Death, I'm Confused Options

[rAwritsgWeg]

Well. I want my life to end. I constantly try and make things better, and I fail. I've just managed to mess up a friendship. I Needed that friendship. I have so many f**king problems. How am I supposed to deal with them. I was told not to look at my past, but after 14 years of both physcological and mental abuse, how can I just shun that away? After Living outside for weeks on end, what am I supposed to do? Not changing clothes, not showering for two f**king weeks! My family ignores me. Society judges me and shuns me. Can I just die now? Please.......
I so want to do it....

[31miracles]

"hold on if you feel like letting go"
i know you've already probably heard this a million times but...
just hang in there it will get better
i've been through some pretty shitty times... believe me
it takes time but you'll find daylight
what ever you do, don't do anything stupid

try talking to someone you trust
get some help
school consulars, a trusted adult, boys and girls club
there arer many phone numbers you can call

What are the "so many f**king problem"?
How exactly does your family treat you bad?
Why did you live outside, did they kick you out"
if you explained more we could help you more

hang in there and best of luck

[rAwritsgWeg]

abuse. Being thrown away from society........

[raenbow*]

yeah part of my life is incredibly f*ed up, but you sorta have to see ANY little thing that is good... and like cvchango said you should go talk to someone. i know that someone else always has it worse of than i do.... and as much as a goody2shoes as this sounds, i try to make others feel better when i feel like crap so that theres no cycle goin around - just break it. suicide is also very selfish and i dont think its a good idea...... youre taking so much away from someone else that you affect, even if you dont know it. i am sure somebody deeply cares for you. i find that sometimes its also easier to talk to someone you dont know, so if you need that lemme know

erm, is this too sappy?

[rAwritsgWeg]

My aim is rawritsgweg

msn is rawritsgweg@hotmail.com

[D.H.Cooley]

I can tell you thing for sure, there isn't anyone on this planet that is one single bit better then you. Not me, not any of your friends no one. Heres the truth. Most of the people you know are people you hang out with, but are they really your friends? I've been around for awhile and beleave me, in your entire life if you find one single true friend your way a head of most people. Life is a great adventure, just do the best you can, and you will be just fine.
D.H.Cooley

[priyas]

Life is a journey.

Every person goes through a journey, which comes with suffering. In order, to be a good person one must encounter suffering.


ohk. i hope u feel better soon. don't end your life tho...people will be sad.


good luck

[NoSex]

What do you care about?

[DORKalicious]

never give up on yourself, even if it seems like everyone else is. i think thats the most important thing, if you try to make things right with yourself other people will take notice, and if they dont then it wont matter because you'll still have whats inside of you.

[*a painefull euphoria*]

dont quit on your self just beacsue one thing goes wrong,
lifes a garden DIG IT.

ah..joe dirt.

[Tell Your Gf Im ...]

You dirty little shit, why don't you go take a shower first?

[rAwritsgWeg]

f**k you. that was in the past. why dont you stop disrespecting people?
f**king bitch. wtf. ... not like you would understand. when you know f**king pain. talk to me. okay? f**ker. Sorry for my language but damn...wtf......