Deliriously Real -title
Have you ever felt so alone
When everone is around you
You feel suffocated
No one can hear you
You are invisile
Everyone can see right through you
The way you feel is so unreal
Searching for something you cannot find
It is as if you left your mind and heart behind
Where are you going
You do not know
All you can think is nothing
You are like a sheet of glass
Easy to shatter and hurt
Your eyes are empty green bottles
Afraid to take a step into the real world
You are a brick wall
Tough on the outside, softer on the inside
Crash! You break down!
Everyone can see the true you
Spinning in a world of brilliant, stunning, and extravagant colors
You can finally be yourself and let your feelings go
Zap! It turns murky, gloomy, and forbidden
Everything around you is lifeless once more
Now you are feeling the feeling you have felt before
You try to break free. but are not able to
Yet again misplaced in the world of emotion
Confused and lost in your own mind
Boom! It is like striking a solid, firm, but familiar ground
You burst with love, hate, fear, and confidence
Again frightened to let go, but terrified to hold onto what lies before you