as blood runs dripping
my eyes stay dry
it doesn't hurt
but it doesn't feel good
it feels sad
but it does not feel bad
nor good
it does not feel
i do not feel
i am numb
i wait for wat feels like eternity
untill the blood is dry
now there is pain
so
much
pain
i cannot bear to hole this burden any longer
to relieve myself i cry
i cry untill there are no more tears
there is no reason to live
i die