Deliriously Real -title

Have you ever felt so alone
When everone is around you

You feel suffocated
No one can hear you

You are invisile
Everyone can see right through you
The way you feel is so unreal

Searching for something you cannot find
It is as if you left your mind and heart behind

Where are you going
You do not know
All you can think is nothing

You are like a sheet of glass
Easy to shatter and hurt

Your eyes are empty green bottles
Afraid to take a step into the real world

You are a brick wall
Tough on the outside, softer on the inside

Crash! You break down!
Everyone can see the true you

Spinning in a world of brilliant, stunning, and extravagant colors
You can finally be yourself and let your feelings go

Zap! It turns murky, gloomy, and forbidden
Everything around you is lifeless once more

Now you are feeling the feeling you have felt before
You try to break free. but are not able to

Yet again misplaced in the world of emotion
Confused and lost in your own mind

Boom! It is like striking a solid, firm, but familiar ground
You burst with love, hate, fear, and confidence
Again frightened to let go, but terrified to hold onto what lies before you