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<h1>it's soo cold out here</h1>
<br />
I'm living just to die. Circulatory play is all I want, to be alternately happy until I die. I remind you what it means to hurt, what it means to forget, what it means to save; to want to save. I'm a product of loneliness, a lovesick child. Collecting the faces of people in my mind, trying to feel, longing to feel, wanting to honestly feel. Wanting to forget, I'm wanting to forget. My heart is a diamond and I can't recall if it's ever broken or not. That word, "heart" has betrayed me too many times. There are those times when I just throw it away but it just always seems to find it's way back home. I will always ache. Too many people have been left in my past. Too many emotions left packaged up and never shipped away. When people touch me it's as if they're rubbing acid on my skin. Whether they realize it or not the fact of the matter is they're hurting me. But maybe if they keep still, let those burning hands melt my skin away, maybe, just maybe they will in some way cure me. I think it's unspoken hope for me, subconscious maybe. For the love of this princess, please stay far far away.
<h2>still breathing</h2>
<blockquote>Can't seem to attach myself any longer, dying. I reach out but there's nothing there, what treason. Not a hand to clean me up. Not a lullaby to ease my sleep;nothing there. Can't attach myself any longer. I kiss this boy but he's not mine. I cannot protect him. Forever will I live in this pretend of a fiction, a fairytale but never will I indulge or concoct a mix of reality. Open my eyes to distorted vision, day in, day in, day out. I salute myself with a shower and sweets. There's no release for me, just more of the same. I can easily drop this and shape my interest but I think I would just have a hard time letting go. My inner conflict isn't really a conflict at all, just a choice. The choice to believe or the choice to not. My vision has distorted but I don't really want to find my way back. Just a blind blip on the radar dancing on the dance floor, kill it. Soft kisses and candy coated wishes. Connected through physical and circulatory, through ignoring and inventing. Roll round, circle play, all day, all day. Dumb person, cold like the ice tucked between my lips. I'm the only true trapaholic, the sickest of life's children, sorry. </blockquote>
<br />
So now it's being sky high and walking in a dream everyday. Shaping my interest and being false because it's who I truly am. I'm attached to nothing and I feel nothing. Don't believe me when I say I love you but try to understand that if I could I would. Longing to feel complete is the name of my game but I don't think I will ever feel better. You can make mean anything in this world and that's why I can't connect. Depersonalization is my only lover and my paintbrush is my only enemy. I keep, keep going and I never let life tell me lies. None of this is real, just look around. When I close my eyes to die if I don't blow my brains out first, it's important for me to remain safe at all cost, to hide from truth. I'm just flying, constantly crying, always dying. </blockquote>
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<h3>SUFFOCATING</h3>
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<a href="http://mail.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=mail.message&friendID=1019419" target="_blank">Message</a><br /><br />
<a href="http://collect.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=invite.addfriend_verify&friendID=1019419" target="_blank">Add Me</a><br /><br />
<a href="http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=1019419" target="_blank">Blog</a><br /><br />
<a href="http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=1019419" target="_blank">Photos</a><br /><br />
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<a href="http://home.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user" target="_blank">Go Home</a><br /><br />
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<h1>it's soo cold out here</h1>
<br />
I'm living just to die. Circulatory play is all I want, to be alternately happy until I die. I remind you what it means to hurt, what it means to forget, what it means to save; to want to save. I'm a product of loneliness, a lovesick child. Collecting the faces of people in my mind, trying to feel, longing to feel, wanting to honestly feel. Wanting to forget, I'm wanting to forget. My heart is a diamond and I can't recall if it's ever broken or not. That word, "heart" has betrayed me too many times. There are those times when I just throw it away but it just always seems to find it's way back home. I will always ache. Too many people have been left in my past. Too many emotions left packaged up and never shipped away. When people touch me it's as if they're rubbing acid on my skin. Whether they realize it or not the fact of the matter is they're hurting me. But maybe if they keep still, let those burning hands melt my skin away, maybe, just maybe they will in some way cure me. I think it's unspoken hope for me, subconscious maybe. For the love of this princess, please stay far far away.
<h2>still breathing</h2>
<blockquote>Can't seem to attach myself any longer, dying. I reach out but there's nothing there, what treason. Not a hand to clean me up. Not a lullaby to ease my sleep;nothing there. Can't attach myself any longer. I kiss this boy but he's not mine. I cannot protect him. Forever will I live in this pretend of a fiction, a fairytale but never will I indulge or concoct a mix of reality. Open my eyes to distorted vision, day in, day in, day out. I salute myself with a shower and sweets. There's no release for me, just more of the same. I can easily drop this and shape my interest but I think I would just have a hard time letting go. My inner conflict isn't really a conflict at all, just a choice. The choice to believe or the choice to not. My vision has distorted but I don't really want to find my way back. Just a blind blip on the radar dancing on the dance floor, kill it. Soft kisses and candy coated wishes. Connected through physical and circulatory, through ignoring and inventing. Roll round, circle play, all day, all day. Dumb person, cold like the ice tucked between my lips. I'm the only true trapaholic, the sickest of life's children, sorry. </blockquote>
<br />
So now it's being sky high and walking in a dream everyday. Shaping my interest and being false because it's who I truly am. I'm attached to nothing and I feel nothing. Don't believe me when I say I love you but try to understand that if I could I would. Longing to feel complete is the name of my game but I don't think I will ever feel better. You can make mean anything in this world and that's why I can't connect. Depersonalization is my only lover and my paintbrush is my only enemy. I keep, keep going and I never let life tell me lies. None of this is real, just look around. When I close my eyes to die if I don't blow my brains out first, it's important for me to remain safe at all cost, to hide from truth. I'm just flying, constantly crying, always dying. </blockquote>
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<h3>SUFFOCATING</h3>
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<a href="http://collect.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=invite.addfriend_verify&friendID=1019419" target="_blank">Add Me</a><br /><br />
<a href="http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=1019419" target="_blank">Blog</a><br /><br />
<a href="http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewPicture&friendID=1019419" target="_blank">Photos</a><br /><br />
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<a href="http://home.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user" target="_blank">Go Home</a><br /><br />
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ohh and i want my comments to show.