Okay so basically, in general I think I'm crazy. But.. I don't know. See like half a year ago-I guess- I was diagnosed with depression. So I took meds, saw a shrink/ therapist but now it's weird. Sometimes I feel like down and not want to do anything but sit in my room. Sometimes I just feel normal. And sometimes I am like really happy and hyper-but I guess not like shoot someone or jump in front of a car hyper. Sometimes it goes on throughout the day you know? It's not really on a schedule[?] And all the time I can't get the thoughts in my head onto paper- you know like for an essay? And I am easily overwelmed. And today I got so mad I threw my cel phone and totally broke it, but.. I didnt really care- kinda until now.. I don't exactly know when this started but maybe end of grade 9, begininng grade 10[?] So tell me, am I crazy? I am soo confused.

Thanks :]


[sorry that was soo long...]

Maybe it's just a little teenage adolesence thing?

A male version of PMS. For those outraged times.

Or maybe you need to start taking some more medication.

It sounds like you're bipolar..

I could have thought that but, doesn't it have to be more dramatic? I woukdn't know how to describe how dramatic it is, but..

Thanks for your observation- something to think about I guess.

I'd say you probably have a mood disorder, maybe not full blown bipolar, but something similar.
Talk to your shrink about it, if you really do have a mood disorder, its really not a good idea to be on anti-depressants. they can exaggerate the mood changes.

it might just be a reaction to your meds. you should definitely talk to your doctor.

usually, people with bipolar disorder don't know that there's anything wrong with them. that's a symptom of bipolar disorder. even though their mood swings are apparent to others, they feel completely fine.

+ http://www.webmd.com/bipolar-disorder/guid...sorder-symptoms

sometimes the depressed side of bipolar disorder can last for a long time and cause a misdiagnose of depression.

+ http://www.webmd.com/bipolar-disorder/guid...ession-symptoms

another sign of bipolar disorder is starting something or planning something and then, not completing it (your essays). and also, your happiness then anger (the cell) can also be a sign. this is kinda in the mania mode.

+http://www.webmd.com/bipolar-disorder/guide/hypomania-mania-symptoms

you can take this survey: http://www.webmd.com/content/article/97/103969.htm

don't forget to consult a professional for real, reliable answers.