I kept a smile on my face
And wore it as a disguise
Even though I felt out of place
It was myself, whom I despised
I gave my heart away too easily
Jut to pick it back up in a million pieces
The past is done and that won't change
it's impossible to undo the paper's creases
I'm lost in the darkness
Of my own lies
Only wearing joy and happiness
for the true emotions, which I am forced to hide
In my mind I've created a world
To escape from the harsh truths of reality
Where there remained this lonely girl
Who could only hope it was all a nightmare-like fantasy
She'll await for an embrace
Which can eternally keep her warm
From which she'll have an eternal sun
To break through the storm..
This is one of my earlier poems..
