longer

to relieve myself i cry

i cry untill there are no more tears

there is no reason to live

i die